explanation

have you ever caught in a place where everyone wants you to say what is in your mind only to rebut it later ?? and still, want to know what is your opinion ??
have you ever been in a place where nobody would want to listen to your explanation and when they finally saying what u plan to say and then blames it on you that you havent talk about it??

i had... had it so much that at time i passed it on with "sorry but i have no idea" "anything u want" "whatever" "i have no comment" "its okay"

taking all the bother to explain about something... why would i when nobody is listening.. is it fun to say so much and yet nobody going to care what is on???

why would i say it in the first place when nobody believe me??
why would i explain myself and make myself heard when everything i said is a nag to all ears??

i learn a lot in staying in... thank you for all the valuable lectures..
i learnt something in this 2 years... have you???

i learnt not to comment so much in something.. nobody interested, nobody wants to know... keep it to yourself
i learnt that people only had interest when it comes to their own interest... if not, they wouldnt care to listen about it... if it applies only to your interest, keep it to yourself... because once they had done or settle with theirs, they will never bother bout yours...

i care so i say...
i keep quiet... not because i being less noisy, it is because i choose to mute myself, as well as mute my care...

being housemate and only housemate is all we have now~
let's enjoy another year .... and close it nicely~