a stressful day~

how long since i last came back??? well, not really long..LOL!!! what am i craping...ahahha..anyway, been a lot of emotional stress here and there..first of all, my damn exam is around the corner..then not soo nice day on lectures..and then, when tvxq was one of my stress relief, wasnt in that good position..sigh, i wonder if i could break down one day from overload of stress..

boring~~

i always want to let out my stress by cussing on someone..but then, anyone mind on letting me to curse on?? well, up to this point, i think SME directors make a perfect choice..LOL!! but who am i to cuss on them..i dont even know the real story..what frusfrate me more was the division of fans rather than the dirty tricks from SME..what 3 condition....and who are HOMIN to be under control from SME.. i mean, yea, u signed the contract but then, out from activities, and in japan, it is a must to avoid your 3 good friends???? and who is AVEX to get directed from those brainless directors of SME..== sigh~ this thing havent look good..SME is a company with a lot of stupid dirty tricks..and well, to some fans, AND I STRESS SOME FANS!!!!, their tactics fail...and isnt it nice to see SME, being the TOP PRODUCER IN KOREA, doing all sort of monkey act?? LOL..at times, i think i will do a better job as directors than they do..LOL!! and im just 21 years old..LOL!!!!

sigh....what on earth could...could...
could actually save me from all this hell...i hate it!!!!! come back TVXQ!! show me ur good relationship..before i broke my promises on you~~ ==

see what i see here???


SME artist dominating every section..==
except for 2009 special album..where it is an ost album....sme not involved..
but apart from that..it is all from sme..

2009 best artist - SUPER JUNIOR (SNSD comes in 2nd - the only 2 nominees from SME)
2009 best album - GEE BY SNSD (the only 1 from SME..weird, it wasnt even an album..a mini album)
2009 best song - SORRY SORRY by SUPER JUNIOR (GEE on 2nd and GENIE on 9th - the 3 from SME) 2009 best new artist - FX
2009 star - TVXQ (SUPER JUNIOR in 2nd, SHINEE in 3rd and SNSD in 4th)
2009 mania - SORRY SORRY by SUPER JUNIOR (MIROTIC in 2nd and GEE in 3rd - 3 from SME)
2009 current stream - RING DING DONG by SHINEE (LACHATA by FX come in 2nd - only 2 from SME)
2009 smart radio - SNSD (SES on 8th)

how is it?? every nominee of SME were in the top list..== power to SM TOWN LOVE!! i mean fans love..==