the diary of a soul

possible?

2012-01-15T13:06:00.000+08:00

is it true that blood is thicker than water??
many said that no matter what happen u had your family member behind your back??? is the theory applicable to all types of situation or it is only applicable to some, just like the other life theory???

human, dont them change over certain period of time??? separated and living in other place, looking at the different life, thinking of different theory, and ending up having different mindset and with this, argument tend happen in every way~~

with this, could still family member be together??? living under a same roof??

i had seen people leaving their family member alone in the nursery home, i had seen siblings fighting over the money, i had seen own family member cheating each other, and some even rape their own child...

how could this happen??? if family wasnt the safest people to be around, whoelse??

just like mine, if i dont even care so much about them, leaving them to do what they like so that they could be happy for that particular moment, could it be better???
maybe this way would be better....

a mute never hurt anyone... they just dont~ and im learning this theory~~
a NOMB would be best.. =)

tangled

2011-12-30T19:24:00.000+08:00

the year is ending soon~ we will be greeting the whole new year in another 2 days?? no..another day~ 2011 ending..2012 approaching.. after 3 months of tears, 3 months of anger, 3 monts of happiness, 3 months of smile,

despite the fact at times we wish the time could stop, despite something big happen in our life, our grandpa clock just keep on ticking..and well, after adding up those 3 months...here we are, 12 months of our life.. =)

life is so unpredictable.. *laugh*

oh and oh, the title "tangled" is because...i watch TANGLED which is basically RAPUNZEL this afternoon~ =D
it definitely ends with a fairy tale way - happily ever after...

bt does life really end happy ever after in everyone life?? for how many percent??
i certainly have no idea...and no idea how to count...

just a little innocent question : Will i ever had the fairy tale ending in my life if i hold a stronger faith in it???? a stronger belief and trust...

i dont know...till the day my life is ending~ =) for now, let's just celebrate the countdown of the brand new year 2012...
should i do a evaluation on my life in 2011??? yeah i should bt i am not going to tell u guys~ hahaha... =) and my resolution, as i said before, the one and only one... live a simple happy life~ =D

tata~~

two...

2011-12-28T14:46:00.001+08:00

when two become one~~

people who listen to the 90s will remember this song..from SPICE GIRLS though~ =)
but oh well, not talking about the 90s music although i wonder where they gone... neither am i talking about SPICE GIRLS, once my top favourite girl group... =)

have anyone ever count the number of junction one had already encounter in 2 decades of life?? plenty isnt it...even in choosing our dear meal such as having western food today or just simply a bowl of fruits.. =) in this full of chaos, full of excitement, full of curiosity, full of disappointment, full of happiness life, it is also full of choices and the unwanted junction... =)

i bet everyone when reach this ever loved-yet-hated junction of life, where they about to take a big bend and there is no U-turn along this road, they eventually lowered their head, look thru the grasses and see as far as they could, till where the bend obstruct their vision... step a little forward, look again, still ntg could be seen... take a little step to the right, look again thru the grass, satisfied?? no?? then walk a little to the left, look again, happy??? no?? then jump up a little, wishing we could see what is awaiting in front...still nothing could be seen... alright, then i shall see what is waiting for me in another route.. did the same thing, comeback with the same disappointment..

one road seems like it had been wear off... one just had few prints, so few that u can actually count the footprint with the little cold finger of yours... should i be the safe one and continue with the road that had been used like a thousand times, or should i brave myself and explore the route that is used less than 10?? will i be stronger walking through the tall grass?? or i be safe walking on top of the small weeds that had been step a few times.. standing there still, thinking which road to be taken...

and this reminds me of the poem i read in school.... the road not taken by robert frost :

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

in our life, it is always with choices, we look, we consider, we even weight both the decision.. the grass that obstruct part of your view, it represent the obstruction in the decision we took...we weight that it look likes it weigh the same...could it be the same asked our little heart...the bend we look into, represent the change in our life...could the bend bent at the same degree??? would we be still the same person we are after the bent?? our little brain wonder... down the road, down the muddy road, will my wagon ever had a chance to turn and back to the same junction i had been to??? will when i finally return to the same junction, i am still the same person judging the 2 roads?? will the route ever look the same?? without the footprint of mine???

had you ever wonder what would it be when we took the right, what makes us be if we were in the left?? i dont know about others, neither can i be bother about it... but at least i do...i did wonder if i ever take a turn to the right, what would happen to me if i were at the left??? would the accident that bound to happen on the right could be prevented if i turn my car to the left?? is the journey to the right is shorter compare to the journey on the left?? when i met my friends on the right, will that mean i lose the chance to meet them when i am on the left??? what is there waiting at the left?? at what price did i pay when i take up my determination... =) i just wondered..

but hey, i just wonder...never did i ever take a u-turn and back to the junction where i pick up the right and left the left forever unknown....life is full of excitement, well again depend on how we look at it...the right has it own excitement... has it own world to be explored...has it own grass that stand tall~ i took my determination, my courage to pick the unwanted road...again, i wear off my courage to continue going down the bent.. i had no idea how much it has mould me into...can i say i am still the same person who made the choice?? am i stronger from all the tall grass?? am i better off with choices next time in my life???
till the time i reach another junction, then my mysterious answer would be answered...

you might ask, am i in the right pathway?? will the sun finally shine on the road..
i had no idea...could i ever judge the route if it is right or vice versa... could i jump up and point my finger on the road and scream, I AM SO WRONG ON PICKING YOU.. could i say IF ONLY I CHOOSE THE OTHER INSTEAD OF YOU!!
no..i cant.. all road has it good and bad...it is basically the same..
the difference is that, how we learn from it...from the tall grass, from the pebbles on the road, from the sand that caught your eye, from the hot ray of the sun, each and everything taught us how to handle our life..and eventually when we walk out from this road, sometimes down the timeline, we will be someone we taught ourselves, we will be able to proudly say I AM WHO I AM...

2012 is nearing...what is my new year resolution?? each and every year i make a hell long list of it...but for this year, i would only make one...that is to live a simple happy life~ =) wish me luck!! ^^

...

2011-12-16T14:37:00.002+08:00

[Chorus]
Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

[Verse]
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

[Chorus]

count on me

2011-12-16T14:26:00.001+08:00

u can count on me like 1,2,3
i'll be there
and i know that i need it i can count on you like 4,3,2
and u'll be there..
that's what friends supposed to do oh yeah~

from Bruno Mars... =)

is it true that i can actually count on someone so out of thought, out of mind???
can i really throw temper, laugh loudly, present what i really feel to someone i call friend??
can i really trouble them and expect them not to be angry and no matter how many times they had to amend my mistake for me and yet quietly standing there for me again???

can i ???

i always thought that in this whole wide world, the only people i can be angry about, i can trouble about and i can really be who i am, expressed what i feel and confidently know that they are still here with me is none other than my own family member....they are the only people i know i can be who i am and nt being pretentious... because i know they are the people i can really count on~ and ps : this does not include someone i call boyfriend~ =D

dont ask me why this post..it just pass my brain..
face it, this world didnt revolve just around us...the world wont stop because of certain thing and certain person...
time heals someone, as well as remodel other... how long can we actually be the same person we used to be???
and how long since people stop condemn on others and look at themselves???

in this whole wide world, who will stop and look?? look on something that pass by... look on what they had just missed??? what that had just walk into their life...

everything and anything could be said...but could those everything and anything be done???

i dont know...and i wouldnt want to know~~

G.O.N.E

2011-11-07T15:37:00.001+08:00

recently the amount of my family members decrease by one again... 4 years ago, i for the first time, really feel the loss of a family members (is the time when my granddad pass away, i am still young to know what it means by going away forever..although i remember the scene vividly but the feeling at that time,it is just like another normal day) who is my granny, now going thru again, everything is just like deja wu..

one of them said at one night, our family members goes down one again..when they gone, they gone forever.. no way where their face can be shown in the pictures anymore..no way we can hear their voices again~

that day i was in Sungai Petani when my mum called me...shaking, i answered the call.. "your aunty passed away already" ... shocked!! i know i supposed to get ready when i answered the call..i was hoping for another thing..just anything..or even wrong person..i am just shocked and surprised...just a fade answer "really? when??" i dont know what else should i say...it happen the same damn thing again... the time when my granny passed away, i received it thru call also!!! they say granny wants a cup of coffee..my mum volunteer to go and get it and i follow her... just a while, we received call that she passed away...

a while after when i finally sit down....i started to weep... she might be talking less to all of us....but then, the fact that ever since we stayed at the same apartment, she been a caring person, bringing food on friday knowing my mum doesnt cook on that day... the fact that i had been visiting her ever since she is sick, looking at her day by day deteriorating although i hate her children who is my cousin...it is still sad that she left the world... she was 50 something when she left the world...

they are right... when one person is gone, they gone forever..what is left in this world is nothing but memories of them... memories of their deeds... memories of their acts~

cherish them and dont be shy to say I LOVE YOU before it's too late... because once u are late in it, regrets will be there forever...

just like me..havent had the time to tell granny that i love her, she left...the fact that when she tries to tell me something about her belonging, i asked her not to think too much and get better faster..she continue to sleep..that day i sit beside her in the hosp... all day long and i didnt even say it to her... the next day, she left..and that when she left, even if i said it a thousand times, she wouldnt able to listen to it...i am sorry...i am sorry that i presented myself in a way u thought i wouldnt care..but then i actually care... and i care a lot... not only me, but we... we care a lot~

granny and aunty...rest in peace.. may your soul found the eternity happiness... =)
I LOVE YOU

though forgotten

2011-10-30T14:22:00.000+08:00

saw one of my own post... "phailed fans" .. a post i wrote for our baby dolphin, junsu's birthday last year...

i wrote it in a way who junsu is in the eye of tvxq members...in my own interpretation when i watch them from rising sun era~ =) well, what a normal cassiopeia will feel about them~ wonder what will i write this year.. =)

it seems like it is already 2 years ever since that heartbreaking news announced and till now there is no sign of collide or whatsoever... dont ask me how is the lawsuit, i definitely had no idea~ how is kpop for now, i could only say enjoy the music...for the industry is too dark for a normal eye vision to analyze ... oh well, it could be me who had gradually stop stalking all this kpop~ =)

anyway, while reading about my post on dong bang shin ki, ultimately still my top favourite group, am i still keeping that faith??? am i still hoping them to comeback??? who am i now? still a cassiopeia???

i am still a cassiopeia~ just not an active one.. *giggle*

hoping them to comeback...how should i say it..i am still keeping my faith that 5 of them are coming back, keeping my belief that they are still friends and that everything happen it's because of money~ well, money is root of all evil right?? =)

it's just that for now, if they are happy with the way they are, i will support them as who they are... tvxq or jyj... they are still my beloved oppa~ =)

but then...if they could comeback then it would be the best~ =)

i still miss them~ i still rewatch all the funny clips of theirs...it's getting lesser in youtube~ good thing i had it in my external HD~ xD

cassiopeia~ i am still a cassiopeia with the red balloon... the promise i had made is still with me... i wish i could spam your twitter or anything but then i know a lot of fans will do the same thing..i will just wave the red balloon silently...=)

SM Town LIVE in NEW YORK!!

2011-10-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

whee!! it's SM TOWN LIVE IN NEW YORK~ =)

for most of people who dont get me....SM TOWN is a group of singers all under the BIG INFLUENTIAL company called the SM ENTERTAINMENT... =D

SM ENTERTAINMENT aka SM엔터테인먼트 , is definitely not the SADISM and MASOCHISM entertainment but STAR MUSEUM... there are people saying SM stands for SOO MAN which is the name of the founder LEE SOO MAN~ =)

SM ENTERTAINMENT for most of kpop-ers knew, is a house of most KPOP big names like H.O.T (disbanded - top idol band in the 90s - only KANGTA is left in SME), S.E.S (disbanded - top girl group in the 90s), SHINHWA (top idol band in the 90s - left sme), BoA, DONG BANG SHIN KI aka TVXQ (still here but then long story - their influence is still phenomenal!!!!! dont deny their power..=D ), THE GRACE (nowhere to be seen but is famous for a while back in 2005), SUPER JUNIOR , GIRLS GENERATION, SHINEE and F(X)

so yeah, they are called the SM TOWN... if im nt mistaken they are the 1st to group all their artist to release albums and also holding concert...and now the first to hold concert in all over the world... =D let's not be in the state of denial and agree mr LEE is a great leader..great businessman ~ =D

anyway, they recently (just like 2 days ago??), held their concert in NEW YORK... can u believe it?? it's full!!!!!!!! FULL!!!!! im proud of this family...
they are a group of talented, hardworking and good looking artist...=) but well, most of the time their talents are critics by others mainly because haters hate the fact they are good looking and they can sing and also ... mainly because they are from SME which is so big and great in management, some butthurt fans just couldnt take the fact their oppa, unnie or dongsaeng is not up to par~ =D

life are full of jealousy~ xD

anyway here is the video upload by SM TOWN youtube~ let's just enjoy the show~

i have no idea why there is no KANGTA and also CSJH since dana and sunday had a comeback~ =.= if there is, i shall comeback with it~

vent

2011-10-14T16:01:00.002+08:00

i am upset...i seriously do~~

to as why???

