A: shuuu!!!
B:what?!!!!
A: shuu!!!
B: WHY?!!!!!!!!!
A: because U-KISS say 시끄러!!!! :D :D
yes!! 시끄러!! (SHUT UP!!), the latest mini album from u-kiss...whoot!!!! nice song...kevin really can pull off that charismatic look on stage..but considering the fact i knew this guy too well, is a bit #^_^# for me...dongho's oppa really LMFAO me...not really a lot of kpop-ers younger than him..i mean he even had to call taemin hyung!!!! and yeah, he is korea nation little brother... =) alexander,eli and kibums' rap really keng!!! the whole perf i was like "omona!! omona!! mweojitda!!!!!!!" and i think the people behind me must be thinking im crazy...
beside shut up..the other songs are great as well...before yesterday (intro) are good as usual..i remember the intro for man man hani are freakingly addictive and gangsta...now is totally romantic!!! great great u-kiss... =) differ type of song and as usual, u-kiss pull it just perfectly fine!! :D here is their comeback and also their mv!!! =)
^
^poor dongho..too young to watch the video..so here is the sensored version for dongho~
Hangul
오빠는 니가 너무 밉다
오빠는 니말 듣기 싫다
Verse 1)
교만한 사랑 따윈 내앞에서 치워
말도 안되는 소리 그만 집어 치워
앞뒤도 맞지 않고 자기 밖에 모르는 걸(Girl)
반복된 그거짓말 이젠 그만 치워
Hook)
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
Verse 2)
교활한 입술 따윈 내앞에서 치워
야릇한 눈물 따윈 그만 집어 치워
달콤한 속임수도 더이상은 속지않아
사랑한단 그말조차 이젠 듣기 싫어
Hook)
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
Chorus)
Cause your life, Cause your mind,
내 앞에서 사라져 (제발 사라져)
Cause, your life. I'll Just Say
더이상 네가 변할 기대는 절대 못해 Good Bye!
오빠는 니가 너무 밉다
오빠는 니가 이제 싫다
(싫다) (싫다)
Hook2)
왜 자꾸 나를 붙잡으려해
왜 자꾸 눈물은 흘리는데
Rap)
Yea this is how it goes / Here we go again / Let’s do it
Hey yo check the way that you speak and the way you sound
Being like a freak invading my soul
너는 이제 싫어 Girl you’re pissin me off
난 이제 너 때문에 지쳤어
삐꺽삐꺽삐꺽삐꺽 나나 / 삐꺽삐꺽삐꺽삐꺽 대지
오빤 네게네게네게 지쳤어 너무 / 너무너무 한다 그만 사라져
그만사라져 이제 disappear 그만사라져 Get away 그만사라져
No more lies Get out! (shut out!) get off (shut off!) 시끄러!!
Chorus)
Cause your life, Cause your mind,
내 앞에서 사라져 (제발 사라져)
Cause, your life. I'll Just Say
더이상 네가 변할 기대는 절대 못해 Good Bye!
Hook)
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
Ending)
왜 자꾸 나를 붙잡으려해
왜 자꾸 눈물은 흘리는데
오빠는 니가 너무 싫다
오빠는 나쁜 여잔 싫다
Romanization
oppa neun ni ga neo mu mip da
oppa neun ni mal deud gi sil da
Verse 1)
gyo man han sarang dda win nae ap-eh seo chi weo
mal do an dweh neun so ri geu man jib-eo chi weo
ap-dwi do mat ji an go ja gi bakk-eh mo reu neun girl
ban bok dwen geu geo jit mal ee jen geu man chi weo
Hook)
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
Verse 2)
gyo hwal han eep-sul dda win nae ap-eh seo chi weo
ya reut han nun mool dda win geu man jib-eo chi weo
dal kom han sok im soo do deo ee sang eun sok ji an ah
sarang han dan geu mal jo cha ee jen deud gi sil-reo
Hook)
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
Chorus)
Cause your life, Cause your mind,
nae ap-eh seo sa ra jyeo (jeh bal sa ra jyeo)
Cause your life. I'll Just Say
deo ee sang ne ga byun hal gi dae neun jeol dae mot-hae Good Bye!
oppa neun ni ga neo mu mip-da
oppa neun ni ga ee jeh sil-da
(sil-da) (sil-da)
Hook 2)
wae ja ggu na reul but jab eu ryeo hae
wae ja ggu nun mool eun heul ri neun deh
Rap)
Yea this is how it goes / Here we go again / Let’s do it
Hey yo check the way that you speak and the way you sound
Being like a freak invading my soul
neo neun ee jeh sil-reo Girl you're pissin me off
nan ee jeh neo ddae-moon-eh ji chyeo-sseo
bbi ggeok bbi ggeok bbi ggeok bbi ggeok na na / bbi ggeok bbi ggeok bbi ggeok bbi ggeok dae ji
oppan neh ge neh ge neh ge ji chyeo-sseo neo mu / neo mu neo mu han da geu man sa ra jyeo
geu man sa ra jyeo ee jeh disappear geu man sa ra jyeo Get away geu man sa ra jyeo
No more lies Get out! (shut out!) get off (shut off!) si ggeu reo!!
Chorus)
Cause your life, Cause your mind,
nae ap-eh seo sa ra jyeo (jeh bal sa ra jyeo)
Cause your life, I'll Just Say
deo ee sang neh ga byun hal gi dae neun jeol dae mot-hae Good Bye!
Hook)
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
Ending)
wae ja ggu na reul but jap eu ryeo hae
wae ja ggu nun mool eun heul ri neun deh
oppa neun ni ga neo mu sil-da
oppa neun na-bbeun yeo jan sil-da
English
Oppa really hates you,
Oppa doesn't want to listen to you anymore.
Verse 1)
Throw away that useless love
Throw away your useless words
Your unmatching stories, your selfish love,
The repeating lies, throw them away
Hook)
Shut Up!! Shut Up!!
Shut Up!! Shut Up!!
Verse 2)
Take away those teasing lips
Throw away your tears full of hatred and desire
I won't fall for your sweet "I Love You's"
I don't want to hear your fake lies
Hook)
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!
Chorus)
Cause your life, cause your mind
Walk away (Please leave) from me
Cause your life, I'll just say
I don't anticipate change from you
Goodbye
Oppa really hates you
Oppa hates you now (Hates Hates)
Hook 2)
Why do you keep holding on
Why do you keep spilling tears
Rap)
Yea this is how it goes / Here we go again / Let’s do it
Hey yo check the way that you speak and the way you sound
Being like a freak invading my soul
I don't like you, Girl you’re pissin me off
I'm tired and sick of you
Creak creak creak creak I, I/ Creak creak creak creak creaking
Oppa's tired of you you you you / You're really too much, disappear
Hurry and leave, disappear, leave my sight, Get away, leave me
No more lies Get out! (shut out!) get off (shut off!) Shut Up!!
Chorus)
Cause your life, Cause your mind
Run away from me (Leave, leave)
Cause your life, I'll just say
I don't anticipate change from you, Good Bye
Hook)
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!
Ending)
Why do you keep holding on
Why do you keep spilling tears
Oppa really hates you
Oppa doesn't like bad girls
Credit: ppband7 + Official U-Kiss Fan Cafe + Melon + UkissmeSG ('Shut Up!!', 'Rock Ya' Body' & 'Avatar' romanisation) + Pigger @ Rocketboxx.net ('Shut Up!!' & 'Light It Up' Translations)
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recently debut : 남녀공학 (Co-Ed) - Too Late
addictive song...but yeah~~ i feel it sound like some songs..but nt mentioning it...say it for yourself.. =)
and going to debut 20STAR...20 in a group...=) beside, i think i saw a kyuhyun,kim bum, wooyoung and mika look alike... =) 18 confirmed and another 2 yet to confirmed...lazy to upload their pictures and profile so here is the link ..
http://kpophotspot.blogspot.com/2010/07/new-upcoming-boyband-with-20-members.html
Friday, October 8, 2010
Friday, October 1, 2010
BREATH
recently comeback...B2ST!!! =) whoot!!!
nice song..they are great..in live too...so yeah, breath aka soom by beast!!!
lyrics of breath :
Okay, 2010 마지막 흐름을 쥐고 흔들어
Okay, 2010 majimak heureumeul jwigo heundeureo
지휘봉 대신 mic를 들어 check it up now
jihwibong daesin micreul deureo check it up now
거부할 수 없을 정도로 강력한 무언가를 가지고 돌아와 다시 이곳을 뜨겁게
geobuhal su eobseul jeongdoro gangnyeokhan mueongareul gajigo dorawa dasi igoseul tteugeopge
더 뜨겁게 달궈 다 나에게 맡겨 I’m the mastermind, untouchable joker
deo tteugeopge dalgwo da naege matgyeo I’m the mastermind, untouchable joker
시간이 또 갈수록 더 빠져들어
sigani tto galsurok deo ppajyeodeureo
다 지금 이 순간에도 Do you feel me now
da jigeum i sunganedo Do you feel me now
너에게 또 갈수록 더 스며들어
neoege tto galsurok deo seumyeodeureo
바로 이 시간에도 그냥 나를 믿어봐 oh yeah
baro i siganedo geunyang nareul mideobwa oh yeah
따라와 We’re the mastermind (mastermind)
ttarawa We’re the mastermind (mastermind)
느껴봐 We’re the mastermind (so ‘beast)
neukkyeobwa We’re the mastermind (so ‘beast)
비교 따윈 하지 마 우릴 느껴봐 모두
bigyo ttawin haji ma uril neukkyeobwa modu
movin movin say! movin movin hey!
movin movin say! movin movin hey!
mastermind (mastermind)
mastermind (mastermind)
Oh yeah just feel my heart (so ‘beast)
Oh yeah just feel my heart (so ‘beast)
지금부터 따라와 너를 맡겨봐 모두
jigeumbuteo ttarawa neoreul matgyeobwa modu
do it do it say! do it do it hey!
do it do it say! do it do it hey!
그 어떤 말도 필요가 없어 이 순간 이 시간
geu eotteon maldo pillyoga eobseo i sungan i sigan
그냥 더 크게 소리쳐봐
geunyang deo keuge sorichyeobwa
어떤 것도 막을 수 없어 점점 더 내게 더
eotteon geotdo mageul su eobseo jeomjeom deo naege deo
조금 더 빠져봐 baby
jogeum deo ppajyeobwa baby
master mastermind master mastermind
master mastermind master mastermind
[Yo! you ready for this? keep moving keep grooving hhh welcome to ma world]
[Yo! you ready for this? keep moving keep grooving hhh welcome to ma world]
so so so ‘beast
so so so ‘beast
master mastermind master mastermind
master mastermind master mastermind
so so so ‘beast
so so so ‘beast
TRANSLATION:
Okay, 2010 Grab on to the last feel and shake it
Hold up the mic, not the baton check it up now
Coming back to this place with strong power to an undeniable extent, heating up the place
Burning the place even hotter, just leave it up to me I’m the mastermind, untouchable Joker
You will fall into us as time passes by more
Everyone even at this moment
Do you feel me now
Closer we move towards you, we smear into you
Even at this moment just trust us
Oh yeah
Follow us We’re the mastermind (Mastermind)
Feel us We’re the mastermind (So Beast)
Don’t try to compare, but instead feel us
Everyone movin movin say! movin movin hey!
Mastermind (Mastermind)
Oh yeah just feel my heart (So Beast)
Follow us starting now, lend yourself to me
Everyone do it do it say! Do it do it hey!
This moment, this time doesn’t need any words
Just scream louder
Nothing can stop you, slowly, just a little bit more
Fall in to us a bit more baby
Master mastermind master mastermind
(Yo! you ready for this?)
So so so Beast
(Keep moving keep grooving)
Master mastermind master mastermind
(Welcome to ma world)
So so so Beast
Translation Credits: b2strising.com
^_^
~~
recently shinee come back with repackage album - HELLO...
here is a peak of the mv..
aiigooo!!! my shinee baby!!! ^^
nice song..they are great..in live too...so yeah, breath aka soom by beast!!!
lyrics of breath :
Okay, 2010 마지막 흐름을 쥐고 흔들어
Okay, 2010 majimak heureumeul jwigo heundeureo
지휘봉 대신 mic를 들어 check it up now
jihwibong daesin micreul deureo check it up now
거부할 수 없을 정도로 강력한 무언가를 가지고 돌아와 다시 이곳을 뜨겁게
geobuhal su eobseul jeongdoro gangnyeokhan mueongareul gajigo dorawa dasi igoseul tteugeopge
더 뜨겁게 달궈 다 나에게 맡겨 I’m the mastermind, untouchable joker
deo tteugeopge dalgwo da naege matgyeo I’m the mastermind, untouchable joker
시간이 또 갈수록 더 빠져들어
sigani tto galsurok deo ppajyeodeureo
다 지금 이 순간에도 Do you feel me now
da jigeum i sunganedo Do you feel me now
너에게 또 갈수록 더 스며들어
neoege tto galsurok deo seumyeodeureo
바로 이 시간에도 그냥 나를 믿어봐 oh yeah
baro i siganedo geunyang nareul mideobwa oh yeah
따라와 We’re the mastermind (mastermind)
ttarawa We’re the mastermind (mastermind)
느껴봐 We’re the mastermind (so ‘beast)
neukkyeobwa We’re the mastermind (so ‘beast)
비교 따윈 하지 마 우릴 느껴봐 모두
bigyo ttawin haji ma uril neukkyeobwa modu
movin movin say! movin movin hey!
movin movin say! movin movin hey!
mastermind (mastermind)
mastermind (mastermind)
Oh yeah just feel my heart (so ‘beast)
Oh yeah just feel my heart (so ‘beast)
지금부터 따라와 너를 맡겨봐 모두
jigeumbuteo ttarawa neoreul matgyeobwa modu
do it do it say! do it do it hey!
do it do it say! do it do it hey!
