is this what we call love

anyone who had facebook, will really come across this news...a stunning news..

this guy, jump down from 14th floor...after broke up with his girlfriend.. but what makes it peculiar is that...he left a few facebook status and also the last notes in his facebook with his last pictures...so this lead to what i wanna write today~

what is love actually...what is so peculiar about love that drives almost everyone mad~ everyone could say the phrase I LOVE YOU...but what is the significant behind the word love...love what does it leads to..happy, sad, bliss or unfortunate??? to give everything when we love someone or to destroy everything when we couldnt??? everyone interpret the same damn effing word differently...

someone make it simple...a simple relationship with no spice..typical love storyline..some people just had it exaggerate..with spice and everything they could put in...some people had it just as complicated as their brain works... different way of bringing in the word love into their life...some people had it silent love...some people pursue the love with all their effort... some people just put it aside..

L.O.V.E

isnt love something beautiful?? isnt the word love meant to make the opposite partner happy?? as long as the opposite partner is happy, as long as that person, himself is happy...isnt this what love mean??? to be too into the word love..to be over greed with the word love, people just deviate from their own world.. between love and hatred, it different only by a line..i say, in love, the word of sane and insanity just differ by a split second..

when a love is gone..everything turns upside down...i know..when someone u adores so much just walk away, it hurts so much that one could just do anything to free himself...i saw his facebook update..he wrote : 我已决定把你放走...也把自己放开 (i decided to let you go..and also to let myself go).. in each person, the way of letting oneself freed from all the pain and hurt, it just differ... for this young boy, he decided to bring it with him forever~ till death separates us apart.. LOVE, something everyone wants...something everyone needs, like a necessity..but nt everyone could handle it...it either brings smile and bliss or it totally destroy a person~ it just differ by a line.. nobody could ever bear the consequences of playing with the game of love..

so what is this so-called human games?? a game everyone had to go true in their life... to taste the happiness of love...or the sourness of the relationship..to the tears...the bittersweet life~ it is so powerful..so magical~ and yet so destructive...isnt it eerie?? and yet, it is something everyone has it naturally...and yet, nobody could just kick it aside saying "i dont need love"..

the sanity in a person...could it be so fragile..lost of determination and motivation to live..bring ones a great courage to die.. to be alive on one minute and dead by another minute, how is it?? i never know..n never want to know..till...that day comes~~

i never had this big courage to even look down from 14 floor...and yet jumping down..and yes, to make such a decision, to climb out from the window..and that every second, it took just tonnes of courage and determination...is a route without a way to turn back...if you had even this effing courage to jump down, why nt bring such a big courage to make a turn in your own life.. i know u couldnt even read on what i wrote here..but u are so young to even bid everyone goodbye.. nt that i am related to you or what but hey, i could feel the pain, the hurt in your family.. why nt even when u sister say i love you too in your facebook could bring you back from what u determine.. why are u soo cruel to make them sad each time they see anything related to you..how could she even felt, when she knew something nt right and yet fail to catch the grip of u...

now that u had gone... is this what u wanted to see (if u could see)... is this the end u ever want??? whatever had done, has been done.....i wish u, REST IN PEACE (RIP).. Alviss Kong, 安息吧~~

and to all...before it is too late, express your love to your loved one~
to my daddy, my mummy..i love you both more than anyone in this world... u brought me to this world and make me who i am today~ thank you for everything and i love you...
to my sister, my brother...even though we fought once in a blue moon (okay, almost all the time if catfight included)..i love u both always!!! u were always my top priority..even though i never did what i should as the eldest in the family, but i promise, no matter what happen, i will always be there..for you~ a promise from me,i will never forget~
to all my friends, i love you and thanks for being with me!! =D u can count on me if there is anything~ =D i dont mind listening..and helping out (within my ability of course).. =)

saranghae!!