=_____________________________=

insanity,of mercy or of harshness

2011-10-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

i said i am coming back for a post on the current posting i am posted to which is psychiatric... =) i think most us knew what it means by psychiatric.. all this while, well at least me, had been having a distance or a gap towards people i label as insane~

wandering around, living in the world created by their own and to continue living in delusional state...lost of human primary function and lost of touch with the reality world..i had seen them and believe me, instead of i thought i would laugh at them for what they did, i actually found myself pity them...of course i am scared of them, there is a NO way i would stand alone in the ward or to let myself alone with those people..call me anything u like but then, u would never knew what they could do next...and top of it, there is , well i admit, there is a invisible wall separating me and them~ i am sorry for making myself a gap with people i called patient, but then, well, i am just basically...SCARED~ =)

i was in the car with my mum and we pass by the hospital well known of keeping psychiatric patient...my mum was saying, the god loves them so much that HE free them from the worries of the world and live in eternal happy...

my question is...is it the mercy from HIM or harshness from HIM as a result of karma??

i seen most of the patient....they indeed live in their own world, living in their-self-imaginary world... u can say they are living in eternal happiness, to forgot about the trouble human encounter all day long, the worrisome life and troublesome people and sadness of an events...

if i could choose to live in the world of insanity or in the world of sane, one with eternal happiness or the other with all taste of life u could ever imagine (to go way down low and to climb all the way up).....

i would choose to live in the world of sane...

life maybe full of ups and downs, and to certain people, it might have more down than up, so much of down that they probably forgot what it be like to be up...but doesnt this makes what we call LIFE?? the reason we had been going thru each day is to built this beautiful memories even with the down because without sadness, what are happiness right??? anyway, i told my mum, yes, it's nice that we dont have memory of the sadness and not going thru the torture of life, but then if one to be turn insane, they themselves forgot the happy moment of their life..basically their memories on themselves reduce to Z-E-R-O!!! i rather keep all the sadness in my memories and at one point of my life, i maybe passing by the place and recollects what had happen...

passing by the tree and said to probably my grandchild "ur granny fall down and hurt her butt before here"
passing by the school and said "aww, miss lim scolded me for not passing up my homework"

u know, it would be sad thing during that time but when collecting it after 10 years, it becomes something that u can really smile at and just by recalling, it makes u happy...believe me, try to recall something in your childhood to your friend and of course a bad experience to you at that time of event... =D

it would be sucks that time but gradually as time passes, it becomes something beautiful in your mind... =) mum may not notice it but everytime she recalls her hard teenage years, she actually say it with a smile...i know because i notice the graceful smile when she talks about it~ =)

the reason why people say TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS....

it's so true~ =D

beside this, the person to suffer with people like this, it would be none other than the family members... =(
some even dump their own family member in the ward, some were left alone....how it feels like when your family abandon you~ i dont know how it feels like and i never will...it's way to scary even just by imagining it~ i wonder if they even knew their own feeling???

is it really that the god had mercy on them??? or it's just merely a punishment ???
what do you think??? would u rather to gain eternal bliss or to continue living with the devils?

anyeong~

2011-10-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

haha.. how long since i last update here.. hmmm, seems like it been 2 weeks??? or a month??? =D

anyway, i wanted to write something for the posting i had been in recently - psychiatric... but then as i was browsing around my blog, it seems like there is wayyyyyy too little or should i say negligible post on myself??? =) probably a good sign, probably not... hahahaha!!

having said that, well this post is dedicated...... TO MYSELF!! woohoot~ =) well im not going to post the "about me" corner... xD not going to grumble over something bad as well... i learn to appreciate what i had u know...after watching some certain people who i feel are unlucky compare to myself~ =)

oh....i tried to diet~ =D i wonder if it works out...because i feel that i am still FAT!!!!!! T_T i wonder how or when only my weight will drop another 5kg~~ oh god, PLEASE HELP ME!!!!! T.T okay, shut the damn crap...

i supposed to do more exercise rather than sitting down and looking at this pretty laptop~ =) sooner or later i will be like my own wallpaper... MR FOREVER BEAR!!

i danced tonight.. right after class, i started dancing till well 7pm?? okay, i am definitely exaggerating the time span..i only dance like...1 hour???? but the amount of hair drop on the floor and the sweat running down is a NO joke~ =D and well i am happy for the sweat but hating the part where i had to pick up my dear hair.. "please dont drop so much when i swing myself??" xD

as for dinner, lately i dont really had dinner... i had fruits as dinner!!! is it healthy?? my mum claimed it was unhealthy~ really??? o_O well to all, diet-ing is hard and torturing... why da hell do i plan to diet anyway~ sulk!!! T.T

!!!!!
i will write a post later on~ =) had to finish at least one set of notes~ xD
and i need to either buy/photostate BOOKS or....i couldnt study in peace~ T.T

SOMEDAY

2011-09-09T22:50:00.004+08:00

recently i am so addicted to the new song released by U-KISS, a short name of Ubiquitous Korean International Super Star aka 유키스 ...

the group recently release their 2nd album (after changing 2 members), NEVERLAND .. great song, no doubt but there is one particular song that caught my attention..and surprisingly it is not their main song (just like when B2ST released FICTION & FACT, the song that grab the attention is ON RAINY DAYS)..

the song that caught me is SOMEDAY.. i just love the harmonization in the song and the meaning...it's awesome!!! ^^ anyway here is the song for you guys to judge it~ =)

the lyrics :
#Romanization:
Ttaeron hit ttaeron miss geureon geoji mwo
Naeireun an teullimyeon dwae gojak silsuil ppuninde

Ttaeron mit, ttaeron wi, ttaeron Number 1
Mwo ildeung hae bwatja naeryeogal gilbakke eobseul ppuninde

Eobseumyeon geunyang eomneundaero saneun geoji mwo
Gajigi jeonen mollatdeon yoksimdeuril ppuninde oh (o)

Jigeum neo himdeuldaneun geon got noryeokhaetdan jeunggeoil ppuniya
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it's alright

You get some right, you get some wrong
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya
When you fall down, when you get up
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya

Ibyeoriramyeon geunyang geunyeol noha jwo
Geojitdoen nunmul boyeodo inyeoni anigetji mwo

Tteonal sarameun tteonaganeun geoji mwo
Geurae geu yeope isseobwatja eonjengan geuraetgetji oh

Jigeum neo himdeuldaneun geon
Got saranghaetdan jeunggeoil ppuniya
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it's alright

You get some right, you get some wrong
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya
When you fall down, when you get up
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya

The past is the past is the past
Jinan gieogeun ije geuman It's the past
Oraen sigandongan maeil apeugiman haetdeon
The Past is the past is the past
Neoreul itge han naldeurin geor~

Everybody wins sometimes
Everybody knows you lose some

You get some right, you get some wrong
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya
When you fall down, when you get up
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya

-

#Translation:
Sometimes hit, sometimes miss, it’s always like that
Just do it right tomorrow, it’s just a small mistake

Sometimes bottom, sometimes top, sometimes number 1
Getting 1st place, you can only go down

Without it, just live without it
It’s just greed you have before you win it oh

Your suffering now is a sign of your hard work
Everybody knows you tried
Everybody knows it’s alright

You get some right, you get some wrong
Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come
If it’s separation, just let her go
She might show lying tears, maybe it wasn’t destiny
People who have to go, just go
Sure being next to them it might happen oh
Being tired right now
It’s just evidence of your love
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it’s alright

You get some right, you get some wrong

Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come
The past is the past is the past
Previous memories
It’s the past

The long painful days
The Past is the past is the past
The days to forget you~

Everybody wins sometimes
Everybody knows you lose some

You get some right, you get some wrong
Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring there will be days to smile,
Eventually a day to smile will come
Eventually a day to smile will come

--
credit: storyaboutagirl-chocolate

get your might ready and let's start sing along!! hahaha... =)
there is always a day to smile! ^^

did i did an introduction for U-KISS??? maybe you guys could check it here : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/U-KISS
they are so way underrated!!! they are no doubt talented singer, hardworking with great personality and with great face~ it's just amazing how they could be so underrated... do support them and their new album - NEVERLAND~

this song is way better than the STEP or whatsoever the name is by KARA... =)
support them and get the album from : http://www.yesasia.com/global/u-kiss-vol-2-neverland-poster-in-tube/1024883060-0-0-0-en/info.html
http://www.yesasia.com/global/u-kiss-vol-2-neverland/1024879425-0-0-0-en/info.html

U-KISS HWAITING!! ^^

of keeping or of letting it go~

2011-09-08T17:09:00.001+08:00

im back again in ermm...more than 12 hours less than 24 hours.. =)

another debate is on~ wee!! it's just a simple question to be started off... it's a debate of with no ending because at the end, it depends on what u think and i dont doubt any of your point...since i respect what decision you take like how i hope u will respect mine.. =)

its a debate open to all~ =)

the question is :

WILL YOU EVER ABORT IF YOU WERE SCREENED WITH A BABY OF CONGENITAL ABNORMALITY ??

a baby which require a life time attention and care?? will you choose to continue on with the task given by god or will you give up ??

i am a medical student...i have learn about this congenital abnormality..i have seen some of kids with this kind of illness...i asked myself, what if one day i was gifted by the god on this child, will i have the bravery and courage to take up the mission like the mother i had seen?? will i have the enough patient and love for the child with such condition...let me stress on my point, im not looking down on those child but i know how hard it is to raise such child and the confidence for myself, it is just so low that i know i will never handle such stress...

if you were to ask if i will let it go...my answer is : I WILL...

i read on some debate...the child is a gifts of god and it wasnt up to our rights to take away his chance of life...and well of course as his/her mother, i had no rights on taking away his/her rights to breath before he/she even had the chance to breath in...i could, i mean i could give up the life for the child... to care for the child, to love the child and to give everything and anything in this world to my baby~ i dont mind going tru anything and did just anything for him/her for they are the world to me~ a instinct of a mother..the love of a mother, one shouldnt doubt it .. (unless some weird jackass that doesnt deserved to be a parent...)

but then again, for how long will i care for the child, for how long can i care for the child?? for how long can i look after the child?? let's just if i had a life time of 80 years...and i had the baby at the age of 25, i could and i will care for him for 55 years..after that???? if *touchwood* i had to leave the world, who is there for him??? do i rely on others for a baby of my own??? will or should he follow me to the gate of hell???? who will be there caring for him??? and then again, can he care for himself?? i can have a lot a lot of money, but will he stand up for himself?? not that he will, can he??? can he stood up for himself, guard himself against all danger waiting outside?? once i close my eyes, can someone make sure that my baby is safe till the day god brings him with HIM?

can i rely on others to care for my baby?? it's just reality~ i know it hurts~ but again, it's reality... u can take care for him..u are the world to him..but if one day, you left, what will happen to the baby???will the world crash down on him??? im scared, so scared to imagine what will happen then...

apart from this, the suffer is not only on us...i dont mind having all the hurts including his...but this can never happen...
the parents are not the only one suffer...can he smile genuinely?? can he be happy for who he is???

let's face it...the society, no matter how much one group try to change, the view of society is so strong it could never change... those stereotypical thinking and look will never just disappear... the reality that sooner or later he has to face, the tease and laughter...can he really be happy?? even with the warmest hug from me, will he ever feel he belongs to the world?? being different from normal, those feeling is hard to for one to understand..can he be strong enough to face the world???

i dont know and i never had the courage to know..if my baby had the strong will, a strong personality to face the future awaiting for him...
i being a small human in this big world had no strength and courage to take up the big noble mission from the god...

i rather be called cruel murderer then be...giving birth to a baby who i know will have a rough life in front of him~ giving birth to a baby who i know wouldnt really happy for his life...and probably blaming me for what he had to face later on in his life~

i rather him to be happy somewhere else~~

so... how about you??

p/s : anyway, in MALAYSIA it is illegal to abort a child unless the child is dead in-utero (under natural causes) and also it posses threat to maternal life...apart from this 2 reason, it is illegal to abort a child~

bump

2011-09-07T19:22:00.002+08:00

will u cry if u watch a touching movie or read a touching article?? did you ever let your tears roll down for all to see all the time???

we were talking about a video..a touching video sin woi show me last night after yeeling and shu huey birthday celebration at raja uda.. YES! YES YES!!! we drove all our way from SUNGAI PETANI right to RAJA UDA for a dinner and chat and play and went back to SUNGAI PETANI at 12am~ =D crazy bunch of kids..wait, crazy bunch of medical student~ =)

anyway after the dinner, sin woi show me a video of marriage proposal...what is it all about i think u guys should watch it to judge it~ for me personally, i think it is soo heart warming..it does touched me to a point i actually cried...but well, like he say, each person had differ threshold so yeah,watch it to judge it:

okay back...on the way back to my hometown after the external meeting and a day fooled by AIMST, this story are brought up...and the fact that i cried because of this are also well, brought up~ i admit, i had low threshold.. but hey who wont cry over this video:

he said, it's because of you never fall before... and thus my topic start..=)

how will u define fall down?? and i dont literally mean falling down and hurt yourself..wat i meant here is hurting yourself in a way it affect you psychologically..something that hurt u in the way that it may affect u for life..not just a little scar found on your hand or leg or well, maybe butt...but yeah, that kind of fall...

the problem is that, he say i never fall before...how much can u see if one person is having those bumps in ones life???? i probably had a big bump that changes me but does that mean i had to show to the world that i have grow an inch taller because of the bump that makes my head swollen an inch higher...

i said before..it depends on what a person think about the situation..if his mind is saying YES I HAD FALL DOWN AND I FALL SO HARD I COULDNT EVEN STAND UP, then the man has fallen~ but if the mind were saying IT'S OKAY, IT'S ALRIGHT, IT WASNT SO BAD LIKE I THOUGHT AND THERE IS ALWAYS NEXT TIME, then well, he didnt fall so bad...what happen at the end of the day is how we see it...

if fighting with your BFF is so bad for someone, in which it happen to me, it doesnt give u a valid reason on building up a big wall separating yourself or being over sensitive in everything happen around you...and that includes JOKES...i been thru that and i think it is pretty worst type one could ever face...but then did that makes me someone ingoing?? did that make me someone depressed??? being nihilistic???

answer is NO..yes im being over happy, jolly and yes i did mumble on being bad being sad and being isolated...but what im saying is that, in the end of the day (i am quoting the external examiner..haha! i borrow ur quote!) wat makes the day, if it is bad, if is good or it being excellent or u just wanna die from what had happen, is how our brain think..happiness isnt all about the incident but what our mind think...what our mind conceive, what our mind think is what we see, what we heard, what we smell and wat we eat....i know it's completely opposite from wat we were taught (what we see, what we hear and what we say is what the mind conceived) ...

if we were taught from the very beginning that red is always blue and all colors are white, we are going to see red is actually blue...and colors are actually white ... if we were taught that dogs are called cats and vice versa, what we see as dog today will be called cat...

everything is in our almighty brain....what we think made our day... let it be sad or happy, it co-exists... we dont simply stop sad completely because it hurts.. because sad is what makes happy...what is happiness when u dont taste sadness...=)

so yeah, how do u know if i never had those little bumps throughout my life??? how you know i never had a bad day??? it just how my brain see the situation~ =)

and oh, congrats to all my housemates for passing thru year 3...see ya' in year 4...xD

p/s: if that video is too long to watch, this is the most critical moment : (and the moment that makes me cry..)

