坏人

那 一扇车门
关出 我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱 无法均分
以後 就留给你们
也许用伤害结束 爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人


容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒 就等他带你完成

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

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容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍~~~

love doesnt mean we got to have it...it is just simply mean
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let the people u love happy~~

a simple meaning which many fail to realise~~
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

the night of hotness

we did it!! yay
good job to all batch 14-ers!! u guys rock the stage...or should i say, we rock the charity night concert??!!!! the dance is just superb!!! good job!!! oh well, great stage..
great night~~ XD

surprisingly, i did not make any mistake that night and was following in the line..phewww!!! those feeling of nervous..the chillness on each finger...the heartbeat..but when the music rings, everything comes into the mind and there goes the 10mins of performance~

and the post-celebration is just...woah~ will get the video and pictures and will be posting it..^_^

anyway, i wanted to thanks
1. thean sim and mickey for the great cheoreographing and also their precious time for teaching us non-stop daily practice even this is study week
2. coleen, wan teng, sin woi and others who were involved in the dance..the practice is just fun and stress relieving
3. my dear roommates who practice together~ yay karen and tsyr xiang~ XD

it surely been a great experience..althought with bruises and skipping meals..^_^ but it just..fun~ thanks!!!

in the name of charity~

well, we know there is an earthquake recently in PADANG, INDONESIA right??? well, if u say NOOO, then im sorry...couldnt help your ignorance...okay, anyway,cut it short..so there is a charity night to raise fund for those people..and yeah, u got it...medical school is doing something..oh well, sinceeeee, my batch is doing a performance...and so, my friend drag me along and yeah, im in for the performance...is a DANCE REVOLUTION *hip hip hooray for THEAN SIM and MICKEY in cheoreographing*

so the dance revolution starts with MAMA MIA for the 70s (in which karen and xiang xiang is in) and then it proceed to WALTS (where 11 couple is dancing) and then it is BSB "LARGER THAN LIFE which represent the 90s (and THIS IS WHERE I AM IN) then pop dance for the millenium year and then for the closing it will be THRILLER (I AM IN - basically a lot of people in) and also HSM, "WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER" (everyone in so am i)...

it look like a dance mob to me..but well, it is just for the name of charity and fun~~

oh well, for the sake of that, i had a little bruise on my hand and leg..oh well, u had to give in in order to get it right?? so, leg muscle pain, bruises everywhere and tiredness is what i had to give in...i even had to take pain killer for the muscle pain..== how sad~ but then it's okay..well for at least we had fun..^^

1. my knee~~ the biggest patch of bruise since i have to kneel down for LARGER THAN LIFE

2. my knee of another side~

3. my hand..due to sweat, my watch slip to my wrist and knock my hand...

and hey something i saw in my room just now..notice how the hair is hanging over the air??? wow!!! wonder what makes it...ahahaha..3rd presence maybe??? LOL!!!!!!

a stressful day~

how long since i last came back??? well, not really long..LOL!!! what am i craping...ahahha..anyway, been a lot of emotional stress here and there..first of all, my damn exam is around the corner..then not soo nice day on lectures..and then, when tvxq was one of my stress relief, wasnt in that good position..sigh, i wonder if i could break down one day from overload of stress..

boring~~

i always want to let out my stress by cussing on someone..but then, anyone mind on letting me to curse on?? well, up to this point, i think SME directors make a perfect choice..LOL!! but who am i to cuss on them..i dont even know the real story..what frusfrate me more was the division of fans rather than the dirty tricks from SME..what 3 condition....and who are HOMIN to be under control from SME.. i mean, yea, u signed the contract but then, out from activities, and in japan, it is a must to avoid your 3 good friends???? and who is AVEX to get directed from those brainless directors of SME..== sigh~ this thing havent look good..SME is a company with a lot of stupid dirty tricks..and well, to some fans, AND I STRESS SOME FANS!!!!, their tactics fail...and isnt it nice to see SME, being the TOP PRODUCER IN KOREA, doing all sort of monkey act?? LOL..at times, i think i will do a better job as directors than they do..LOL!! and im just 21 years old..LOL!!!!

sigh....what on earth could...could...
could actually save me from all this hell...i hate it!!!!! come back TVXQ!! show me ur good relationship..before i broke my promises on you~~ ==

see what i see here???


