晴天,雨天

with this, i realise i posted 3 songs in less than 1 week...1 korean, 1 japanese and this is chinese song by my fav female soloist, ZHANG LIYIN



sing alone :

窗外雨声滴响了空荡的房间
chuang wai yu sheng di xiang le kong dang de fang jian
梦里祈祷明天会是一个晴天
meng li qi dao ming tian hui shi yi ge qing tian
最后吻别叫我怎能对你不眷恋
zui huo wen bie jiao wo zen neng dui ni bu juan lian
就当做是一种纪念 纪念你给的再见
jiu dang zuo shi yi zhong ji nian, ji nian ni gei de zai jian
回忆陪伴我度过了寂寞长夜
hui yi pei ban wo du guo le ji mo zhang ye
阳光安安静静走入我的房间
yang guang an an jing jing zou ru wo de fang jian
怎么会有一种微微碎裂的痛觉
zen me hui you yi zhong wei wei sui lie de tong jue
慢慢地烧到心里面 想念你的脸
man man di shao dan xin li mian, xiang nian ni de lian

站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
该微笑还是流眼泪
gai wei xiao hai shi liu yan lei
干脆放任自己崩溃
gan cui fang ren zi ji beng kui
站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
想要放手独自往前
xiang yao fang shou du zi wang qian
才发现我走不远
cai fa xian wo zou bu yuan

思绪蔓延脚步依然不愿向前
si xu man yan jiao bu, yi ran bu yuan xiang qian
后退再次迎接那一场狼狈
hou tui zai ci ying jie na yi chang lang bei
为何我就是走不到晴天的那边
wei he wo jiu shi zou bu dao qing tian de na bian
我的眼神早已疲累 却还不后悔
wo de yan shen zao yi bei pi lei, que hai bu hou hui

站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
该微笑还是流眼泪
gai wei xiao hai shi liu yan lei
干脆放任自己崩溃
gan cui fang ren zi ji beng kui
站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
想要放手独自往前
xiang yao fang shou du zi wang qian
才发现我走不远
cai fa xian wo zou bu yuan

OH NO... ...

站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
该微笑还是流眼泪
gai wei xiao hai shi liu yan lei
干脆放任自己崩溃
gan cui fang ren zi ji beng kui
站在晴天和雨天的交界
zhan zai qing tian he yu tian de jiao jie
想要放手独自往前
xiang yao fang shou di zi wang qian
才发现我止不了泪
cai fa xian wo zhi bu liao lei

translation :

The sound of the rain has broken the silence of the room
I pray, in my dreams, tomorrow will be a sunny day
How can I not reminisce about our last kiss
I’ll treat it as a memento, to remember your farewell
Our memories accompanied me through the long lonely nights
The sunlight silently creeps into my room
Why do I feel a little shattered and torn
The thought of your face is slowly burning through my heart

Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
Should I smile or cry
I might as well let myself break down
Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
I want to let go & move on alone
Then I realise I can’t go far

My thoughts are spreading (but) my pace is still not willing to move forward
Taking a step back to welcome that weariness,
Why I just can’t seem to walk to the side of the sunny day
My eyes are already tired
But I still don’t regret

Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
Should I smile or cry
I might as well let myself break down
Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
I want to let go & move on alone
Then I realise I can’t go far

Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
Should I smile or cry
I might as well let myself break down
Standing in the junction between a sunny day & a rainy day
I want to let go & move on alone
Then I realised I can’t stop crying

credits to cherishminx@soompi & wting89@soompi

旅ﾀﾞﾁﾉｳﾀ

MV:


Ano koro no me ni
Egaita you ni
Chanto boku wa aruitekita kana ?
Futotachi no matte furuikaetara
Kono basho ato tsuzuku ashiato

Mujaki sugite yume mo
Itsuka no namida mo
Kitto kyou wo kono yuu no (?)

