Friday, September 24, 2010

如果

manyageh...if..is there anything like if??? ever done something and then think of, if i were to choose this? if i were to go there?

ever turn right and think what might be waiting at the left turning?? everything happens in a split of time...a flash of light and a tick of a minisecond...every decision we made bring us to next level...ever think, what will our life be when we pick the unchoosen pathway...

things happen for a reason...but is the reason happen because we choose the route ourselves??? i remember saying this to someone when he asked why am i sad...past 2 days, out of blue, out of sudden, i feel emo..depressed in a simpler language...he ask "why emo??" ..i replied "emo over something i regretted"..yes, something i regretted...nt something but someone..

i actually think what if...like super junior's song..what if..what if i told u what i feel, will we be the same like who we are now??? what if, i told u, to hold u in my arms..will u be just a simple friend of mine?? i regretted why i never take up what ange told me, to express myself..will i be who i am now??? what will happen in between both of us....i think some of you know who i am referring to...py, if is that person u were thinking, yes...him..

i havent talk to him for a time...a time for both to cool things off...is it right??? for not letting things continue??? i been thinking, is he really someone for me?? is it worth for me to wait?? are we suitable for each other..is he...someone i ever wanted???

a lot of question..a lot of doubt...is it a wise choice??? i think a lot...too bad, i nver ask any...neither do i did any...i type out those words i wanted to say..instead of the button sent, i click on delete....let alone to be in my heart...let those fire to die off....

to that person who ask me why i am emo...im sorry for nt telling the truth...u say, to do what is the best and not to regret...i agree...it wasnt the decision i make that i regretted...but the decision not to face the real feeling of mine...for that person, it is too late to say anything..let just be friends...i wish u..all the happiness u ever needed...


"to you,

stop doubting..stand up and face what ur heart ever wanted..find that little happiness..that little happiness u ever need for ur life...=) even though it will hurts, but it worth the time it makes u happy... =)

from,
ME!!"

2 comments:

nicolette said...

i always thought of if.. one thing that makes us different is u did not and i did.. but i regretted those moves that i've made, slightly, not much.. i've tried to follow your advise, to make things simple between friends but somehow i cant, yet, towards that person.. in the end, everything changed.. and i paid the price for being too honest..

Ting said...

what is past is past...don't dwell. don't regret. nothing is ever too late if you have the heart! himnehyo!