Thursday, December 31, 2009

bye 2009~



stand by you in kohaku..the boys last performance in 2009~~ we will see their blasting perfomance in 2010~~


heartache looking at them~ even though the song is perfectly sung..but the sadness in the song increase thousand of times..i look into changmin, how he wish everything ends there and he could reach out to his hyung..i look in them, how they hold their tears...the harmonisation is still there..no doubt in it...

but how hurt is it to see them..to able to see each other yet couldnt say a word..not even looking..i know u guys are in hurt..just hang on..we will hang on too...this storm will over...*fade smile*


but there is one thing i suddenly notice and happy with..

is that..they are still using left hand to hold the mic..a promise all of them made..for no reason..is just make it to make the whole group look more charisma..something all of them make..and they still keep it..to sing TVXQ song on stage with 5 of them using their left hand to hold the mic..

i will be waiting for the full return of you..i promise~

anyway another 1 and half hour and this will be the end of 2009..
let the curse goes with you..and bring a good year of 2010..

goodbye 2009!!!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

6 years of journey

it was 2005 when i first enter ur world...of all the craze and fever, it started just by a curious click..

i remember it was back in december 2005..out of random, or i should say out of boredom, i surfed youtube and entered something like music festival in the search engine..it show MKMF 05' in newly added column...and ur weird costume makes me wonder, who is it...and so i click on it..

u perform together with super junior and csjh..i wasnt so into to CSJH (since all they did at that time was shacking their ass..==) and for suju, it wasnt so clear..but i do notice a girly look in them (ahem..it was heechul..==) and when IYAH was shown, i was stunned..wow, who is that dancer!! and then rising sun..and when it reaches the maknae unique high vocal, i was like, what the!!! how could he reach that high..even though there is language barrier, i search up for the song..it wasnt long till i know it was RISING SUN sung by TVXQ~

at first, i couldnt deny..it was the look that drag me into the fandom...i first recognise SHIM CHANGMIN..then i took great notice of KIM JAEJOONG..those visual shock..(ps: i got back the visual shock feeling recently in one of the airport pictures)..then PARK YOOCHUN and JUNG YUNHO when i watch FIRST LOVE...(park myung soo is just!! mauahhahahahahahahah)..i always thought junsu wasnt as good looking as others, but what attracts me to him was his innocent look..his humor even back in 2005....i start looking for the banjum drama..that dolphin innocent really shine..then i watch on the reality show..is just like some addictive caffeine or nicotine..i just couldnt stop watching more of their stuff...

then i know they were from SME..at the same time, knowing SUPER JUNIOR and KANGTA..then from SNOW DREAM 06' i know CSJH and BoA..and what happen is just history..

at that time..even knowing u for a few days or maybe weeks??? i wishes u guys 2nd anniversary...and then a year passed and i wishes u guys 3rd anniversary..and that time, as well wishes u guys congrats on the big win (the legendary 2006 where u guys swept all the awards)..and it was time u guys fly over to japan...i saw how u guys work..how u force to perform in front of people who doesnt even know who u are..even though u were king back then, i see how u started off as new rockies...even learning japanese was hard, i assumed it was even harder to live in japan alone..those desperation..those loneliness...and how u guys finally reaches Budokon..and how u cried when Proud..never i know u guys were going to let off but looking on the supporter u guys hold on and continues..not till i watched the documentary...

and then there goes on the 4th anniversary with u guys rising up..and at the same time, the misses back to korea too much to bear...u promise to come back to korea on 2008...we believe on u..we continue wait and raise the red balloons..at the same time T Tour was a huge success...u were back with new history..with a new record..with 6 #1 in oricon weekly..beside, u guys got the title of BIGGEST OFFICIAL FANCLUB IN THE WORLD..recoreded in GUINESS BOOK OF RECORD..u return with MIROTIC...u was worried...too much of negativity of how fans were leaving..u was worried if the new song wil get the same positive critics...but then u guys still pawn the kpop world..with the sales of more than 500 000 copies (the record now is 524k++), u guys still stand strong..and with this u guys celebrate the 5th anniversary...those happiness was beyond any description of words...those tears of joy..never in my dream, the most charisma man, SHIM CHANGMIN would have his tears drop in front of the audience...the first time i ever see him crying so hard, was in MKMF 08'..how touched and happy he is...

and then, again, for the promise to Bigeast, u went back..and ur success continue...u guys reaches TOKYO DOME..and u guys, got the 2nd GUINESS TITLE of ARTIST WITH THE MOST PHOTOGRAPH with 5million pictures in total...im more than just being a proud fans..

and then things happen..u stand up for unjustice..u stand up against SME for the inhuman contract...u assure u guys will be back..i believe in u guys...and the support continues...fans continue to support..bigeast number continue to rise..and bigeast is now AVEX top fanclub with the most people...this 2 months or maybe more..it wasnt easy...but

from this lawsuit, fans were more united..there were a lot of collabration within the fans...international fans, korean cassiopeia, chinese cassiopeia and japanese bigeast..even thai cassiopeia were even unite than ever...members even though hardly could talk to each other,but this however could strengthen their relationship..for this period :

u teaches me how to be strong
u teaches me how to determined to keep on with what i believe
u teaches me how to keep a faith

in this 6 years u teaches me not only this...for this 6 years

u show how a song dont only remain a lyrics and beats..
how motivation could be shown by just a simple way..
how friendship is important
how hardwork and determination is important in achieving a dream
how success comes with hard work

there is no ways i could describe how u guys had change me...for this 6 years, it wasnt long..neither it is short...it wasnt long for i havent got enough of u...ur future is more than just this 6 years...it wasnt short as it comes with a lot of valuable experiences..and it wasnt short for 6 years built up a lot of things...but i wish to continue to see u guys more..let us count down the route..count to 7th, 8th, 9th and the let the count continue..it might not reach 200th..but i wish it would at least reach 20th...

全世界最好的爱 最贵的爱
等你搬进我的心里来
幸福的权利不要放弃
全世界最完美的唯一

~~
[Jaejoong]
ashibaya ni toorisugiteku
doredake no kisetsu mou sugitandarou
[Yunho]
minareta keshiki wo aruite
tooi kioku kara hitori nukedasenai mama
[Changmin]
ikiba wo ushinaisouna
sonna toki kimi to deatta

**Chorus
[Jaejoong]
kono machi de meguriatta
ima mo wasurenaiyo ano hi kara
[Junsu]
takusan no kanashimi toka kakaeta fuan
subete wo kimi no nukumori de omoi de ni kaeta
Proud of your love

[Jaejoong]
hirotta futatsu no kaigara
mou ichido kimi ni aeta youna kiseki
[Yoochun]
kimi ga soba ni itekuretara
kokoro no oku made yasashii kimochi ni nareru
[Changmin]
hageshii ame ga futtemo
tsuyoi kaze ga fuku naka demo

[Jaejoong]
kono ai wo mamori nukeru
kimi to naraba kitto koerareru
[Junsu]
sou hajimete omoetakara
kono te wo hanasanaiyou ni
zutto taisetsu ni toki wo mitsumeyou

[Jaejoong]
kono machi de meguriatta
ima mo wasurenaiyo ano hi kara
[Junsu]
ikiru koto shinjiru koto
yorokobi e to kaenagara itsumade mo futari tomo ni arukou
Proud of your love