Tabidachi no tame ni

Just say so long wasurenai yo !
Kono basho kara subete ga hajimatta
Ano ki no koto
Just say so long nani mo yurazu
Mitsumeteru yo
Omoi wa kotoba ni sureba afuresou de

Forever kimi to
Forever boku to
Just say sou···
Forever kimi to
Forever boku to

Ano jibun ni makenai you ni
Chanto boku wa aruitaseru kana ?
Owari ja nakute "hajimari da yo" tte
Tooku tsudzuku sora o miageta

Atarashii ashita o eranda kinou mo
Zenbu ima koko kara

Omoi de kawaru

Just say so long wasurenai yo !
Sono egao o
Donna ni hanarete mo hitori ja nai ?
Just say so long kitto koko de
Mata aeru sa
Hajimete deatta toki to(?) onaji you ni

(Rap)
Nan nandatta deatta warai atta
tanoshii n baka ja nakatta
kedo ano mama de yokatta
Nani ga kanashii ? Nani ga machigai ?
Tashikameru [...] Ashita ni
[...]
Tachidomatte [...]
Mitetekure yo omoi yo nosete Holla back
(Rap)

Senaka o shitekureta
Sono te no nukumori
Itsumademo kokoro ni
Aruki tsudzukeru yo

Just say so long wasurenai yo
Zutto, zutto, kisetsu ga megutte wo iroasezu ni
Just say so long arigatou ja
Nagatainai (?)
Omoi wo ima uta ni nosete todokeru yo ?

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translation :

Like how I sketched in my heart during that time
I wonder if I’ve walked that way
Stop a moment, and when I look back
There’s the footsteps that leads here.

The dreams that were too bright, and the tears of long ago
They were all probably there for the departure today woh…

Just say so long, I’ll never forget that at this place
Everything started on that day
Just say so long, I’m staring at it now, no words said
Words aren’t enough to express my thoughts

Just so I won’t lose to myself on that day
I wonder if I can start walking
It’s not the ending, but the start
I looked up to the sky that stretches far beyond.

The yesterday when I chose my new future, too,
Will all be memories from this moment woh…

Just say so long, I’ll never forget that smile
However far apart we are, we’re never alone
Just say so long, we may someday be able to meet here again
Just like that time when I first met you.

Hey, how many years have passed?
We met each other and shared laughters
Times werent always happy,
But it was fine the way it was, still
Whats correct? Whats a mistake?
To confirm it, I’ll step in to tomorrow
You won’t say ‘Wait’right?
Theres no time to stop right now
Watch me, I’ll do my best
Carry the thoughts, and Holla back from here!

The warmth of the hands that pushed my back
They will forever walk in my heart woh…

Just say so long, I’ll never, ever forget
Even when the seasons change, it will still stay clear
Just say so long, thank you is still not enough
I’ll put my thoughts in to this song, and deliver it to you now.

credit singer : AAA
credit video : the uploader
credit lyrics : ~koiirosora ♥

they are...

have you ever wonder what it takes when your family member leave you??
have you ever wonder how it feels like to be alone where those people who always by you suddenly disappear??
those voice that u used to hate
those similar face that u feel bored just because it is been repeatitve for as long as you remember..
those action you used to feel annoyed and you think it suffocate you??

but what if one day those irritating voice, those familiar face and those action that you used to annoyed wasnt there..when you come home, open the door to find that, it was lonely..it wasnt that merry and it is dark and cold~~

when you expected them to be there..they wasnt there..when you expected to heard them, the sound wasnt there..when you expected them to come running to you and shower you with those question that repeat everyday, they did not...how it feels to find the home empty..how it feels to find you actually miss them and now couldnt take it back..

those familiar face..those irritating voice and those annoying action...but of all, those comes from someone who cares..someone who truly love you..and someone u couldnt deny their presence as the blood running through were just the same..someone you couldnt just be apart...someone who shine your way through when you feel dark..someone who still borrow you a hand although you just shouted them yesterday..someone who never neglects you despite the fact you had forgetten about them for some time..someone who is always there and they are who u call as

















family~

the fact that many feel home isnt the sweetest place will eventually find back to home after they got what it taste be out from home....all to blame is human nature that never satisfied with what they had..i wrote this doesnt mean im perfect..im human~ and thus i do feel greedy over something..either way, do not late showing love to your family....it might be too late..show it when you could...show it now~~



love from jae 6th sister to jae..
cr : soompi tvxq thread

from shinee with love~

I know that
My baby I love you
I gotta get over you,
that’s right that’s right (my heart)
JoJo

거봐 그녈 좀 봐
나쯤이야 잊는 건 쉽다고
믿고 싶지 않아 oh~ ah~
잠이 오지 않는 밤
머리 아픈 이 짓이 너무 지겨워
무릎 꿇고 가슴치고
울어봐도 도
안 되는 건 안 되니