SME artist dominating every section..==
except for 2009 special album..where it is an ost album....sme not involved..
but apart from that..it is all from sme..

2009 best artist - SUPER JUNIOR (SNSD comes in 2nd - the only 2 nominees from SME)
2009 best album - GEE BY SNSD (the only 1 from SME..weird, it wasnt even an album..a mini album)
2009 best song - SORRY SORRY by SUPER JUNIOR (GEE on 2nd and GENIE on 9th - the 3 from SME) 2009 best new artist - FX
2009 star - TVXQ (SUPER JUNIOR in 2nd, SHINEE in 3rd and SNSD in 4th)
2009 mania - SORRY SORRY by SUPER JUNIOR (MIROTIC in 2nd and GEE in 3rd - 3 from SME)
2009 current stream - RING DING DONG by SHINEE (LACHATA by FX come in 2nd - only 2 from SME)
2009 smart radio - SNSD (SES on 8th)

how is it?? every nominee of SME were in the top list..== power to SM TOWN LOVE!! i mean fans love..==

a confession

with this,i confess, i fall for the wrong person..god spare me from this circus act!!!

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i would move on..though i couldnt deny the fact i miss you..

even though it hurts me deep, but i think there is no other way but to walk away...

u never knew and u will never know for this secret will be brought to grave..

farewell!!!

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chukahae~

it is 1 year and 11 months since we last know each other...for this memorable day, i wish every zoopeian all the best and stay connected...best of lucks and saranghae~

ka mien

fiona chan

pynic tan

myself, Jolyn

set wern~

dongsaeng, nini!!

nemo!!

farra~~

a speech worth to remember

MAMA 2009~~


Xiah Junsu stated:
"It's been a long time. It's an honor just to be able to attend such a huge event, but being able to receive an award, thank you so much. This award is not for one single member, but because all 5 members have put forth so much effort we are able to receive it. Thank you so much to all of our fans in Asia for allowing us to receive such a huge award."


Micky Yoochun stated:
"I think this is the first time I've wanted to sing so badly. After becoming a singer, I was able to meet such great members, that's why I think we are able to be here. We will work even harder to expand beyond Asia. We hope for even more support than now."


Youngwoong Jaejoong stated:
"I can't be happier because this award is coming directly from the fans of Asia. To our fans who are watching and possibly our two friends who are watching, I wanted to say that I love you."

credit: akp
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now, who else think the boys had internal feud~~ bleukx

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Group TVXQ's Micky Yoochun, YoungWoong Jaejoong and Xiah Junsu received the Best Asia Star Award at the 'Mnet Asian Music Awards' (2009 MAMA).

TVXQ was awarded the 'Best Asia Star Award' at the Mnet 2009 MAMA at the Seoul, Jamshil Indoor Stadium on the 21st.

Xiah Junsu said, "Thank you. It's been a while. We are thankful to received such a big award. This award was not one we could have received from the efforts of only one member, the best efforts from all five members were needed to receive this award so it is more meaningful to us. We would like to thank all our fans in Asia for this award."

Micky Yoochun said, "This is the first time I've ever had such a big yearning to sing on a stage like this. I was able to get to such a place because I became a singer by meeting great members. Please give us your support. We will become a group who does not fall below your expectations."

Lastly, YoungWoong Jaejoong said, "We are more happy because it was an award give to us by our fans across Asia. We would like to thank all our domestic and overseas fans who are watching this. I would like to tell two people who might be watching this that I love them."

Source: [asiae+DNBN]
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and and~~
MAMA is sucking to the max...damn their way of giving award~