(Yoochun) Proud of your love
(Yunho) Proud of your love
(Jaejoong) Proud of your love
(Changmin) Proud of your love
(Junsu) Proud of your love


im proud of u~~ always keep the faith~

Friday, December 25, 2009

J~

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : jolynnnnnnn

2. A four Letter Word : jean

3. A boy's Name: jamie

4. A girl's Name: jewl

5. An occupation: juggler

6. A color: jaundice yellow

7. Something you'll wear: jean??? jewel???? LOL!!

9. A food: jelly beans~ yum yum

10. Something found in the bathroom: jazz music from a player in the toilet~ (counted??)

11. A place: japan~

12. A reason for being late: jam ler!! what to do??

13. Something you'd shout: jesus christ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

14. A movie title: jurasic park

15. Something you drink: juice

16. A musical group: je bands~

17. An animal: jackrabbit..jackass counted?? LOL!!

18. A street name: janesville St.

19. A type of car: jaguar

20.A title of a song: ji gum chuh rum by TVXQ

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

let the horror continues~

i might have spazz a lot on music, on technology (kick me, but tell me from watch to handphone to cars..all this are my favourites!!!), or my addiction to singing and dancing (yay genie, yay gee, yay mirotic!!) or even to latest style or fashion..but i wonder how many actually knew that i like to read..horror themed book~ ^_^ i been searching for great ghost story..or horror stories..and of scary~ well, one of my favourite writer is non other than, Edgar Allan Poe!!! yeah, he might have dead 200 years ago..but then, his masterwork is just..beyond the description of any words....recently i found out Stephen King but darn, i couldnt download any of his work..sulk~ im finding for The Shining..but i couldnt find it anywhere..== and the work of this 2, it is out of print..==

let me spazz on Edgar Allan Poe.. ahahhaha..*recently reading Masque Of The Red Death*



Born January 19, 1809(1809-01-19)
Boston, Massachusetts, USA
Died October 7, 1849 (aged 40)
Baltimore, Maryland, USA
Occupation Poet, short-story writer, editor, literary critic
Genres Horror fiction, Gothic romance, crime fiction, detective fiction, comedy, satire
Literary movement Romanticism
Spouse(s) Virginia Eliza Clemm Poe

He was born as Edgar Poe in Boston, Massachusetts; he was orphaned young when his mother died shortly after his father abandoned the family. Poe was taken in by John and Frances Allan, of Richmond, Virginia, but they never formally adopted him. He attended the University of Virginia for one semester but left due to lack of money. After enlisting in the Army and later failing as an officer's cadet at West Point, Poe parted ways with the Allans. Poe's publishing career began humbly, with an anonymous collection of poems, Tamerlane and Other Poems (1827), credited only to "a Bostonian".

Poe switched his focus to prose and spent the next several years working for literary journals and periodicals, becoming known for his own style of literary criticism. His work forced him to move between several cities, including Baltimore, Philadelphia, and New York City. In Baltimore in 1835, he married Virginia Clemm, his 13-year-old cousin. In January 1845, Poe published his poem "The Raven" to instant success. His wife died of tuberculosis two years later. He began planning to produce his own journal, The Penn (later renamed The Stylus), though he died before it could be produced. On October 7, 1849, at age 40, Poe died in Baltimore; the cause of his death is unknown and has been variously attributed to alcohol, brain congestion, cholera, drugs, heart disease, rabies, suicide, tuberculosis, and other agents

for his masterpiece : please do get it from here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bibliography_of_Edgar_Allan_Poe

despite being depart from this earth 200 years ago, his work hasnt fail to impress me...although the language used is Thee or Thou instead of You or I..but the beautiful works of his, the perfectly written sentence dismiss the year difference..dismiss the language barrier...for once again, the man who live in the 18th century enter my list of respected man~ (he was 3rd to Albert Einstein and Robert Koch)..despite living without the technologies i got nowadays, they invented miracle that change the life of the generation now...^^

Monday, December 21, 2009

the the curse continue

so when JAECHUNSU filed for exclusive contract termination, we cassiopeia undergoes much pain, tense, stress and mental distress..almost going crazy..with much bomb on us, one to one...we strengthen our faith..we keep ourself together..and with all the unition and faith, we keep our faith continue to channel support to the boys....and continue to stay together..when the first provision come out, and the boys won the first part, the happiness and the sigh of relieve is just..beyond description of any words..after 2 months, although the lawsuit havent really end, but it left with later 2nd part..after this, we will know the true faith of jaechunsu..but we have the faith..that confidence the boys will be together...and everything will be back to normal..

when things seem a bit clear for smtown artist, HANGENG filed of exclusive contract termination..this time, i get to see a mix reaction from ELF..okay, let start wiht me, im not really a big fans of super junior..they are 2nd of my favourite kpop band..and well, my favourite member in SUJU was ryeowook..so i kinda a little not biased and neutral to this...i couldnt say the same to jaechunsu case...here, the reason for his termination is kinda similar to jaechunsu..termination of 13 years contract and nudified some part of unfair clause in the contract....let face it, 13 years of contract!!!! come on!!! that is way too crossing the boundaries...== and sme should know themselves, they alwasy UNDERPAY THEIR ARTIST..oh come on!!!!! bound people for 13 years..what the fuck is that~~

i praise the bravery of hangkyung for standing up against sme...join with tvxq??? consult jaechunsu?? idk..and never care to know..it was unfair afterall!!!! u know it, i know it..everyone knew how sme works!!! i would guess a lot of fangirl sad..frighten and shock over the news...shock for the disband of SUPER JUNIOR..

but never in my life i could read something like "if hangeng is doing this, i will hate him" come on!! calling urself as an ELF and yet couldnt even support him???? he is doing a right thing!! we never hate jaechunsu for filling the contract termination...why is that??? everyone is sad,,for this happen, it is best to stand together..the more i stay in super junior thread, the more fights, the more hatred (i guess, the best way to protect oneself from hurt is to hate a thing u love before it hurts u..this is totally true) and more dividing fans...sigh~

to all ELF, it is best to stick together..it is best to keep the faith together..because if this happen, more yet to come..u will never guess what sme is up next~~ their tactics, we see a lot of it~~ the most important now : stop believe in what SME say..believe when it is coming out from SUPER JUNIOR's MOUTH!!! not even any document..

~~

on brighter part, i finish watching HEAVEN POSTMAN SUB!!! XD thanks to the subber~
jaejoong is just..omg!!! freakingly hot~!!!! smexy to a point that i feel like killing him for his hotness..ouch~ it burn me...his acting..wasnt that straight..his ice look, after trained for his mysterious image since 2003- 2006...that is ntg for youngwoung jaejoong..^_^ really happy for his success in telecinema world...everyone should watch it..really good~~ yunho did a good job in heading to the ground..but the story line is just disappointing..sulk

but heaven postman is really good...nice~~!!!!!!!!!! no doubt a collab of korea and japan..erika(the writer of HP), im proud of you!!!!

another nice great news is that, JUNSU mozart sales, THE TICKET SOLD OUT AFTER A FEW HOURS..15K for 3k seats~~ the 3rd round..addition of 11 perf are all sold out in 3 hours...thanks to the power of xiah junsu, the musical world for once get a taste of dongbang power..anyway search for junsu's picutre for mozart...charismatic junsu!!! ^_^

Sunday, December 20, 2009

break out~!!!