JoJo 슬픈 음악이 흐를 때
널 생각해 (eh eh eh)
JoJo 잔인한 너는 왜
지워지지 않냐고 (oh oh oh)
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 뭘 잘못했니 I I was blind
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 두 눈에 밟혀 I I was blind

So many nights I wonder why
What can I do to make it right
Everything will be alright
So JoJo just tell me why

울고 싶진 않아 oh~ ah~
깊이 할퀴어 버린 맘
머리 아픈 이 짓이 너무 지겨워
취해봐도 그 취한 속을 비워봐도 도
안 되는 건 안되니

JoJo 이 쓴 음악이 멈출 때
널 보낼래 (eh eh eh)
JoJo 잔인한 너는 왜
지워지지 않냐고 (oh oh oh)
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 뭘 잘못했니 I I was blind
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 난 모르겠어 아 아직도

Baby JoJo 넌 아니
이리도 차가운 Heart
Baby Baby 왜 갔니
울다 지쳐 깨는 꿈

JoJo 슬픈 음악이 흐를 때
널 생각해 (eh eh eh)
JoJo 잔인한 너는 왜
지워지지 않냐고
JoJo 이 쓴 음악이 멈출 때
널 보낼래 (eh eh eh)
JoJo 잔인한 너는 왜
지워지지 않니
않냐고 (oh oh oh)
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 뭘 잘못했니 I I was blind
Hey My JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay 두 눈에 밟혀 I I was blind

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I know that
My baby I love you
I gotta get over you
That’s right, that’s right (my heart)
JoJo

Look, look at her
Saying it’s easy to forget someone like me
I don’t want to believe her oh~ ah~
This sleepless night
I’m so sick of this headache
Even if I beg on my knees, pound my chest
and cry
What was never to happen will not happen

JoJo, when the sad music plays
I think of you (eh eh eh)
JoJo, why can’t I forget you
even though you were so cruel (oh oh oh)
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, did I do something wrong? I I was blind
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, you’re in my tracks, I I was blind

So many nights I wonder why
What can I do to make it right
Everything will be alright
So JoJo just tell me why

I don’t want to cry oh~ ah~
My heart was cut deep and cast aside
I’m so sick of this headache
Even if I fill it up and empty it again
What was never to happen will not happen

JoJo, when this bitter music ends
I’ll send you away (eh eh eh)
JoJo why can’t I forget you
even though you were so cruel (oh oh oh)
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, did I do something wrong? I I was blind
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, I still don’t understand

Baby JoJo, do you know
this cold heart
Baby baby why did you leave?
From this dream I wake up in tears

JoJo, when the sad music plays
I think of you (eh eh eh)
JoJo, why can’t I forget you
even though you were so cruel (oh oh oh)
JoJo, when this bitter music ends
I’ll send you away (eh eh eh)
JoJo, why can’t I forget you
even though you were cruel
Why can’t I (oh oh oh)
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, did I do something wrong? I I was blind
Hey my JoJo Love yes JoJo
Stay, you’re in my tracks, I I was blind

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Album: 2009, Year of Us. 3rd Mini Album
Release Date: October 19th, 2009

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ahahahah!!! the song is for meee!!! ^^
yah,saranghae!!!!!!!!! XD

♥♥♥DBSK Touching Anecdotes ♥♥♥

1. During Rising Sun period, Yunho gave his single deck bed to Jaejoong because of Jaejoong's knee injury.

2. During the Rising Sun period, TVXQ won an award, but Jaejoong was not able to turn up because of his injury, so Yunho carried the trophy and said, "This trophy belongs to Jaejoong."

3. Micky and Changmin once said, "Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ."

4. Junsu's response towards the "changing member incident": "If one of the members leaves the team, I will not stay in TVXQ anymore."

5. Changmin's response towards the "changing member incident": "If any of us leaves TVXQ, I will surely return to my ordinary high school life."

6. When TVXQ were asked about "Who is the person of their fate?", they all answered, "The members", except for Micky.

7. Jaejoong once wrote in his cyworld: "Our friendship is stronger than most people because we talk and breathe in the same room and we eat and sleep in the same place..."