if this world ever had this guy for me..oh well, there will be !!! =) i believe~

beautiful~

2011-07-28T17:43:00.005+08:00

the world is beautiful isnt it..=) i am actually listening to Eminem Beautiful.. =) i love the meaning of the song..let me paste the phrase i like:

i guess we have to walk a mile
in each others shoes at least
what size you wear? i wear 10's
let's see if u can fit ur feet

in my shoes, just to see
what it's like to be me
i'll be you, let's trade shoes
just to see what it'd be like

to feel your pain, you feel mine
go inside each others minds
just to see what we'd find
look at shit through each others eyes

~~
truly agree with the phrase..how many of us actually put ourself in others shoe?? to know only pointing fingers to other..blame others whenever a shit happen in our life...when we are grumbling and whining about how freak our life is, i wonder will we thought about how bad the life of others might be?? im nt pointing it to anyone..i did it myself~ i am a grumpy~ i admit it..

it's just a thought~ what will it be to be the other person..to think like them, to live like them..to actually go deep into them and see what their eyes perceived.. i wonder what will others feel when they wore my shoe~

am i really spoilt like what they say?? am i really the easy go lucky person?? am i really happy like i show?? am i really a person u know?? vice versa..if i were to wore your shoe, i might find out what a person you are before commenting on anything...

human races are way too wide....different people pose different thinking, different concept and had raise up in different way..walking down the streets, i wonder will i able to find one who think like me, act like me and behave like me??? i doubt that~ =)

~~
why am i writing about that?? =) just a second thought..hahah~
oh i think i know why...it's because swee yen post a link about a true heartwarming (well, for me sound more like heart burning!!) story about a mummy bear kill her baby before committing suicide in the bear bile farming...my tears just roll down like nobody business...blurred vision, red face and teary eyes...i sound like i am having some anaphylatic reaction.. =D

i just put myself into the mummy bear shoe..how much pain and despair she is to actually did that...even a bear could do that...how many people can actually take up the courage to do it...the pain she been standing against..the courage and decision she took so that the child could be spared from the eternal pain of the cruelty in world of humanity...i just cant stand for a minute if i were her...

my hats off to the mummy bear...u are truly a heroine ..

ps : those fucked human should just be killed in the same fucking way they caused ur death~ what the fuck is bear bile?? chinese medicine is freaking weird!! i am a chinese and i ALWAYS hate when i heard those people eating weird stuff...bear pawn? shark fin? what the fuck?!!

~~
enough for today i guess...having a bad day though~ oh SNAP!

world within

2011-06-11T12:48:00.002+08:00

do you guys believe that in every person mind, there is always a hidden world, a world that hardly had the chance to surface, the reality, the truth that everyone wish to keep it hidden forever...bringing it to the grave

far from civilization....far from humanity~ some choose to forget about it..some didnt even know the hidden world of themselves..what i meant by the latter??

i believe i am the latter one...never knew or probably i do, just that i never realized that i had it~~ i do..i seriously do think about it... what kind of person i am?? am i someone worth to be called friends by some other... why on earth do i had such a thinking...funny me~ xD

yeah, i can even type the smiley emoticon.. crazy much~ =)

am i a friend to a friend..or i am just a bypasser?? the people who walk pass other life..a person who never leave any footprint in one life...probably i am just a bypasser to many people i claim to be friend....

maybe it is me...well, if one person are acting that way, it could be the problem of that person, bt then my high school friends?? all of them??? it should be mine...i type could just now, bt yeah, it should be the word SHOULD~ =) afterall, it's not 1 but 4..

at times me looking at how they could joke and hang out together, i admit, i do butthurt.. initially i really angry about it...what is that?? did you guys just went out without inviting me??? what is this all about?? and u guys wrote gathering...without me~~ and i though 5 of us really close in high school... i question myself day by day...and slowly, the unattended question slowly turn into a mystery~ the anger i had were slowly off~~ and slowly i put the blame on myself..

well, like i said, if 4 of them are having the same thought, i would be the problematic one...even if they thought i wasnt part of their world, i belongs to a world far from them...

i really wanna know what kind of person i am...i really wish someone sincerely told me...am i a friend worth to be call a friend....i hate the fact that all my friends are just merely a friend...honestly, lately one of a friend i care had just...idk..went missing??? where are the 3 people i always talk to?? 4 of us who chat happily all the time...it just vanish~~

my dad once say, in your life, u will go into different space, different step, and in this every step u met different kind of people and eventually the people u met in the previous space, it will remain in ur memory...even if they were out of your sight, they remain in your memories as people u had met before, people u share memories with...

but

is it real that a friendship couldnt go thru the different space, different step together?? even if it meant less face to face talk, less conversation,friend never meant to be let off~~that is at least what im thinking of~~

maybe to the last day of me in the earth, i shall ask the grim reaper..do tell me, which tears in funeral day, is the true genuine tears...tears without color, not the black tears neither the red tears...if tears represent the true feeling of one,

what is the color of tears that is rolling down my face now...will i able to receive the true tears?? or i will never receive one~

i just dont get it~

2011-06-10T20:24:00.003+08:00

i just dont get it get it~ we just dont get it get it~ T.T

yeah, i dont get it~ i dont get lots of stuff...probably is just my brain wasnt functioning well recently..or mainly because im stupid..oh yea, did i ever mention i went to Langkawi on Monday?? okay, i dont..well well, it's kinda rush and tired bt nonetheless, it is fun~

hanging out with friends is always fun although at the end of the day, u still dont know how the hell we pass those time... =D although i went Langkawi before bt yeah, going up the 700m cable car is definitely the first time~ =D i cant even remember the route to the ferry...i was on plane all the time.. =D what to do, my mum n my sister had ship sickness~ =D

700m above sea level, i must be crazy to go up there...probably nt crazy for normal people bt for me, who had height phobia, i almost faint!!! okay, i didnt bt still...those palpitation spell..i dont want to feel it again~

apart from that, other stuff, i had well, seen it before~ =D ntg much though....there is quite a number of stuff my friend didnt actually went...bt then, it's still an experience...well, it just 2 days..what can we do for the 2days~ =D maybe next time~ =)

bt the next time, i wanna go BALI~ maybe! ^^ or KOREA...whatever~ i will write something bout langkawi..if i had the mood...for now~

yeah!! i just dont get it get it... KIM HYUNJOONG, leader of ss501, had make their solo debut with Break Down.. =) bt instead of break down, i shall post on Please aka JEBAL~ =D i like that song though~ =)

LYRICS :

Hey Yeah
술에 취해서 I cried
너의 집 앞에서 너를 기다려
불이 꺼진 집으로 들어가는
그와 너를 보고 숨이 막혔어
눈을 맞추고 입을 맞추고
그를 안고 잠이 들
네가 너무 미워서
입술 깨물고 눈물 삼키고
정신 나간 사람처럼 서 있어

난 오직 너라고
영원히 너라고
터져버린 눈물에 주저앉아 불러
널 불러

I just don't get it, get it,
Why don't you get it, get it,
제발 너 그 사람 보며 웃지 마
제발 너 그 사람 입 맞추지 마
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

눈을 감으면 Baby
아직도 네가 곁에 있는 것 같아
네 숨결이 네 사랑이 내 안에서
도망가지 못하게 붙잡고 있을래
비가 내려서 모두 씻겨서 이별한
그 기억들을 사라지게 하고 싶어
어둠 속으로 더 먼 곳으로
내 아픈 눈물들을 데려가 줘

난 오직 너라고
영원히 너라고
터져버린 눈물에
주저앉아 불러
널 불러

I just don't get it, get it,
Why don't you get it, get it,
제발 너 그 사람 보며 웃지 마
제발 너 그 사람 입 맞추지 마
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

퍼지는 담배 연기 사이로
너를 흩어지게 해도
하얗게 네가 더욱 깊게 새겨져
너를 못 잊어

Oh Girl

다시 내게로 와
미칠 듯 소리쳐 너만을 사랑해
너를 보낸 잘못에
후회하며 빌어
난 빌어

I just don't get it, get it,
Why can't you get it, get it,
제발 너 그 사람 품에 안지 마
제발 너 그 사람 사랑하지 마
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

Oh Baby, I need you
You took my love
and killed it girl
You took my love
You took my love
and killed it girl
You took my love
and killed it girl
이러지마
You took my love
and killed it girl
Why my heart cries
Oh Girl, (It's) like you killed me
You took my love
and killed it girl
Baby you killed it

제발 날 떠나가지 마

Hey Yeah
Sule chwihaeseo I cried
Neoui jib apeseo neoreul gidaryeo
Buli ggeojin jibeuro deuleokaneun
Geuwa neoreul bogo sumi makhyeosseo
Nuneul matchugo ipeul matchugo
Geureul ango jamideul
Nega neomu miweoseo
Ipsul ggaemulgo nunmul samkigo
Jangshin nagan saramcheoreom seo isseo

Nan ojik neorago
Yeongweonhi neorago
Teojyeobeorin nunmure jujeoanja bulreo
Neol bulreo

I just don't get it, get it,
Why don't you get it, get it,
Jebal neo geu saram bomyeo utjima
Jebal neo geu saram ip matchujima
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

nuneul kameumyeon Baby
ajikdo nega gyeote ittneun geot gata
ne sumkyeori ne sarangi nae aneseo
domangjaji mothage butjabgo isseulrae
biga naeryeoseo modu ssitgyeoseo ibyeolhan
geu giokdeureul sarajige hago shipeo
eodum sokeuro deo meon goseuro
nae apeun nunmuldeureul deryeoga jweo

Nan ojik neorago
Yeongweonhi neorago
Teojyeobeorin nunmure
jujeoanja bulreo
Neol bulreo

I just don't get it, get it,
Why don't you get it, get it,
Jebal neo geu saram bomyeo utjima
Jebal neo geu saram ip matchujima
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

peojineun dambae yeongin sairo
neoreul heuteojige haedo
hayahge nega deo-uk gipge saegyeojyeo
neoreul mot ijeo

Oh Girl

Dashi naegero wa
Michil deut sorichyeo neomaneul saranghae
Neoreul bonaen jalmote
Huhwihamyeo bireo
Nan bireo

I just don't get it, get it,
Why can't you get it, get it,
Jebal neo geu saram pume anjima
Jebal neo geu saram saranghajima
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

Oh Baby, I need you
You took my love
and killed it girl
You took my love
You took my love
and killed it girl
You took my love
and killed it girl
ireojima
You took my love
and killed it girl
Why my heart cries
Oh Girl, (It's) like you killed me
You took my love
and killed it girl
Baby you killed it

Jebal nal ddeonakajima

Hey Yeah
I was intoxicated so I cried
I waited for you in front of your house
With the light off, I entered the house
I saw you and him and I choked on my breath
Eyes were fixed and you kissed
You embraced him and fell asleep

I really hate you
I bite my lips and swallow my tears
I stood there like a crazy person

To me, it’s still only you
Forever, it’s you
With bursting tears as I collapse, I call out,
I call out for you

I just don't get it, get it,
Why don't you get it, get it,
Please, if you look at him, don’t smile
Please don’t kiss him
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

When I close my eyes, Baby
I think I’m still at your side
Your breath, your love are inside me
I tightly hold you so you can’t escape
Because it rains, the separation is all washed away
I want those memories to disappear
Into the darkness, into a further place,
Take away my painful tears

To me, it’s still only you
Forever, it’s you
With bursting tears,
As I collapse, I call out,
I call out for you

I just don't get it, get it,
Why don't you get it, get it,
Please, if you look at him, don’t smile
Please don’t kiss him
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

Between the spreading tobacco smoke
You disperse
You become more deeply etched in white
I can’t forget you

Oh Girl

Come back to me
Shouting like crazy, I love only you
It was wrong to let go of you
Regretfully, I beg
I beg

I just don't get it, get it,
Why can't you get it, get it,
Please, don’t embrace in his arms
Please don’t love him
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

Oh Baby, I need you
You took my love
and killed it girl
You took my love
You took my love
and killed it girl
You took my love
and killed it girl

Don’t do it this way
You took my love
and killed it girl
Why my heart cries
Oh Girl, (It's) like you killed me
You took my love
and killed it girl
Baby you killed it

Please don’t leave me

credit : http://ssangcho.blogspot.com/2011/05/lyrics-romanization-translation-kim.html

=D

enjoy

rewrite~

2011-06-04T18:55:00.004+08:00

write then delete...then write and delete again...and it goes round and round~
a whole list of drafts...the unspoken feeling, the darkness of truth...shall remind silent forever in the folder that could never surface~~ =)

"right now im writing a story in happy thoughts, but it's all just a wish...still..."
credit : Junhyung in Fiction MV

the brand new world

2011-06-03T14:52:00.004+08:00

welcoming the new me~ =D

wish me best of luck~ =)

Fiction & Fact~

2011-05-17T12:42:00.002+08:00

yes!!! BEAST COMEBACK!!! =)P and they are coming back even bigger~ loving the title song..seriously, Fiction is good, nt that i am biased (since im a b2uty) but then, the song is full of feel and the dance is just amazing and the vocal is just superb..okay, did i just making it sound so superb amazingly perfect?? =)P

just judge it yourself :

isnt it great?? i mean, the chorus especially..nt to mention junhyung in the mv is so smexy~ (Although i still feel vin diessel is even more semxy)..okay, junhyung is hot~ =) i love how they display their feeling..doojoon is still the best though~ =) yoseob reminds me of junsu somehow..i dont know why... junhyung reminds me of yoochun because of that hair.. =)P

anyway, Fiction is indeed a good song...kpop lately seems to be lacking of such song..and well from the overflowing of kpop girls (which some i found useless), such song really could save kpop a little~ =)

oh here check this link for more of Beast Fiction and Fact...it's from allkpop though~
http://www.allkpop.com/2011/05/b2st-unleashes-%E2%80%9Cfiction-and-fact%E2%80%9D

anyway, i lovee freeze..junhyung did a great job~ =)P

cant wait for the comeback stage!! =) BEAST HWAITING!!!!