* I KEEP FAITH , DONT FORGET , BABY , WE KEEP THE FAITH , ETERNALLY *




love it!!! whoot~~ 500k sales!!! here comes TVXQ fans~ XDXD wish it could reach 500k sales..^_^ love the song..the 2nd song in the single will be XIAHTIC~ XD

romanji :

I keep praying, Don't forget it Baby,
we keep the faith eternallyI keep praying,
Don't forget it Baby, we keep the faith eternally

Mitsumeteru yumewa ima yoake mae no tooi sora
Tashikameru youni terashi dasuyo ano michinorino sono sakiyo

Hiwa nobori kurikaeshi owari no nai namida wa nai
Itsukawa sou omoerukara ikiru yo

Break Out Break Out
Amini coopera e no doa hiraku kagiwa kitto kimino
te no naka

Break Out Break Out
Tsukamitore mirai unmei nante kitto make yourself
kimi shidaiI keep praying,
Don't forget it Baby, we keep the faith eternally

Kakenukeru kono hibiga sorano mukouni nagaretemo
Waratta kimi wo omoidaseba itsudatte tokiwa modorukara

Kaketa tsukino katachi wo umeru youni hitowa deai
Kokoro hitotsu ni awasete kagayaku

Break Out Break Out
Kitto namidawa kanashimi jyanakute yume no ashiato

Break Out Break Out
Kimi dakeni shika dekinai kotoga aru
believe yourself shinjite

I keep praying, Don't forget it
Baby, we keep the faith eternally

I keep praying,
Don't forget itBaby, we keep the faith eternally

Sono negaiga kanau youni inori tsuzukerukara itsuno himo Oh..

Break Out Break Out
Kitto namidawa
kanashimi jyanakute yume no ashiato

Break Out Break Out
Kimi dakeni shika dekinai
kotoga aru believe yourself shinjite

Break Out Break Out
A sh i ta e no doa hiraku kagiwa kitto
kimino te no naka

Break Out Break Out
Tsukamitore mirai unmei
nante kitto make yourself kimi shidai


trans :

I keep praying, Don't forget it
Baby, we keep the faith eternally
I keep praying, Don't forget it
Baby, we keep the faith eternally

I'm gazing at a far dreamy sky before dawn now
It's way ahead I light up as if to see that
The sun will rise repeatedly, there are no endless tears
I can think like that someday in order to live

Break Out Break Out
The key to open the door which leads to tomorrow it must be in your hand
Break Out Break Out
You grasp the future, things as the fate is surely make yourself it's in your hands

I keep praying, Don't forget it
Baby, we keep the faith eternally

On this day we can tear through the air flowing across
When I remember your smile, that time we met before will return
as if we're filling in the waning moon shape people meet
Put their hearts together and shine

Break Out Break Out
Tears are surely not sadness, they are the footpronts of dreams
Break Out Break Out
There are things only you can do believe yourself it's in your hands

I keep praying, Don't forget it
Baby, we keep the faith eternally
I keep praying, Don't forget it
Baby, we keep the faith eternally

In order for that wish I will continue to pray any day
Oh..

Break Out Break Out
Tears are surely not sadness, they are the footpronts of dreams
Break Out Break Out
There are things only you can do believe yourself it's in your hands

Break Out Break Out
The key to open the door which leads to tomorrow it must be in your hand
Break Out Break Out
You grasp the future, things as the fate is surely make yourself it's in your hands


Romaji Lyrics:
BREAK OUT ROMAJI
[Sayuri JaeJoong + Amu JaeJoongie ]

TRANS English
[ By: Amu JaeJoongie@tvxqpowerfullgods]

Saturday, December 19, 2009

charity~

video for the charity night...the dance in follow :

1. MAMA MIA
2. WALKTZ
3. LARGER THAN LIFE
4. MAD
5. THRILLER
6. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL




thanks to YEELING FOR THE VIDEO~~ ^_^

Sunday, December 13, 2009

坏人

那 一扇车门
关出 我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱 无法均分
以後 就留给你们
也许用伤害结束 爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人


容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒 就等他带你完成

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

---


容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍~~~


love doesnt mean we got to have it...it is just simply mean
.
.
.
.
.