그 어떤 말도 필요가 없어 이 순간 이 시간
geu eotteon maldo pillyoga eobseo i sungan i sigan
그냥 더 크게 소리쳐봐
geunyang deo keuge sorichyeobwa
어떤 것도 막을 수 없어 점점 더 내게 더
eotteon geotdo mageul su eobseo jeomjeom deo naege deo
조금 더 빠져봐 baby
jogeum deo ppajyeobwa baby
master mastermind master mastermind
master mastermind master mastermind
[Yo! you ready for this? keep moving keep grooving hhh welcome to ma world]
[Yo! you ready for this? keep moving keep grooving hhh welcome to ma world]
so so so ‘beast
so so so ‘beast
master mastermind master mastermind
master mastermind master mastermind
so so so ‘beast
so so so ‘beast
TRANSLATION:
Okay, 2010 Grab on to the last feel and shake it
Hold up the mic, not the baton check it up now
Coming back to this place with strong power to an undeniable extent, heating up the place
Burning the place even hotter, just leave it up to me I’m the mastermind, untouchable Joker
You will fall into us as time passes by more
Everyone even at this moment
Do you feel me now
Closer we move towards you, we smear into you
Even at this moment just trust us
Oh yeah
Follow us We’re the mastermind (Mastermind)
Feel us We’re the mastermind (So Beast)
Don’t try to compare, but instead feel us
Everyone movin movin say! movin movin hey!
Mastermind (Mastermind)
Oh yeah just feel my heart (So Beast)
Follow us starting now, lend yourself to me
Everyone do it do it say! Do it do it hey!
This moment, this time doesn’t need any words
Just scream louder
Nothing can stop you, slowly, just a little bit more
Fall in to us a bit more baby
Master mastermind master mastermind
(Yo! you ready for this?)
So so so Beast
(Keep moving keep grooving)
Master mastermind master mastermind
(Welcome to ma world)
So so so Beast
Translation Credits: b2strising.com
^_^
~~
recently shinee come back with repackage album - HELLO...
here is a peak of the mv..
aiigooo!!! my shinee baby!!! ^^
Friday, September 24, 2010
如果
manyageh...if..is there anything like if??? ever done something and then think of, if i were to choose this? if i were to go there?
ever turn right and think what might be waiting at the left turning?? everything happens in a split of time...a flash of light and a tick of a minisecond...every decision we made bring us to next level...ever think, what will our life be when we pick the unchoosen pathway...
things happen for a reason...but is the reason happen because we choose the route ourselves??? i remember saying this to someone when he asked why am i sad...past 2 days, out of blue, out of sudden, i feel emo..depressed in a simpler language...he ask "why emo??" ..i replied "emo over something i regretted"..yes, something i regretted...nt something but someone..
i actually think what if...like super junior's song..what if..what if i told u what i feel, will we be the same like who we are now??? what if, i told u, to hold u in my arms..will u be just a simple friend of mine?? i regretted why i never take up what ange told me, to express myself..will i be who i am now??? what will happen in between both of us....i think some of you know who i am referring to...py, if is that person u were thinking, yes...him..
i havent talk to him for a time...a time for both to cool things off...is it right??? for not letting things continue??? i been thinking, is he really someone for me?? is it worth for me to wait?? are we suitable for each other..is he...someone i ever wanted???
a lot of question..a lot of doubt...is it a wise choice??? i think a lot...too bad, i nver ask any...neither do i did any...i type out those words i wanted to say..instead of the button sent, i click on delete....let alone to be in my heart...let those fire to die off....
to that person who ask me why i am emo...im sorry for nt telling the truth...u say, to do what is the best and not to regret...i agree...it wasnt the decision i make that i regretted...but the decision not to face the real feeling of mine...for that person, it is too late to say anything..let just be friends...i wish u..all the happiness u ever needed...
"to you,
stop doubting..stand up and face what ur heart ever wanted..find that little happiness..that little happiness u ever need for ur life...=) even though it will hurts, but it worth the time it makes u happy... =)
from,
ME!!"
ever turn right and think what might be waiting at the left turning?? everything happens in a split of time...a flash of light and a tick of a minisecond...every decision we made bring us to next level...ever think, what will our life be when we pick the unchoosen pathway...
things happen for a reason...but is the reason happen because we choose the route ourselves??? i remember saying this to someone when he asked why am i sad...past 2 days, out of blue, out of sudden, i feel emo..depressed in a simpler language...he ask "why emo??" ..i replied "emo over something i regretted"..yes, something i regretted...nt something but someone..
i actually think what if...like super junior's song..what if..what if i told u what i feel, will we be the same like who we are now??? what if, i told u, to hold u in my arms..will u be just a simple friend of mine?? i regretted why i never take up what ange told me, to express myself..will i be who i am now??? what will happen in between both of us....i think some of you know who i am referring to...py, if is that person u were thinking, yes...him..
i havent talk to him for a time...a time for both to cool things off...is it right??? for not letting things continue??? i been thinking, is he really someone for me?? is it worth for me to wait?? are we suitable for each other..is he...someone i ever wanted???
a lot of question..a lot of doubt...is it a wise choice??? i think a lot...too bad, i nver ask any...neither do i did any...i type out those words i wanted to say..instead of the button sent, i click on delete....let alone to be in my heart...let those fire to die off....
to that person who ask me why i am emo...im sorry for nt telling the truth...u say, to do what is the best and not to regret...i agree...it wasnt the decision i make that i regretted...but the decision not to face the real feeling of mine...for that person, it is too late to say anything..let just be friends...i wish u..all the happiness u ever needed...
"to you,
stop doubting..stand up and face what ur heart ever wanted..find that little happiness..that little happiness u ever need for ur life...=) even though it will hurts, but it worth the time it makes u happy... =)
from,
ME!!"
Thursday, September 23, 2010
sarang hae dwel gga yo???
again...ntg to do with my post..is just, i love putting the song im listening when i start to write in this blog...this is a song from yurisanja and been my fav song for the past 2 years.. =) never fail to make me smile even though it is slow...and sound sad...yurisangja ftw!! =)
owh and it just changed to Let's Not (super junior)...ahahah..dont bother bout the song..so yeah, why am i here now..owh yea...i found out a picture which surprised me!! =) and i asked around using this pic..let me show u.. =)
owh and it just changed to Let's Not (super junior)...ahahah..dont bother bout the song..so yeah, why am i here now..owh yea...i found out a picture which surprised me!! =) and i asked around using this pic..let me show u.. =)
who is it???!!! =)
Answer :
A. KARAM (DAE GUK NAM AH; THE BOSS)
B. TAEMIN (SHINee)
C. KIM JAEJOONG (DONG BANG SHIN KI ; TVXQ)
D. KIM HEECHUL (SUPER JUNIOR)
hahahahha!!
~~~
well, someone complained to me, i seldom wrote about myself..actually i plan to write on the Miri trip but then....better not..i think im going to complain more..=) i think i wasted my 1 month holiday though...ntg special..let me think...hmmm...shopping, eat, sleep...ahh...went to sports (badminton, swimming), watch drama..stalks...download song, dance..went to miri...whatelse?? ah..went to red box (as if i never went but then sing like crazy..3 hours..and only 4 ppl..but they charge us around rm10 per person..=) )..oh last but nt least..clubbing..went to the newly open voodoo...sound system nt bad..drinks, i dont know since i didnt touch at all but i had to pay rm30..== deejay nt bad..but it is over crowded!!!! saturday were packed with 800+ people!!! == the day i went, they say there is a fight..too bad i see ntg..== oh something, it is freezing cold like hell!!!! == unless u climb up the 1m stage and dance there..or u will be shivering by just standing and looking... went to moist too...and everything in there...is USUAL..ntg special... =)
anyway, got any idea who is it...it is karam from dae guk nam ah... =) many guessed kim jaejoong from tvxq...but yeah..it isnt him...it is my karam-ie!!! =) suddenly miss my nijishima takahiro...hahahaha...shall look what happen to AAA... awww...so boring recently..ntg to do....
at times i really miss them..
Saturday, September 18, 2010
who are the fool??!
eotteoke???
i guess many knew what happen between the oh-not-so-saint-avex and also JYJ...
=) dont blame me for putting that name for avex...ever since their mistreat for homin, i hated them... XD beside they never fair..just some people were so blind to see it... ^^ saying this doesnt mean i agree i am clever to see it...all i wanna say is just BIASED really can close one person sense.. =) like how i used to biased for tvxq, super junior, u-kiss, shinee and the list goes on... =) *seems like i have no biased since i biased for all..and i used to say i might not like ze;a but well now, i think i am accepting them..only certain girl bands makes me @@ now..*
well, a lesson to teach...dont ever think a bussinessman is sincere.. profit is what in their mind...ah, my daddy is bussinessman...but then is true...daddy, mianhae!!!!!
it makes sense actually...for avex to pick sme over jyj..afterall, jyj might end up in sme!!! no point going against sme..avex has more to lost than sme...snsd debut in a very smooth journey in japan...their single were well accepted..super junior already have established their position in japan...shinee fanmeeting in japan are also a success...homin, i dont think i need to say more..same goes to boa...if u were avex, who will u pick???
but what makes me hate avex isnt their tactics in bussiness but their stupid lies!!!!!!!! to make everyone sound like a fool..to gain sympathies...to kick homin on their ass and then to foolishly accepting them back..avex u are so low..u are so pathetic to gain back all those money makers that u make urself sound like a fool....
stop pretending that u are the real victim..like i had been abandoned by the 3...oh holy molly..save that for the fool...im not~~ :D :D to me, u are making a fool out of urself..i shall see what drama are up for u guys, avex!! :D :D nicee drama..since i dont have much drama to watch recently..such a bunch of foolish clown~ :D
and sme...dont smile...u are nt anywhere better... =) u too are a clown..just that u ended ur show..is avex's turn...or maybe i can see smexavex circus...=) nicee~~ double!! ^^
and to end this...i never trust c-jes too...=) that mr.baek is kwon sang woo ex-manager.. his infamous history, search it!! ^^ his dirty works everywhere...=)
conclusion : i never trust any words of the entertainment company...i trust what i believe and what i choose to believe...in short, i believe in myself~ :D :D
owh...beast (b2st) new single..part of MASTERMIND...this song is 주먹을 꽉 쥐고(Clenching a Tight Fist)..=) nice one!!! funny..i always like beast...but then, i cant recognise any of the member..i only remember popping dragon and also doojoon...=) and funnily i can recognise child of empire (ze;a)...maybe one day i will write a post on beast, introducing the member...and also for child of empire.. =) i did it for u-kiss...owh, i didnt do it for mblaq...woah!! busy day!! =)
i guess many knew what happen between the oh-not-so-saint-avex and also JYJ...
=) dont blame me for putting that name for avex...ever since their mistreat for homin, i hated them... XD beside they never fair..just some people were so blind to see it... ^^ saying this doesnt mean i agree i am clever to see it...all i wanna say is just BIASED really can close one person sense.. =) like how i used to biased for tvxq, super junior, u-kiss, shinee and the list goes on... =) *seems like i have no biased since i biased for all..and i used to say i might not like ze;a but well now, i think i am accepting them..only certain girl bands makes me @@ now..*
well, a lesson to teach...dont ever think a bussinessman is sincere.. profit is what in their mind...ah, my daddy is bussinessman...but then is true...daddy, mianhae!!!!!
it makes sense actually...for avex to pick sme over jyj..afterall, jyj might end up in sme!!! no point going against sme..avex has more to lost than sme...snsd debut in a very smooth journey in japan...their single were well accepted..super junior already have established their position in japan...shinee fanmeeting in japan are also a success...homin, i dont think i need to say more..same goes to boa...if u were avex, who will u pick???
but what makes me hate avex isnt their tactics in bussiness but their stupid lies!!!!!!!! to make everyone sound like a fool..to gain sympathies...to kick homin on their ass and then to foolishly accepting them back..avex u are so low..u are so pathetic to gain back all those money makers that u make urself sound like a fool....
stop pretending that u are the real victim..like i had been abandoned by the 3...oh holy molly..save that for the fool...im not~~ :D :D to me, u are making a fool out of urself..i shall see what drama are up for u guys, avex!! :D :D nicee drama..since i dont have much drama to watch recently..such a bunch of foolish clown~ :D
and sme...dont smile...u are nt anywhere better... =) u too are a clown..just that u ended ur show..is avex's turn...or maybe i can see smexavex circus...=) nicee~~ double!! ^^
and to end this...i never trust c-jes too...=) that mr.baek is kwon sang woo ex-manager.. his infamous history, search it!! ^^ his dirty works everywhere...=)
conclusion : i never trust any words of the entertainment company...i trust what i believe and what i choose to believe...in short, i believe in myself~ :D :D
owh...beast (b2st) new single..part of MASTERMIND...this song is 주먹을 꽉 쥐고(Clenching a Tight Fist)..=) nice one!!! funny..i always like beast...but then, i cant recognise any of the member..i only remember popping dragon and also doojoon...=) and funnily i can recognise child of empire (ze;a)...maybe one day i will write a post on beast, introducing the member...and also for child of empire.. =) i did it for u-kiss...owh, i didnt do it for mblaq...woah!! busy day!! =)
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
i shall wait~
remember this fanvideo??? it even up in the korea media when it first shared...those who involved never knew they would get so much response...
the unition that once seen..is it still there..
there in this fandom??? i myself admit..i seldom enter the soompi forum..but last few days..i went back..back to tvxq official forum...one simple reason, they are really still my fav..my top favourite grp...
and they still there..those fans is still there..despite everything happen, the forum still move..carry on...230++ pages now..5th thread..who can move as fast as them..despite lack of news..lack of updates and performance..they still moving..even with a simple question..a silly question..
oppa..micky oppa,u say u saw this video...u saw us...but oppa, do u see us here..still waving the red balloon...for those many times i say i would just walk away...in state of denial for nearly 2 month..i still back...oppa, do u see our determination to wait..do u know, we havent give up??? i hope u never give up...because we will be like u..waiting..waiting for the suitable time where separation becomes unition...we shall wait..even it takes a lot of tears and energy and time...we will never give up~~ because
for you it's separation, for me it's waiting~~
Monday, September 13, 2010
いつだって君に ~~
いつだって君に
another beautiful masterpiece..but sadly only 3 out of 5...
nevertheless..is still nice song~
i couldnt help but notice the stare of the 3...it look sad...
the missing of the other 2 member..it feel empty right??? but no worries...we were here to help all of u guys to pass the this storm..TVXQ HWAITING!!!!!
youngwoong jaejoong hwaiting!
uknow yunho hwaiting!
micky yoochun hwaiting!
choikang changmin hwaiting!
xiah junsu hwaiting! (never will kick duckie out!!)
dong bang shin ki HWAITING!!!!!! saranghae!!!