BEAST and YOUNGSAENG! =)P

2011-05-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah yeah!!! it's B-E-A-S-T in the house!! BEAST new release yesterday~

비가 오는 날엔 (On Rainy Days)!!!!
little fact on this song : * this song is recorded during REAL rainy days to add into the rainy effect~
*it somehow remind me of Lights Go On Again~ but dang, im loving this song!! =)

here is the song + lyrics :

#ROMANIZATION
sesangi eoduwojigo
joyonghi biga naerimyeon
yeojeonhi geudaero
oneuldo eogimeobsi nan
beoseonajil motane
neoui saenggak aneseo

ije
kkeuchiraneun geol aljiman
miryeoniran geol aljiman
ije anil geol aljiman
geukkajit jajonsime neol japji motaetdeon naega
jogeum aswiul ppuninikka

biga oneun naren nareul chajawa
bameul saewo goerophida
biga geuchyeogamyeon neodo ttaraseo
seoseohi jogeumssik geuchyeogagetji

chwihaenna bwa geuman masyeoya doel geot gatae
biga tteoreojinikka nado tteoreojil geot gatae
mwo nega bogo sipdageona geureon geon anya
daman uriga gajin sigani jom nalkaroul ppun
nega cham johahaesseotdeon ireon narimyeon
ajik neomu saengsaenghan gieogeul kkeonaenoko
chueogiran deoche ilbureo bareul deullyeonwa
beoseonaryeogo balbeodungjocha chiji anha

ije
neoreul da jiwonaetjiman
modu da biwonaetjiman
ttodasi biga naerimyeon
himdeulge sumgyeonwatdeon neoui modeun gieokdeuri
dasi dorawa neol chatna bwa

biga oneun naren nareul chajawa
bameul saewo goerophida
biga geuchyeogamyeon neodo ttaraseo
seoseohi jogeumssik geuchyeogagetji

neoegero
ijen doragal gireun eobtjiman
jigeum haengbokhan neoreul bomyeo
nan geuraedo useobolge neol jabeul su isseotdeon
himi naegen eobseosseunikka

biga oneun naren nareul chajawa
bameul saewo goerophida
biga geuchyeogamyeon neodo ttaraseo
seoseohi jogeumssik geuchyeo gagetji

eochapi kkeutnabeorin geol ije wa eojjeogesseo
dwineutge huhoena haneun geoji deoltteoreojin nomcheoreom
bineun hangsang onikka gyesok banbokdoegetji
geuchigo namyeon geujeseoya nado geuchigetji

bineun hangsang onikka gyesok banbokdoegetji
geuchigo namyeon geujeseoya nado geuchigetji

-

#TRANSLATION

[DJ] When the world turns dark
And the rain quietly falls
Everything is still

[KK] Even today, without a doubt
I can’t get out of it
I can’t get out from the thoughts of you

[YS] Now
I know that it’s the end
I know that it’s all just foolishness
Now I know that it’s not true
[HS] I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride

[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

[JH] I must be drunk, I think I need to stop drinking
Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
Well this doesn’t mean that I miss you, no it doesn’t mean that
It just means that the time we had together was a bit sharp
When it’s the type of day that you really liked
I keep opening the raw memories of you
Making the excuse that it’s all memories, I take a step forward
I don’t even make the effort to escape

[DW] Now
I erased all of you
I emptied out all of you
But when the rain falls again
[KK] All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you

[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

(To you) [HS] Now there is no path for me to return
But looking at your happy face
[DW] I will still try to laugh since I was the one
Without the strength to stop you

[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

[JH] What can I do about something that already ended?
I’m just regretting after like the stupid fool I am
Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

[JH] Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

cr:
Rom: romanization@wp
Trans: fckyeahb2st@tumblr
written by plopipay@ksplash

another great release will be my baby bias from ss501 - HEO YOUNG SAENG!!!!!! =)
his new song - LET IT GO ft 4minute Hyunah~ i just loveeeeeeeee his voice.. okay, i know, he is my bias and also ss501 main vocal...i know i know~ anyway still, i need to say I love HIM!!! XD

anyway here is the mv :

(Rap)내게 무심한 듯 차갑기만 한 니 맘 난 잘 모를 것만 같아 니가 난 어려워
(RAP) Not Concern About me your cold heart like not knowing u are cruel to me

아직까지 해보고 해도 이런 여자라서 좁고 좁은 소심한 나라서 매일 돌고 돌아 계속
Till now you have tried with his kinda girl the childish me dealing it everyday

이런 내가 그런 네게 자꾸 끌려가 불안할 뿐인데 아파질 뿐인데
A person like me always been mersmerised by person like you only get insecurities and getting hurt

제발 뭐라도 말을 해봐 내게 답답하게 거짓말이라도 해봐 넌 갑갑하게
Come on no matter what you say to me even when u lie also making me depressed

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시간 따윈 없다 밀고 당기며 너를 얻기엔
No time to use efforts to get you

아쉬울 것도 없다 너 말고도 많으니
No regrets as in addition you there are more

기회는 단 한 번 더는 묻지 않아
Only one chance do not ask again

아니면 쿨하게 보내줄게
If not, please let go coolly

Just let it go let it go let it go

원래 이런 난데 모르지 않을 텐데
You only dont know I am originally like that

I just let it go let it go let it go.. oh no

망설일 필요 없어 그 까짓 거
No hesitation let's stop here

시작 조차 없다 니가 날 가지고 또 잰다면
It does not even begin to weigh you with me again

손해 볼 것도 없다 원래 혼자였으니
Nor is there any harm was originally alone

진심이 없다면 나도 줄 게 없어
If there is truly something I can not give

원래 넌 내께 아니었으니
Originally you are not even mine

Just let it go let it go let it go

원래 이런 난데 모르지 않을 텐데
You only dont know I am originally like that

I just let it go let it go let it go.. oh no

망설일 필요 없어 그 까짓 거
No hesitation let's stop here

모르겠니 모르겠니
I dont kow I dont know

강한 척 하는 말 뒤에 숨은 내 맘
I am a ruthless person behind my heart

아닌 척 가는 척
Pretending I am not

내민 손 놓치지 말란 말
Wanting to tell you not to let go of my hand

Just let it go let it go let it go

원래 이런 난데 모르지 않을 텐데
You only dont know I am originally like that

I just let it go let it go let it go.. oh no

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(Rap) 너 땜에 지쳐가도 모른 척 못 본 척 그게 난 너무 아파와
(RAP) Because of you even tired also pretend not seeing not knowing making me sad

차라리 싫다면 속 시원하게 싫다고 솔직하게 가 달라고 그게 난 더 낫잖아
Rather straightforward to say you hate let me leave making me feel better

니 말이 어려워 니 맘을 모를 것 같애 모든 게 장난인지 착각해 버릴 것 같애
Hard to understand your works I cannot figure your heart illusions are all jokes wanna forget everything

조금만 마음을 열어 확실히 말해줘 뭐가 됐든 니 말에 따라줄게 난
Open your heart a little tell me exactly I will do as you say

Source: Naver
Chinese Trans: 玉米的抱枕 @水之莲生许永生中文网
English Trans: http://cllslam10.blogspot.com/
Pls repost with credits

another 2 new release anyway... from 2NE1 and MISS A~ here is both song :

who will top the kpop scene from all this comeback?? =)
me?? my answer is secret~ =)

yongseo!

2011-05-10T13:04:00.001+08:00

I MISS YONGSEO!!!!

i miss choding yong and mother hyun~~ why should it end??!! i really miss that couple...i watch them grow for over 1 year and the stupid PD just keuk (end) it like that~ T.T

if only they make public they are dating...and got a drama together~~ i would be jumping up from my sleep smiling like an idiot~~

still...i wanna say...

I MISS YONGSEO!!!

happy mother's day

2011-05-08T19:52:00.002+08:00

yuppie yuuppie~ it's mother day today~ =)P

happy mother's day!!

to my dear omma/ahbu/mummy:

thank you for everything and everything that u had given in for me..i never knew how it is like to be a mum till i am myself, till then, im sorry for everything i did that hurt's you...

i might not be the ideal daughter u ever wanted, but even so i will try my best to at least near to your ideal daughter..i might not be the best daughter to be boast around, but i will try my best to be the daughter you could be proud of..im not be the daughter you could rely on but i will try to be the daughter u need not worried of...

im sorry that at times i couldnt but hurt you in any way..im sorry that i couldnt even bring myself to say the magic word SORRY.. im sorry that i had throw my temper and tantrum at any time i like.....Im SORRY!! the sentence i had to say for a thousand times..and for the rest of my life..

thank you for everything and everything u had done for me...thank you for everything u had give for us to face the world, and thank you for every little things that count for big thing..im thank you for the 10 months in which i live like a parasite in you..thank you for the past 22 years, u shower me with things, knowledge and form me as who i am~ THANK YOU the sentence i had to repeatedly say for a zillion times and repeat it for the rest of my life...

IM THANK YOU... and im sorry...i will say THANK YOU loud and lots of times while saying im sorry soft and less~~

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY~ for everything that u had given, i will repay it using the rest of my life because u are an awesome mother that no others in this world could take the crown from you~ the QUEEN of my heart~ i love you~~

I LOVE YOU and i really do~

49days

2011-05-07T12:52:00.003+08:00

my recent addiction... 49 days.. =)
yes yes!! another drama into my addiction list~ it's a great drama without those complicating love story~ it's a story of sincerity, a story that teaches one about the dark side of humanity.. a drama worth all the time to watch it...

anyway staring lee yo won, nam gyuri, jo hyun jae, bae soo bin and MY BABY JUNG IL WOO~!!! =)P

it's a story about a girl who met with an accident a week before her marriage and fall into brain dead state..the girl (nam gyuri) were given a chance by the scheduler (jung il woo) to get back to herself in with only one condition..to get 3 sincere tears from 3 person who truly love her and she had to get it in within 49days without revealing herself...

being confident that she will get 3 from 3 of her closest friends who are her future husband (bae soo bin), her friends... little did she knows of what truth she is going to reveal...who is the one truly love her, who is the one faking their love~~

anyway, all the ost in this drama is just amazing!! =)P but this one particular ost i lovee so much~ this :

잊을만도 한데 (Can't Let You Go) - Seo Young Eun

mogi meeoseo maldo motago
hancham meonghani haneulman bogo nan uldaga
ijeuryeogo jebal itjago nan honjaseo
geumanhajago naege tto mareul hae

sogi sanghaeseo sogi da taseo
sarang ttawineun naegen eobseul geora mareul hae
geuman itja jebal geuman itja dajimeul haedo
neoui moseubi deo naui gaseume doraseo

byeoril eobtjanha nareul ijeodo
myeochil isseumyeon jom gwaenchanheul geoya..

hancham uldaga utdaga jamdeulgo
jeonhwagireul deulgo dasi naerigo nan
babocheoreom geujeo babocheoreom
wae myeochiljjae ireoneunde

bogo sipeo michil geot gata
geuman itgo sipeo michil geot gata na
himdeureoseo neomu himdeureoseo nunmuri apeul garyeo
neoui moseubi areungeoryeo ijen

beolsseo myeochiljjae jamdo motjago
neoui saenggageul jiwotda tto dasi hage dwae
gwaenchanketji jogeum deo jinamyeon ichyeojil geoya
machi eoreumcheoreom naui gaseumi nogaseo

byeoril eobtjanha nareul ijeodo
myeochil isseumyeon jom gwaenchanheul geoya..

hancham uldaga utdaga jamdeulgo
neoui ireumeul na honja bulleobogo
babocheoreom geujeo babocheoreom
wae myeochiljjae ireoneunde

bogo sipeo michil geot gata
geuman itgo sipeo michil geot gata na
himdeureoseo neomu himi deureoseo nunmuri apeul garyeo
neoui moseubi areungeoryeo

ijen ijeul ttaedo doen geot gateunde
geuman himdeureodo doel geot gateunde wae
babocheoreom geujeo babocheoreom itjido motago wae
doraoran maldo motani naneun…

credit : http://szasza-shi.blogspot.com/2011/03/seo-young-eun-cant-let-you-go-49-ost.html

pinocchioooooo

2011-04-22T20:57:00.003+08:00

DANGER~~ o_O

hahaha~~ uri maknae group of SME, F(X) had their comeback in mubank today!!! wooohhooot!!! amber is back finally..XD as usual from fx..great dance song...XD and u can bet their live is even better~ =)

anyway, my housemate were listening to the song after it's release...weird huh~ XD here is the mv and their 1st live performance..:

today it's mubank 600 days anniversary~ so yeah..here is extra great performance from tvxq..they perform keep your head down and also rising sun :

bt i hate how they crop homin pic out from HUG picture~ =.= i hate it...rising sun is the first song that brings me into the live of kpop in dec 05'... and the rest it is history~~ rewatch this...makes me heartache~ =(

my favourite song from G.O.D (the ony grp i acknowledge GREAT from jype)

n cn blue cover for jo sungmo~

and cn blue intuition~!!!

4minute did a cover for boa num 1..but im sorry to say, 4minute failed in it...sigh~ better try next time girls.. == how can 5 girls failed to sing a song from solo female singer~ anyway,differ in training i guess..and boa was around 16 when she first sang that song??? sigh~ sme is really a great training center for singers...some company should really learn from them..