let the people u love happy~~

a simple meaning which many fail to realise~~

也不忍 看恋人爱成路人


~~~

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例 想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越没力越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记


^_^

Friday, December 11, 2009

the night of hotness

we did it!! yay
good job to all batch 14-ers!! u guys rock the stage...or should i say, we rock the charity night concert??!!!! the dance is just superb!!! good job!!! oh well, great stage..
great night~~ XD

surprisingly, i did not make any mistake that night and was following in the line..phewww!!! those feeling of nervous..the chillness on each finger...the heartbeat..but when the music rings, everything comes into the mind and there goes the 10mins of performance~

and the post-celebration is just...woah~ will get the video and pictures and will be posting it..^_^

anyway, i wanted to thanks
1. thean sim and mickey for the great cheoreographing and also their precious time for teaching us non-stop daily practice even this is study week
2. coleen, wan teng, sin woi and others who were involved in the dance..the practice is just fun and stress relieving
3. my dear roommates who practice together~ yay karen and tsyr xiang~ XD

it surely been a great experience..althought with bruises and skipping meals..^_^ but it just..fun~ thanks!!!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

in the name of charity~

well, we know there is an earthquake recently in PADANG, INDONESIA right??? well, if u say NOOO, then im sorry...couldnt help your ignorance...okay, anyway,cut it short..so there is a charity night to raise fund for those people..and yeah, u got it...medical school is doing something..oh well, sinceeeee, my batch is doing a performance...and so, my friend drag me along and yeah, im in for the performance...is a DANCE REVOLUTION *hip hip hooray for THEAN SIM and MICKEY in cheoreographing*

so the dance revolution starts with MAMA MIA for the 70s (in which karen and xiang xiang is in) and then it proceed to WALTS (where 11 couple is dancing) and then it is BSB "LARGER THAN LIFE which represent the 90s (and THIS IS WHERE I AM IN) then pop dance for the millenium year and then for the closing it will be THRILLER (I AM IN - basically a lot of people in) and also HSM, "WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER" (everyone in so am i)...

it look like a dance mob to me..but well, it is just for the name of charity and fun~~

oh well, for the sake of that, i had a little bruise on my hand and leg..oh well, u had to give in in order to get it right?? so, leg muscle pain, bruises everywhere and tiredness is what i had to give in...i even had to take pain killer for the muscle pain..== how sad~ but then it's okay..well for at least we had fun..^^

1. my knee~~ the biggest patch of bruise since i have to kneel down for LARGER THAN LIFE



2. my knee of another side~




3. my hand..due to sweat, my watch slip to my wrist and knock my hand...
and hey something i saw in my room just now..notice how the hair is hanging over the air??? wow!!! wonder what makes it...ahahaha..3rd presence maybe??? LOL!!!!!!




Tuesday, December 1, 2009

a stressful day~

how long since i last came back??? well, not really long..LOL!!! what am i craping...ahahha..anyway, been a lot of emotional stress here and there..first of all, my damn exam is around the corner..then not soo nice day on lectures..and then, when tvxq was one of my stress relief, wasnt in that good position..sigh, i wonder if i could break down one day from overload of stress..

boring~~

i always want to let out my stress by cussing on someone..but then, anyone mind on letting me to curse on?? well, up to this point, i think SME directors make a perfect choice..LOL!! but who am i to cuss on them..i dont even know the real story..what frusfrate me more was the division of fans rather than the dirty tricks from SME..what 3 condition....and who are HOMIN to be under control from SME.. i mean, yea, u signed the contract but then, out from activities, and in japan, it is a must to avoid your 3 good friends???? and who is AVEX to get directed from those brainless directors of SME..== sigh~ this thing havent look good..SME is a company with a lot of stupid dirty tricks..and well, to some fans, AND I STRESS SOME FANS!!!!, their tactics fail...and isnt it nice to see SME, being the TOP PRODUCER IN KOREA, doing all sort of monkey act?? LOL..at times, i think i will do a better job as directors than they do..LOL!! and im just 21 years old..LOL!!!!

sigh....what on earth could...could...
could actually save me from all this hell...i hate it!!!!! come back TVXQ!! show me ur good relationship..before i broke my promises on you~~ ==

see what i see here???


SME artist dominating every section..==
except for 2009 special album..where it is an ost album....sme not involved..
but apart from that..it is all from sme..

2009 best artist - SUPER JUNIOR (SNSD comes in 2nd - the only 2 nominees from SME)
2009 best album - GEE BY SNSD (the only 1 from SME..weird, it wasnt even an album..a mini album)
2009 best song - SORRY SORRY by SUPER JUNIOR (GEE on 2nd and GENIE on 9th - the 3 from SME) 2009 best new artist - FX
2009 star - TVXQ (SUPER JUNIOR in 2nd, SHINEE in 3rd and SNSD in 4th)
2009 mania - SORRY SORRY by SUPER JUNIOR (MIROTIC in 2nd and GEE in 3rd - 3 from SME)
2009 current stream - RING DING DONG by SHINEE (LACHATA by FX come in 2nd - only 2 from SME)
2009 smart radio - SNSD (SES on 8th)

how is it?? every nominee of SME were in the top list..== power to SM TOWN LOVE!! i mean fans love..==

Thursday, November 26, 2009

a confession

with this,i confess, i fall for the wrong person..god spare me from this circus act!!!

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i would move on..though i couldnt deny the fact i miss you..
even though it hurts me deep, but i think there is no other way but to walk away...
u never knew and u will never know for this secret will be brought to grave..
farewell!!!
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

chukahae~

it is 1 year and 11 months since we last know each other...for this memorable day, i wish every zoopeian all the best and stay connected...best of lucks and saranghae~
ka mien

fiona chan

pynic tan

myself, Jolyn

set wern~

dongsaeng, nini!!

nemo!!


farra~~









Saturday, November 21, 2009

a speech worth to remember



MAMA 2009~~


Xiah Junsu stated:
"It's been a long time. It's an honor just to be able to attend such a huge event, but being able to receive an award, thank you so much. This award is not for one single member, but because all 5 members have put forth so much effort we are able to receive it. Thank you so much to all of our fans in Asia for allowing us to receive such a huge award."


Micky Yoochun stated:
"I think this is the first time I've wanted to sing so badly. After becoming a singer, I was able to meet such great members, that's why I think we are able to be here. We will work even harder to expand beyond Asia. We hope for even more support than now."


Youngwoong Jaejoong stated:
"I can't be happier because this award is coming directly from the fans of Asia. To our fans who are watching and possibly our two friends who are watching, I wanted to say that I love you."

credit: akp
shared: omonatheydidn't



now, who else think the boys had internal feud~~ bleukx

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Group TVXQ's Micky Yoochun, YoungWoong Jaejoong and Xiah Junsu received the Best Asia Star Award at the 'Mnet Asian Music Awards' (2009 MAMA).

TVXQ was awarded the 'Best Asia Star Award' at the Mnet 2009 MAMA at the Seoul, Jamshil Indoor Stadium on the 21st.

Xiah Junsu said, "Thank you. It's been a while. We are thankful to received such a big award. This award was not one we could have received from the efforts of only one member, the best efforts from all five members were needed to receive this award so it is more meaningful to us. We would like to thank all our fans in Asia for this award."

Micky Yoochun said, "This is the first time I've ever had such a big yearning to sing on a stage like this. I was able to get to such a place because I became a singer by meeting great members. Please give us your support. We will become a group who does not fall below your expectations."

Lastly, YoungWoong Jaejoong said, "We are more happy because it was an award give to us by our fans across Asia. We would like to thank all our domestic and overseas fans who are watching this. I would like to tell two people who might be watching this that I love them."

Source: [asiae+DNBN]
Translation credits: jeeelim5@tohosomnia.net
Shared by: tohosomnia.net
Do not remove/add on any credits


and and~~
MAMA is sucking to the max...damn their way of giving award~

promise of HOT~



mah eum sohk eh gah eun gom deul lee goh ee ssuh
ee soon gahn woo ree moh doo hahm geh~ hah nah lah goh neu kyuh
suh loo sarang heh ree duhn moh seub eh
ah leum dooh nahl deul ee heh duhn guh yah oo wow oo wow~
deh lohn weh loh guh nah jee chyuh
kyuhn geh soo gah uhb seul deh
nah leul ee geh woh joon guh~(ee geh woh joon guh) woo ree hah nah lah neun guh

