i did wrong

like 2AM's song..am i really did wrong??? did i really did something wrong???

did i mess up everything n caused everyone in the worst state ever??but..it wasnt even my prob in the first effing place.....i dont know!!!! i hate it..i really do~~ why cant just understand my pov??!!!! why am i the one had to understand?!!!!!

why am i the one stuck in the middle and sucked up everything?!!
i hate it..im doing my very best to make everyone happy..and why it is sooo hard to make everyone feel happy for the decision...

to accommodate with it, i really did my best..but how come i feel like i fucked up everything???? and i think i really fucked up everything..== a decision to make everyone happy, is it that hard??? i really...i really....i dont know what else i can do...

i really dont know...and to get scolded for something that is out of my concern, it is really....i dont know..the whole thing makes me @@ from the moment i open my eyes in the morning...

i understand everyone's position...but may i ask, who understand my stand????


to everyone, im sorry i couldnt fulfill ur condition...i did my very best...and i hope u could understand...to karen and adrian, im sorry..if i could just confirm the blm house, i wouldnt put u guys in such condition...

like the song..

i really did wrong..and i really sorry...mianhae~