crazily about

i wake up on 10am..had my bath and walk to medical building with my books and file..get a grap on my physiology lecturer and throw a few of my doubt to him..getting a well satisfying answer and great understanding, i went to anatomy museum and continue study while waiting for lunch..

and then PAK HAJI told me thursday class were untill 12pm and monday were declared as holiday..i jump up for happiness..and i was totally blown away with the news..spread it to my roommates during lunch and we were happily planning where to shop..since she needs a bag and i need my watch, heels and clothes..XD so there we spazzing on the malls and where to grap our lunch.."i wish i had unagi" blurt out by tsyr xiang.."but i want steamboat" i replied with my puppy eyes.."but i remember u want to have thai tomyam" i continued..and we were happily chatting where to eat and what to eat..laughing all our way to the class and back from class..and to mr.pakkiri surprise, all of us attend english class..and only to our knowledge, he ask to go back after signing the attendance..sign the attendance, we went back and get ready for sports..i leave one important event that happen for the next paragraph.. we went to sport (after i bought my embryology text book) and then went out for dinner (frog,eel and rice/porridge) and then comeback to hostel..

so today, before class end,we received our stethoscope (which i bought for 200 over)...and we were playing with the stethoscope..listening to heart voice and taking pictures for which i will upload the other day..and well, happily investigating our stethoscope..and happily enjoying the day for which soo many good news had come..and beside, we were supposed to wear tradisional clothes tomorrow (for deepavali) and we were thinking what to wear..i was of course happy since there is ntg to read and prepare to online.. my stethoscope:



and i online and joking till i actually open TVXQ THREAD IN SOOMPI..and my day turn darks..real dark..supposingly this title makes me go OMFG!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO and the title reads as : 091014 TVXQ Called To Courts During Trial, But Failed To Reach A Compromise

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!! i never EVER expect this!!! not even im nightmares..i always wish they come into a mutual agreement..afterall SME is where the boys debut and whatever it takes, it brings what TVXQ is for today..call me selfish, but i really really do not wish the boys to go apart from SME..seriously, there is no management company in KOREA is as good as SME..dont talk about JYP in front of me..there is a few hundreds, or maybe thousands reason i could throw to you...and for YGE, if they could get in some new band, BRING BACK MY SE7EN FIRST!!! no way for new company because it was the worst decision ever, unless u have like a whole fortune to waste..and i meant it!! only SME were able to make money nowadays because their artist sells more than 100k for their top boyband and girlband..and even shinee didnt pass 100k but they were somewhere in 80k...if the bands in the company didnt sell, there will not have good cash flow in the company and the situation for what we call FINANCIAL CRISIS will begin.. my day went soo blank and dark....the meeting is called and it was held secretive..it was before the shanghai concert..and now i know why the boys cried..

from the article, it is said the boys had verbal argument with LEE SOOMAN..and also the trio try to tell HOMIN to leave SM as well...beside, some fans had say, the trio wanted to leave SME in the very first place..how true is it?? let just wait till the court had their decision~

miduhyo oppa..nae miduh..jeongmal miduh~

when i thought my day had end, i got shoot again!! YUNHO HEADING TO THE GROUND IS GOING TO STOP DUE TO LOW RATINGS AND HERO WILL BE AIRED EARLY...not fair..damn it!!! yunho had put in a lot of effort to just come out with this result????? wtf!!!!!!!! and well, it isnt that bad drama afterall!!!!!! they change it from 20 episodes to 18 episodes..it is just damn it!!! i hate all the happening now...

and for all the happening today, i drop my tears for all the darkness that is shoot at me..
i just couldnt believe what i had read..and if they ever disband, or just no more 5 people in TVXQ, like changmin had said "Only when the five of us are together, are we called TVXQ!"
and since the 5 werent together, there is no TVXQ..and since there is no TVXQ, bye bye to kpop forever..dont ask me about what is happening to super junior, neither snsd or csjh or ss501 or bigbang or just anyone..i dont even care anymore..

and well, i doubt if there is tohoshinki..for sme had a part in avex..and thus bye to jpop as well..

tears drop and wishes for all this is just nightmare..
together we stand stronger...always keep the faith..5 always together...