8. 2004, on Micky's birthday, Yunho said to all their fans, "Please look after our Micky, I can't use words to express myself, MICKY, I LOVE YOU!"

9. 10 September 2005, during a fan meeting, Changmin was asked by the reporter about what New Year present he would like to receive next year, and he answered, "The only present that I really want now is Jaejoong hyung's knee can get well soon." After Changmin finished, the camera started focusing on Jaejoong. Jaejoong always doesn't like crying, but at that very moment, he lowered his head and tried his best not to let his tears run down his cheeks.

10. During a fan meeting, Changmin said, "Only when the five of us are together, are we called TVXQ!"

11. On August 2005, Yunho carried Junsu to the hospital when Junsu had a high fever.

12. When Jaejoong's knee was injured, Yunho wanted him to rest more, but instead, Jaejoong said to Yunho, "Your stomach is not well, you should be the one hospitalized, not me."

13. In the X-Man "Of Course" game, Yunho said the Junsu, "Did you know that I love the four of you very much?"

14. Yunho's reason for why he is always the one to take the initiative of taking care of everything regarding all thorny issues and all the awkward matters is, "Because I'm the leader who loves all my members."

15. November 2004, there were rumours about LSM replacing Jaejoong with someone else. Micky shed tears in the "I Believe" live performance when he knew about it. [...the first time I watched it, I wanna hug Yoochun and comfort him T_T - Mitz]

16. Yunho's stomach is not well, so Changmin would always write him a reminder note saying, "Don't always forget to eat just because of work." and slip it into his pocket. Junsu would also always remind him, "Eat your food on time."

17. When Yunho is asked which member he likes the most, he answers first with "I like all of them" but when he was forced to answer, he replied " I like Jaejoong."

18. At a fan meeting, Micky said, "Not only two years, but even until twenty, two hundred, two thousand years...we always have to be together." [So, Yoochun, you're really not going to live in your Yoochun Goong from now on? XD Nah, I know what you're trying to say. XD -Mitz]

19. In April of 2004, when Micky was hospitalized, Micky got angry because Junsu didn't visit him. And Junsu said that he prayed everynight for Yoochoon to recover.

20. One time, Junsu wrote "Dong Bang Shin Gi Big Success" on a piece of paper, and then pasted it on the wall.

21. In 2004, Micky was pranked on some show. A tarot reader gave him a reading and told him that he was going to have very bad luck (of course, it was a lie XD). Jaejoong said, "Your luck is bad, so don't cause trouble for the rest of TVXQ." Micky was very upset. After the show, he ran backstage and was feeling miserable, but then Jaejoong went backstage too and gave him a hug.

22. On July 7, 2005, when TVXQ were in Fangshan, Beijing, female reporters were interviewing Jaejoong. He carefully answered the questions and then made eye contact with leader Yunho as if asking him, "Did I answer appropriately?" Yunho smiled at him and gave a little nod as if to tell him, "Yes, you answered very well."

23. One time, when Junsu was pranked on as an experiment, Yunho and Jaejoong acted as if there was some serious internal strife going on within the group. Poor Junsu was so scared, he nearly cried. [ROFL he even gave his little dolphin wail when he uncovered the prank! - Mitz]

24. When Yunho was pranked as an experiment, before his four fellow members carried on with the prank, they turned to the camera and said, "Yunho, we love you!"

25. Jaejoong said that when the five members cannot find their own underwear, they will wear each others'.

26. In 2005, when Micky was celebrating his birthday in Japan, reporters were asking if they prepared any presents for him. Junsu said, "No, we didn't. There is just our sincerity." Yunho said, "I think, this is what makes a true partner."

27. Everybody's appraisals of Jaejoong: Yunho said, "Although sometimes, he can be rather rough, he is actually the one most like a mother. He is the most gentle member." Junsu said, "He is the most empathic member who cares most about others when they get sick." Yoochun said, "He is a reliable person who will always stand by your side. He is a member of members." Changmin said, "When you compare him to others of the same age, you cannot imagine... Once you look at him, you get an impression of light and nostalgia."