Chorus:
hai goh ee suh~ young won hai guh lahn guhl
uhn jeh nah heh wah duhn yah soh
woo rin moh doo kee uhk hahl deh ee gah
neul goh jee chee~ nal ee oh deh gah jee
jahm deul soo uhbs neun woo ree deul~ goom ee sah lah ee seul~ deh nee geh~
wow oo wow ho baby~

nuh leul jee geum gee uhk heh soo wee neun jee
woo ree chuh eum mahn nahn geu youn seub shil
(geu dohng ahn heul lin~ soo mahn eun dahm~ geu lee goh noon mool eul)
nuh moo soh joong heh duhn nahl deul ee gee eh~
han soon gan doh ee joo soo gah uhb neun guh oo wow oo wow~
heem deul deh nah jee chyuh soo deh
ahn jah see soo uhb neun guh
nah leul meed neun nuh hee deul
sarang teh goo lee yuh suh~

Chorus

hahm geh yuh luh nah gah yah hah mah neun nah lee ee jah nee~
moh doo heem eul neh yuh dah shee hahn buhn woo ree shee jak heh
byun hah jee ahn neun suh loh eh deh hahn sarang~ goon deun meng seh
ah leum dah woon nahl deul ee young won nal guh yuh~

Chorus
teh nee gah~
wow oo wow~ yeah~

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We all draw the same dream in our minds.
At this moment, we feel that we are one.
The beautiful days came when we loved each other.

Sometimes when I couldn't stand the loneliness anymore,
What woke me up was the fact that we are one.

[ Chorus ] We know that it will be eternal.
Because we will all remember the promise we have always been making.
Until the days we grow old and tired,
The dream that can't be put to a sleep will be alive.

Maybe I can remember you
The practice hall we first met (The countless sweat and tears we shed along the way)
I can't forget them because those were such precious days.

The reason I couldn't sit and rest when I was tired or exhausted,
Was because of your love that had faith in me.

[ Chorus ]We know that it will be eternal.
Because we will all remember the promise we have always been making.
Until the days we grow old and tired,
The dream that can't be put to a sleep will be alive.

There are many days we have to explore together-
Let's gather our strength and start again-
The solid promise towards each other that wouldn't change-
The beautiful days will last forever-

[ Chorus ]We know that it will be eternal.
Because we will all remember the promise we have always been making.
Until the days we grow old and tired,
The dream that can't be put to a sleep will be alive.
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how sad..i knew them after they disband..if only i know them earlier..but then i will be only 11 (since junsu at that time was 12?? ) that time..LOL..anyway, HOT HWAITING!! kangta ftw!!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

suffocating~

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i had a contact of hundreds...only to realise i couldnt speak to anyone..
sigh~~

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Friday, November 13, 2009

키스

moment to spazz... forget the shit of the lawsuit..let's move on here is the compilation of the kises of the 5 hot guys...her we go baby :
my baby maknae in Starking :

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leader-shiiiii!!! yunho and go ara in Heading To The Ground..XD

the guy of romance in Dating On Earth..too bad it never air..


Hot guy in Heave Postman..waiting for the airing~


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Innocent guy!!!! how cute~ All About TVXQ 3

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let's have a guess who is all this baby..ahh, some had tag on it..XD but then, yeah, our baby is cute since they were young~




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from the first picture : yunho, jaejoong, yoochun (with ricky), junsu and changmin..
do you get it right?? XD


saranghae!!
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SARANGHEDO DELKAWYO ??

The door is opening, you come in
I knew at first sight that you were mine
Your face that shone as you came toward me
Is so beautiful it can make me blind
I don't know why but it's not strange
But my heart is fluttering
You took all of my heart

*I want to tell you carefully
I want to be brave
Can I love you from today?
It's the first time
I don't want to lose this obvious feeling
I think love is going to come
I'll give you only good things
I don't know why but it's not strange
But my heart is fluttering
You took all of my heart
I endured a lot of goodbyes and a lot of tears
So it's a little late, but I think I finally met you
Can I love this person that's sitting in front of me?
I'll confess to you with my pounding heart

*Repeat

Can I love you?

Sunday, November 8, 2009

:)

hahahahha...soo long didnt post the pic of my own...here is some..^_^

DON'T LAUGH!!! i know it is hideous...^_^ but im still proud of my own face..ahahahahhahaha...sound bitchy as shit..but well, im good girl *puppy eye*
should i change my hairstyle short????? hmm, like seohyun's hair or maybe boa's hair in bump bump..^^ or should i curl my hair??? or should i just maintain my hair??? XD
i think i need a overall plastic surgery..wahh~~ T_T











Friday, October 30, 2009

晴天,雨天

with this, i realise i posted 3 songs in less than 1 week...1 korean, 1 japanese and this is chinese song by my fav female soloist, ZHANG LIYIN



sing alone :

窗外雨声滴响了空荡的房间
chuang wai yu sheng di xiang le kong dang de fang jian
梦里祈祷明天会是一个晴天
meng li qi dao ming tian hui shi yi ge qing tian
最后吻别叫我怎能对你不眷恋
zui huo wen bie jiao wo zen neng dui ni bu juan lian
就当做是一种纪念 纪念你给的再见
jiu dang zuo shi yi zhong ji nian, ji nian ni gei de zai jian
回忆陪伴我度过了寂寞长夜
hui yi pei ban wo du guo le ji mo zhang ye
阳光安安静静走入我的房间
yang guang an an jing jing zou ru wo de fang jian
怎么会有一种微微碎裂的痛觉
zen me hui you yi zhong wei wei sui lie de tong jue
慢慢地烧到心里面 想念你的脸
man man di shao dan xin li mian, xiang nian ni de lian

站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
该微笑还是流眼泪
gai wei xiao hai shi liu yan lei
干脆放任自己崩溃
gan cui fang ren zi ji beng kui
站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
想要放手独自往前
xiang yao fang shou du zi wang qian
才发现我走不远
cai fa xian wo zou bu yuan

思绪蔓延脚步依然不愿向前
si xu man yan jiao bu, yi ran bu yuan xiang qian
后退再次迎接那一场狼狈
hou tui zai ci ying jie na yi chang lang bei
为何我就是走不到晴天的那边
wei he wo jiu shi zou bu dao qing tian de na bian
我的眼神早已疲累 却还不后悔
wo de yan shen zao yi bei pi lei, que hai bu hou hui

站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
该微笑还是流眼泪
gai wei xiao hai shi liu yan lei
干脆放任自己崩溃
gan cui fang ren zi ji beng kui
站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
想要放手独自往前
xiang yao fang shou du zi wang qian
才发现我走不远
cai fa xian wo zou bu yuan

OH NO... ...

站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
该微笑还是流眼泪
gai wei xiao hai shi liu yan lei
干脆放任自己崩溃
gan cui fang ren zi ji beng kui
站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
想要放手独自往前
xiang yao fang shou di zi wang qian
才发现我止不了泪
cai fa xian wo zhi bu liao lei

translation :

The sound of the rain has broken the silence of the room
I pray, in my dreams, tomorrow will be a sunny day
How can I not reminisce about our last kiss
I’ll treat it as a memento, to remember your farewell
Our memories accompanied me through the long lonely nights
The sunlight silently creeps into my room
Why do I feel a little shattered and torn
The thought of your face is slowly burning through my heart

Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
Should I smile or cry
I might as well let myself break down
Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
I want to let go & move on alone
Then I realise I can’t go far

My thoughts are spreading (but) my pace is still not willing to move forward
Taking a step back to welcome that weariness,
Why I just can’t seem to walk to the side of the sunny day
My eyes are already tired
But I still don’t regret

Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
Should I smile or cry
I might as well let myself break down
Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
I want to let go & move on alone
Then I realise I can’t go far

Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
Should I smile or cry
I might as well let myself break down
Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
I want to let go & move on alone
Then I realised I can’t stop crying

credits to cherishminx@soompi & wting89@soompi

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

旅ダチノウタ



MV:


Ano koro no me ni
Egaita you ni
Chanto boku wa aruitekita kana ?
Futotachi no matte furuikaetara
Kono basho ato tsuzuku ashiato

Mujaki sugite yume mo
Itsuka no namida mo
Kitto kyou wo kono yuu no (?)

Tabidachi no tame ni

Just say so long wasurenai yo !
Kono basho kara subete ga hajimatta
Ano ki no koto
Just say so long nani mo yurazu
Mitsumeteru yo
Omoi wa kotoba ni sureba afuresou de

Forever kimi to
Forever boku to
Just say sou···
Forever kimi to
Forever boku to

Ano jibun ni makenai you ni
Chanto boku wa aruitaseru kana ?
Owari ja nakute "hajimari da yo" tte
Tooku tsudzuku sora o miageta

Atarashii ashita o eranda kinou mo
Zenbu ima koko kara

Omoi de kawaru

Just say so long wasurenai yo !
Sono egao o
Donna ni hanarete mo hitori ja nai ?
Just say so long kitto koko de
Mata aeru sa
Hajimete deatta toki to(?) onaji you ni

(Rap)
Nan nandatta deatta warai atta
