mind game

mind game...
is it so fun?? isnt it tiring.. guessing each and every thing a person trying to do/ say...
even guessing what one going to say... why breaking such an excitement??

are u indicating "wait for you" by elliot yamin ..


or

separate lives by phil collins


i dont know.. i have no idea what is happening around me..
it is so confusing... i am so confused...

should i really confront u... and tell u what i really feel???


should i hold on still....
or
should i just let off??

i admit... i still miss you~ i really do!!!

anyeong sarang anyeong

from the start i took up the courage to love you....

then i took in my stubborn in holding on to the love i never see a future...
i become coward in not letting it off...

today i took back my courage and decide to let it off...

i am proud of myself... ^^

.............

so this is how i will feel??
so this is how one felt when they had a taste of freedom???

no wonder i always find a a big place with no ends calming.. like the wide blue sea and a green big field... it is always so calming just by looking to it...
probably it is just part of me, part of me who restricts myself...
a part of me who cries for freedom...

by looking to the wide place, where there is unlimited freedom,something i always want, something i always scared to have it...

thanks for giving me a taste of freedom.. so this is how it feels like...
i shall never forget how it feels like... :D