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another beautiful masterpiece..but sadly only 3 out of 5...
nevertheless..is still nice song~
i couldnt help but notice the stare of the 3...it look sad...
the missing of the other 2 member..it feel empty right??? but no worries...we were here to help all of u guys to pass the this storm..TVXQ HWAITING!!!!!
youngwoong jaejoong hwaiting!
uknow yunho hwaiting!
micky yoochun hwaiting!
choikang changmin hwaiting!
xiah junsu hwaiting! (never will kick duckie out!!)
dong bang shin ki HWAITING!!!!!! saranghae!!!
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SM~~
laa..is bout SM TOWN!! ^^
not really...just want to spam my own blog for THE TRAX!!! =) recently make their comeback for OH MY GODDESS...yeah...so here is the trax!!!
the trax with shinee :
the trax with super junior and changmin (tvxq)
Jay of TRAX is guest rapping, Jungmo of TRAX in on guitar, Heechul is on the drums, and of course, Changmin is guest vocals
the trax and heechul
my fav song!! paradox!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYEktML9L0w
the trax with seohyun
the trax with heechul and fx victoria
the trax on cover of snsd
the trax and siwon (super junior)
the trax and other
Vocal : Super Junior Sungmin + IRIS Juni ;
Guitar : The TraX Jungmo ;
Rapper : Super Junior EunHyuk + Outsider ;
Keyboard : 2PM Nickkhun ;
Special Guitar : Boohwal Kim Tae Woo
the trax and CSJH
last but not least
THE TRAX AND TVXQ!!
SM TOWN (the trax,TVXQ,super junior, csjh and boa)
not really...just want to spam my own blog for THE TRAX!!! =) recently make their comeback for OH MY GODDESS...yeah...so here is the trax!!!
the trax with shinee :
the trax with super junior and changmin (tvxq)
Jay of TRAX is guest rapping, Jungmo of TRAX in on guitar, Heechul is on the drums, and of course, Changmin is guest vocals
the trax and heechul
my fav song!! paradox!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYEktML9L0w
the trax with seohyun
the trax with heechul and fx victoria
the trax on cover of snsd
the trax and siwon (super junior)
the trax and other
Vocal : Super Junior Sungmin + IRIS Juni ;
Guitar : The TraX Jungmo ;
Rapper : Super Junior EunHyuk + Outsider ;
Keyboard : 2PM Nickkhun ;
Special Guitar : Boohwal Kim Tae Woo
the trax and CSJH
last but not least
THE TRAX AND TVXQ!!
SM TOWN (the trax,TVXQ,super junior, csjh and boa)
Thursday, September 9, 2010
lecturer...or not
lecturer...a person with high knowledge...
or
maybe not...
so yea, why do i say this??? am i out of my brain??? challenge the wisdom of the oh brilliant lecturers who had so much knowledge to stand in front of hundreds student, giving them the facts that help them in their future...but do all, i stress here ALL, lecturer has the ability to be one??? is all lecturer qualified to be the role model of students??
some might say yes...some might say NO..to me, YES but to certain lecturer..some are just urgh....lecturer/teacher/principles were supposed to have noble personality, wide knowledge and all the characteristic needed to be one...but what had happen to our education nowadays..principle being racist, teacher with bad knowledge to an extend that some teacher couldnt teach the right fact (and i mean it..i seen one but i dont wish to pinpoint) and now what..lecturer in hit and run with the lamest reason i ever seen..what had ever happen to our education system..teachers had once seen as one of the most noble occupation...teacher is the person who form everyone in this world..but with this, to who do we put our hope on??
why do i have the idea on writing this..on teachers??? well, because i come across with this :
http://allyssalwt.blogspot.com/2010/09/incident-which-i-would-like-to-share.html
and
http://thenumerologyofour.blogspot.com/
to those who lazy to click in the link, it says that a UTAR lecturer hit a student and run off with the excuse : she has to go for lunch (== but story havent end), but then, she has no appetite to eat and thus drive back the spot where she hit the student in which she thought the student will be lying there still waiting for her (some good passerby had bring the student to the uni clinic for treatment..poor girl had a shock and external injuries..lucky for the idiotic lecturer, she has no serious injury)..well, this "good" (sarcasm..ahem ahem) lecturer did not even follow the victim to the hospital when she were asked to..and appearantly she say the insurance will cover for the damage....oh well, let just hope it is true because there is a few times, she did not turn up on time..=)
well the funny story did not just end...so yea, when the shocked poor student says that her parents will come (which is normal..who wouldnt rush there if their son/daughter involved in accident..is normal though), she too say she will bring her parents (oh well, the problem here is that she is in her early 30 and and how old will be her parents?? 60?? or probably more??)..and well, when the parent of the student went to her house (yes!! she reluctant to come over and choose to hide in her nest), she refuse to come out from her home and she even reported to police that..HER SAFETY is THREATENED!! oh what the f is in her brain..who is so uncivilised and brainless compare to her...act like she is so clever when all she could think of/act is a piece of big fat shit!!
well to all UTAR student..becareful of this so-called lecturer of urs..because definately an idiotic baboon could think better than she does...i wonder how the whole drama is settled but based on my feeling, it would settle without a sound..anyway...who is the lecturer?? i think the UTAR student knew it better...not going to pinpoint the name because i feel if she read this or anyone who knew the story will be super clear who is it..no need to point out the name...
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lecturer??? yeah RIGHT!! u just gotta BE KIDDING!! =)
or
maybe not...
so yea, why do i say this??? am i out of my brain??? challenge the wisdom of the oh brilliant lecturers who had so much knowledge to stand in front of hundreds student, giving them the facts that help them in their future...but do all, i stress here ALL, lecturer has the ability to be one??? is all lecturer qualified to be the role model of students??
some might say yes...some might say NO..to me, YES but to certain lecturer..some are just urgh....lecturer/teacher/principles were supposed to have noble personality, wide knowledge and all the characteristic needed to be one...but what had happen to our education nowadays..principle being racist, teacher with bad knowledge to an extend that some teacher couldnt teach the right fact (and i mean it..i seen one but i dont wish to pinpoint) and now what..lecturer in hit and run with the lamest reason i ever seen..what had ever happen to our education system..teachers had once seen as one of the most noble occupation...teacher is the person who form everyone in this world..but with this, to who do we put our hope on??
why do i have the idea on writing this..on teachers??? well, because i come across with this :
http://allyssalwt.blogspot.com/2010/09/incident-which-i-would-like-to-share.html
and
http://thenumerologyofour.blogspot.com/
to those who lazy to click in the link, it says that a UTAR lecturer hit a student and run off with the excuse : she has to go for lunch (== but story havent end), but then, she has no appetite to eat and thus drive back the spot where she hit the student in which she thought the student will be lying there still waiting for her (some good passerby had bring the student to the uni clinic for treatment..poor girl had a shock and external injuries..lucky for the idiotic lecturer, she has no serious injury)..well, this "good" (sarcasm..ahem ahem) lecturer did not even follow the victim to the hospital when she were asked to..and appearantly she say the insurance will cover for the damage....oh well, let just hope it is true because there is a few times, she did not turn up on time..=)
well the funny story did not just end...so yea, when the shocked poor student says that her parents will come (which is normal..who wouldnt rush there if their son/daughter involved in accident..is normal though), she too say she will bring her parents (oh well, the problem here is that she is in her early 30 and and how old will be her parents?? 60?? or probably more??)..and well, when the parent of the student went to her house (yes!! she reluctant to come over and choose to hide in her nest), she refuse to come out from her home and she even reported to police that..HER SAFETY is THREATENED!! oh what the f is in her brain..who is so uncivilised and brainless compare to her...act like she is so clever when all she could think of/act is a piece of big fat shit!!
well to all UTAR student..becareful of this so-called lecturer of urs..because definately an idiotic baboon could think better than she does...i wonder how the whole drama is settled but based on my feeling, it would settle without a sound..anyway...who is the lecturer?? i think the UTAR student knew it better...not going to pinpoint the name because i feel if she read this or anyone who knew the story will be super clear who is it..no need to point out the name...
~~
lecturer??? yeah RIGHT!! u just gotta BE KIDDING!! =)
Monday, August 30, 2010
Confession Of A Friend
yea..writing this confession with an apple stuck between my upper and lower vestibule..XD
okay..let me start...=) not really much as a confession but rather a rant...i know u will know who im pointing this to but well,this is something i couldnt slap it on your face so...forgive me but at times...at times it really kills my mood...
i didnt slap it on your face but sometimes, it totally kills my mood....makes me go "whatever" mood and sometimes i really wanna slap it on your face by saying "i never ask for your opinion..im just telling so shut it!"...
like when im telling u about the new song i heard of or the group that just debut, cant u just listen like how i used to listen to all your prob??? i probably never shared my worst day or the worst nightmare so if im going to say something, couldnt u just put ur ears on and listen?? rather than going "im not interested" "it doesnt even sound nice" "whatever, im going to sleep" ... sometimes, i really regretted that i told you something i feel there is a need to share among my qingu...
but the respond i got...totally slap me across my face...totally goes like "u are so lame to tell me all this" "i had 0 interest in this mentally retarded stuff..keep it to yourself"..at times, am i really a qingu to a qingu??? or im just a stone where ppl spill their sadness and trouble, to walk away after they feel better...i dont mind listening...but dont make me feel like im just a pabo...a tool to make one feel better....
i seriously doubt myself before...do i really...had a good friend...a friend who never think of using me...a friend who care to listen...a friend who cheers me up when im down...a friend who never ask why im sad but quietly sit beside me and makes me feel better.....
i actually found...not someone i see everyday (face to face) but...someone who i never see before..a friend who i know randomly...even just with words...she become a place where i depend alot on...a friend who never push me away...a friend who corrects me when im wrong..a friend who know im not alright when i insist im okay....a friend who is there to make me smile, even to a point, agree she is old...thank you unnie..thank you...at least i know....i know i had such a friend..thank you unnie!!! unnie, jeongmal khamsahamnida!!
is alright that i only had one...it would be better to have more...but even with this one, unnie, u had give me much strength to go on...last 2 days, i never feel so bad, so sucked up in the whole 2010...but u were there to make me feel better....rather than being a cold stone, u make some senseless jokes u would never will say it....i appreciate it..i really do~
and top of all, im happy that i could be who i am in front of you...rather than being a puppet or a clown...감사합니다 !!!
okay..let me start...=) not really much as a confession but rather a rant...i know u will know who im pointing this to but well,this is something i couldnt slap it on your face so...forgive me but at times...at times it really kills my mood...
i didnt slap it on your face but sometimes, it totally kills my mood....makes me go "whatever" mood and sometimes i really wanna slap it on your face by saying "i never ask for your opinion..im just telling so shut it!"...
like when im telling u about the new song i heard of or the group that just debut, cant u just listen like how i used to listen to all your prob??? i probably never shared my worst day or the worst nightmare so if im going to say something, couldnt u just put ur ears on and listen?? rather than going "im not interested" "it doesnt even sound nice" "whatever, im going to sleep" ... sometimes, i really regretted that i told you something i feel there is a need to share among my qingu...
but the respond i got...totally slap me across my face...totally goes like "u are so lame to tell me all this" "i had 0 interest in this mentally retarded stuff..keep it to yourself"..at times, am i really a qingu to a qingu??? or im just a stone where ppl spill their sadness and trouble, to walk away after they feel better...i dont mind listening...but dont make me feel like im just a pabo...a tool to make one feel better....
i seriously doubt myself before...do i really...had a good friend...a friend who never think of using me...a friend who care to listen...a friend who cheers me up when im down...a friend who never ask why im sad but quietly sit beside me and makes me feel better.....
i actually found...not someone i see everyday (face to face) but...someone who i never see before..a friend who i know randomly...even just with words...she become a place where i depend alot on...a friend who never push me away...a friend who corrects me when im wrong..a friend who know im not alright when i insist im okay....a friend who is there to make me smile, even to a point, agree she is old...thank you unnie..thank you...at least i know....i know i had such a friend..thank you unnie!!! unnie, jeongmal khamsahamnida!!
is alright that i only had one...it would be better to have more...but even with this one, unnie, u had give me much strength to go on...last 2 days, i never feel so bad, so sucked up in the whole 2010...but u were there to make me feel better....rather than being a cold stone, u make some senseless jokes u would never will say it....i appreciate it..i really do~
and top of all, im happy that i could be who i am in front of you...rather than being a puppet or a clown...감사합니다 !!!