tanoshii n baka ja nakatta
kedo ano mama de yokatta
Nani ga kanashii ? Nani ga machigai ?
Tashikameru [...] Ashita ni
[...]
Tachidomatte [...]
Mitetekure yo omoi yo nosete Holla back
(Rap)

Senaka o shitekureta
Sono te no nukumori
Itsumademo kokoro ni
Aruki tsudzukeru yo

Just say so long wasurenai yo
Zutto, zutto, kisetsu ga megutte wo iroasezu ni
Just say so long arigatou ja
Nagatainai (?)
Omoi wo ima uta ni nosete todokeru yo ?

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translation :

Like how I sketched in my heart during that time
I wonder if I’ve walked that way
Stop a moment, and when I look back
There’s the footsteps that leads here.

The dreams that were too bright, and the tears of long ago
They were all probably there for the departure today woh…

Just say so long, I’ll never forget that at this place
Everything started on that day
Just say so long, I’m staring at it now, no words said
Words aren’t enough to express my thoughts

Just so I won’t lose to myself on that day
I wonder if I can start walking
It’s not the ending, but the start
I looked up to the sky that stretches far beyond.

The yesterday when I chose my new future, too,
Will all be memories from this moment woh…

Just say so long, I’ll never forget that smile
However far apart we are, we’re never alone
Just say so long, we may someday be able to meet here again
Just like that time when I first met you.

Hey, how many years have passed?
We met each other and shared laughters
Times werent always happy,
But it was fine the way it was, still
Whats correct? Whats a mistake?
To confirm it, I’ll step in to tomorrow
You won’t say ‘Wait’right?
Theres no time to stop right now
Watch me, I’ll do my best
Carry the thoughts, and Holla back from here!

The warmth of the hands that pushed my back
They will forever walk in my heart woh…

Just say so long, I’ll never, ever forget
Even when the seasons change, it will still stay clear
Just say so long, thank you is still not enough
I’ll put my thoughts in to this song, and deliver it to you now.

credit singer : AAA
credit video : the uploader
credit lyrics : ~koiirosora ♥


Sunday, October 25, 2009

they are...

have you ever wonder what it takes when your family member leave you??
have you ever wonder how it feels like to be alone where those people who always by you suddenly disappear??
those voice that u used to hate
those similar face that u feel bored just because it is been repeatitve for as long as you remember..
those action you used to feel annoyed and you think it suffocate you??

but what if one day those irritating voice, those familiar face and those action that you used to annoyed wasnt there..when you come home, open the door to find that, it was lonely..it wasnt that merry and it is dark and cold~~

when you expected them to be there..they wasnt there..when you expected to heard them, the sound wasnt there..when you expected them to come running to you and shower you with those question that repeat everyday, they did not...how it feels to find the home empty..how it feels to find you actually miss them and now couldnt take it back..

those familiar face..those irritating voice and those annoying action...but of all, those comes from someone who cares..someone who truly love you..and someone u couldnt deny their presence as the blood running through were just the same..someone you couldnt just be apart...someone who shine your way through when you feel dark..someone who still borrow you a hand although you just shouted them yesterday..someone who never neglects you despite the fact you had forgetten about them for some time..someone who is always there and they are who u call as


















family~

the fact that many feel home isnt the sweetest place will eventually find back to home after they got what it taste be out from home....all to blame is human nature that never satisfied with what they had..i wrote this doesnt mean im perfect..im human~ and thus i do feel greedy over something..either way, do not late showing love to your family....it might be too late..show it when you could...show it now~~

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love from jae 6th sister to jae..
cr : soompi tvxq thread

Thursday, October 22, 2009

from shinee with love~



I know that
My baby I love you
I gotta get over you,
that’s right that’s right (my heart)
JoJo

거봐 그녈 좀 봐
나쯤이야 잊는 건 쉽다고
믿고 싶지 않아 oh~ ah~
잠이 오지 않는 밤
머리 아픈 이 짓이 너무 지겨워
무릎 꿇고 가슴치고
울어봐도 도
안 되는 건 안 되니

JoJo 슬픈 음악이 흐를 때
널 생각해 (eh eh eh)
JoJo 잔인한 너는 왜
지워지지 않냐고 (oh oh oh)
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 뭘 잘못했니 I I was blind
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 두 눈에 밟혀 I I was blind

So many nights I wonder why
What can I do to make it right
Everything will be alright
So JoJo just tell me why

울고 싶진 않아 oh~ ah~
깊이 할퀴어 버린 맘
머리 아픈 이 짓이 너무 지겨워
취해봐도 그 취한 속을 비워봐도 도
안 되는 건 안되니

JoJo 이 쓴 음악이 멈출 때
널 보낼래 (eh eh eh)
JoJo 잔인한 너는 왜
지워지지 않냐고 (oh oh oh)
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 뭘 잘못했니 I I was blind
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 난 모르겠어 아 아직도

Baby JoJo 넌 아니
이리도 차가운 Heart
Baby Baby 왜 갔니
울다 지쳐 깨는 꿈

JoJo 슬픈 음악이 흐를 때
널 생각해 (eh eh eh)
JoJo 잔인한 너는 왜
지워지지 않냐고
JoJo 이 쓴 음악이 멈출 때
널 보낼래 (eh eh eh)
JoJo 잔인한 너는 왜
지워지지 않니
않냐고 (oh oh oh)
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 뭘 잘못했니 I I was blind
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 두 눈에 밟혀 I I was blind

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I know that
My baby I love you
I gotta get over you
That’s right, that’s right (my heart)
JoJo

Look, look at her
Saying it’s easy to forget someone like me
I don’t want to believe her oh~ ah~
This sleepless night
I’m so sick of this headache
Even if I beg on my knees, pound my chest
and cry
What was never to happen will not happen

JoJo, when the sad music plays
I think of you (eh eh eh)
JoJo, why can’t I forget you
even though you were so cruel (oh oh oh)
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, did I do something wrong? I I was blind
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, you’re in my tracks, I I was blind

So many nights I wonder why
What can I do to make it right
Everything will be alright
So JoJo just tell me why

I don’t want to cry oh~ ah~
My heart was cut deep and cast aside
I’m so sick of this headache
Even if I fill it up and empty it again
What was never to happen will not happen

JoJo, when this bitter music ends
I’ll send you away (eh eh eh)
JoJo why can’t I forget you
even though you were so cruel (oh oh oh)
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, did I do something wrong? I I was blind
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, I still don’t understand

Baby JoJo, do you know
this cold heart
Baby baby why did you leave?
From this dream I wake up in tears

JoJo, when the sad music plays
I think of you (eh eh eh)
JoJo, why can’t I forget you
even though you were so cruel (oh oh oh)
JoJo, when this bitter music ends
I’ll send you away (eh eh eh)
JoJo, why can’t I forget you
even though you were cruel
Why can’t I (oh oh oh)
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, did I do something wrong? I I was blind
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, you’re in my tracks, I I was blind


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Album: 2009, Year of Us. 3rd Mini Album
Release Date: October 19th, 2009

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ahahahah!!! the song is for meee!!! ^^
yah,saranghae!!!!!!!!! XD

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

♥♥♥DBSK Touching Anecdotes ♥♥♥

1. During Rising Sun period, Yunho gave his single deck bed to Jaejoong because of Jaejoong's knee injury.

2. During the Rising Sun period, TVXQ won an award, but Jaejoong was not able to turn up because of his injury, so Yunho carried the trophy and said, "This trophy belongs to Jaejoong."

3. Micky and Changmin once said, "Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ."

4. Junsu's response towards the "changing member incident": "If one of the members leaves the team, I will not stay in TVXQ anymore."

5. Changmin's response towards the "changing member incident": "If any of us leaves TVXQ, I will surely return to my ordinary high school life."

6. When TVXQ were asked about "Who is the person of their fate?", they all answered, "The members", except for Micky.

7. Jaejoong once wrote in his cyworld: "Our friendship is stronger than most people because we talk and breathe in the same room and we eat and sleep in the same place..."

8. 2004, on Micky's birthday, Yunho said to all their fans, "Please look after our Micky, I can't use words to express myself, MICKY, I LOVE YOU!"

9. 10 September 2005, during a fan meeting, Changmin was asked by the reporter about what New Year present he would like to receive next year, and he answered, "The only present that I really want now is Jaejoong hyung's knee can get well soon." After Changmin finished, the camera started focusing on Jaejoong. Jaejoong always doesn't like crying, but at that very moment, he lowered his head and tried his best not to let his tears run down his cheeks.

