how long since i last update this place?? blame it on study~ aii..there is no time for me even to blog...TT.TT beside keeping myself on par with the ever crazy hectic life of 3rd year, i had flu since last wednesday?? by tomorrow it will be a week since i last gt cough and flu!!! how frusfrating!!! hate it!! *thud*
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last sunday i fetch my ex-roommate back to sungai petani..ever since i move out, that is the 1st time i pick her...been so long since both of us talk to each other for an hour!! seriously!! we used to talk bout everything, it seems like now, i hardly could talk to her...definitely nt just because we were staying in different place but yeah, we had different posting as well... and it been ages since i eat with her, talk to her, discuss with her..and play around...all those countless time where we creep out and enjoy the view/scenery of sungai petani.. those random trip to everywhere we want...top of all, in front of this ex-roommate of mine, i didnt need to pretend..even by a soft stare, she could understand probably 80% of what i am thinking...
talking bout that, she told me another ex-housemate of ours,hugged her and cried saying she miss all of us a lot..those noisy time....even shouting at each other turn into something i deeply miss....i do miss those time..even at time, when she is nt around in the room, it is even merrier than the place im staying now... im doing a serious honest confession here.. walk into the other room with the notes on my hand, study a while and joke a while..even the sentence "can i pass my exam" which it should be a pathetic question...become something we could laugh at... is just..hostel is really more happening than where i am..i couldnt say it to my mum..i was the one who decided to come out from the place..the place i thought i wouldnt want to spent even a min in it... but it seems like i just jump from a merry place to a graveyard...
here is just creep..and lifeless..
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at times..i really wonder..did i really make a very wrong decision?? will it be the same lifeless life if i move in with my roommate?? what if im still in hostel??? i know staring at those 4 walls arent tiring..but to me...it is...nobody could chat the way from medical building to hostel...when gt annoyed by the notes, there is nobody u could complain to...turning back to it..it wasnt human..is just my bookshelf.. those walk around aimst university after an intense revision,i really...really deeply missing it...still remember the time when both of us thought there is something whispering from the anatomy dissection hall and run off like nobody business.. =D or just suddenly on youtube and start singing our lungs out.. =D
just too much of the moment im missing....im just missing the hostel life that i decide to throw away...in which now, it is my top regret...=(
TEOH TSYR XIANG, GAYATHRI, GOMATHY,REKHA and SHEELA, i miss u girls!!!!!! i really do~ TT.TT
2 comments:
Awh ..!! Roommate !!!
HOW TOUCHY !!!!
U know what i actually googled my own name .. then i saw this picture, immediately i clicked it, never taught the picture would appear under ur this emo yet very touching post ..
yealer .. i do miss hostel life hell lot seriously ..
like what u say, blm is just as lifeless u see, no one can help it la ... aihh !!!!! jom !! we move back to hostel !!! find gayatri n goma n rekkha them all !! B-)
blame on my google acc long password... kept type it wrong, now i hv to post a comment under annonymous .. yea i m TTX
never knew u would do that... move back to aimst????? i want to~ TT.TT but it seems impossible...
u forgot bout sheela.. horhorhorhorhor hor~
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