Wanna Be

2011-04-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

nah, not saying about Wannabe by spicy girls or wanna be as in wanna be~ =) recently debut Block B, new hip hop group with their debut single Wanna Be.. and yes, raps can kill me instantly.. =) because i am so addicted to it already~ XD

anyway, the reason i write this post is...i'm going to say about R.E.D association!! =)

so yeah, our batch comes out with an idea..an idea where we will have really devoted in it..an idea that needs a lot of efforts just to maintain it~ how we actually come out with the idea of creating a 'foundation' : R.E.D association??

im in my 3rd year, going into my 2nd term~ in the last 6 months, me and my batch mates had been practicing our practical in a local-training hospital. what we had been learning, from the process of getting know the patient, talk about the patient condition, to examine the patient and discuss the case, we had it all from the patients...seriously without patient, who is the doctor???

with this, we think we owe the patient a debt of gratitude...in return their favours, we feel that we had to do something in return to those patients...even with the sick they had, they attend to the endless question we throw at them....with a smile, they let us to learn everything on them from head to toe... and we attend to the hospital to know of a way to help the patients..and from them, we know that there is this needy and underprivileged patient..who are they actually??

well, they are those poor people and with some chronic illness and had apply for government welfare but unfortunately their application were rejected by government (for example: cancer patient).. they couldnt pay for the medical expenses and they couldnt receive any treatment for they couldnt pay for it and yet, they couldnt not get treated by doctor... with this, thean sim started with an association...and after a serial of discussion, we come out with the name R.E.D (Reach out, Embrace, Deliver) association. this 'foundation' were built up and so this people who got rejected by the government welfare, could at least get some financial aid from us..we filtered their information and paid them a certain amount depending on their condition..even though we couldnt help much but at least we help a little in a way..

so yeah, in conjunction of launching this R.E.D association, we kick off the very first charity concert (anyway, such 'foundation' in medical university is first to formed in our university...actually it worth to be mention in the newspaper..hehehe!!!) the charity night is to raise the first bucket of gold for the 'foundation'....

yes!! charity concert!! each ticket cost rm10..and there is 1500 guests!! with a list of performances..=) hand in hand, everyone combine their energy to help out in any way we could..even though exam is around the corner (pediatrics bedside examination and assessment) .... to practice their own performance, to rush up with the events planning and to study for the exam~ everyone work hard for the concert..

even if one bought the ticket and couldnt attend the concert, the ticket will be given to orphans/disabled people/old folks to attend the concert...it will be like a charity..a donation~ =)

anyway, for anyone who wish to donate, u guys can message me~ =) every donation counts for each live saved~ =) and to all who supported..THANK YOU!!!!!!!! XD i appreciate the help/supports given~ =)

doppelganger

2011-04-08T19:20:00.002+08:00

ever use that word??? hahahaha.. everytime when one use that word, they always mean someone who look alike..=) but then, how many knew the real meaning of doppelganger??? i admit..i dont really knew the meaning when i start using it..i always thought it meant someone who looks/act/behave like us..then we found our doppelganger.. =)

here is the definition according to wikipedia:

sensation of having glimpsed oneself in peripheral vision, in a position where there is no chance that it could have been a reflection. Doppelgängers often are perceived as a sinister form of bilocation and generally regarded as harbingers of bad luck. In some traditions, a doppelgänger seen by a person's friends or relatives portends illness or danger, while seeing one's own doppelgänger is an omen of death.

after reading it...are u happy that you found your doppelganger??? hahahahah!!!!!maybe i should tweet this to heechul~ =) he loves the word doppelganger~ =)

anyway i finish my 1st paper after 6 months!!! so long since i last had my exam...when i first study for this paper, i almost dumbstruck!!! i actually lost the interest on memorizing or reading the point..wow!! *singing dangerous by MJ* crazy crazy~ =.= but im happy that it end at last!! wow!!!! *Scream* ta yi da~ =)

should i post on kpop video?? =) i lazy to find anyway...so here is the list~
1. Heart to Heart - 4minute
2. Mirror Mirror - 4minute
3. Intuition - Cn Blue
4. To Me - Rainbow
5. 0330 - U-KISS
6. Stupid Liar - BigBang
7. Love Song - BigBang

and yay!!! Cn Blue become the 3rd idol to past 100k marks~~ after TVXQ and BIGBANG~ =) CONGRATS!!!!

knock knock

2011-03-31T20:20:00.002+08:00

hahaha!!! recently dancing in the room..had to exercise ler...im getting fatter already~ =) since there is no new song..(wait, im waiting for 4minute heart to heart dance..) so i just dance to T-ara (Why Are You Being Like This , YaYaYa) and Hyunah (Change).. =)

i did wrote a post on tuesday night, when my anger level reach my cerebral cortex...but then..i decided not to post it so i just throw it into the recycle bin..well although im nt the one at fault but then, *sigh* forget bout it.... no further explanation... XD i dont want to ruin my happy mood anyway~ =)

while waiting for my mum to finish her drama and take me to night market, here i am, nagging on my blog.. owh thud!! i just lost my swagger-ness by saying nag~ =X

i actually doubt if i am swagger or just innocent puppy?? okay, i admit..NOT INNOCENT PUPPY!! i know i KNOW!!!! shud it~!! =) i know i am as annoying as the orange...i will be lettuce then~ XD bt one thing, i am NARCISSIST! =) full of vanity~~ =) but definitely not snobbish!! i am not snob~ =) and not noob! XD

recently, i used a lot of words like SHIT, WHAT THE HELL, SHUT UP and WHADDA!! and also my own native language, chiak sai which mean eat shit~ =) all pretty much thanks to my friends...or should i say my housemates.. =.= urghh... this turn me from being swagger to totally grumpy old aunty~ =.= urghh!!! i hate them... here is one (AND I MEAN ONE OUT OF HUNDREDS!!) of our conversation:
.. *teachers explaining about asymmetrical atonic reflex*...
miss A : don't get it..can u show us??
teacher : sure..*walk towards me*
teacher : assume this is the baby *touch my head*
my housemate , B : haha, hydrocephalus baby (baby with big head because of pathological condition)...
other friends : *laughing n giggles*
me : SHUT IT!!! =.= *control from getting angry while lecturer continue to teach with my head*
another classmate : hydrocephalus baby with apgar score 0...
me : WHAT THE HELL!!! =.=

so yeah..in just one scene, i said 2 of the phrases.. =) im not grumbling..it's just, we are playing around and yeah, although got all those stupid comments, i know my friends didnt mean it.. so yeah.....=)

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i just wanted to say, we never expect what will happen in your life... every seconds, every minutes are important marker in our life....to laugh away every minutes, making it memorable~ =)

ただ・・・逢いたくて

2011-03-18T14:37:00.001+08:00

Kanashii kako mo wakasugita hibi no ayamachi sae
Kimi ni deaete fukai umi ni shizumerareta no ni

Ano koro no boku to ieba ai shikata sae mo shirazu...tada...
Bukiyou ni kimi wo kizu tsukete yasashisa wasurete ita

Tada aitakute...mou aenakute
Kuchibiru kamishimete naiteta
Ima aitakute...wasurerarenai mama
Sugoshita jikan dake ga mata hitori ni saseru

Saishuu densha boku no kata ni kao wo uzumeta mama
Neiki wo tateru nani yori mo shiawase datta yo

Ima naraba sakebu koto mo kimi wo mamorinuku koto mo dekiru
Mou modoranai jikan dake wo kuyande shimau no wa...naze?

Tada...itoshikute...namida mo karete
Kimi no inai sekai wo samayou
Wasuretakunai...kimi no kaori wo mada
Dakishime nemuru yoru ga ah kodoku ni saseru

Tada aitakute...mou aenakute
Kuchibiru kamishimete naiteta
Ima aitakute...wasurerarenai mama
Sugoshita jikan dake ga mata hitori ni saseru

Tada...aitakute

translation:
My sad past and the days of youthful mistakes
Were submerged in a deep ocean when I met you

Back then I didn't know how to love...I just...
Hurt you carelessly and forgot to be gentle

I just miss you...but I can't see you anymore
I bit my lip and cried
I want to see you now...I can't forget you
The time we spent together makes me lonely

On the last train, you buried your head in my shoulder
Breathing deeply in your sleep and I was so happy...

Now I can shout, now I can protect you
Why...am I regretting the time I can't get back?

I just...love you...my tears have dried up
I drift through a world without you
I don't want to forget you...the nights I sleep
With your scent in my arms, ah, make me lonely

I just miss you...but I can't see you anymore
I bit my lip and cried
I want to see you now...I can't forget you
The time we spent together makes me lonely

I just...miss you

Romaji and translation by Megchan

i dont know but i wanted to sent this song to yoochun...=)

still air before eruption

2011-03-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

ever heard that before an disaster, there is always a still night before??? could still air a sign before some bad eruption begin???

anyway, nt writing about japanese disaster...i wrote one about it..anyway, peeps, help them in anyway u can~ there is no reason why one should poke jokes on them..imagine yourselves in their shoe... there is absolutely no reason why we should laugh when one is crying.. unless u are those brainless idiots-thinking-you-are-so-clever-because-u-could-think-out-of-the-box-by-imagine-ultraman or thinking u are part of those DEVELOPING COUNTRY trying to teach those DEVELOPED country on how to prevent natural disaster by going green and feel proud by the fact u could thought of why earthquake happen in japan n not ur own country~ =) *total sarcasm..because i know sarcasm dont work online* oh well, my country leaders are really thinking out of the box..thinking stuff that can makes people go stunned, then blue then laugh~ and end up, we are gag country for the whole world.. we live up to what our motto, MALAYSIA BOLEH~ =)

anyway, i am actually going to write about human explosion.. and that human is none other than myself.. =) surprised that i actually wrote bout myself?? hahahah~ yup!!! i almost explode yesterday.. so damn angry that i might have cussed if i open my mouth that very minute~ =.= and recently, because of that, my sarcasm have return! T.T

okay back...

so there is this miss A who had been pulling a long face and acting like she is in some chronic depression for the past 1 month...okay, if she had been in bad mood and wants all her privacy, i dont blame her..im nt mad at her... and i know i being one of the friend, i had to ask what happen..okay, i admit it was my fault for not asking her what happen, bt i had ABSOLUTE REASONS for why i didnt do it..

first of all, i am not a person who will walk over to a person looking all gloomy and acting as if the whole world is going to collapse any moment... i know it is a right thing to do, bt being a carefree person, i probably said something hurtful..so i always choose to keep myself quiet and let the person in her/his own private space...i am very sure one can recover from the depression or mood swing..it is self-resolving illness anyway~

2nd, it is nt just one day or 2... and dang,despite the statement above, i actually did ask her what happen... bt since what i got is "im okay.." "no problem" and yet the situation continues EVERYDAY for almost a week, i finally decided that i should just leave her alone instead.. because asking it will lead to same answer~

and 3rd reason, the MOST IMPORTANT REASON...the fact that she actually pull long face in front of us ONLY drives me mad... =.= giving us sulky face all day for the past 1 month and gives others a wide smile sparks my anger... for our neighbour (who is also our classmate..and one of them is her crush??), she has the warmest welcome, and sweetest smile ever... and yet to us, her own housemate, she gave us the dirtiest look and the sulkiest face ever...

and lastly, we did not did anything hurtful!! =.= first, none of us hurt her (except she is serious on the jokes make by the other 2..=.= or she believes that i actually badmouth her when i clearly state i dont)..second, we did not isolate her in anything..in fact, we always invite her for dinner bt she reject saying she is saving money (okay, i shouldnt mad at her, BUT!! when others ask her for dinner, she goes without hesitation..so??)..

okay,enuf with the reason... so yeah, after this been going for almost 1 month, i keep still bout it.. keep my anger inside, giving a cool appearance... try to cool myself down....what i angry is the fact that, she acts like all of us did something bad on her and she is victim of bully... when we did absolutely nothing.. =(

i try to cool myself down, afterall, we are housemates... any argument will lead to awkwardness in the house... and since living together, i wish the awkwardness could reduce to 0.. everyone feels happy and free in the house...with this, i suppress my own anger...trying to kick of the anger by surfing youtube... suppressed it down..till last week,wait,supposed to be this week...yeah, this week...

after "abused" by her sulky face for the past 1 month, i finally give up controlling my own anger...still, i stop myself from volcano eruption.. and finally, one day, i just cant take it~ =...= i finally burst..nt really burst..i didnt even say a word..i didnt even cuss!!! =3= i just finally pull a long sulky face..nt long sulky face bt a face clearly written "I AM SO PISSED!!" and i think she realised it~

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what i wanted to say is that...everyone had their own limit.. stop giving us you-all-owe-me-$$$$$ face each day....or acting like you-guys-just-isolate-me-and-i-am-sad-by-it..when clearly nobody did it...it is irritating and annoying you know.. *sigh*

i actually suppressed myself real hard...if i had burst, it will be be more than the 8.8 earthquake faced by japan... if i were to burst it will be as big as the eruption from mount fuji... with all the flowing larvae.. i would have spit something like "just move out!! just move out, god-damn-it!!!" if she were to cross that line, and i erupt, it would be a nightmare...and i wonder what will be the atmosphere if that ever happen~ =.=

i'm so HOT~

2011-03-15T13:31:00.003+08:00

hahaha!! nt..nt talking about wonder girls, SO HOT...neither am saying myself are hot.. =) *pssh, if u were talking bout having excessive fats to burn and therefore hot, then yes, i am~ =)*

anyway, today, no, yesterday midnight, oh well today, this morning, 2 mv had been release by both sment and wheesung.. =) oh yeah,so what does that had to do with hot??

it's because both mv contain hot guys and yes, the mv are superb! =)

the first, should i go with wheesung or tvxq (ops, i just broke the tense..=)) then i shall go for wheesung.. i am cassiopeia so...bt then dont get me wrong...i like wheesung too.. and my baby joker is in it~ =)

wheesung just release a new mini album with 가슴 시린 이야기 (Heart Aching Story) featuring Beast coolest rapper JUNHYUNG (bt i loveeee doojoon n yoseob rap!!!) .. oh back, so, yesterday night, junhyung tweet bout the song released at 12am, and yes, i wait till 12am before i actually climb to my bed~ no doubt, it is from wheesung...good song, great song lyrics.. truly a great singer + lyricist.. so here is the mv.. credit : myBEASTyboysX

did i mention rap from hottie junhyungie are cool?? with the white specs.. the only thing i dont understand is, why there are 4 girls behind him?? no significant..besides, every fangirl will actually only look at junhyungie~ =)

anyway wheesung oppa, u are really really cool~~!!! keep it up.. u never fail to amazed (although i kinda hate insomnia~ bt still...=))

lastly, mv by sment.. TVXQ!! released their new repackage album and comeback with BEFORE YOU GO... this mv is EPIC!! i wish it is a short story... it is nt long enough!!! and 3 hot guys + a pretty girl~!!!!!! who could resists it~ i mean...damn!! =) sment is rich anyway..high budget mv~ XD enjoy the song : 이것만은 알고가 ...the mv is really cool...plus with heaven voice of yunho n changmin...this is great piece!! =)

i'm so HOT~~ huh huh~ hahaha! XD

MBLEAST!! =)

2011-03-12T22:30:00.002+08:00

MBLAQ and BEAST.. the 2 new grp debut last year, said to be rival to each other, actually turn out to be a grp of good friends!! =) all 10 of them are good friends... oh well, they are actually close friends.. =) this remind me of bigbang n tvxq or tvxq n ss501.. they are all close friends... yet ppl always compare them and making them sound like rival..