10. During a fan meeting, Changmin said, "Only when the five of us are together, are we called TVXQ!"

11. On August 2005, Yunho carried Junsu to the hospital when Junsu had a high fever.

12. When Jaejoong's knee was injured, Yunho wanted him to rest more, but instead, Jaejoong said to Yunho, "Your stomach is not well, you should be the one hospitalized, not me."

13. In the X-Man "Of Course" game, Yunho said the Junsu, "Did you know that I love the four of you very much?"

14. Yunho's reason for why he is always the one to take the initiative of taking care of everything regarding all thorny issues and all the awkward matters is, "Because I'm the leader who loves all my members."

15. November 2004, there were rumours about LSM replacing Jaejoong with someone else. Micky shed tears in the "I Believe" live performance when he knew about it. [...the first time I watched it, I wanna hug Yoochun and comfort him T_T - Mitz]

16. Yunho's stomach is not well, so Changmin would always write him a reminder note saying, "Don't always forget to eat just because of work." and slip it into his pocket. Junsu would also always remind him, "Eat your food on time."

17. When Yunho is asked which member he likes the most, he answers first with "I like all of them" but when he was forced to answer, he replied " I like Jaejoong."

18. At a fan meeting, Micky said, "Not only two years, but even until twenty, two hundred, two thousand years...we always have to be together." [So, Yoochun, you're really not going to live in your Yoochun Goong from now on? XD Nah, I know what you're trying to say. XD -Mitz]

19. In April of 2004, when Micky was hospitalized, Micky got angry because Junsu didn't visit him. And Junsu said that he prayed everynight for Yoochoon to recover.

20. One time, Junsu wrote "Dong Bang Shin Gi Big Success" on a piece of paper, and then pasted it on the wall.

21. In 2004, Micky was pranked on some show. A tarot reader gave him a reading and told him that he was going to have very bad luck (of course, it was a lie XD). Jaejoong said, "Your luck is bad, so don't cause trouble for the rest of TVXQ." Micky was very upset. After the show, he ran backstage and was feeling miserable, but then Jaejoong went backstage too and gave him a hug.

22. On July 7, 2005, when TVXQ were in Fangshan, Beijing, female reporters were interviewing Jaejoong. He carefully answered the questions and then made eye contact with leader Yunho as if asking him, "Did I answer appropriately?" Yunho smiled at him and gave a little nod as if to tell him, "Yes, you answered very well."

23. One time, when Junsu was pranked on as an experiment, Yunho and Jaejoong acted as if there was some serious internal strife going on within the group. Poor Junsu was so scared, he nearly cried. [ROFL he even gave his little dolphin wail when he uncovered the prank! - Mitz]

24. When Yunho was pranked as an experiment, before his four fellow members carried on with the prank, they turned to the camera and said, "Yunho, we love you!"

25. Jaejoong said that when the five members cannot find their own underwear, they will wear each others'.

26. In 2005, when Micky was celebrating his birthday in Japan, reporters were asking if they prepared any presents for him. Junsu said, "No, we didn't. There is just our sincerity." Yunho said, "I think, this is what makes a true partner."

27. Everybody's appraisals of Jaejoong: Yunho said, "Although sometimes, he can be rather rough, he is actually the one most like a mother. He is the most gentle member." Junsu said, "He is the most empathic member who cares most about others when they get sick." Yoochun said, "He is a reliable person who will always stand by your side. He is a member of members." Changmin said, "When you compare him to others of the same age, you cannot imagine... Once you look at him, you get an impression of light and nostalgia."

28. At a fanmeeting, Junsu said, "The members are like my brothers. We are just like a family."

29. Four of the members all want to raise dogs, but because Yoochun is scared of them, they all discarded their ideas of getting a dog. (note from portia: During these time Yoochun is Allergic to Dogs, now coz' he's older he's Okay with dogs now, he still can't cuddle them as much but he's Okay and he's allergy not so severe)

30. In 2006, when it was Yunho and Changmin's birthdays, Jaejoong especially wrote a letter for Yunho *ooohh!! loveletter!! JAEHO!!*. JJ, Micky, and Junsu got two pizzas and JJ lighted candles to put on them.

31. In order to make leader Yunho seem taller, Changmin, the actual tallest member, would tend to bend his knees a bit.

32. After Jaejoong's injury, at a fanmeeting, Jaejoong said to the members and fans, "I don't feel any pain. Please do not cry for me! Actually, once I see you guys, I do not feel any pain anymore!"

33. During an interview, Yunho said, "I hope that no matter how many and how great our difficulties may be, we will always overcome them together. Just as long as the five of us are together, we are most happy."

34. The five of them would throw blankets at each other in their dormitory, play rock paper scissors, and play hide and seek in the park.

35. The members said that the five of them have to find some time in the future to go someplace peaceful and quiet, where they can really have fun together.

36. Micky, whose family is in the US said, "Mom is always worried about me living by myself away from home, but because I have the members, I have never felt lonely."

37. When Yunho was asked what his continuing power is, he answered, "Encouragement of the members."

38. Jaejoong said that, "When cooking, salt and sunshine are very important, but Yunho is very important too!"

39. Yunho said that if he was not a member of TVXQ, he would have become a fan of Jaejoong.

40. Yunho said that meeting the four members was the greatest event of his life. He also said that whenever he comes across the word "Promise", he would think about his members.

41. When TVXQ were asked what they most wanted to continue, Yunho answered, "I hope that the members of TVXQ would always continue. Right now, our friendship is already very strong. But I hope that in the future, it will definitely grow even stronger!" Yoochun said, "I hope that the friendship between the members will always remain." Junsu said, "The health of the members is what is most important!"

42. Jaejoong said that if he wanted the presents that fans gave to other members, he can secretly take them. He took someone's shoes, but forgot who they originally belonged to.

43. At a KBS award ceremony, when Yunho and Jaejoong were speaking, Yunho noticed something in Jaejoong's hair and helped him pull it out.

44. In the 51st X-Man, when Micky was playing a game with others, it was very awkward. Yunho, who was on a different team from Micky, especially moved over to Micky's team and gave him a pat on the shoulder.

45. Everyday, Yunho would wake up earlier than the other members and patiently wake them all up.

46.Jaejoong said "I'm the mom and the other members are my children.Yunho corrected him and said, "We are the Dong Bang Family. I am the daddy,
Jaejoong is the mommy, Changmin is the youngest child, and Junsu and Yoochun are the daughters " at this time, Junsu interrupts with a, "Yoochun is my wife!"

47. During the Rising Sun period, Jaejoong was injured and had to use crutches. Yunho would always be following behind him and would gently place his hands on JJ's shoulders to prevent him from falling.

48. During any member's birthday, the other members would pretend that they do not remember the birthday, but would then hold a surprise party.

49. Sept. 10 2005, at a fanmeeting, because Jaejoong could not stand, they all sat down to sing Hug.

50. During the filming of a Samsung camera commercial, Yunho had a backache, so Jaejoong helped him pound his back.

51. Before a performance, Jaejoong would help Yunho fix his tie.

52. In March 2005, when they were in China, Jaejoong's tie came off. Yoochun helped him pull it back while Changmin helped him hold the microphone.

53. During March 2005, in China, Yoochun used his hands to help pick off the tissue paper that was covering Junsu's face.

54. Each time they receive an award, they would always thank "The Members"

Credits:mskim@soompi +fangirlmitz
Shared by: DBSKnights

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[Reservation period]
October 20, 2009 (Tue) 16:00 – October 26, 2009 (Mon) 18:00

[Time and Venue]

2010/1/19 (Tue)
Kobe World Hall
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2010/1/19 (Tue)
Kobe World Hall
(2nd performance)
Open / Start 18:00 / 19:00

2010/1/20 (Wed)
Kobe World Hall
(1st performance)
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2010/1/20 (Wed)
Kobe World Hall
(2nd performance)
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2010/1/27 (Wed)
Sendai: Sekisui Heim Super Arena
(1st Performance)
Open / Start 14:00 / 15:00

2010/1/27 (Wed)
Sendai: Sekisui Heim Super Arena
(2nd performance)
Open / Start 18:00 / 19:00

2010/1/30 (Sat)
Yokohama Arena
(1st performance)
Open / Start 13:00 / 14:30

2010/1/30 (Sat)
Yokohama Arena
(2nd performance)
Open / Start 18:00 / 19:30