Sunday, August 29, 2010
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now that i realised.....i post too much of video and picture spam in my blog~ XS
well, apart from complaining and grumbling and posting video, it seems like i have totally 0 idea on what to spill here..here in my own blog...hahahahahahha...sad things are meant for words while happy things are meant for????? scream??? shout??? talk??? well basically for sound?? okay, it sound weird...
anyway, yea, what i wanna say...wait....*think hard*
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oh, and im actually mourning for lee choong wei, lin dan and bao chun lai defeat in yonex championship...and if im not mistaken, kien kiet - boon heong also bow out in final...so well, DOWN!!!!!!!!! :D
well, apart from complaining and grumbling and posting video, it seems like i have totally 0 idea on what to spill here..here in my own blog...hahahahahahha...sad things are meant for words while happy things are meant for????? scream??? shout??? talk??? well basically for sound?? okay, it sound weird...
anyway, yea, what i wanna say...wait....*think hard*
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still blank...aaaaa!!!! :D :D i really..i really really wanna say something instead of posting video, writing all my crazy complain but, i really had ntg in my brain...so i guess this will be my post for now...
oh, and im actually mourning for lee choong wei, lin dan and bao chun lai defeat in yonex championship...and if im not mistaken, kien kiet - boon heong also bow out in final...so well, DOWN!!!!!!!!! :D
100828 Shawol Fan Account - SMTown Live '10
This is a fan account by a SHINee fan, but it's completely relevant because it's mainly about HoMin and Cassiopeia.
After everything that happened yesterday, the shock of being at the live concert, the heartache, the wonderful heartwarming moments, and then seeing all the photos and videos, there are so many emotions that I honestly dont' know how to express. I wanted to start writing something last night, but I really didn't know how to start. That night, I was in awe, not only by our kids, but also Yunho and Changm and the wonderful Cassiopeia and Shawols. Looking back on the videos from 2 years ago, I suddenly realized that our kids have really grown up. They used to run after their hyungs like their beloved dongsaengs, or perhaps they were a source of motivation...
I've always really admired Yunho, the past few years in Korea, everything about him, from his personality to his reputation, everything about him made people who loved him proud. That is why, when I saw the 8 whole banners dedicated to him at the stadium, I wasn't surprised at all. Even when the entire stadium erupted with screams of 'JUNG YUNHO', I wasn't surprised. Someone like him is totally deserving of that kind of love. I really like him as well, because I know that Yunho loves our SHINee, he buys them food and goes to watch their performances to give them support and encouragement, and he and Changmin always play basketball and go bowling with Minho. He brought Jonghyun and Key to dinner to watch the World Cup together, and went to Taemin's dance training sessions despite having to work on his own CFs, magazine shoots and rehearsals. He helped our kids make the perfect 2nd album. He was even their for their comeback stage, going to the venue with them and staying with them backstage...
Knowing that the kids have a hyung like that makes me really happy and completely content. Everything that Yunho endured as the leader of TVXQ, he's spoken to Onew about. He's taught him so much, yes, he's always trying his best to help Onew become an even greater leader than he is. At the same time, he also knows about the burdens and responsibilities he has to shoulder as a leader, and that is why, compared to the 4 other members, he is especially kind to Onew. Only because he knows too well how difficult it is to be in that position and how important it is to show him love and support. Onew, being younger and softer than Yunho needs extra love and protection. This hyung has put so much effort into protection our kids, in the hope that his personal experience will help get them further and make them a better group. This is why, last night, when I saw a tired, quiet and expressionless Yunho exchanging glances with the 5 members; when I saw Onew by his side, Taemin putting his arm around his waist, Minho tugging him along and Jonghyun and Key walking past him over and over again to help cheer him up, I felt content and proud. Huuhuu, I don't know whether it's because I'm too much like a mother, everytime I see the SHINee members showing love for their hyung, I feel a rush of pride. They're kids who really know the meaning of being grateful. Hyung's time and love hadn't been wasted, it's no wonder he likes you all so much.
Yesterday, in the hearts of Cassiopeia who had been waiting for over a year by now, there was bitterness and pain, but more than that, they were proud. Anyone who sees them would be in awe by the love and devotion they've shown towards their idols. Of course, this is because their idols really have made themselves worthwhile of their sacrifices, yet what amazed me most was that whether it be this year's Dream Concert or last night's SMTown concert, Cassiopeia gave TVXQ the same red ocean. Last night, when the big screen started to pay the VCR of HoMin, most of the fanlights had been switched off and I was almost a little shocked. However, in less than a minute, when HoMin descended from above, the stadium which had previously been a sea of various different colours completely transformed in to a red ocean. This kind of scene, whether you're a Cassiopeia or not, it really leaves people completely awestruck or even in tears. I saw lots of Cassiopeia noonas holding onto each other as tears poured out of their eyes. So many of them continued to wave their glow sticks and fan signs even as they were overcome with emotion.
That night, I should've been really happy because SHINee really delivered an amazing performance, they were so adorable and they had such a great time. Yet as I sat amidst the Cassiopeia noonas, I really couldn't help myself from screaming and crying with them. When HoMin's performance ended, they really lost control. If the tears from before had been the result of a year's worth of waiting, of pain, of controversy and of happiness over HoMin's return, then this time, it was simply because they'd lost it. They were in so much pain that they had all completely broken down. We've never heard the two talk about the pain and torment they've endured over the past year, yet we all understand, and that is why so many fans from all over the world have come to support them. In the end, the Yunho fans who were sitting next to me were still mumbling 'what to do what to do, (we) really want to go to the US, to China, to Japan, even if it's only for 6 minutes, 6 minutes is better than nothing, (we) have to go with him.' Some also said that seeing the fans with Bigeast towels who'd come all the way from Japan really hurt them more than anything. At the end of the concert, some of the Yunho fans came over to us Shawols and ELFs and bowed as they thanked us. Eventually, we all started crying with them, aish.
When I got home, I really wanted to see how the fans from China had reacted, of course, everyone was shocked and angry at first, but people slowly started to comfort one another, and I saw lots of words of encouragement from the fans. I was so touched! 'We'll treat it as though the purpose of their appearance was not to dance or to sing, but simply to see those who've missed them and to tell us that they're still protecting TVXQ, it's completely worthwhile.' 'Even though it only lasted 6 minutes and we waited 7 long hours, as long as we're able to catch a glimpse of them and see that they're well, it's enough.' There were lots of messages like that, and each and every single one of them touched me. All of a sudden, I remembered a conversation I'd had with a Yunho fan last night. I asked her why she loved Yunho so much and whether it was hard or tiresome for her. She replied 'I do get tired, of course I get tired, I get tired, bitter and angry. He really is a a fool, but there's really nothing we can do, we'll stay by his side and help him through the hard times because compared to everything he's been through, our suffering and our exhaustion is nothing.' After last night, I suddenly had a newfound love for these noona fans, I really really like them, they're definitely the most lovable fans I've ever seen.
Thinking about how good the oppas are to our SHINee and how nice the Cassiopeia noonas are to us, I really hope that one day, SHINee World will become just like Cassiopeia, so that our boys will be proud of us as well.
'Hello everyone, we are Dong Bang Shin Ki'
'Hello everyone, we are Cassiopeia'
This was the first time I've personally heard the exchange between TVXQ and their Cassiopeia and I was truly touched. I hope SHINee World and our boys will be able to achieve the same kind of perfect connection one day. I know we're not far from it…
Credits: TVXQBaidu + SHINeeBar
Trans by: dorfehh@DBSKnights
Shared by: DBSKnights
After everything that happened yesterday, the shock of being at the live concert, the heartache, the wonderful heartwarming moments, and then seeing all the photos and videos, there are so many emotions that I honestly dont' know how to express. I wanted to start writing something last night, but I really didn't know how to start. That night, I was in awe, not only by our kids, but also Yunho and Changm and the wonderful Cassiopeia and Shawols. Looking back on the videos from 2 years ago, I suddenly realized that our kids have really grown up. They used to run after their hyungs like their beloved dongsaengs, or perhaps they were a source of motivation...
I've always really admired Yunho, the past few years in Korea, everything about him, from his personality to his reputation, everything about him made people who loved him proud. That is why, when I saw the 8 whole banners dedicated to him at the stadium, I wasn't surprised at all. Even when the entire stadium erupted with screams of 'JUNG YUNHO', I wasn't surprised. Someone like him is totally deserving of that kind of love. I really like him as well, because I know that Yunho loves our SHINee, he buys them food and goes to watch their performances to give them support and encouragement, and he and Changmin always play basketball and go bowling with Minho. He brought Jonghyun and Key to dinner to watch the World Cup together, and went to Taemin's dance training sessions despite having to work on his own CFs, magazine shoots and rehearsals. He helped our kids make the perfect 2nd album. He was even their for their comeback stage, going to the venue with them and staying with them backstage...
Knowing that the kids have a hyung like that makes me really happy and completely content. Everything that Yunho endured as the leader of TVXQ, he's spoken to Onew about. He's taught him so much, yes, he's always trying his best to help Onew become an even greater leader than he is. At the same time, he also knows about the burdens and responsibilities he has to shoulder as a leader, and that is why, compared to the 4 other members, he is especially kind to Onew. Only because he knows too well how difficult it is to be in that position and how important it is to show him love and support. Onew, being younger and softer than Yunho needs extra love and protection. This hyung has put so much effort into protection our kids, in the hope that his personal experience will help get them further and make them a better group. This is why, last night, when I saw a tired, quiet and expressionless Yunho exchanging glances with the 5 members; when I saw Onew by his side, Taemin putting his arm around his waist, Minho tugging him along and Jonghyun and Key walking past him over and over again to help cheer him up, I felt content and proud. Huuhuu, I don't know whether it's because I'm too much like a mother, everytime I see the SHINee members showing love for their hyung, I feel a rush of pride. They're kids who really know the meaning of being grateful. Hyung's time and love hadn't been wasted, it's no wonder he likes you all so much.
Yesterday, in the hearts of Cassiopeia who had been waiting for over a year by now, there was bitterness and pain, but more than that, they were proud. Anyone who sees them would be in awe by the love and devotion they've shown towards their idols. Of course, this is because their idols really have made themselves worthwhile of their sacrifices, yet what amazed me most was that whether it be this year's Dream Concert or last night's SMTown concert, Cassiopeia gave TVXQ the same red ocean. Last night, when the big screen started to pay the VCR of HoMin, most of the fanlights had been switched off and I was almost a little shocked. However, in less than a minute, when HoMin descended from above, the stadium which had previously been a sea of various different colours completely transformed in to a red ocean. This kind of scene, whether you're a Cassiopeia or not, it really leaves people completely awestruck or even in tears. I saw lots of Cassiopeia noonas holding onto each other as tears poured out of their eyes. So many of them continued to wave their glow sticks and fan signs even as they were overcome with emotion.
That night, I should've been really happy because SHINee really delivered an amazing performance, they were so adorable and they had such a great time. Yet as I sat amidst the Cassiopeia noonas, I really couldn't help myself from screaming and crying with them. When HoMin's performance ended, they really lost control. If the tears from before had been the result of a year's worth of waiting, of pain, of controversy and of happiness over HoMin's return, then this time, it was simply because they'd lost it. They were in so much pain that they had all completely broken down. We've never heard the two talk about the pain and torment they've endured over the past year, yet we all understand, and that is why so many fans from all over the world have come to support them. In the end, the Yunho fans who were sitting next to me were still mumbling 'what to do what to do, (we) really want to go to the US, to China, to Japan, even if it's only for 6 minutes, 6 minutes is better than nothing, (we) have to go with him.' Some also said that seeing the fans with Bigeast towels who'd come all the way from Japan really hurt them more than anything. At the end of the concert, some of the Yunho fans came over to us Shawols and ELFs and bowed as they thanked us. Eventually, we all started crying with them, aish.
When I got home, I really wanted to see how the fans from China had reacted, of course, everyone was shocked and angry at first, but people slowly started to comfort one another, and I saw lots of words of encouragement from the fans. I was so touched! 'We'll treat it as though the purpose of their appearance was not to dance or to sing, but simply to see those who've missed them and to tell us that they're still protecting TVXQ, it's completely worthwhile.' 'Even though it only lasted 6 minutes and we waited 7 long hours, as long as we're able to catch a glimpse of them and see that they're well, it's enough.' There were lots of messages like that, and each and every single one of them touched me. All of a sudden, I remembered a conversation I'd had with a Yunho fan last night. I asked her why she loved Yunho so much and whether it was hard or tiresome for her. She replied 'I do get tired, of course I get tired, I get tired, bitter and angry. He really is a a fool, but there's really nothing we can do, we'll stay by his side and help him through the hard times because compared to everything he's been through, our suffering and our exhaustion is nothing.' After last night, I suddenly had a newfound love for these noona fans, I really really like them, they're definitely the most lovable fans I've ever seen.
Thinking about how good the oppas are to our SHINee and how nice the Cassiopeia noonas are to us, I really hope that one day, SHINee World will become just like Cassiopeia, so that our boys will be proud of us as well.
