꼭은 아니더라도

finish 2 of my pressure paper...yay!!!! it feel soo nice since the next 4 days will be HBM paper...phew...what a break!!! seriously, anyone entering medicine, be prepared mentally as well physically...mentally is a MUST!!!! imagine a girl like me, and i mean ME!!!, feel soo much pressure and stress, i cried everytime i talk to my mum on the phone!! i tried to control and hold back, but upon listening to my mum's voice and my dad, my tears just drop...it is just uncontrable!!! to all newcomers, good luck i would say...medic is really...

now i would admit, medic is just not a nice pathway...bt for me, all i can do is to move forward...no backward..no withdrawal....and im glad i could go back by next week....leave this damn effing hell for 1month and 3 weeks...i am just GLAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is effing tired!!!! gosh, im using too much of vulgarities now...bt then, what you expect from a fully stress, fully pressured and fully PHEK CHEK student???? nice word?? nah~ this effing final is just damn tiring...too much of energy drainage...

let me tell yea why???
- first of all, the feeling of having final AND COULDNT FAIL is already a dead end...u couldnt waste like crazily RM50k again right??!!!!!!!!! so u couldnt fail the final..not to mention the stupid paper contribute for 70%
- it has 40McQ, 20 TRUE/FALSE , 8 SHORT ANSWERED QUESTION (which is not short afterall -10m each) and 2 LONG ANSWERED QUESTION (20m each)
- for the format of this much things, u have only, and i mean ONLY 3 hours to do...plan your damn time..it ticks without waiting you...
- last bt not least, you have a whole bunch of notes...all had the EQUAL chance of coming out and bomb each of us....and the allocation for the question isnt that much compare to what we had...

crazy??? yes!!!! it is!!!!!! the stupid pressure!! urgh..and let me tell you, for each MCBM paper, there is 2 element and the 2 damn element are hard core!!!!
MCBM 1 - ANATOMY (one whole big file) and PHYSIOLOGY (half big file)
MCBM 2 - BIOCHEMISTRY (one whole big file) and PHARMACOLOGY (half big file)
MCBM 3 - MICROBIOLOGY (one whole big file) and PATHOLOGY/NEOPLASIA (half big file)

this is crazy!!!! michyeo!!!!!!!!!!!urghhh...to pass for this damn effing paper, you are consider, great!!!XD i just hope i pass...sighhh..too much of adrenaline rush..too much of increased heart beat and stress...i so gonna get myslef insomia, hypertension and depression...=.=

while put aside what happen in my exam..it was supposed to chill and cool...recently i downloaded FT Island new album..surprisingly, i love the whole album..it is nice!!! XD i like track7... is beautiful....and of course im addicted to snsd latest mini album....and kicking out 2ne1 single..XD SNSD - GENIE and ONE YEAR LATER is nice...but then i still recommend FT ISLAND..the whole album is great...love it...

my favourite track 7


XD enjoy!! XD
happy day~~








SMTOWN LIVE ‘09 SET LIST프로그램리스트

01 OPENING! ‘SHOW TIME’ – DBSK / SUPER JUNIORS
02 Real – SHINee
03 아.미.고 - SHINee
04 Honey – SNSD
05 Wrong Number – TVXQ !

[특별방송]

06 Hug – DBSK
07 Twins – SUJU
08 Timeless – Zhang Li yin feat. XiaH
09 Into the new world - SNSD
10 replay – SHINee

11 One love – XiaH & Hyunkjae
12 매력적인 21세기 – Yunho / Micky / Shindong / Key
13 I’m alone –Tiffany (SNSD)
14 In My Room – SHINee
15 I Will – Li yin

16 Complete - SNSD
17 1 year later – SNSD Feat. O-new
18 Mirotic – DBSK
19 Purple Line – DBSK
20 You’re My Miracle– DBSK

21 SORRY, SORRY – SUJU
22 A man in love – SUJU
23 마주치지 말자 (Let’s not… )– SUJU KRY
24 I believe – DBSK
25 Love like oxygen– SHINee

26 Talk to you – SHINee
27 One More Try – Li yin
28 다음겨울 – Ryowook / ONEW / Yesung
29 Snow Dream – SM TOWN
30 Can you hear me – Taeyeon (SNSD)
31 Way to go (Himnae) - SNSD
32 Etude – SNSD

[Dance Battle]
Donghae / Yunho / Hyoyeon / HyukJae / Shindong / XiaH / Yuri
33 Special Guests Time
34 Show Me Your Love – DBSK / SUJU

[무대콤백]

35 It’s you - SUJU
36 Juliette - SHINee
37 Tell me your wish - SNSD
38 사랑이 금지됐다 – Li yin
39 U - SUJU
40 Love in the ice - DBSK
41 Gee - SNSD
42 Balloon - DBSK
43 Let's go on a trip – SM TOWN