28. At a fanmeeting, Junsu said, "The members are like my brothers. We are just like a family."

29. Four of the members all want to raise dogs, but because Yoochun is scared of them, they all discarded their ideas of getting a dog. (note from portia: During these time Yoochun is Allergic to Dogs, now coz' he's older he's Okay with dogs now, he still can't cuddle them as much but he's Okay and he's allergy not so severe)

30. In 2006, when it was Yunho and Changmin's birthdays, Jaejoong especially wrote a letter for Yunho *ooohh!! loveletter!! JAEHO!!*. JJ, Micky, and Junsu got two pizzas and JJ lighted candles to put on them.

31. In order to make leader Yunho seem taller, Changmin, the actual tallest member, would tend to bend his knees a bit.

32. After Jaejoong's injury, at a fanmeeting, Jaejoong said to the members and fans, "I don't feel any pain. Please do not cry for me! Actually, once I see you guys, I do not feel any pain anymore!"

33. During an interview, Yunho said, "I hope that no matter how many and how great our difficulties may be, we will always overcome them together. Just as long as the five of us are together, we are most happy."

34. The five of them would throw blankets at each other in their dormitory, play rock paper scissors, and play hide and seek in the park.

35. The members said that the five of them have to find some time in the future to go someplace peaceful and quiet, where they can really have fun together.

36. Micky, whose family is in the US said, "Mom is always worried about me living by myself away from home, but because I have the members, I have never felt lonely."

37. When Yunho was asked what his continuing power is, he answered, "Encouragement of the members."

38. Jaejoong said that, "When cooking, salt and sunshine are very important, but Yunho is very important too!"

39. Yunho said that if he was not a member of TVXQ, he would have become a fan of Jaejoong.

40. Yunho said that meeting the four members was the greatest event of his life. He also said that whenever he comes across the word "Promise", he would think about his members.

41. When TVXQ were asked what they most wanted to continue, Yunho answered, "I hope that the members of TVXQ would always continue. Right now, our friendship is already very strong. But I hope that in the future, it will definitely grow even stronger!" Yoochun said, "I hope that the friendship between the members will always remain." Junsu said, "The health of the members is what is most important!"

42. Jaejoong said that if he wanted the presents that fans gave to other members, he can secretly take them. He took someone's shoes, but forgot who they originally belonged to.

43. At a KBS award ceremony, when Yunho and Jaejoong were speaking, Yunho noticed something in Jaejoong's hair and helped him pull it out.

44. In the 51st X-Man, when Micky was playing a game with others, it was very awkward. Yunho, who was on a different team from Micky, especially moved over to Micky's team and gave him a pat on the shoulder.

45. Everyday, Yunho would wake up earlier than the other members and patiently wake them all up.

46.Jaejoong said "I'm the mom and the other members are my children.Yunho corrected him and said, "We are the Dong Bang Family. I am the daddy,
Jaejoong is the mommy, Changmin is the youngest child, and Junsu and Yoochun are the daughters " at this time, Junsu interrupts with a, "Yoochun is my wife!"

47. During the Rising Sun period, Jaejoong was injured and had to use crutches. Yunho would always be following behind him and would gently place his hands on JJ's shoulders to prevent him from falling.

48. During any member's birthday, the other members would pretend that they do not remember the birthday, but would then hold a surprise party.

49. Sept. 10 2005, at a fanmeeting, because Jaejoong could not stand, they all sat down to sing Hug.

50. During the filming of a Samsung camera commercial, Yunho had a backache, so Jaejoong helped him pound his back.

51. Before a performance, Jaejoong would help Yunho fix his tie.

52. In March 2005, when they were in China, Jaejoong's tie came off. Yoochun helped him pull it back while Changmin helped him hold the microphone.

53. During March 2005, in China, Yoochun used his hands to help pick off the tissue paper that was covering Junsu's face.

54. Each time they receive an award, they would always thank "The Members"

Credits:mskim@soompi +fangirlmitz
Shared by: DBSKnights

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[Info] Bigeast 4th FANCLUB EVENT Details

[Reservation period]
October 20, 2009 (Tue) 16:00 – October 26, 2009 (Mon) 18:00

[Time and Venue]

2010/1/19 (Tue)
Kobe World Hall
(1st performance)
Open / Start 14:00 / 15:00

2010/1/19 (Tue)
Kobe World Hall
(2nd performance)
Open / Start 18:00 / 19:00

2010/1/20 (Wed)
Kobe World Hall
(1st performance)
Open / Start 14:00 / 15:00

2010/1/20 (Wed)
Kobe World Hall
(2nd performance)
Open / Start 18:00 / 19:00

2010/1/27 (Wed)
Sendai: Sekisui Heim Super Arena
(1st Performance)
Open / Start 14:00 / 15:00