'Hello everyone, we are Dong Bang Shin Ki'
'Hello everyone, we are Cassiopeia'
This was the first time I've personally heard the exchange between TVXQ and their Cassiopeia and I was truly touched. I hope SHINee World and our boys will be able to achieve the same kind of perfect connection one day. I know we're not far from it…
Credits: TVXQBaidu + SHINeeBar
Trans by: dorfehh@DBSKnights
Shared by: DBSKnights
heart breaking....who were there...there to be in their shoe...to express their feeling...to understand of what they went thru...
nobody but themselves....
between TVXQ and CASSIOPEIA...enough said~~~ =)
for me, i will work hard..just like tvxq and cassiopeia..while waiting for the boys, i will definately continue to wave my red glow stick...red had become one of me~
Friday, August 27, 2010
i did wrong
like 2AM's song..am i really did wrong??? did i really did something wrong???
did i mess up everything n caused everyone in the worst state ever??but..it wasnt even my prob in the first effing place.....i dont know!!!! i hate it..i really do~~ why cant just understand my pov??!!!! why am i the one had to understand?!!!!!
why am i the one stuck in the middle and sucked up everything?!!
i hate it..im doing my very best to make everyone happy..and why it is sooo hard to make everyone feel happy for the decision...
to accommodate with it, i really did my best..but how come i feel like i fucked up everything???? and i think i really fucked up everything..== a decision to make everyone happy, is it that hard??? i really...i really....i dont know what else i can do...
i really dont know...and to get scolded for something that is out of my concern, it is really....i dont know..the whole thing makes me @@ from the moment i open my eyes in the morning...
i understand everyone's position...but may i ask, who understand my stand????
to everyone, im sorry i couldnt fulfill ur condition...i did my very best...and i hope u could understand...to karen and adrian, im sorry..if i could just confirm the blm house, i wouldnt put u guys in such condition...
like the song..
i really did wrong..and i really sorry...mianhae~
did i mess up everything n caused everyone in the worst state ever??but..it wasnt even my prob in the first effing place.....i dont know!!!! i hate it..i really do~~ why cant just understand my pov??!!!! why am i the one had to understand?!!!!!
why am i the one stuck in the middle and sucked up everything?!!
i hate it..im doing my very best to make everyone happy..and why it is sooo hard to make everyone feel happy for the decision...
to accommodate with it, i really did my best..but how come i feel like i fucked up everything???? and i think i really fucked up everything..== a decision to make everyone happy, is it that hard??? i really...i really....i dont know what else i can do...
i really dont know...and to get scolded for something that is out of my concern, it is really....i dont know..the whole thing makes me @@ from the moment i open my eyes in the morning...
i understand everyone's position...but may i ask, who understand my stand????
to everyone, im sorry i couldnt fulfill ur condition...i did my very best...and i hope u could understand...to karen and adrian, im sorry..if i could just confirm the blm house, i wouldnt put u guys in such condition...
like the song..
i really did wrong..and i really sorry...mianhae~
Thursday, July 8, 2010
대국남아
(from left : Hyunmin (현민), Injun (인준) Jay, Karam (가람), Mika (미카).)
and so here comes the 2nd TVXQ...not complaining about them...because i do like them!! ^^ well, first of all, they are really good in vocal...second the boys can dance..and thirdly, the boys do has good look..ahem ahem...i know i know..appearance shouldnt cheat but HEY, everyone judge a person from 1st impression!!! :D :D and beside, the boys really have good look!!! saying this shouldnt give them any negative mark...my baby TVXQ are superb good looking also...hahahahahha...
anyway, D-NA (in short) were said to be 2nd tvxq..debutting themselves as acapella group..recently comeback with a fast beat song...but well...they are good..okay, i am repeatiting this sentence for so many times...and yeah, i know u knew what i am going to say next..IS A FACT..LOL!!! *py should start saying bout KARAM..* and oh, TVXQ is indeed their role model....good one, D-NA....i shall bring hopes to see 5 of u guys to sing with the other 5~~ and the wish will be coming soon!! ^^ karam and jaejoong..woah!!!! but i still feel mika look like sungmin and ingun look like young thin kangin...XD
profile :
Stage Name: MIKA
Position: Leader
Real Name: Lee Suhoon 이수훈
Birthdate: 1990.06.28
Height: 1,78cm
Bloodtype: B
Cyworld: http://cyworld.com/ooff
- Can play the piano.
- Former Xing and Singing in the Rain member (both under Xing Entertainment)
- Used to go by the name of WHITE
- Thinks Hyunmin is the most interesting member
- Envies Garam for being handsome
Real Name: Woo Hyunmin 우현민
Birthdate: 1991.07.22
Height: 1,81cm
Bloodtype: O
Cyworld: http://www.cyworld.com/tob205
- Former Xing and Singing in the Rain member (both under Xing Entertainment)
- Used to go by the name of HUSKY
- Nicknamed himself as Mallang Mute
- I also concluded he loves hugging people. Really.
Stage name: KARAM
Real name: Park Hyuncheol 박현철
Birthdate: 1991.06.28
Height: 1,78cm
Bloodtype: B
Cyworld: http://minihp.cyworld.com/pims/main/pims_m...sp?tid=60434007
- Former Xing member
- Used to go by the name of RISING
- He's bffs with Jay and Injoon
Real Name: Lee Injoon 이인준
Height: 1.75cm
Bloodtype: O
Cyworld: http://www.cyworld.com/injun0001
- Former Xing member
- Used to go by the name of SOUL
- Is a fan of SG Wannabe and Mariah Carey
- Can beatbox
- Has a younger sister
- I am a Legend is his favorite movie
- Extremely addicted to The Simpsons.
Stage Name: JAY
Real Name: Jeon Jihwan 전지환
Birthdate: 1994.03.31
Height: 1,70cm
Bloodtype: A
- Former Xing member
- Used to go by the name of KIPARANG
- Has an older brother
- He says he's persistent but very timid
- His ideal type is just a nice girl
since all of them former XING..i wonder if there is any possible for them to sing with UKISS...kevin, kibum.....XDXD and also..popping dragon (aka joonhyung) in BEAST..
but then....there is a lot of generation and i doubt if they had been in the group together before...XD kevin should know all of them..^^ he stayed for the longest time in xing...
anyway BACK!!!
here is the video of the boys debut...and also new song...well im sharing TVXQ as well..they well, not really but kinda walk the same pathway as TVXQ..check it out..and for the last time : they are REALLY good... ^^
=)
Friday, July 2, 2010
a song worth a smile~
at times do we ever realised a smile is so easy to form that it can even come with just a song or simply a sentence???? i found 3 songs that make me laugh without any reason..
4 minutes of happiness at times enough to make the day bright and cheerful~ :D
of happiness and of sadness....is the way we view things that happen...
to make the world more bright, stop viewing the world with only black and white.. ^^
beside, when there is happiness there will be sadness...is just a cycle of life..without sadness, what is the meaning of happiness...without happiness there is no sadness...
but it doesnt mean we should cry the whole day or fake the smile the whole day...when we feel like crying, cry it..when we feel happy, smile it~~ ^^ after the moment, make the next moment a brand new moment...things that happen should remain as past...make present as present..
live today like there is no tomorrow..
4 minutes of happiness at times enough to make the day bright and cheerful~ :D
of happiness and of sadness....is the way we view things that happen...
to make the world more bright, stop viewing the world with only black and white.. ^^
beside, when there is happiness there will be sadness...is just a cycle of life..without sadness, what is the meaning of happiness...without happiness there is no sadness...
but it doesnt mean we should cry the whole day or fake the smile the whole day...when we feel like crying, cry it..when we feel happy, smile it~~ ^^ after the moment, make the next moment a brand new moment...things that happen should remain as past...make present as present..
live today like there is no tomorrow..
Thursday, July 1, 2010
tap tap tap
been so long since i last write a word here..well, i dont have anything in mind to spill...
now posting this show i had something to say...well, i was on my way back (when i find my way back to your arm again..but untill that day, u know u are the QUEEN OF MY HEART..), suddenly -- ask me bout wan teng...well, is a topic about friendship..
bout how i realised, -- is someone like me...i always thought i am so emotional (^^ say this) that i could cry over someone who is angry and dont want to talk to me..but well, thean sim is the same...in the end, it seems like both of us couldnt take it if someone who is so close to us, could suddenly ignore us...
simple reason for this...we couldnt stand the fact someone ignore us and well, could it be our mistake?? our fault for all this ignorance..for all this sudden change??? i dont deny the fact that i always blurt out something subconsciously that hurt someone..i hated that side of me too...but well, if u guys are to about leave this stupid friend (i mean myself) could u guys at least tell me what happen?? so that at least i know i did something bad and it is unforgiven???
in friends, i try to be nice..but at times, i feel like ppl think im doing it for the sake of doing to a point it look so fake!! when i try to be bad, it makes me look so bad that i become the jerk!! sometimes it is so tiring...what should i do??? is like...
we try to make something stupid out of ourself when u guys are sad..and it makes us sound like stupid when there is ntg from u...the fact that getting ignored and doesnt know what the hell did i did wrong it is soo....hell~ seriously~
but im happy that at least someone in this world understand how i feel...i been feeling emo last night...not really much but then...when i say something, i dont really mean it...i know that stupid mouth of mine...mulut celupar bukan...i try to be queit and yet u guys tot im sad or angry or bad mood...what should i do???
i try not to show my bad point to u guys..i try my best to stay cheer..i remember isaiah say my name jolyn goes well with jolly..i just smile...park yong ha death really open my eyes...how much a person can stand hurt and sadness...
someone say that if i had something i can just tell him/her...but if my happy stuff u are nt interested..how much would u listen for my sad story?????
in friendship, i just wanna be happy..like -- say, she just want to be happy..why there is so much things in a frienship..shouldnt this relationship should stay simple instead of complicated..a friend where we divide the pain to lesser amount and multiply the happiness to infinity??? is so tiring to make the clown out of myself and yet what i got from everything i give is....this~
ONE BETTER DAY ~
Yeah Listen to this
Even though darkness wraps around me
Even though I can't see one inch before me because it's so dark
The hurt heart heart heart of hers that got wounded
I will wrap around I promise I'm gonna be down
Her that is getting tired of the repeated times
If you have no place to lean then come and lean on me
For you we will be together call us
Start again right now
Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you
I'm going in
Thoughts that you're by yourself The worlds that have no answer
the days tic tok like the hands of a clock
All the hard times just cut them up
This light has waited for you
Her that is getting tired of the repeated times
If you have no place to lean then come and lean on me
For me I came here call us
And again start right now
Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you
My heart is running
Whenever with me
Now let's start baby yeah it is
Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you
now posting this show i had something to say...well, i was on my way back (when i find my way back to your arm again..but untill that day, u know u are the QUEEN OF MY HEART..), suddenly -- ask me bout wan teng...well, is a topic about friendship..
bout how i realised, -- is someone like me...i always thought i am so emotional (^^ say this) that i could cry over someone who is angry and dont want to talk to me..but well, thean sim is the same...in the end, it seems like both of us couldnt take it if someone who is so close to us, could suddenly ignore us...
simple reason for this...we couldnt stand the fact someone ignore us and well, could it be our mistake?? our fault for all this ignorance..for all this sudden change??? i dont deny the fact that i always blurt out something subconsciously that hurt someone..i hated that side of me too...but well, if u guys are to about leave this stupid friend (i mean myself) could u guys at least tell me what happen?? so that at least i know i did something bad and it is unforgiven???
in friends, i try to be nice..but at times, i feel like ppl think im doing it for the sake of doing to a point it look so fake!! when i try to be bad, it makes me look so bad that i become the jerk!! sometimes it is so tiring...what should i do??? is like...
we try to make something stupid out of ourself when u guys are sad..and it makes us sound like stupid when there is ntg from u...the fact that getting ignored and doesnt know what the hell did i did wrong it is soo....hell~ seriously~
but im happy that at least someone in this world understand how i feel...i been feeling emo last night...not really much but then...when i say something, i dont really mean it...i know that stupid mouth of mine...mulut celupar bukan...i try to be queit and yet u guys tot im sad or angry or bad mood...what should i do???
i try not to show my bad point to u guys..i try my best to stay cheer..i remember isaiah say my name jolyn goes well with jolly..i just smile...park yong ha death really open my eyes...how much a person can stand hurt and sadness...
someone say that if i had something i can just tell him/her...but if my happy stuff u are nt interested..how much would u listen for my sad story?????
in friendship, i just wanna be happy..like -- say, she just want to be happy..why there is so much things in a frienship..shouldnt this relationship should stay simple instead of complicated..a friend where we divide the pain to lesser amount and multiply the happiness to infinity??? is so tiring to make the clown out of myself and yet what i got from everything i give is....this~
ONE BETTER DAY ~
Yeah Listen to this
Even though darkness wraps around me
Even though I can't see one inch before me because it's so dark
The hurt heart heart heart of hers that got wounded
I will wrap around I promise I'm gonna be down
Her that is getting tired of the repeated times
If you have no place to lean then come and lean on me
For you we will be together call us
Start again right now
Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you
I'm going in
Thoughts that you're by yourself The worlds that have no answer
the days tic tok like the hands of a clock
All the hard times just cut them up
This light has waited for you
Her that is getting tired of the repeated times
If you have no place to lean then come and lean on me
For me I came here call us
And again start right now
Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you
My heart is running
Whenever with me
Now let's start baby yeah it is
Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you
Sunday, June 20, 2010
태연하게 당연하게
Amu geoto anilgeoya shigani jinaga myeon neo eopteon yejeon cheoreom jalhalsu isseul geoya
Geureonde naega isanghae gyesok neol chago isseo, neol jiwo bwado neoman boyeo
Taeyeon hage ijeo boryeo haesseo geojimal cheoreom
Geureol surok deo geuriwo jyeo
*I'll be missing you, every time, and I will pray for you every night, amu il eobseo teon geocheoreom
Nal sogyeodo, nado mollae apeun gaseumi tteollyeo, nothing is everything
It was nothing amu geoto aninde ijeul suga eopneunde, naega neomu isanghae
Aju jamkkanira do neol majuchi gil gidohae, I wanna see you, I'm gonna miss you
Neol manhi joha haenabwa jakku ni saengagi na haruwedo myeo beonsshik nunmuri naryeo gohae
Niga isseul ttaen mollasseo eolmana sojung hanji apeuge haeseo cham mianhae
Dangyeon hage ijeo boryeo haesseo heunhan ilcheoreom
Geureol surok deo geuriwo jyeo
Cause I'll be missing you, every time, and I will pray for you every night, amu il eobseo teon geocheoreom
Nal sogyeodo, nado mollae apeun gaseumi tteollyeo, nothing is everything
Naye jageum mame neomuna keobeorin
Naye sarangi baro neoya
REPEAT *
English Translation:
*If the thing which will not be also anything the time passes by, you like before was not the thing which will be the possibility of doing well however me the strange continuous board to be to be seeking the board tries to erase, only you is visible, calmly, tries to forget like to lie to be like that, more longed for become,
I'll be missing you and every time, AND I will pray for you every night and anyone one like without being day to deceive and the secretly sick breast to tremble, nothing is everything
It is not also was nothing anything there not to be a possibility of forgetting to and moment the board encountering quite I to be too strange, to intend, I wanna see you and I'm gonna miss you
The board in order likes a lot to try and your thought to be born to be born a some tear repeatedly in one day, when there is you to do, does not know, how many probably is valuable, to be sick the truth is sorry and naturally, tries to forget to do like the thing is common to be like that, more longed for become,
I'll be missing you and every time, AND I will pray for you every night and anyone one like without being day to deceive and the secretly sick breast to tremble, nothing is everything
Me too big my sweetheart rightly to small mind you
Friday, May 28, 2010
나를 잊었나요??? 나를 기억 나요???