2010/1/31 (Sun)
Yokohama Arena
(1st performance)
Open / Start 12:00 / 13:30

2010/1/31 (Sun)
Yokohama Arena
(2nd performance)
Open / Start 17:00 / 18:30

[Ticket price]
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[Verification period]
November 2, 2009 (Mon) 12:00 – November 9, 2009 (Mon) 23:00

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yay!!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

where U at~

i always keep my faith..but little by little the secrets were revealed.i couldnt stand but getting more and more tensed up...those nervous feeling, those feeling of not wanting the worst nightmare to happen is just..i felt it once and i swear i never want to get those feeling again..and that feeling is just the same feeling i had from my house to the hospital when my granny is seriously ill...

and the situation between my family is just soo tensed~ everyone was in a gloomy situation..and this situation is just the same in cassiopeia, tvxq fandom..tvxq family~ i hate this feeling and i never want this feeling anymore..i really wish the 5 would stay together..nobody else beside them could make such a harmonisation...and nobody else like them could show such a passionate feeling towards music and their work..and nobody else like them could have those close relation, just like a brother..the 5 is just a perfect as a group.. D:

call me cynical, but then, just dont let my prediction come true, shenzhen concert is the last of theirs...and my regrets of life, i never get to attend any of their concert yet..D:

i miss the 5..and i want them back...but then, my faith is getting thinner...yunho is ending the drama early..jaejoong's drama havent air despite soo long of delay..changmin's drama havent start filming and keep delaying..all this never seem good to me... before i fully lost my faith and gets in depressing mode, give me something good~

beside that, yunho had been hospitalized yesterday...that is too much for him to bear~ if for this is what they got for being into drama, i wish they would never ever again try becoming an actor~ and there is some speculation that changmin's drama havent start because changmin is always a straight forward and never give in person..and i guess he wouldnt want to involve as a part of his silent protest towards SME to stop the dispute between his beloved hyung and the management company..and also his protest for the unlawful contract..as far as i concerned, changmin is a really really super duper stuborn person...a person who never give in~




Wednesday, October 14, 2009

crazily about

i wake up on 10am..had my bath and walk to medical building with my books and file..get a grap on my physiology lecturer and throw a few of my doubt to him..getting a well satisfying answer and great understanding, i went to anatomy museum and continue study while waiting for lunch..

and then PAK HAJI told me thursday class were untill 12pm and monday were declared as holiday..i jump up for happiness..and i was totally blown away with the news..spread it to my roommates during lunch and we were happily planning where to shop..since she needs a bag and i need my watch, heels and clothes..XD so there we spazzing on the malls and where to grap our lunch.."i wish i had unagi" blurt out by tsyr xiang.."but i want steamboat" i replied with my puppy eyes.."but i remember u want to have thai tomyam" i continued..and we were happily chatting where to eat and what to eat..laughing all our way to the class and back from class..and to mr.pakkiri surprise, all of us attend english class..and only to our knowledge, he ask to go back after signing the attendance..sign the attendance, we went back and get ready for sports..i leave one important event that happen for the next paragraph.. we went to sport (after i bought my embryology text book) and then went out for dinner (frog,eel and rice/porridge) and then comeback to hostel..

so today, before class end,we received our stethoscope (which i bought for 200 over)...and we were playing with the stethoscope..listening to heart voice and taking pictures for which i will upload the other day..and well, happily investigating our stethoscope..and happily enjoying the day for which soo many good news had come..and beside, we were supposed to wear tradisional clothes tomorrow (for deepavali) and we were thinking what to wear..i was of course happy since there is ntg to read and prepare to online.. my stethoscope:



and i online and joking till i actually open TVXQ THREAD IN SOOMPI..and my day turn darks..real dark..supposingly this title makes me go OMFG!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO and the title reads as : 091014 TVXQ Called To Courts During Trial, But Failed To Reach A Compromise

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!! i never EVER expect this!!! not even im nightmares..i always wish they come into a mutual agreement..afterall SME is where the boys debut and whatever it takes, it brings what TVXQ is for today..call me selfish, but i really really do not wish the boys to go apart from SME..seriously, there is no management company in KOREA is as good as SME..dont talk about JYP in front of me..there is a few hundreds, or maybe thousands reason i could throw to you...and for YGE, if they could get in some new band, BRING BACK MY SE7EN FIRST!!! no way for new company because it was the worst decision ever, unless u have like a whole fortune to waste..and i meant it!! only SME were able to make money nowadays because their artist sells more than 100k for their top boyband and girlband..and even shinee didnt pass 100k but they were somewhere in 80k...if the bands in the company didnt sell, there will not have good cash flow in the company and the situation for what we call FINANCIAL CRISIS will begin.. my day went soo blank and dark....the meeting is called and it was held secretive..it was before the shanghai concert..and now i know why the boys cried..

from the article, it is said the boys had verbal argument with LEE SOOMAN..and also the trio try to tell HOMIN to leave SM as well...beside, some fans had say, the trio wanted to leave SME in the very first place..how true is it?? let just wait till the court had their decision~

miduhyo oppa..nae miduh..jeongmal miduh~

when i thought my day had end, i got shoot again!! YUNHO HEADING TO THE GROUND IS GOING TO STOP DUE TO LOW RATINGS AND HERO WILL BE AIRED EARLY...not fair..damn it!!! yunho had put in a lot of effort to just come out with this result????? wtf!!!!!!!! and well, it isnt that bad drama afterall!!!!!! they change it from 20 episodes to 18 episodes..it is just damn it!!! i hate all the happening now...

and for all the happening today, i drop my tears for all the darkness that is shoot at me..
i just couldnt believe what i had read..and if they ever disband, or just no more 5 people in TVXQ, like changmin had said "Only when the five of us are together, are we called TVXQ!"
and since the 5 werent together, there is no TVXQ..and since there is no TVXQ, bye bye to kpop forever..dont ask me about what is happening to super junior, neither snsd or csjh or ss501 or bigbang or just anyone..i dont even care anymore..

and well, i doubt if there is tohoshinki..for sme had a part in avex..and thus bye to jpop as well..

tears drop and wishes for all this is just nightmare..
together we stand stronger...always keep the faith..5 always together...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

mianhaeyo~

it is 4.01am now~ and i just finish reading my anatomy on great vessels of heart..

my bro come and peep on me just now...the first time since the last 2 month i ever study till this hour..ahahha, lazy mee~ and the clock just show me it is 4.02am..XD

anyway, i have been lost from this blogging world for the past 2 weeks??? or maybe less or maybe moree..but then, i had no idea what to post..XD

just dont feel like touching other artist here..not when im not in the mood of posting what others is doing when TVXQ is facing crisis..oh well, nothing in my life is interesting for the moment although i wish i had some interesting moment to share about..

i realise at times, i could just turn on EMO while writing blog..i guess this is a place for me to sigh and whine since there is really no one i could turn on..it is not that im sad or down or emo-ish person but just everything when i try to blog, those emo-ish feeling just comeback..and well, it is just natural~

as for this, at times, i felt the emo-ish moment of yoochun isnt really because he is but it is just at times, when lonely, it comes naturally where the action, the speech and the writting sound emo-ish..okay, do i make sense here?? NO!! never mind then~

better end my post here..i had been typing and deleting and typing and deleting the lower post..XD good night everyone~

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The days I could not think preciously of another person other than me,
Because of the loneliness which became natural for me,
The incandascent sun which bothered the mornings,
The bright moon which lightened the road at night,
The small and innocent memories make me sulk and restless

credit : Shim Changmin