2010/1/27 (Wed)
Sendai: Sekisui Heim Super Arena
(2nd performance)
Open / Start 18:00 / 19:00

2010/1/30 (Sat)
Yokohama Arena
(1st performance)
Open / Start 13:00 / 14:30

2010/1/30 (Sat)
Yokohama Arena
(2nd performance)
Open / Start 18:00 / 19:30

2010/1/31 (Sun)
Yokohama Arena
(1st performance)
Open / Start 12:00 / 13:30

2010/1/31 (Sun)
Yokohama Arena
(2nd performance)
Open / Start 17:00 / 18:30

[Ticket price]
5,500 yen (tax + ticket shipping included)

[Verification period]
November 2, 2009 (Mon) 12:00 – November 9, 2009 (Mon) 23:00

[Notification]- For Bigeast members only
- If you’d like to have seats in sequence order, then put the name of one representative when ordering. One name is only up to three companions.
- If the companions are not Bigeast members, then it’s not allowed.
- One person can only apply once, modification cancellation is not allowed.

source: bigeast site + jeasuyu + rina
trans: sharingyoochun@wordpress


yay!!

where U at~

i always keep my faith..but little by little the secrets were revealed.i couldnt stand but getting more and more tensed up...those nervous feeling, those feeling of not wanting the worst nightmare to happen is just..i felt it once and i swear i never want to get those feeling again..and that feeling is just the same feeling i had from my house to the hospital when my granny is seriously ill...

and the situation between my family is just soo tensed~ everyone was in a gloomy situation..and this situation is just the same in cassiopeia, tvxq fandom..tvxq family~ i hate this feeling and i never want this feeling anymore..i really wish the 5 would stay together..nobody else beside them could make such a harmonisation...and nobody else like them could show such a passionate feeling towards music and their work..and nobody else like them could have those close relation, just like a brother..the 5 is just a perfect as a group.. D:

call me cynical, but then, just dont let my prediction come true, shenzhen concert is the last of theirs...and my regrets of life, i never get to attend any of their concert yet..D:

i miss the 5..and i want them back...but then, my faith is getting thinner...yunho is ending the drama early..jaejoong's drama havent air despite soo long of delay..changmin's drama havent start filming and keep delaying..all this never seem good to me... before i fully lost my faith and gets in depressing mode, give me something good~

beside that, yunho had been hospitalized yesterday...that is too much for him to bear~ if for this is what they got for being into drama, i wish they would never ever again try becoming an actor~ and there is some speculation that changmin's drama havent start because changmin is always a straight forward and never give in person..and i guess he wouldnt want to involve as a part of his silent protest towards SME to stop the dispute between his beloved hyung and the management company..and also his protest for the unlawful contract..as far as i concerned, changmin is a really really super duper stuborn person...a person who never give in~

crazily about

i wake up on 10am..had my bath and walk to medical building with my books and file..get a grap on my physiology lecturer and throw a few of my doubt to him..getting a well satisfying answer and great understanding, i went to anatomy museum and continue study while waiting for lunch..

and then PAK HAJI told me thursday class were untill 12pm and monday were declared as holiday..i jump up for happiness..and i was totally blown away with the news..spread it to my roommates during lunch and we were happily planning where to shop..since she needs a bag and i need my watch, heels and clothes..XD so there we spazzing on the malls and where to grap our lunch.."i wish i had unagi" blurt out by tsyr xiang.."but i want steamboat" i replied with my puppy eyes.."but i remember u want to have thai tomyam" i continued..and we were happily chatting where to eat and what to eat..laughing all our way to the class and back from class..and to mr.pakkiri surprise, all of us attend english class..and only to our knowledge, he ask to go back after signing the attendance..sign the attendance, we went back and get ready for sports..i leave one important event that happen for the next paragraph.. we went to sport (after i bought my embryology text book) and then went out for dinner (frog,eel and rice/porridge) and then comeback to hostel..