I keep hoping and hoping
In those days when I desperately want to see you
Those days that are so hard to bear
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I love you”
Alone once again I cry for you
In those days when all I think about is you
Those days when my heart is cold and sad
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I want to see you”
Alone once again I cry for you
Alone once again I’m missing you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you
`~
how are you? what are you doing? are you tired?
this is the few questions i wanted to tell you all this while...from the very first day i knew you.....i ask this question everyday..the moment i saw ur face..the smile that i never got enough...
least that i realised, i was spoilt by you...to know that i could see you the moment i switch this on...to know that, everything will be well-prepared and to get the updates of your whereabout, your activities simply by a click...never do i realised, this bring about what u had give in...just to ease my hunger of you
foolishly, i assume that u had your meal on time..foolishly i thought the moment i close my eyes, u close yours as well..to be happy by the fact that i share the moonlight with you, to stupidly assume, u had whole day to rest for that just 1 moment of appearance....to stupidly think...it is a MUST for an updates for you...
im sorry~~
never least do i realise i bring so much burden for you and yet you could smile...
never least do i realise how selfish i am for the past few years..to say that i love you more than anything..to say...im the person who understand you...yet..nothing i do that could ease you..not even to ease your tiredness of life...
im sorry~~
for the stupidity i had in me...to assume that you lead a great life..to have so much love from everyone..to assume that you guys are in healthy state for there is no news bout you being sent to hospital...to actually thought that u really willing to do anything....never least do i realised, how shit your life had been...to be in so stupid for the past few years..
im sorry~~
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it is never easy..for you and for me...
it is never easy to cry alone...i gave up on you, i admit that...
being selfish...i know...
being protective, some said...
i know...it is because i couldnt hold on to my own faith..thousand reasons i gave to myself..
In those days when I desperately want to see you
Those days that are so hard to bear
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I love you”
Alone once again I cry for you
In those days when all I think about is you
Those days when my heart is cold and sad
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I want to see you”
Alone once again I cry for you
Alone once again I’m missing you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you
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how are you? what are you doing? are you tired?
this is the few questions i wanted to tell you all this while...from the very first day i knew you.....i ask this question everyday..the moment i saw ur face..the smile that i never got enough...
least that i realised, i was spoilt by you...to know that i could see you the moment i switch this on...to know that, everything will be well-prepared and to get the updates of your whereabout, your activities simply by a click...never do i realised, this bring about what u had give in...just to ease my hunger of you
foolishly, i assume that u had your meal on time..foolishly i thought the moment i close my eyes, u close yours as well..to be happy by the fact that i share the moonlight with you, to stupidly assume, u had whole day to rest for that just 1 moment of appearance....to stupidly think...it is a MUST for an updates for you...
im sorry~~
never least do i realise i bring so much burden for you and yet you could smile...
never least do i realise how selfish i am for the past few years..to say that i love you more than anything..to say...im the person who understand you...yet..nothing i do that could ease you..not even to ease your tiredness of life...
im sorry~~
for the stupidity i had in me...to assume that you lead a great life..to have so much love from everyone..to assume that you guys are in healthy state for there is no news bout you being sent to hospital...to actually thought that u really willing to do anything....never least do i realised, how shit your life had been...to be in so stupid for the past few years..
im sorry~~
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it is never easy..for you and for me...
it is never easy to cry alone...i gave up on you, i admit that...
being selfish...i know...
being protective, some said...
i know...it is because i couldnt hold on to my own faith..thousand reasons i gave to myself..
after i left...
subconsciously, i watch the performance of others and said, TVXQ did better job than you
subconsciously that when i watch super junior goofing with shinee, i silently whisper IF TVXQ were here, it would be 10x funnier
subconsciously that when i saw red, i smile and the thought of cassiopeia appear in my mind
subconsciously that when my friend point to the sky to show me the stars, i told her bout cassiopeia, the proud fanclub of TVXQ
subconsciously that when i watch a group of 5, i couldnt bear and tears drop..to know the fact i miss you 5 together..
subconsciously, i still roaming in TVXQ OFFICIAL THREAD in soompi even though i hate you..
subconsciously i squeel about you..to spazz on you...to look at your old performance in youtube..to google your picture in google...to cry watching the fanvideo of you...to laugh when watch the old variety show...to smile like an idiot when listen to your voice..to continue play your song on my itunes..
still i gave a thousand reasons to not be ...never realised i did so much thing subconsciously...never did i know...
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a word from you.. "LET'S WAIT TOGETHER"..
those thousand reasons seems to fade immediately...because, i immediately..
come back to you..
after this stupid-waste-of-time-round..i come back to you..this time, with more strength...
this time, when i come back..with more force..with tighter grip...i come back to you...to shamefully,wishing that u wouldnt angry on me...
to shamefully..wishing u could accept me back...will you???
those thousand reasons seems to fade immediately...because, i immediately..
come back to you..
after this stupid-waste-of-time-round..i come back to you..this time, with more strength...
this time, when i come back..with more force..with tighter grip...i come back to you...to shamefully,wishing that u wouldnt angry on me...
to shamefully..wishing u could accept me back...will you???
im sorry that i leave...to give a thousand reason...to leave and realised...
i did something stupid again...im sorry~
i did something stupid again...im sorry~
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because i love you...
im waiting for you~~
even...there is a need to CRY for you.. alone...
Saturday, May 22, 2010
勇氣~
我相信我们有。。应为有你在。。
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終於作了這個決定 別人怎麼說我不理...只要你也一樣的肯定
Finally made the decision, I won't listen to what other people say..As long as you are also just as certain
the day you make the decision, many were taken aback, many fans were in alarmed..people around me start to had discussion..rumors happen..doubt of members relationship started...blame were thrown out...words said, some were let down, some were supportive, some were angry...biased happen, fans got divided...
u were as calm as usual..with a smile strike on your face, u assure that u will comeback...u assure me not to believe to the assumption, accusation that had been thrown here and there...because of one word from each and every of you, i am assured..別人怎麼說我不理..我相信。。
我願意天涯海角都隨你去 I'm willing to follow you to the ends of the earth
我知道一切不容易 I know it all won't be easy
我的心一直溫習說服自己 My heart is always brushing up on convincing itself
最怕你忽然說要放棄 I'm most afraid that you'll suddenly say you want to give up
never will i give up..never will i believe in those assumption, the accusation, the rumors, the endless backstab that had been thrown...even it is hard to grip my own faith for all this happen too much..too much for me to handle in which at times, i got really tired...tired of defending that you guys will be back...too much to realise my faith is real or just an empty promise from you..it is never easy...when thing doesnt look good on me...when faith start to fade away, i subconsciously found myself roaming around youtube, watching the old performace, the old drama, the old variety show..idiotly smilling and laughing to myself when i watch u...i know it is hard for u too..to see the overwhelm respond, to be around the warm embrace of the fans' faith...and yet, nothing could be said..nothing could be done to assure the fans, u guys are always together...
even it is tough now...even it is hard now...too many words i wanted to tell you..but out of all, i wanted to tell you, 不要放棄。。because we are always here..never will we leave..never will we go..we will sit in our seat, waiting for you..the day you comeback, we will stand up and had the loudest cheers for you...because we are CASSIOPEIA,我们会。。
愛真的需要勇氣 來面對流言蜚語 Love really needs courage to face gossip and rumors
只要你一個眼神肯定 我的愛就有意義 As long as certainty is expressed in your eyes, my love has meaning
我們都需要勇氣 去相信會在一起 We all need courage to believe we'll be together
we have all the bravery, the courage to keep loving...we fell down, we stand up, we continue to push ur back to walk forward...it is hard for all of us..we hold each others hand and we continue to walk on the road full of holes...one of us fell, we pull them up..like how u use to pull me up, i will pull those who fell...save them from the dark scary hole..because we are a family..
because of the assurance from your eyes, the dark hole is now full of blinking stars..the darkest night full of stars..we even see the falling star..i wish upon the star...wish not that you could comeback quick...but wish that all of us, me, u or them...will have the courage to continue..with the scars, the wounds...even with blood draining out, we walk our way with you...even if iodine becomes our daily need...我们的勇气不只是说而已。。我真的很爱你。。
人潮擁擠我能感覺你 放在我手心裡 你的真心
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終於作了這個決定 別人怎麼說我不理...只要你也一樣的肯定
Finally made the decision, I won't listen to what other people say..As long as you are also just as certain
the day you make the decision, many were taken aback, many fans were in alarmed..people around me start to had discussion..rumors happen..doubt of members relationship started...blame were thrown out...words said, some were let down, some were supportive, some were angry...biased happen, fans got divided...
u were as calm as usual..with a smile strike on your face, u assure that u will comeback...u assure me not to believe to the assumption, accusation that had been thrown here and there...because of one word from each and every of you, i am assured..別人怎麼說我不理..我相信。。
我願意天涯海角都隨你去 I'm willing to follow you to the ends of the earth
我知道一切不容易 I know it all won't be easy
我的心一直溫習說服自己 My heart is always brushing up on convincing itself
最怕你忽然說要放棄 I'm most afraid that you'll suddenly say you want to give up
never will i give up..never will i believe in those assumption, the accusation, the rumors, the endless backstab that had been thrown...even it is hard to grip my own faith for all this happen too much..too much for me to handle in which at times, i got really tired...tired of defending that you guys will be back...too much to realise my faith is real or just an empty promise from you..it is never easy...when thing doesnt look good on me...when faith start to fade away, i subconsciously found myself roaming around youtube, watching the old performace, the old drama, the old variety show..idiotly smilling and laughing to myself when i watch u...i know it is hard for u too..to see the overwhelm respond, to be around the warm embrace of the fans' faith...and yet, nothing could be said..nothing could be done to assure the fans, u guys are always together...
even it is tough now...even it is hard now...too many words i wanted to tell you..but out of all, i wanted to tell you, 不要放棄。。because we are always here..never will we leave..never will we go..we will sit in our seat, waiting for you..the day you comeback, we will stand up and had the loudest cheers for you...because we are CASSIOPEIA,我们会。。
愛真的需要勇氣 來面對流言蜚語 Love really needs courage to face gossip and rumors
只要你一個眼神肯定 我的愛就有意義 As long as certainty is expressed in your eyes, my love has meaning
我們都需要勇氣 去相信會在一起 We all need courage to believe we'll be together
we have all the bravery, the courage to keep loving...we fell down, we stand up, we continue to push ur back to walk forward...it is hard for all of us..we hold each others hand and we continue to walk on the road full of holes...one of us fell, we pull them up..like how u use to pull me up, i will pull those who fell...save them from the dark scary hole..because we are a family..
because of the assurance from your eyes, the dark hole is now full of blinking stars..the darkest night full of stars..we even see the falling star..i wish upon the star...wish not that you could comeback quick...but wish that all of us, me, u or them...will have the courage to continue..with the scars, the wounds...even with blood draining out, we walk our way with you...even if iodine becomes our daily need...我们的勇气不只是说而已。。我真的很爱你。。
人潮擁擠我能感覺你 放在我手心裡 你的真心
In a crowded stream of people I can feel you Putting your sincerity into my hands
although i couldnt touch the palm of your hand..the magnetic field between your belief and my faith were connected..exchange of glance even it last for a milisecond, it is far more enough than a thousand words..a smile from you, and there, i know...even with the noise from the surrounding..even with people screaming around me, that very milisecond, let me know, u had the courage..and i know, you are telling me to grip that courage of mine tight....that very milisecond shared by you and me, becomes the moment of both of us...
6 years going 7...it is not the years of you standing on the stage singing..it is divided to many many miliseconds...the second of moment shared by you and all of us...the cumulative of all...that is the meaning of the 6 years..6 years of our moment...moment that i wanted to name as 东方神起 and CASSIOPEIA。。
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i got this feel when suddenly my mum listen to yong qi...it suddenly strike me on how it could be used for what happen in the fandom...
i know how hard it is to keep a faith when things didnt look smooth and good...i know how hard it is to keep a faith when it looks like it never going to end...i know because i am keeping the same damn faith as urs.....i pick to close my ears and open it only when the boys are talking...what representative..what unknow source, what unknown friends...what is it?? i never learn to know what is it all about because it never exist...the thing that exist : it is TVXQ and CASSIOPEIA~~
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也許會 笑著哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦!!!! :D
although i couldnt touch the palm of your hand..the magnetic field between your belief and my faith were connected..exchange of glance even it last for a milisecond, it is far more enough than a thousand words..a smile from you, and there, i know...even with the noise from the surrounding..even with people screaming around me, that very milisecond, let me know, u had the courage..and i know, you are telling me to grip that courage of mine tight....that very milisecond shared by you and me, becomes the moment of both of us...
6 years going 7...it is not the years of you standing on the stage singing..it is divided to many many miliseconds...the second of moment shared by you and all of us...the cumulative of all...that is the meaning of the 6 years..6 years of our moment...moment that i wanted to name as 东方神起 and CASSIOPEIA。。
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i got this feel when suddenly my mum listen to yong qi...it suddenly strike me on how it could be used for what happen in the fandom...
i know how hard it is to keep a faith when things didnt look smooth and good...i know how hard it is to keep a faith when it looks like it never going to end...i know because i am keeping the same damn faith as urs.....i pick to close my ears and open it only when the boys are talking...what representative..what unknow source, what unknown friends...what is it?? i never learn to know what is it all about because it never exist...the thing that exist : it is TVXQ and CASSIOPEIA~~
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也許會 笑著哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦!!!! :D
Friday, May 21, 2010
Tomorrow will surely come
Listen to Asu Wa Kuru Kara while reading this story.. :) Thank you!