top of being close..junhyung(beast) and seungho(mblaq) are actually schoolmate~ =) well, here check out their funny moment.. anyway i didnt post every video on mbleast.. it's too much~ =)

lastly...leader of beast n mblaq beatboxing...go doojoon, go seungho!! =)

이것만은 알고가

2011-03-11T21:13:00.004+08:00

A:yah!!
B:what?!!!
A:before you go..
B:what?!!
A:before you go..
B:yah, what u wanted to say~
A:Before You Go...
B:what u wanted to say?!!! before i go..im not going anywhere!! =.= i just wanted to go to toilet now..
A:i didnt say you are going anywhere..
B:what with the sentence Before You Go?? dont tell me
A: YES~!!! i am talking about TVXQ REPACKAGE ALBUM.. they just release their mv teaser - BEFORE YOU GO.. i dont even care if u are going out from this house or u are going to toilet..
B: .....
A: oh and if u are going to kitchen please get me my coke~ =) *continue youtube-ing*
B: ....... *angry n frusfrated*

yes!! our 東方神起 has released their latest mv teaser.. featuring both yunho and changmin, go ara and actor choi joon yun... =) doesnt the teaser look more like a drama teaser?? i wish they make a short movie with few of their songs.. and dang, sme is so rich that even their mv teaser look so freaking rich in budget!! =) all sme artist never fail to make their audience go wow!! =) they are really good~ =)

please do support the boys.. they dont deserved to get kick aside like what most of those "fans" say~ dont isolate these boys.. they work so hard for it.. and they did a very good job... and yet... sigh~~ anyway, yunho or changmin, i will always support u guys~ =) even if i gave up on cassiopeia fandom~ =)

pray

2011-03-11T20:40:00.002+08:00

let's pray for the safety of japan and affected country for the earthquake and tsunami.... i cant bring myself to imagine how it will turn out be.. all i could is to pray for world safety... prayers and thoughts out for those who were affected by the disaster...

dear god, please let this disaster to stop in this very minute~
those with twitter, do help in tweeting #PrayfortheWorld =)

stay the same~

2011-03-10T22:07:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5omDkJvN7Y

Chorus
Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.When you learn to love yourself, you¹re better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,cuz there¹s nothin' 'bout you I would change.