so today, before class end,we received our stethoscope (which i bought for 200 over)...and we were playing with the stethoscope..listening to heart voice and taking pictures for which i will upload the other day..and well, happily investigating our stethoscope..and happily enjoying the day for which soo many good news had come..and beside, we were supposed to wear tradisional clothes tomorrow (for deepavali) and we were thinking what to wear..i was of course happy since there is ntg to read and prepare to online.. my stethoscope:



and i online and joking till i actually open TVXQ THREAD IN SOOMPI..and my day turn darks..real dark..supposingly this title makes me go OMFG!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO and the title reads as : 091014 TVXQ Called To Courts During Trial, But Failed To Reach A Compromise

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!! i never EVER expect this!!! not even im nightmares..i always wish they come into a mutual agreement..afterall SME is where the boys debut and whatever it takes, it brings what TVXQ is for today..call me selfish, but i really really do not wish the boys to go apart from SME..seriously, there is no management company in KOREA is as good as SME..dont talk about JYP in front of me..there is a few hundreds, or maybe thousands reason i could throw to you...and for YGE, if they could get in some new band, BRING BACK MY SE7EN FIRST!!! no way for new company because it was the worst decision ever, unless u have like a whole fortune to waste..and i meant it!! only SME were able to make money nowadays because their artist sells more than 100k for their top boyband and girlband..and even shinee didnt pass 100k but they were somewhere in 80k...if the bands in the company didnt sell, there will not have good cash flow in the company and the situation for what we call FINANCIAL CRISIS will begin.. my day went soo blank and dark....the meeting is called and it was held secretive..it was before the shanghai concert..and now i know why the boys cried..

from the article, it is said the boys had verbal argument with LEE SOOMAN..and also the trio try to tell HOMIN to leave SM as well...beside, some fans had say, the trio wanted to leave SME in the very first place..how true is it?? let just wait till the court had their decision~

miduhyo oppa..nae miduh..jeongmal miduh~

when i thought my day had end, i got shoot again!! YUNHO HEADING TO THE GROUND IS GOING TO STOP DUE TO LOW RATINGS AND HERO WILL BE AIRED EARLY...not fair..damn it!!! yunho had put in a lot of effort to just come out with this result????? wtf!!!!!!!! and well, it isnt that bad drama afterall!!!!!! they change it from 20 episodes to 18 episodes..it is just damn it!!! i hate all the happening now...

and for all the happening today, i drop my tears for all the darkness that is shoot at me..
i just couldnt believe what i had read..and if they ever disband, or just no more 5 people in TVXQ, like changmin had said "Only when the five of us are together, are we called TVXQ!"
and since the 5 werent together, there is no TVXQ..and since there is no TVXQ, bye bye to kpop forever..dont ask me about what is happening to super junior, neither snsd or csjh or ss501 or bigbang or just anyone..i dont even care anymore..

and well, i doubt if there is tohoshinki..for sme had a part in avex..and thus bye to jpop as well..

tears drop and wishes for all this is just nightmare..
together we stand stronger...always keep the faith..5 always together...

mianhaeyo~

it is 4.01am now~ and i just finish reading my anatomy on great vessels of heart..

my bro come and peep on me just now...the first time since the last 2 month i ever study till this hour..ahahha, lazy mee~ and the clock just show me it is 4.02am..XD

anyway, i have been lost from this blogging world for the past 2 weeks??? or maybe less or maybe moree..but then, i had no idea what to post..XD

just dont feel like touching other artist here..not when im not in the mood of posting what others is doing when TVXQ is facing crisis..oh well, nothing in my life is interesting for the moment although i wish i had some interesting moment to share about..

i realise at times, i could just turn on EMO while writing blog..i guess this is a place for me to sigh and whine since there is really no one i could turn on..it is not that im sad or down or emo-ish person but just everything when i try to blog, those emo-ish feeling just comeback..and well, it is just natural~

as for this, at times, i felt the emo-ish moment of yoochun isnt really because he is but it is just at times, when lonely, it comes naturally where the action, the speech and the writting sound emo-ish..okay, do i make sense here?? NO!! never mind then~

better end my post here..i had been typing and deleting and typing and deleting the lower post..XD good night everyone~

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The days I could not think preciously of another person other than me,
Because of the loneliness which became natural for me,
The incandascent sun which bothered the mornings,
The bright moon which lightened the road at night,
The small and innocent memories make me sulk and restless

credit : Shim Changmin