[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8J0CR_-I-xk ]
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[Yoochun’s POV]
I sighed as I look up at the sky. Snow is falling and I can't even enjoy it.
I stretched out my hand, catch a falling snowflake and watched it as it melts. It disappears like nothing happened. It's like our situation right now...
It's so fragile. We can't grasp it. It just peacefully drifts around us.
But I am still lucky to have met the four of them. It's like a miracle, in this world.. we were able to meet by chance like that. If only I could tell them..
I miss them so much..
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[Jaejoong’s POV]
"I just couldn't say smoothly what I want to tell them." I looked down and tried holding back my tears.
Hyunjoong touched my shoulder before hugging me. "You should be brave enough to say it to them. You love them so much, right?"
I tried finding a way to talk to them but when I have the chance.. I can't say it. It's like what I want to say runs away from my mind and I can't even chase after it.
I just nodded as my tears finally fell from my eyes.
I miss them so much...
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[Yunho’s POV]
I stopped walking and sudden tears instantly fell as I looked at the sunset. Our memories flashed back into my mind as I stared at the sunset. I can still remember Junsu composing a song while watching the sunset.
I wiped away my tears as I continued walking. I stopped in my tracks when I saw a piece of paper on the ground. I picked it up and turn it around. I saw us.. The five of us, smiling blissfully as we hold each other’s body like we don’t ever want to let go. My tears fell again and it won’t stop now. It fell continuously when I saw the words on top of it.
“Always keep the faith.” A quote from Yoochun. He made this for us and for the fans. And I don’t even know that we will use it now.
I miss them so much…
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[Changmin in Korea]
“You’re going to Jeju island?” Yunho asked Changmin on the phone as Changmin fixes his things.
“Yes, I want to relax and forget about everything for now. You wanna come?” Changmin asked his hyung on the other line.
“I don’t know if I can come with you. I’ll try to go to Jeju. You can go there first.” Yunho told Changmin.
“Okay! Hyung, I need to go! I’ll wait for you there! Bye!” Changmin hung up the phone. He exited his house, immediately went to his car and drove off.
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“How will I enjoy my stay here if I want to be with you guys?” Changmin uttered as he stared at their picture on his phone. He looked at the ocean as their memories started flashing back into his mind.
The time when they were splashing water to each other.. The time when they were just sitting on the sand and watching the sun as it goes down. And the time when they filmed their Picture of You music video at Saipan.
In his opinion. those were the best times of his life. The time where all of them are just happy to be with each other.
“I miss them so much…” He uttered as he sighed.
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[Junsu’s POV]
I’m back from Japan. I really missed Korea so much. My hometown.. Our hometown.
I decided to go to Jeju island and just watch the sunset. I drove off to Jeju island and just stayed there for awhile.
“Why do we need to experience something like this?” I suddenly uttered. I sighed and looked down. I wish they’re here with me.
I tried forgetting them for just a moment but I can’t. We really have so many memories.
I got my phone and dialed Yoochun’s number. If I call him and ask him to come here to accompany me, will he come?
“Hello?” Yoochun answered his phone.
“Chunnie-ah, can you go here in Jeju? I need someone right now.” I told him.
“Arasso!” He hanged up the phone.
I looked around while I wait for Yoochun. I then roam around and reminisce our memories.
I wasn’t looking where I was going. I suddenly bumped into someone. I looked at that guy who was taller than me. I was about to shout at him when I looked at his face.
“Changmin.” I uttered shockingly.
“Hyu.. Hyung.” was all he could say. He immediately hugged me and I hugged back.
“I really missed you hyung.” He hugged me tighter. I felt hot tears fall on my shoulder. Changmin, the maknae, he’s crying. I hugged him tighter too as we both cried.
“Changmin.” We suddenly heard a husky voice. We both pulled away and looked at that guy.
“Yoochun hyung!!!” Changmin ran up to Yoochun and hugged him. Yoochun hugged back as he cried his heart out.
“I missed you Minnie-ah!” He uttered as his voice cracked.
“Yunho hyung.” I uttered. Yoochun released Changmin and looked back to see Yunho hyung.
Yunho hyung stopped from his tracks and just stared at me and Yoochun.
He couldn’t control himself, he immediately ran up to us and hug us both. Changmin just watched us as he smiles.
“where’s Jaejoong?” He asked.
“I’m here.” we heard someone’s voice. We all looked at where the voice came from. There he was, Jaejoong hyung standing in front of us.
“Hyung!” Changmin ran to Jaejoong and hugged him. Yunho did the same.
“I called Jaejoong hyung to go here with me.” Yoochun told me as I smiled at him.
Yoochun’s tears were falling as he watches the scene in front of him. He’s so happy that we are together again.
I touched his shoulders before hugging him. Soon, Changmin joined the hug. Jaejoong hyung hugged us too and last was Yunho hyung.
I know we are all happy that we are together again. Our eyes which were filled with sadness before, are now filled with joy. We all pulled away from the hug and wiped each other’s tears. We all laughed and smiled at each other.
“We kept the faith always. See? This day really came.” Yoochun told us as he smiles at us.
“Baby, we keep the faith eternally~” Jaejoong imitated Yoochun’s part in Break Out. We laughed in unison.
“I really missed this.” Changmin suddenly uttered.
“We missed it too, Changmin.. We really missed it.” Jaejoong softly uttered as we all stared at each other again. We hugged each other again. I know we are all imagining how great this day is.
[End of Junsu’s POV]
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Tomorrow will surely come. No matter how dark the night might be, it will surely come.
When it rains, be TVXQ’s umbrella. When the wind blows, be TVXQ’s wall.
This story may come true someday.. Just be the Cassiopeia that we need to be..
Always keep the faith!
CREDIT : RONA PARK @ SYC
rona, i love youuuu!! this is beautiful..u make me cry!!!!!!!!
the warm tears..running down...the tears which will again run down the same path when the 5 return...because like u say
BECAUSE TOMORROW WILL COME!!!!
it surely WILL!!!!!
always keep the FAITH!!
[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8J0CR_-I-xk ]
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[Yoochun’s POV]
I sighed as I look up at the sky. Snow is falling and I can't even enjoy it.
I stretched out my hand, catch a falling snowflake and watched it as it melts. It disappears like nothing happened. It's like our situation right now...
It's so fragile. We can't grasp it. It just peacefully drifts around us.
But I am still lucky to have met the four of them. It's like a miracle, in this world.. we were able to meet by chance like that. If only I could tell them..
I miss them so much..
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[Jaejoong’s POV]
"I just couldn't say smoothly what I want to tell them." I looked down and tried holding back my tears.
Hyunjoong touched my shoulder before hugging me. "You should be brave enough to say it to them. You love them so much, right?"
I tried finding a way to talk to them but when I have the chance.. I can't say it. It's like what I want to say runs away from my mind and I can't even chase after it.
I just nodded as my tears finally fell from my eyes.
I miss them so much...
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[Yunho’s POV]
I stopped walking and sudden tears instantly fell as I looked at the sunset. Our memories flashed back into my mind as I stared at the sunset. I can still remember Junsu composing a song while watching the sunset.
I wiped away my tears as I continued walking. I stopped in my tracks when I saw a piece of paper on the ground. I picked it up and turn it around. I saw us.. The five of us, smiling blissfully as we hold each other’s body like we don’t ever want to let go. My tears fell again and it won’t stop now. It fell continuously when I saw the words on top of it.
“Always keep the faith.” A quote from Yoochun. He made this for us and for the fans. And I don’t even know that we will use it now.
I miss them so much…
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[Changmin in Korea]
“You’re going to Jeju island?” Yunho asked Changmin on the phone as Changmin fixes his things.
“Yes, I want to relax and forget about everything for now. You wanna come?” Changmin asked his hyung on the other line.
“I don’t know if I can come with you. I’ll try to go to Jeju. You can go there first.” Yunho told Changmin.
“Okay! Hyung, I need to go! I’ll wait for you there! Bye!” Changmin hung up the phone. He exited his house, immediately went to his car and drove off.
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“How will I enjoy my stay here if I want to be with you guys?” Changmin uttered as he stared at their picture on his phone. He looked at the ocean as their memories started flashing back into his mind.
The time when they were splashing water to each other.. The time when they were just sitting on the sand and watching the sun as it goes down. And the time when they filmed their Picture of You music video at Saipan.
In his opinion. those were the best times of his life. The time where all of them are just happy to be with each other.
“I miss them so much…” He uttered as he sighed.
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[Junsu’s POV]
I’m back from Japan. I really missed Korea so much. My hometown.. Our hometown.
I decided to go to Jeju island and just watch the sunset. I drove off to Jeju island and just stayed there for awhile.
“Why do we need to experience something like this?” I suddenly uttered. I sighed and looked down. I wish they’re here with me.
I tried forgetting them for just a moment but I can’t. We really have so many memories.
I got my phone and dialed Yoochun’s number. If I call him and ask him to come here to accompany me, will he come?
“Hello?” Yoochun answered his phone.
“Chunnie-ah, can you go here in Jeju? I need someone right now.” I told him.
“Arasso!” He hanged up the phone.
I looked around while I wait for Yoochun. I then roam around and reminisce our memories.
I wasn’t looking where I was going. I suddenly bumped into someone. I looked at that guy who was taller than me. I was about to shout at him when I looked at his face.
“Changmin.” I uttered shockingly.
“Hyu.. Hyung.” was all he could say. He immediately hugged me and I hugged back.
“I really missed you hyung.” He hugged me tighter. I felt hot tears fall on my shoulder. Changmin, the maknae, he’s crying. I hugged him tighter too as we both cried.
“Changmin.” We suddenly heard a husky voice. We both pulled away and looked at that guy.
“Yoochun hyung!!!” Changmin ran up to Yoochun and hugged him. Yoochun hugged back as he cried his heart out.
“I missed you Minnie-ah!” He uttered as his voice cracked.
“Yunho hyung.” I uttered. Yoochun released Changmin and looked back to see Yunho hyung.
Yunho hyung stopped from his tracks and just stared at me and Yoochun.
He couldn’t control himself, he immediately ran up to us and hug us both. Changmin just watched us as he smiles.
“where’s Jaejoong?” He asked.
“I’m here.” we heard someone’s voice. We all looked at where the voice came from. There he was, Jaejoong hyung standing in front of us.
“Hyung!” Changmin ran to Jaejoong and hugged him. Yunho did the same.
“I called Jaejoong hyung to go here with me.” Yoochun told me as I smiled at him.
Yoochun’s tears were falling as he watches the scene in front of him. He’s so happy that we are together again.
I touched his shoulders before hugging him. Soon, Changmin joined the hug. Jaejoong hyung hugged us too and last was Yunho hyung.
I know we are all happy that we are together again. Our eyes which were filled with sadness before, are now filled with joy. We all pulled away from the hug and wiped each other’s tears. We all laughed and smiled at each other.
“We kept the faith always. See? This day really came.” Yoochun told us as he smiles at us.
“Baby, we keep the faith eternally~” Jaejoong imitated Yoochun’s part in Break Out. We laughed in unison.
“I really missed this.” Changmin suddenly uttered.
“We missed it too, Changmin.. We really missed it.” Jaejoong softly uttered as we all stared at each other again. We hugged each other again. I know we are all imagining how great this day is.
[End of Junsu’s POV]
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Tomorrow will surely come. No matter how dark the night might be, it will surely come.
When it rains, be TVXQ’s umbrella. When the wind blows, be TVXQ’s wall.
This story may come true someday.. Just be the Cassiopeia that we need to be..
Always keep the faith!
CREDIT : RONA PARK @ SYC
rona, i love youuuu!! this is beautiful..u make me cry!!!!!!!!
the warm tears..running down...the tears which will again run down the same path when the 5 return...because like u say
BECAUSE TOMORROW WILL COME!!!!
it surely WILL!!!!!