Verse
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Chorus

Bridge
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

Chorus

~~~
♪♪♪always stay the same.. =) u will never know what is so precious in you that people love you~ ♪♪♪

nae qingu yah~

2011-03-07T19:20:00.002+08:00

i actually knew that at times, i am just a irritating,annoying person waiting for a slap...i at times knew how i speak.. and i actually aware of the time i am mean and sarcastic...

i actually knew all this... i tried to..tried to nt be that mean.. try to be understanding....i could be very aggressive and spit out things i know i shouldnt..using hurtful words and tones... i tried nt to do it though~ bt it seems like, it still stuck with me...

i know my words are more toward hurtful than sarcasm~ i know i should change it...bt then...i tried and i still the same...i will continue to change it..although i couldnt guarantee i will completely change...at mean time, do bear with me~ =)

i dont mean every single words i said~ XD im sorry~

고백

2011-03-04T16:46:00.002+08:00

well it still be the same.. the same moment like it used to?? after all this that had happen... afterall, will the feeling still be the same..

if we could rewind back the time, will u rewind it back to the time we had our happiest time?? rewind the time to look what we had gone thru.. those smiles, those tears...those route we used to walk together... if it pass in front of your eyes like a slide show, will you, at least for a second, feel like crying??? feel like hugging each other back???

let's have the very honest confession...

Confession

eodumi geochigo huimihan jomyeongi hana dul kkeojideon jogeum chagawotdeon saebyeok
neomu neujeotdago bochaeneun neoreul bomyeo ilbureo meolli doragatdeon iksukhaetdeon gil

*dan han beondo neo eomneun naega doel geora jamsirado saenggak motaesseo
eonjenganeun sigani heureumyeon amu il eobseotdeusi gieokhaji mot hago da ichyeojigetji

ajikdo gakkeumssik cheoeum naege dagawa immatchudeon neol itji mot hae chajaganeun gil
eojjeoda uyeonhi neon geu goseul geotge doemyeon jamsi meomchwo useo neomgigo gadeon gireul jaechokhalkka

*Repeat

namjadapge malhaji mot han sujubeotdeon naui gobaege
joyonghi naege dagawaseo gidaeodeon nega neomu geuriwo dasi doragago sipeo

yeongwonira mideotdeon jeonbuyeotdeon neol geuri swipge jiul su eobseo
eonjenganeun sigani heureumyeon oraedoen ilgicheoreom jamsinama miso jitgo maneun
yeolbyeongieotdago chueokhamyeo nan sal su isseulkka

Translation

The darkness is lifted, The dim illuminations which slowly turned off, the daybreak which felt a bit cold.
As I watched over you whine saying “it’s too late”, The familiar long road we purposefully took as we returned home.

*I couldn’t think, for even one moment, that there would be a time when I would be without you.
But as time flows, it will be as if nothing happened and we wont be able to recollect.

I still… time to time, I remember the time when I first approached you and kissed you… and I can’t forget, so I find myself traveling the familiar road once more.
If by chance, we meet on this road, will you pause and smile for a second and rush by?

*I couldn’t think, for even one moment, that there would be a time when I would be without you.
But as time flows, it will be as if nothing happened and we wont be able to recollect.

At my shy confession which I couldn’t say like a man.
You quietly stepped over to me and embraced me. I yearn for you… I want to go back.

I believed in eternity, I can’t easily forget about you who made up my life.
But as time flows, as if I’m reading an old diary, I’ll smile for a moment and pass it off…
Will I be able to live again reminiscing, thinking tha it was just a momentary fever.

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Shared by: MsAmplified@ContinueTVXQ.com

♪♪♪Tonight ♪♪♪

2011-03-02T16:37:00.002+08:00

♪
BigBang is back!! *imitate gdragon way of saying it*

yes.. BIG BANG big comeback~ releasing their 4th mini album - TONIGHT.. *throw confetti* i totally bewitched by the songs~ =) coming back after 2 years plus...Big Bang never fail to impress the listener, the fans~ =) actually i am so happy on their comeback, i dont really know what to type here.. everything sound so great..and if i were to start writing, i will spazz instead.. =) well, get the album already..what are u guys waiting.. =) it's B to the I and G..B to the A and N G! BIG BANG! =)

Tonight ♪
6 songs + Digital Booklet :
Intro
Hands Up
Tonight
Somebody To Love
What Is Right
Cafe
Digital Booklet-Tonight

get it on:
http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/tonight-ep/id422259803
or
http://www.yesasia.com/big-bang-mini-album-vol-4/1024045154-0-0-0-en/info.html

*LOVING IT LIKE CRAZY!!*

i actually like the part where GD crash the guitar.. although feel it is wasting...bt then, he is soo cool with that!! *gd bias here.. =)*

*Laugh Die Me*
this is epic! =)
1. Gdragon being the girl
2. Top imagination of gdragon
3. Taeyang's hair..
4. Seungri way of talking
5. TOP become the girl
6. Top sit up with Gdragon << Notice Taeyang and Kwon Twins
7. Top becomes girl
8. Top and Seungri Kiss
9. Top and Gdragon Kiss
10. Daesung being the mother~ << this is most EPIC.. *smell~~*
11. Gdragon gt hit
12. Top real tears!! =)
13. Top and Gdragon moment again~ =)

씽

2011-03-02T16:21:00.003+08:00

holla.. after a long break from my blog~ =) before i proceed to bigbang's new album post... i feel like having a little 씽 picture spam here.. well, nt really.. just wanna post some old picture of KEVIN (of now U-KISS), JUNHYUNG (of now BEAST) and YUME ... i wonder where is Yume anyway.. this 3 is like my absolute biased in 씽 (Xing).. of course kevin being the top bias~ =) wait, maybe Yume is my top bias.. oh well, i distribute my attention to this 3 actually.. and well, here is some old picture spam~ =)

i think u guys had heard about what happen in U-KISS.. i dont angry over the members.. they probably were forced to accept this reality.. i mean alexander and kevin were closed like hell.. it's not just any publicity bt u can see their closeness in twitter... i blame more on NH Media though... what they mean by member replacement?? kibum may have less line than others, and well, i dont think he is weak ... he sure had his own unique area.. is just the company are stupid enough to find out~ or should i say, he never gave the chance to show it~ == alexander, he is famous!! being u-kiss leader, he did a very good job.. and yes, a lot of people knew ukiss, thanks to him!!! why he is out also?!! == i love u-kiss as it original.. *sigh* whining here and throwing tantrum doesnt help.. the decision is hard to unturn.. i wish the best happiness for all the members.. i wish alexander re-appear in his twitter... i miss his tweets so much~ i miss all tweets from u-kiss member.. where is those cheerful, happy-go-lucky boys went?? T.T

beside being sad and frusfrated, i am happy for the success of BEAST..i know i am being irony~ =) bt success of beast need to be applause.. so yeah, clap please.. *claps*.. congrats on the success of the concert.. and good luck in japanese debut!! XD i know u guys can do it~ =) HIMNAE!!!! XD

i wish yume re-debut.. i miss yume now~ T.T

of reality.. of story

2011-02-19T13:23:00.002+08:00

i may have wonder why one choose to kill themselves, for not loving the time they had, chooses to die while many were fighting for their dear life.. in my country, recently there been a lot of suicide cases.. well, most of it because of failure in relationship.. yes, i never understand why they choose for that route.. i termed that stupid.. for a person who doesnt even love them, they choose to leave those who loves them.. those who cherish them.. those who willing to be there for them...choose to hurt them over a person who doesnt even care less if you were there or not..

is life that worthless in their eyes?? when some people were fighting against the worst time of their life.. fighting for every second of their life to see, to listen and to speak in this world.. why some could just leap off and gone forever.. i dont know.. i been in the ward for almost 6 months already.. nt as patient bt as medical student.. i had seen lots of people fighting for time.. fighting for their own life.. and seriously, i had come across 2 patient who say "just let me die..i just wanted a peaceful day for now.. let me off from this suffering"

i really stunned..went speechless from what i heard.. my friend comfort him..saying he has his family there with him.. to be stronger and get healthy... i couldnt take it, i hid behind my friends and wipe my own tears..

recently i heard one again...from my own relatives.. she was diagnosed with cancer..advanced cancer.. looking at her, i felt so helpless.. my granny died because of cancer.. looking at her, i really wish i could help her.. feeling so helpless, i wonder myself..i cant help it bt to blame myself for being so helpless.. instead of worrying herself, she worried about her family.. she dedicated her life to her family.. and yet, reality hit her hard.. her family members, none was there for her to lean on... fighting over for her money, her wealth even before she close her eyes.. seldom step into the ward to accompany her..and fighting among themselves....the whole family is just a lump of shit.. i pity my own aunt for having going thru all this.. dedicating her life in her family, and yet, when she in pain, there is none bt crocodile tears for her..

she once told she would just went up to 12th floor and jump down..instead of being a burden to all... even i as her niece, went to the ward more than her so-called children.. is this what u do to repay your own mother??? at that very instand, i truly understand...at times, people dont choose the end path unless they become very disappointed in the society...disappointed with something in their life..

in her case..reality is far worst than being dead... looking on her own family, none could help to release her pain..her own illness that had eaten up much of herself.. reality hit her hard... if i was in her shoe, i wouldnt dare to imagine what will i do...i dont blame her for thinking dead is better than being alive... after all she had went thru...life is indeed harsh...is indeed worthless to continue fighting to live on... if only her family member would wake up... understand what their mother are going thru.. to stop being fake bout taking care of her...to stop eyeing on the wealth.. if i was them, i wish i dont have all those wealth, all i want is a healthy mum~

if i could change all the wealth to have a perfect healthy family member, i really will do it~ there is nothing better than having your family member there for you~ and i wish my cousins will understand that~ being older than me, how immature their thinking are.. i just dont understand their IQ and EQ.. and yes, i am saying u guys are STUPID!

reality sometimes..are just hurtful.. just too harsh.. and at times, people would just run away from reality~ life isnt about perfection.. life dont go like what we wanted.. life is just unfair.. accept the life how it be.. being good or being bad, isnt something we can change, bt we can change it by changing how we see life, how we try to make it better from the worst...

그 남자는 반대

2011-02-15T14:11:00.003+08:00

DALMATION just recently had their comeback for 그 남자는 반대 (That Man Opposed) .. =) check out their new song~ oh, if u guys remeber i posted before a song - fist snow, first kiss?? is by Daniel (from this grp) and also YOSEOB (of beast).. anyway, check out their new song

and also, yoseobie sang an ost for MY PRINCESS (Where kikwang is in).. here is his song..

그 사람을 아껴요 (Cherish That Person)..

double B

2011-02-15T13:54:00.002+08:00

how long since i last...update my own blog.. haahahha!! almost a month??? =) yah, got ntg to write..beside, im lazy recently... lazy to think of a topic to write..=)

nt really lazy bt kinda busy?? busy with 1 drama and 2 sitcom plus MULTIPLE of variety show... =) have u guys watched PARADISE RANCH/FARM/MEADOW, staring SHIM CHANGMIN and LEE YEON HEE ??? the drama really worth the time.. =) make sure u guys catch it..beside, changmin is soooo freaking hot, u wouldnt like to miss it~ =)

the sitcom i am catching now..will be from 2 fav idol grp of mine.. =)
uri evil,tough,mean,employer minded leader of beast, YOON DOOJOON is in ALL MY LOVE with 2AM JOKWON and BROWN EYED GIRLS GA IN... i think u guys knew bout it..it starts so long ago.. and yes, i been mentioning it quite number of times....the sitcom they in is ALL MY LOVE.. funny to the max!!! and hey, their acting is thousand time better than taecyeon's in dream high~ == wait, actually doojoon, changmin and another actor i bound to mention later on has better acting skill than taecyeon.. (dont get me wrong by saying i never watch taec or i hate him because i lovee 2pm and i do watch taec acting..)

the other sitcom will be...REAL SCHOOL!!! =) staring by our evil,sarcasm maknae of u-kiss, DONGHO!!! and also ELI and KISEOP.. =) check out their funny acting involving a grp of students.. =) DONGHO is really good in acting~ so check him out and show him lots of lovee~ =)

u can watch ATHENA?? CHANGMIN'S CAMEO as bomb nuclear specialist director.. and also SIWON!!! =) dont miss out the hot guys in athena..
or u can watch MY PRINCESS??? KIKWANG is in the movie and his cute side will make u go crazy!! =)
or maybe PRESIDENT... SUNGMIN is having the troublemaker role... it would be fun to catch him there...

so yeah, u can see, i am actually kinda...busy~ with yunjae (separate actually) drama coming up next... i am going to be very busy till end of this year.. nt to mention, there is a lot of comeback recently.. like BIGBANG, CN BLUE and BEAST japanese debut.. =)

oh...double B.. any of u guys knew why i wrote double B??? =)
is because recently i am addicted to this 2 grp... and their name start with B... yes, is BIGBANG and BEAST!!!! =) i make a playlist (name DOUBLE B) and put their songs in.....it contain tooooo much of love~ =)

watch them!! =)

moon astrology~

2011-01-28T20:15:00.002+08:00

we know about horoscope..everyone know about it...but the horoscope we always mention is actually sun horoscope.. how many of us actually knew about moon horoscope which could be totally different from our sun horoscope.. like me, i am cancer..bt my moon astrology told me, i am a leo~ XD bt pynic unnie, she is gemini in both sun and moon astrology~ =)

would u like to know what is yours?? here is a site pynic unnie gave me.. : http://www.lunarium.co.uk/moonsign/calculator.jsp

so after counting mine..i found out i am a leo.. and this is their analysis.. :D kinda true though~ XD

Proud, benevolent, generous, creative and jolly. Craves to be noticed and appreciated, cannot bear to stay in the shadow or be criticized.

In the depths of their souls, these people know they are true nobility, perhaps even royalty or monarchs. They know for certain that they were born different to others and only some outrageous injustice has destined them to live in a small flat instead of a palace. Yet even in these circumstances the Moon in Leo tries hard to create a decent and elegant lifestyle. He or she insists on buying clothes and items which are special in some way, and enjoys throwing a party and having guests at home ? an easy way, perhaps, for them to show their true colours.

Leo Moons are proud of their children, who they naturally assume have remarkable talents that distinguish them from others, and as parents they are happy to spend whatever it takes to discover and develop their kids' talents. They can also be big spenders when it comes to buying clothes, both for themselves and their children. Wearing rags is not for nobles! Moon in Leo individuals often have good taste, especially with clothes and food, and this is frequently the result of their own parents' influence. Even if they don't have any creative talents of their own, which is highly unusual, they are still interested in arts, theatre and fashion, and they undoubtedly have their own distinct opinions about these, and all other subjects.

Playing, celebrating and partying are the best ways for Moon in Leo people to restore their energy after periods of stress. For good self-esteem, every now and again they also need to be viewed, appreciated, and adored.

If they don't have enough love in their life, Moon Leos can have problems with their heart, circulatory system or their general levels of physical energy. Problems with vision are also quite typical. Many Moon Leos tend to have some sort of difficulty in their relationships with their own children, perhaps because they are so eager to spoil them.

and another analysis on moon Leo

The Moon in Leo makes you strong, proud and courageous. You enjoy responsibility, and often take on too much of it. You have a natural attraction authority, and enjoy appearing in the public eye. You would rather lead than follow any day.Your inherent pride makes you very susceptible to love affairs.

Your actions at work attract the attention, and respect of your superiors. This can only mean good things for you as far as your career is concerned. As far as money is concerned you are very generous.

The Moon in Leo makes for a strong intellect and a strong love of the arts. Don't be surprised if your occupation involves the theatre, music, painting or literature. You also have a love for luxuries. You like to drink the finest wine life has to offer. You are lively in spirit, have a high intelligence and have good prioritizing skills.

Males with Leo Moon: Much vital force and moral courage. Helpful to weaker section, honest, sympathetic, generous and of open mind. Magnanimous, position of responsibility and prominence. Favourable for finances. Love of luxuries, pleasures, perfumes, dress etc. Favourite of opposite sex and a sincere lover. Unfavourable for a father. Good organising capacity, a leader among friends. Uplift of native socially and mentally. This position of Moon places him in a position of authority, trust, respect and responsibility and gives inspiration for great achievements.

Females with Leo Moon: Fair complexion, attractive, wide and generous features, big round eyes. They are generous, independent, leaders among women, jolly but easily offended or hurt and apt to be vindictive and jealous. Of fiery temper, fond of food and are religious. Joyous, sexy and craving for physical contacts, like to be away from madding crowds and prefer a solitary place. Sincere, frank, good married life on the whole. Wealthy, affectionate and passionate and as long as they love their partner, they do it intensely, otherwise will severe connections.

Afflicted Moon in Leo: When Moon is afflicted, it makes one proud, easily offended, conceited. One becomes fickle-minded and sensitive and experiences loss through women, etc.

Famous Women Leonine Moon Signs: Bernadette, Jacqueline Bisset, Lizzie Borden, Marlene Dietrich, Jane Fonda, Anne Frank, Ruth Gordon, Martha Graham, Queen Latifah, Eva Peron, Julia Roberts, Jane Seymour, Gloria Steinem, Margaret Thatcher, Queen Elizabeth II.

Famous Men Leonine Moon Signs: Joseph Campbell, Winston Churchill, Jacques Cousteau,, Mohandas Gandhi, Mikhail Gorbachev, Robert Graves, James Joyce, Jack Lemmon, Martin Luther, Paul McCarney, Teolonius Monk, Wesley Snipes, Ringo Starr, Mao Tse Tung, Peter Ustinov, Van Gogh.
Leo Moon- Positive Traits
Loving
Witty
Radiant
Artistic
Dignified
Leo Moon - Negative Traits
Extravagant
Arrogant
Show-off
Self-centered
Domineering

