when things isnt on the way u wanted
when u seem to have lost your path
when the world seems to spin without you

at soo many of this when..this time

i search for a shoulder to lean on...an ear for me to release all my tears and weeps..where i dont need to crave a smile...where i could give out my true feelings..
where i could be the real me..

and only to realise, i have none...only to realise, im still the puppet of my own life..
only come to realise, i led such a fake life....im such a fake person who smile when i never wanted to smile..to hold back my tears who were craving to release themselves...

im nobody...just a puppet to this realistic life...