always keep the FAITH!!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
yoochunnie blog~
CHUNNIE CYWORLD 2ND UPDATE~
That is also happiness…
All of these, how do I say it clearly…
(Only) Faith
Eventually, there will be fear…
If it can be expressed, and there will be happiness because it can be expressed (This route won't be taken)
To me, this route…
Also means correcting one’s life…
No matter what reason it is, this was not an easy choice to make…
Hi everyone, we are… ( )
This was… ( )
Thank you, everyone
I miss it more than anyone else
T/N: He should mean:
Hi everyone, we are Dong Bang Shin Ki
This was Dong Bang Shin Ki
Thank you, everyone
-----
And this song is on Yoochun's Cyworld:
One Wish
Vocals: mink
Lyrics: Safari Natsukawa
Composition: Hitoshi Harukawa
Credits: ryokochanth @ YouTube
あの日、ここで 最後に手を 振っていた場所
Anohi, kokode saigoni tewo futteita basho
That day, I was waving my hand just here
あなたに 会えなくなるなんて‥まるで 知らずに
Anatani aenaku narunante .. Marude shirazuni
I never thought…I will never be able to see you again…
広い空を 彩る 光のメッセージ
Hiroi sorawo irodoru hikarino messeage
The photic message that colors the spacious sky
本当は 二人 笑いながら 歩くはずの この道
Hontouha futari warainagara Aruku hazuno kono michi
If nothing changed, we were to walk the road together, laughing
特別な予感に 導かれた この恋だから
Tokubetsuna yokanni michibikareta kono koi dakara
Our love is special, led by a special omen
すれ違うたびに 無数のスパイラルを みんな 越えてきたのに‥wo
Surechigau tabini musuuno spiral wo Minna koete kitanoni .. wo
Everytime we thought differently, we had crossed over the countless spirals
運命から はなれてゆく
Unmeikara hanareteyuku
We are walking away from our destiny
その時が 来ても
Sono tokiga kitemo
Even when the time comes
たった 一つの出会いから 生まれた 想いを‥忘れないで さよならの後も 愛は 残ること
Tatta hitotsuno deaikara umareta omoiwo .. Wasurenaide sayonarano atomo aiha nokoru koto
Please do not forget the love born from the only one encounter… love remains after saying "good bye"
せつない 熱の街に
Setsunai netsuno machini
In the wistful warm city
「始まり」のあの曲が 聴こえる
"Hajimari" no ano kyokuga kikoeru
I can hear the song "The beginning"
遠い夏の光は 今も 眩しいけど
Tooi natsuno hikariha imamo mabushii kedo
The far away summer shine is still too bright for me
本当は、誰も 永遠など ないと知って いるのに
Hontouha, daremo eiennado Naito mini cooperte irunoni
Every one knows at heart… that there is no "forever"
初めての涙を 思い出せる この恋 だから
Hajimeteno namidawo omoidaseru kono koi dakara
This love reminds me of my first tears
どこまでも続く 予感に 甘えていた
Dokomademo tsuduku yokanni amaeteita
I was depending too much on the hunch that the road will continue for miles
時は 流れてくのに‥wo
Tokiha nagaretekunoni .. wo
The years are passing by…
重ねてゆく 光と影
Kasaneteyuku hikarito kage
The lights and shadows appear and disappear
この街で 一人 たった 一つの願いなら 叶うと 信じて
Kono machide hitori tatta hitotsuno negainara kanauto shinjite
I will stay here, believing that my only one wish will be granted
忘れないで 悲しみの中で 愛は 見えること
Wasurenaide kanashimino nakade aiha mierukoto
Please do not forget that you can see true love in the midst of your grief
誰かを また愛して
Darekawo mata aimini coopere
I will love somebody again
寂しさを 優しさに 変えてく
Samishisawo yasashisani kaeteku
Changing my loneliness to kindness
"出会い" という 光と影
"Deai" toyu hikarito kage
The light and shadow of "Encounter"
この街で 一人 たった 一つの願いなら 叶うと 信じて
Kono machide hitori tatta hitotsuno negainara kanauto shinjite
I will stay here, believing that my only one wish will be granted
忘れないで さよならの後も 愛は 残ること
Wasurenaide sayonarano atomo aiha nokoru koto
Please do not forget that you can see true love in the midst of your grief
せつない 熱の街に
Setsunai natsuno machi ni
In the wistful warm city
「始まり」のあの曲が 聴こえる
"Hajimari" no ano kyokuga kikoeru
I can hear the song "The beginning"
Source: Yoochun's Cyworld, baidutvxq, Utamap.com and ryokochanth @ YouTube
Translation: kimuchi3005 and smiley @ OneTVXQ.com
Credits: OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }
Feel free to repost, but please leave the full credits intact. Thanks!
That is also happiness…
All of these, how do I say it clearly…
(Only) Faith
Eventually, there will be fear…
If it can be expressed, and there will be happiness because it can be expressed (This route won't be taken)
To me, this route…
Also means correcting one’s life…
No matter what reason it is, this was not an easy choice to make…
Hi everyone, we are… ( )
This was… ( )
Thank you, everyone
I miss it more than anyone else
T/N: He should mean:
Hi everyone, we are Dong Bang Shin Ki
This was Dong Bang Shin Ki
Thank you, everyone
-----
And this song is on Yoochun's Cyworld:
One Wish
Vocals: mink
Lyrics: Safari Natsukawa
Composition: Hitoshi Harukawa
Credits: ryokochanth @ YouTube
あの日、ここで 最後に手を 振っていた場所
Anohi, kokode saigoni tewo futteita basho
That day, I was waving my hand just here
あなたに 会えなくなるなんて‥まるで 知らずに
Anatani aenaku narunante .. Marude shirazuni
I never thought…I will never be able to see you again…
広い空を 彩る 光のメッセージ
Hiroi sorawo irodoru hikarino messeage
The photic message that colors the spacious sky
本当は 二人 笑いながら 歩くはずの この道
Hontouha futari warainagara Aruku hazuno kono michi
If nothing changed, we were to walk the road together, laughing
特別な予感に 導かれた この恋だから
Tokubetsuna yokanni michibikareta kono koi dakara
Our love is special, led by a special omen
すれ違うたびに 無数のスパイラルを みんな 越えてきたのに‥wo
Surechigau tabini musuuno spiral wo Minna koete kitanoni .. wo
Everytime we thought differently, we had crossed over the countless spirals
運命から はなれてゆく
Unmeikara hanareteyuku
We are walking away from our destiny
その時が 来ても
Sono tokiga kitemo
Even when the time comes
たった 一つの出会いから 生まれた 想いを‥忘れないで さよならの後も 愛は 残ること
Tatta hitotsuno deaikara umareta omoiwo .. Wasurenaide sayonarano atomo aiha nokoru koto
Please do not forget the love born from the only one encounter… love remains after saying "good bye"
せつない 熱の街に
Setsunai netsuno machini
In the wistful warm city
「始まり」のあの曲が 聴こえる
"Hajimari" no ano kyokuga kikoeru
I can hear the song "The beginning"
遠い夏の光は 今も 眩しいけど
Tooi natsuno hikariha imamo mabushii kedo
The far away summer shine is still too bright for me
本当は、誰も 永遠など ないと知って いるのに
Hontouha, daremo eiennado Naito mini cooperte irunoni
Every one knows at heart… that there is no "forever"
初めての涙を 思い出せる この恋 だから
Hajimeteno namidawo omoidaseru kono koi dakara
This love reminds me of my first tears
どこまでも続く 予感に 甘えていた
Dokomademo tsuduku yokanni amaeteita
I was depending too much on the hunch that the road will continue for miles
時は 流れてくのに‥wo
Tokiha nagaretekunoni .. wo
The years are passing by…
重ねてゆく 光と影
Kasaneteyuku hikarito kage
The lights and shadows appear and disappear
この街で 一人 たった 一つの願いなら 叶うと 信じて
Kono machide hitori tatta hitotsuno negainara kanauto shinjite
I will stay here, believing that my only one wish will be granted
忘れないで 悲しみの中で 愛は 見えること
Wasurenaide kanashimino nakade aiha mierukoto
Please do not forget that you can see true love in the midst of your grief
誰かを また愛して
Darekawo mata aimini coopere
I will love somebody again
寂しさを 優しさに 変えてく
Samishisawo yasashisani kaeteku
Changing my loneliness to kindness
"出会い" という 光と影
"Deai" toyu hikarito kage
The light and shadow of "Encounter"
この街で 一人 たった 一つの願いなら 叶うと 信じて
Kono machide hitori tatta hitotsuno negainara kanauto shinjite
I will stay here, believing that my only one wish will be granted
忘れないで さよならの後も 愛は 残ること
Wasurenaide sayonarano atomo aiha nokoru koto
Please do not forget that you can see true love in the midst of your grief
せつない 熱の街に
Setsunai natsuno machi ni
In the wistful warm city
「始まり」のあの曲が 聴こえる
"Hajimari" no ano kyokuga kikoeru
I can hear the song "The beginning"
Source: Yoochun's Cyworld, baidutvxq, Utamap.com and ryokochanth @ YouTube
Translation: kimuchi3005 and smiley @ OneTVXQ.com
Credits: OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }
Feel free to repost, but please leave the full credits intact. Thanks!
oppa...i miss that too~~
will be waiting for you guys to come back... and i know the day wont be long...because
the night is ending..the sun starts to rise again...and it wont be too long till i heard
1,2,3
anyoung haseyo, dongbangshinki imnida..
anyoung haseyo, dongbangshinki xiah junsu imnida
dongbangshinki micky yoochun imnida
dongbangshinki youngwoon jaejoong immmmmmniiidaaaa~
anyoung, dongbangshinki maknae choikang changmin imnida
anyounghaseyo, dongbangshinki leader uknow yunho imnida..pangapseumnida~!!
it wont be long...till i watch u guys singing and dancing with a big wide smile in front of red balloons...it wont be long...
*watching youtube...following the flow of the song*
it wont be long..till cassiopeia will be preparing the cheers..the chant and all the project to support the back of the king...
and last but not least..
it wont be long till i see you guys..all 5 of u guys....bagging every single award out there...creating more and more miracles....and even more records...
i know all this without even the care of wondering,thinking,analysing & doubting..because
i trust you~
till then..go on fighting for what you believe... :D all of us, either the member or the fans, understand that and will be waiting for you to comeback...we will be chanting the name of TVXQ even you guys werent there on the stage...TVXQ will never fade from us...
미인아 (Bonamana)
welcome back SUPER JUNIOR!!!
i love you~~ :D :D
i love this song...no critics allowed....out from my blog puhlease if u want..:D :D
i love you~~ :D :D
i love this song...no critics allowed....out from my blog puhlease if u want..:D :D
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Saturday, May 1, 2010
ireoke man man hani~ :D
U-KISS, (Korean: 유키스) an acronym for Ubiquitous Korean International Idol Super Star, is a 7-member South Korean boy band under NH Media.
MEMBERS :
Alexander (알렉산더)
Full Name: Alexander Lee Eusebio
Date of birth: July 29, 1988 (1988-07-29)
Alexander speaks 7 different languages at varying degrees, which he has showcased on many occasions: Spanish, Portuguese, Cantonese, Korean, English, Mandarin, some Japanese and some Filipino. He was born in Hong Kong and was raised in Macau. He also attended High School in the United States. He is half Korean, quarter Portugese and quarter Chinese from his Portuguese Chinese father and his Korean mother. Is an MC at the segment All About You on the show Pops Is Seoul in the on Arirang TV, along with Eli and Kevin.
Soo Hyun (수현)
Full Name: Shin Soo Hyun (신수현)
Date of birth: March 11, 1989 (1989-03-11) (age 21)
Soo Hyun was formerly a trainee of Good Entertainment and JYP Entertainment.
Ki Bum (기범)
Full Name: Kim Ki Bum (김기범)
Date of birth: December 29, 1990 (1990-12-29) (age 19)
He is the younger brother of SS501's Kim Hyung Joon, and a former member of Xing. He can speak Japanese fluently. He also went to study abroad in Australia. He composes music, plays the piano and is into acting. He was one of the original members of Xing.
Kiseop (기섭)
Full Name: Lee Ki Seop (이기섭)
Date of birth: January 17, 1991 (1991-01-17) (age 19)
He is the rookie member of U-KISS Lee Ki Sub joined the group in 2009. He is a former ulzzang, and has appeared on the second season of Uljjang Shidae.
Eli (일라이)
Korean Name: Kim Kyoung Jae (김경재)
Date of birth: March 13, 1991 (1991-03-13) (age 19)
Eli was born in Los Angeles, and moved to Washington DC at a young age. He also moved to Beijing at the age of 15 to study for 3 years, hence his fluency in both Mandarin & English. Is an MC at the segment All About You on the show Pops Is Seoul in the on Arirang TV, along with Alexander and Kevin.
Kevin (케빈)
Korean Name: Woo Sung Hyun (우성현)
Date of birth: November 25, 1991 (1991-11-25) (age 18)
Lived in San Francisco, Concord, California and is fluent in English. Along with Kibum, he is also a former member of Xing. Is an MC at the segment All About You on the show Pops Is Seoul in the on Arirang TV, along with Eli and Alexander.
Dong Ho (동호)
Full name: Shin Dong Ho (신동호)
Date of birth: June 29, 1994 (1994-06-29) (age 15)
Spent most of his childhood in China, and is fluent in Mandarin. Also korea's "nation's little brother".
ps : dongho is in raising idol together with mblaq thunder and also shinee key~ :D :D catch him LEARNING ENGLISH!! :D
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
hwaiting
i always love chullie..whatever he feel, he will write it out in his cyworld..he will show it in his face..he will say it out..that guy never keep his feeling..his thought..if there is a question who is the most non-faker in kpop world, i would say it is none other than KIM HEECHUL...TVXQ IS THE OTHER NON-FAKER TOO
we know how close chullie and hankyung is....for what happen between sme and geng..there is no geng in any suju's activity..even his fate in sj 4jib is still unclear...
for this time...we miss geng..we miss the forever 13...our cinderella chullie miss him too...and here is his cyworld update..
we know how close chullie and hankyung is....for what happen between sme and geng..there is no geng in any suju's activity..even his fate in sj 4jib is still unclear...
for this time...we miss geng..we miss the forever 13...our cinderella chullie miss him too...and here is his cyworld update..
There is a friend of mine
He's not good at Korean but he speaks Chinese really well
He's just okay at singing but his dancing is excellent
I like cats but that friend likes dogs
I cant cook but that friend cooks very well
I curse everyday but that friend just laughs
But..
Time has passed and I have never been nice to him ㅋㅋ
I'm really sorry..
That I was never nice to him when he was still beside meㅋㅋ
I'm not really a self-pitying person
I'm just drunk and watching the tears fall ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
It's a very happy and precious thing when you have someone beside you
Even though I've grown older I still didn't know that
But
It's too late...I know it now..really..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
It seems that these words aren't useless ^-^
I miss you.. it seems that I'm going to write these words at times like this(-┏)
Me who doesn't even cry when filming sad scenes
is now shedding very hot tears
source : 김희철 미니홈피
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net
oppa, eoteokke....i feel my hot tears too...but oppa, jeongmal gwencana~
the 13 will return...i believe they will..he will return..and ur words will never be too late...geng oppa will know it..i believe that....
hanchul forever! :D
用起伏的背影 擋住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必說給 每個人聽
許多眼睛 看得太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見 那個自已
用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽
你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣
等 下一個天亮
去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自已融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂
等下一個天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光
用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽
你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣
等下一個天亮
去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自已融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂
等下一個天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光
時間可以磨去我的稜角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
許容許我 小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠
等下一個天亮
去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自已融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂
等下一個天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光
Monday, April 26, 2010
고백
i meant it...i really do~
chunnie,
im happy for u at last found someone who u can talk too...and who really listen
wish me luck for finding such a person?
oppa...naneun saranghae~
chunnie,
im happy for u at last found someone who u can talk too...and who really listen
wish me luck for finding such a person?
oppa...naneun saranghae~
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