6 years of journey

it was 2005 when i first enter ur world...of all the craze and fever, it started just by a curious click..

i remember it was back in december 2005..out of random, or i should say out of boredom, i surfed youtube and entered something like music festival in the search engine..it show MKMF 05' in newly added column...and ur weird costume makes me wonder, who is it...and so i click on it..

u perform together with super junior and csjh..i wasnt so into to CSJH (since all they did at that time was shacking their ass..==) and for suju, it wasnt so clear..but i do notice a girly look in them (ahem..it was heechul..==) and when IYAH was shown, i was stunned..wow, who is that dancer!! and then rising sun..and when it reaches the maknae unique high vocal, i was like, what the!!! how could he reach that high..even though there is language barrier, i search up for the song..it wasnt long till i know it was RISING SUN sung by TVXQ~

at first, i couldnt deny..it was the look that drag me into the fandom...i first recognise SHIM CHANGMIN..then i took great notice of KIM JAEJOONG..those visual shock..(ps: i got back the visual shock feeling recently in one of the airport pictures)..then PARK YOOCHUN and JUNG YUNHO when i watch FIRST LOVE...(park myung soo is just!! mauahhahahahahahahah)..i always thought junsu wasnt as good looking as others, but what attracts me to him was his innocent look..his humor even back in 2005....i start looking for the banjum drama..that dolphin innocent really shine..then i watch on the reality show..is just like some addictive caffeine or nicotine..i just couldnt stop watching more of their stuff...

then i know they were from SME..at the same time, knowing SUPER JUNIOR and KANGTA..then from SNOW DREAM 06' i know CSJH and BoA..and what happen is just history..

at that time..even knowing u for a few days or maybe weeks??? i wishes u guys 2nd anniversary...and then a year passed and i wishes u guys 3rd anniversary..and that time, as well wishes u guys congrats on the big win (the legendary 2006 where u guys swept all the awards)..and it was time u guys fly over to japan...i saw how u guys work..how u force to perform in front of people who doesnt even know who u are..even though u were king back then, i see how u started off as new rockies...even learning japanese was hard, i assumed it was even harder to live in japan alone..those desperation..those loneliness...and how u guys finally reaches Budokon..and how u cried when Proud..never i know u guys were going to let off but looking on the supporter u guys hold on and continues..not till i watched the documentary...

and then there goes on the 4th anniversary with u guys rising up..and at the same time, the misses back to korea too much to bear...u promise to come back to korea on 2008...we believe on u..we continue wait and raise the red balloons..at the same time T Tour was a huge success...u were back with new history..with a new record..with 6 #1 in oricon weekly..beside, u guys got the title of BIGGEST OFFICIAL FANCLUB IN THE WORLD..recoreded in GUINESS BOOK OF RECORD..u return with MIROTIC...u was worried...too much of negativity of how fans were leaving..u was worried if the new song wil get the same positive critics...but then u guys still pawn the kpop world..with the sales of more than 500 000 copies (the record now is 524k++), u guys still stand strong..and with this u guys celebrate the 5th anniversary...those happiness was beyond any description of words...those tears of joy..never in my dream, the most charisma man, SHIM CHANGMIN would have his tears drop in front of the audience...the first time i ever see him crying so hard, was in MKMF 08'..how touched and happy he is...

and then, again, for the promise to Bigeast, u went back..and ur success continue...u guys reaches TOKYO DOME..and u guys, got the 2nd GUINESS TITLE of ARTIST WITH THE MOST PHOTOGRAPH with 5million pictures in total...im more than just being a proud fans..

and then things happen..u stand up for unjustice..u stand up against SME for the inhuman contract...u assure u guys will be back..i believe in u guys...and the support continues...fans continue to support..bigeast number continue to rise..and bigeast is now AVEX top fanclub with the most people...this 2 months or maybe more..it wasnt easy...but

from this lawsuit, fans were more united..there were a lot of collabration within the fans...international fans, korean cassiopeia, chinese cassiopeia and japanese bigeast..even thai cassiopeia were even unite than ever...members even though hardly could talk to each other,but this however could strengthen their relationship..for this period :

u teaches me how to be strong
u teaches me how to determined to keep on with what i believe
u teaches me how to keep a faith

in this 6 years u teaches me not only this...for this 6 years

u show how a song dont only remain a lyrics and beats..
how motivation could be shown by just a simple way..
how friendship is important
how hardwork and determination is important in achieving a dream
how success comes with hard work

there is no ways i could describe how u guys had change me...for this 6 years, it wasnt long..neither it is short...it wasnt long for i havent got enough of u...ur future is more than just this 6 years...it wasnt short as it comes with a lot of valuable experiences..and it wasnt short for 6 years built up a lot of things...but i wish to continue to see u guys more..let us count down the route..count to 7th, 8th, 9th and the let the count continue..it might not reach 200th..but i wish it would at least reach 20th...

全世界最好的爱 最贵的爱
等你搬进我的心里来
幸福的权利不要放弃
全世界最完美的唯一

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[Jaejoong]
ashibaya ni toorisugiteku
doredake no kisetsu mou sugitandarou
[Yunho]
minareta keshiki wo aruite
tooi kioku kara hitori nukedasenai mama
[Changmin]
ikiba wo ushinaisouna
sonna toki kimi to deatta

**Chorus
[Jaejoong]
kono machi de meguriatta
ima mo wasurenaiyo ano hi kara
[Junsu]
takusan no kanashimi toka kakaeta fuan
subete wo kimi no nukumori de omoi de ni kaeta
Proud of your love

[Jaejoong]
hirotta futatsu no kaigara
mou ichido kimi ni aeta youna kiseki
[Yoochun]
kimi ga soba ni itekuretara
kokoro no oku made yasashii kimochi ni nareru
[Changmin]
hageshii ame ga futtemo
tsuyoi kaze ga fuku naka demo

[Jaejoong]
kono ai wo mamori nukeru
kimi to naraba kitto koerareru
[Junsu]
sou hajimete omoetakara
kono te wo hanasanaiyou ni
zutto taisetsu ni toki wo mitsumeyou

[Jaejoong]
kono machi de meguriatta
ima mo wasurenaiyo ano hi kara
[Junsu]
ikiru koto shinjiru koto
yorokobi e to kaenagara itsumade mo futari tomo ni arukou
Proud of your love

(Yoochun) Proud of your love
(Yunho) Proud of your love
(Jaejoong) Proud of your love
(Changmin) Proud of your love
(Junsu) Proud of your love

im proud of u~~ always keep the faith~