one thing i found common in both.. my blood group O and my moon astrology, i am vanity???!!! am i that....narcissist??? excessive belief in my own attractiveness and intelligence ??? i am so freaking humble.. oh yea...*smack myself* "YONG JUNHYUNG, U ARE THE FREAKING SAME..SO STOP LAUGHING!!!!"

blood group determines who are you?

2011-01-28T18:44:00.003+08:00

do blood groups really determine someone's personality??? well, japanese believes they do~ and they did a research on it...well, i do believe part of it..not fully..because well, a lot of people share the same blood group and yet they are totally different people... XD bt at times, they do sound alike... reason why i say it :

HEECHUL, SIMON D, HONGKI , JONGHYUN (shinee) AND BOA share blood group AB..they do sound alike... like being witty, self-praising and self-admiration.. doing what they feel is right and dont give a damn on others.. XD

and yet

JAEJOONG , YOOCHUN , JUNHYUNG (beast) and SULLI share blood group O, dont have the similarity at all~ ==

anyway, here is what the research results tell about blood group..did it match yours??

TYPE O
You want to be a leader, and when you see something you want, you keep striving until you achieve your goal. You are a trend-setter, loyal, passionate, and self-confident. Your weaknesses include vanity and jealously and a tendency to be too competitive.

TYPE A You like harmony, peace and organization. You work well with others, and are sensitive, patient and affectionate. Among your weaknesses are stubbornness and an inability to relax.

TYPE B
You're a rugged individualist, who's straightforward and likes to do things your own way. Creative and flexible, you adapt easily to any situation. But your insistence on being independent can sometimes go too far and become a weakne ss.

TYPE AB
Cool and controlled, you're generally well liked and always put people at ease. You're a natural entertainer who's tactful and fair. But you're standoffish, blunt, and have difficulty making decisions.

more at http://www.citehr.com/23200-knowing-your-personality-traits-through-your-blood-group.html#ixzz1CJsdz8HU

i am 0 blood group...bt i think i fit into AB... well...i do have O traits..
well, dont just get too into it~ XD

here is a list of kpop idol..with their blood group :
A
2AM: JoKwon, Changmin
2NE1: CL, Dara
2PM: Junsu, Junho
4Minute: JiHyun
After School: Nana, Lizzy
BEAST: DooJoon, KiKwang
BEG: Miryo, Narsha
BigBang: G-Dragon, Seungri
CN Blue: JungShin, MinHyuk, YongHwa
Dalmatian: Drama
DBSK: Yunho
FT Island: MinHwan, JaeJin, JongHunSNSD: SeoHyun
f(x): Victoria
KARA: Nicole, SeungYeon
MBLAQ: SeungHo, LeeJoon, Thunder, Mir, GO
Rainbow: Woori, SeungA, NoEul, JiSook
SECRET: Zinger
SS501: Kyujong
Super Junior: Leeteuk, Sungmin, Donghae
T-ARA: SoYeon, Boram
U-KISS : SooHyun, Kiseop
WonderGirls: SunYe
ZE:A: JunYoung, Kevin, KwangHee, TaeHun

B
2PM: WooYoung, ChanSung
4Minute: Jiyoon, SoHyun
After School: Raina
BEAST:HyunSeung, YoSeob, DongWoon
BEG: Gain
BigBang: TOP
Choshinsung: GwangSu, Jihyuk, GeonIl
Dalmatian: Inati, DayDay,Jisu
DBSK: Junsu, Changmin
f(x): Amber
KARA: Hara
Rainbow: HyunYoung
SECRET: HyoSung, SunHwa
Shinee: Taemin, Key, Minho
SNSD: Jessica, Sunny, Yoona
SS501: HyunJoong
Super Junior: Hankyung, Siwon, Kibum, Kyuhyun
U-KISS: DongHo
ZE:A: Siwan, Heechul, Minwoo, DongJoon

AB
2NE1: Bom
2PM: TaecYeon
After School: SoYoung, JooYeon, Bekah, Uee
BigBang: Taeyang
BOA
Choshinsung: SungJe
Dalmatian: Dari, YeongWon
FT Island: Hongki
KARA: Gyuri
Rainbow: Jaekyung
Shinee: JongHyun
SNSD: Hyoyeon
Super Junior: Heechul, Yesung
T-ARA: JiYeon
WonderGirls: Sohee, YeEun, Sunmi
ZE:A: HyungShik

O
2AM: Seulong, JinWoon
2NE1: Minzy
2PM: NichKhun
4Minute: HyunAh, GaYoon
After School: Gahee,JungAh
BEAST: JunHyung
BEG: Jea
BigBang: Daesung
Choshinsung: YunHak, SungMo
CN Blue: JongHyun
DBSK: JaeJoong, Yoochun
FT Island: SeungHyun
f(x): Sulli, Krystal
KARA: Jiyoung
RAIN
Rainbow: YoonHye
SECRET: JiEun
Shinee: Onew
SNSD: Taeyeon, Tiffany, Sooyoung
Son Dambi
SS501: Jungmin, Young Saeng, HyungJoon
Super Junior: Kangin, Shindong, Eunhyuk, Ryeowook
T-ARA: EunJung, HyoMin
U-KISS: Kibum, Kevin, Eli, Alexander
WonderGirls: YooBin, HyeRim

Notes:

* I only included groups that I know and currently active. Do tell if there are any groups that you want me to include. I want to include MissA but I can't find their blood type,
* I miss some of the members. I can't find their blood type. Like f(x)'s Luna, T-ARA, etc. Do tell me If you know.
* Most of them are groups. Only a few are soloist like Boa, Rain, Son Dambi.
* How I described each type are the same as my previous post. Check it out.
* The only A in SNSD in SeoHyun
* All MBLAQ are type A
* Most leaders are type A(SJ, DBSK, CNBlue, FTI, WG, Beast, 4Minute, ZE:A, 2NE1, 2AM, BigBang, etc)
* Type A has the most idol.
* Only Kara and Rainbow have a vain leader:D (AB type)
* I think many of the magnaes(youngest member) are from the B type. Eg: DBSK, 2PM, Rainbow, Shinee, BEG etc
* I think for each blood type their personality kinda match with each other and their role in their group.

is this norm?

2011-01-24T22:08:00.003+08:00

is this norm??? the norm of the society??? or it is just nobody care/dare to change it...for being an outcast, is nt an easy task..especially u had to go against a lot of people which include ur good friends or people beside you...but what if the norm of society is just...not a good one to follow??? will u care to stand on your own stance?? or to go against urself just to follow the crowd?? or just keep on being an ignorance person??

well, why am i mentioning all this?? yeah, it is just something in this society i see.. well, to say society, i might be too generalised.. or maybe because i just couldnt get it.. is it that hard to accept a comment or a fact, that is contra to what we think??? well, i didnt say we should accept that comment bt then...i didnt see it in many..as something rose up just today~

there is always a reason for me to update my blog..so yeah...here is the reason... our king of twitter, heedictator wrote a series of tweet after retweeting an anti-fans tweet... here is what happen : http://www.allkpop.com/2011/01/super-juniors-heechul-lambastes-netizens-through-a-series-of-tweets

i know...this issue has been VERY VERY sensitive to many JYJ ISSUE... everything started from his interview in a magazine... attacked by jyj fans or his antifans (im nt generalising whoever did it) and feeling very angry, he retweet the girl's tweet and tweet a series of tweet talking out his mind~

and i do agree on what he say... although been a JYJ fans.. i agree with what he say...

let's nt go in on why i agree...bt here is what i wanna say...

everyone entitled a rights to say who they support, to say what is in their mind..when lots going to YES, that doesnt mean people who pick NO a bad ass~ heechul might be very rude for saying the word DOG bt hey, the language used by the girl isnt anywhere near polite.. and if u had the balls to post out the damn tweet, be prepared to face the damn consequences...

being in love in something, doesnt mean u can be totally blind by it... what heechul say, he has his point.. bt because what he say is nt something nice to the ear...dont just outcast this man...try read and understand like what he say... read and understand what the person try to say..take out the point, rather than go blindly, spamming and bashing on one...because after all the bash, u earn ntg bt label as immature fans...

if heechul think sme is good...and decide to back up sme...he is nt someone busybody...same goes to blackbeat jae, boa, shindong and sungmin..and also others... they are nt wrong to write out their stand..because they are FROM SME, doesnt mean they have to have different opinion.. and even if they stand by sme, that doesnt disqualified them from giving their opinion.. and standing with sme, doesnt mean they are being busybody... just because they had something not in common with the majority, their comment shouldnt be outcast.. there is always positive and negative that makes the world balance...

i support both the grp...bt then i dont just go blindly bashing others who give their opinion... because everyone had their rights to say something...we being big, doesnt represent the society..and this is written by heechul and i fully agree~

keep going on in life... dont just stop in a place and never grow~ it is just nt right~ and we normally learn from mistake..learn from bad comment~

파라다이스 목장

2011-01-20T16:09:00.002+08:00

paradise meadow
paradise ranch
paradise farm

it should be paradise changmin!! LOL~ yes, uri prince shim..shim changmin, maknae of legendary grp, 東方神起 make official debut as an actor and.... *dugeun dugeun* the drama is 파라다이스 목장 ... with LEE YEON HEE as female lead... here is the official teaser from SMENT youtube channel :

my conclusion for this teaser : THEY FOUND THE RIGHT ACTOR!!! uri shim goon, did a very very very very *x9038479836489237403274902374032x* great job in expressing the role...his expression, his body language...his aura and...everything just fit in~!!!!!! XD

black and white

2011-01-20T13:32:00.002+08:00

너와 나 Black and white...

yes!!! our cute sexy diva, g.na choi (http://twitter.com/#!/G_NA_love) are back with her 1st album - BLACK AND WHITE.. XD please do support her~ XD here is the information :

Title: Black & White
Artist: G.NA
Genre: Ballad
Language: Korean
Release Date: 2011.01.18
Tracklist

01 Black & White
02 이제 그만 화 풀어요 [with 준범, 현규, 현석]
03 처음 뵙겠습니다 [with Wheesung]
04 벌써 보고 싶어
05 첫눈에 한눈에 [feat. Verbal Jint]
06 꺼져 줄게 잘 살아 [feat. JunHyung]
07 애인이 생기면 하고 싶은 일 [with Rain]
08 Supa Solo [feat. Swings]
09 Loving You
10 소문났어요

let me spazz on her new song,can??? *puppy eyes* ... no??? aww!!! anyway, Jinwoo from 2AM co-star in her cute couple mv Black And White....*smack - for spazzing on jinwoo* ouch!!

gina with her great vocal...great s-line and cute dance...let's welcome her back to kpop with much success... gina hwaiting!!!

MV : (just spam the reply button to help her increase views can?! hahaha)

G.Na - Black & White

=====HANGUL=====
credit: WingedChunsa@soompi forum

(Black, Black, Black, White)
(Black, Black, Black, White)

Black and white, Black and white
너와 나는 Black and white
나는 Hot 너는 Cool
Couple인 게 Mystery

정말 정말 정말 정말 말도 안돼 말도 안돼
머리부터 발끝까지 맞는 게 하나 없니
너보다 잘 맞는 남자들 많을 텐데
정말 정말 정말 정말 말도 안돼 말도 안돼

Hey boy 맞춰 봐 바꿔 봐 해 봐 Come on boy
자존심 따윈 Kick it, Kick it, Kick it
Oh no oh no oh no oh no 이제 좀 맞춰 봐

너와 나 Black and white
너 너 너와 나 Black and White Oh
네 멋대로 제 멋대로 어쩜 그러니
너는 몰라 내 맘 몰라 왜 몰라

너와 나 Black and White
너 너 너와 나 Black and White
나밖에 없어 없다고 주윌 둘러봐
제발 제발 제발 Back to me

(Black, Black, Black, White)
(Black, Black, Black, White)

도대체 몇 번째 만났다 헤어지니
나보다 잘 맞는 여자 찾기 바쁘니
정말 정말 정말 정말 말도 안돼 말도 안돼

Hey boy 자꾸 너 이럴래 자꾸 Come on boy
거짓말 따윈 Kick it, Kick it, Kick it
Oh no oh no oh no oh no 나만 좀 봐줄래

너와 나 Black and white
너 너 너와 나 Black and white, Oh
네 멋대로 제 멋대로 어쩜 그러니
너는 몰라 내 맘 몰라 왜 몰라

너와 나 Black and white
너 너 너와 나 Black and white
나밖에 없어 없다고 주윌 둘러봐
제발 제발 제발 Back to me

(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)

(Hey 너를 봤어 Boy) 키스하는 널 봤어
(Hey 너를 봤어 Boy) 넌 그녀가 더 좋았니
(Hey 너무 했어 Boy) 난 너밖에 없는데
너 제발 좀 이러지마

너와 나 Black and white
너 너 너와 나 Black and white, Oh
네 멋대로 제 멋대로 어쩜 그러니
너는 몰라 내 맘 몰라 왜 몰라

너와 나 Black and white
너 너 너와 나 Black and white
나 밖에 없어 없다고 주윌 둘러봐
제발 제발 제발 Back to me

(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)

=====ROMANIZATION=====
credit: WingedChunsa@soompi forum

(Black, Black, Black, White)
(Black, Black, Black, White)

Black and white, black and white
neowa naneun black and white
naneun hot neoneun cool
couple inge mystery

jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal maldo andwe maldo andwe
meori buteo balkkeut kkaji matneunge hana eobni
neoboda jal matneun namjadeul maneul tende
jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal maldo andwe maldo andwe

Hey boy matchwobwa bakkwobwa haebwa come on boy
jajonshim ddawin kick it, kick it, kick it
Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no ije jom matchwobwa

neowa na black and white
neo neo neowa na black and white oh
ne meotdaero je meotdaero eojjeom geureoni
neoneun molla naemam molla wae molla

neowa na black and white
neo neo neowa na black and white
nabakke eobseo eobdago juwil dulleobwa
jebal jebal jebal back to me

(Black, Black, Black, White)
(Black, Black, Black, White)

dodaeche myeotbeon jjae mannat dahe eojini
naboda jal matneun yeoja chatgi babbeuni
jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal maldo andwe maldo andwe

Hey boy jakku neo ireollae jakku come on boy
geojitmal ddawin kick it, kick it, kick it
Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no naman jom bwajullae

neowa na black and white
neo neo neowa na black and white oh
ne meotdaero je meotdaero eojjeom geureoni
neoneun molla naemam molla wae molla

neowa na black and white
neo neo neowa na black and white
nabakke eobseo eobdago juwil dulleobwa
jebal jebal jebal back to me

(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)

(Hey neoreul bwatseo boy) kiseu haneun neol bwatseo
(Hey neoreul bwatseo boy) neon geunyeoga deo joatni
(Hey neomu haetseo boy) nan neobakke eobneunde
neo jebal jom ireojima

neowa na black and white
neo neo neowa na black and white oh
ne meotdaero je meotdaero eojjeom geureoni
neoneun molla naemam molla wae molla

neowa na black and white
neo neo neowa na black and white
nabakke eobseo eobdago juwil dulleobwa
jebal jebal jebal back to me

(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)

=====TRANSLATION=====
credit: WingedChunsa@soompi forum

(Black, Black, Black, White)
(Black, Black, Black, White)

Black and white, black and white
You and I are black and white
I'm hot, you're cool
It's a mystery that we're a couple

It really, really, really, really doesn't make sense, doesn't make sense
From head to toe, there's nothing in common
There should be lots of guys who's a better match than you
It really, really, really, really doesn't make sense, doesn't make sense

Hey boy, match it, change it, try it, come on boy
Something like dignity, kick it, kick it, kick it
Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no, try to match me now

You and I, black and white
You, you, you and I, black and white, oh
Doing whatever you want, how can you?
You don't know, don't know my heart, why don't you know?

You and I, black and white
You, you, you and I, black and white
You only have me, look around you
Please, please, please, back to me

(Black, Black, Black, White)
(Black, Black, Black, White)

How many times are we going to break up and start again?
Are you busy looking for a girl who's a better match?
It really, really, really, really doesn't make sense, doesn't make sense

Hey boy, are you going to keep doing this, come on boy
Something like lies, kick it, kick it, kick it
Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no, will you only look at me

You and I, black and white
You, you, you and I, black and white, oh
Doing whatever you want, how can you?
You don't know, don't know my heart, why don't you know?

You and I, black and white
You, you, you and I, black and white
You only have me, look around you
Please, please, please, back to me

(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)

(Hey, I saw you, boy) I saw you kissing
(Hey, I saw you, boy) did you like her more
(Hey, this is too much, boy) I only have you
You, please stop doing this

You and I, black and white
You, you, you and I, black and white, oh
Doing whatever you want, how can you?
You don't know, don't know my heart, why don't you know?

You and I, black and white
You, you, you and I, black and white
You only have me, look around you
Please, please, please, back to me

(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)
(Back, Back, Back to me)

credit : http://eklyricos.blogspot.com/

bonus...remember g.na debut song - i'll back off so you can live better??? and she has a few singers to have the rap part??? here is a compilation for it... enjoy~ XD all of them are good rapper though~ XD

팝시클

2011-01-15T14:21:00.003+08:00

팝시클??? popsicle??
ha..YES IT IS...팝시클, subunit of 대국남아... one of my favourite boyband.. ermm, should i do an introduction for 대국남아???

a very short one..: 대국남아 is a 5 member boyband who all previously from Xing compromising of Hyunmin (현민), Jay, Karam (가람), Injun (인준) and Mika (미카).... =D their english name is THE BOSS (Boys Of Super Space).. =D

팝시클 is first subunit of 대국남아... =D and they recently released a digital single : 한 여름날 눈이 내릴 때까지 너를 사랑해 (한.눈.해) ... cute mv!!! loving it so much... and well, their vocal never failed to amazed all of us~ =D really cute~

the mv:

the perf:

dont karam look like kim jaejoong??! =D

anyway, a bonus.. ingun, mika and hyunmin singing Billionaire by Bruno Mars

Artist :: Popsicle (팝시클) | (DNA) (대국남아)'s Sub-unit
Album Information :: Single
Title Track :: I Will Love You Until It Snows In The Middle Of A Summer Day
Genre :: Pop
Release Date :: January 13, 2011
Planning | Distribution :: Open World Ent. | Loen Ent.

Hangul and simple romanization

아침햇살에 눈뜨면 네가 나를 깨우고
achimhessare nuntteumyon nega nareul kkeugo
나를 위한 아침을 하지
nareul wihan achimeul haji
앞치마를 입고 웃는 네 모습이
apchimareul ipgo utneun ne moseubi
너무 예뻐 그래서 행복해
nomu yeppo geureso hengbokhe

우리 닮은 아인 둘만 낳자
uri dalmeun ain dulman natja
한 달에 한번은 여행을 꼭 가자
han dare hanboneun yohengeul kkok gaja
싸웠을 때에도 하루는 넘기지 말자
ssawosseul tte-edo haruneun nomgiji malja

사랑해요 오직 그대만을
sarangheyo ojik geudemaneul
평생 고백하고 싶은 말
pyongseng gobekhago sipeun mal
일분일초도 쉬지 않고 하고 싶은
ilbunilchodo swiji an-go hago sipeun
그 말 그 말 그 말 사랑해요
geu mal geu mal geu mal sarangheyo

뜨거운 태양이 식을 때까지
tteugoun teyangi sigeul ttekkaji
아니 한여름에 흰 눈이 내릴 때까지
ani han-yoreume hwin nuni neril ttaekkaji
그대만을 사랑하겠어요 사랑해요
geudemaneul saranghagessoyo sarangheyo

하늘에 내려온 천사라고
haneure neryo-on chonsarago
사막에 한 모금 물이라고
samage han mogeum murirago
세상에 나만의 그대라고
sesange naman-eui geuderago
beautiful girl you're my world
처음 너를 봤을 때부터
choeum noreul bwasseul ttebuto
너에게 난 빠져버렸어
noege nan ppajyoboryosso
여보야 자기야 손잡을래
yoboya jagiya sonjabeulle
영원히 나와 함께 살래
yongwonhi nawa hamkke salle

세수 안 한 모습도 참 예뻐
sesu an han moseupdo cham yeppo
화장기 없는 네 모습이 더 예뻐
hwajanggi opneun ne moseubi do yeppo
콩깍지라는게 바로 이런게 아닐까 oh
kongkkakjiraneu-nge baro iron-ge anilkka oh

사랑해요 오직 그대만을
sarangheyo ojik geudemaneul
평생 고백하고 싶은 말
pyongseng gobekhago sipeun mal
일분일초도 쉬지 않고 하고 싶은
ilbunilchodo swiji an-go hago sipeun
그 말 그 말 그 말 사랑해요
geu mal geu mal geu mal sarangheyo

뜨거운 태양이 식을 때까지
tteugoun teyangi sigeul ttekkaji
아니 한 여름에 흰 눈이 내릴 때까지
ani han yoreume hwin nuni neril ttekkaji
그대만을 사랑하겠어요 사랑해요
geudemaneul saranghagessoyo sarangheyo

hey beautiful girl
she is my girl
내가 천사라 말하는 넌
nega chonsara malhaneun non
내 꿈속에 나타나버렸는걸
ne kkumsoge natanaboryotneun-gol
oh love me love me baby

죽어도 나는 watching you
jugodo naneun watching you
내 사랑은 너 only you
ne sarangeun no only you
고장 난 가슴을 고쳐줘
gojang nan gaseumeul gochyojwo
내 곁엔 언제나 너야
ne gyoten onjena noya

사랑해요 나의 사랑 그대
sarangheyo naye sarang geude
나를 걸고 약속할게요
nareul golgo yaksokhalgeyo
일분일초도 쉬지 않고 사랑해요
ilbunilchodo swiji an-go sarangheyo

그대 그대 그대 나의 천사
geude geude geude naye chonsa
저 별이 뜨지 않는 날까지
jo byori tteuji anneun nalkkaji
아니 서쪽에서 해가 뜨는 그날까지
ani sojjogeso hega tteuneun geunalkkaji
그대만을 사랑하겠어요
geudemaneul saranghagessoyo
사랑해요
sarangheyo

Credit
Hangul :: Melon Music
Romanization :: Chichan-Onew
PLEASE TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS
Thank u so much :)

the most expensive gifts

2011-01-14T13:33:00.003+08:00

what could be the most expensive gifts??? what is the most valuable thing u ever receive in your whole life?? are getting good job, getting good salary and living luxury life are enough?? what could be the most important thing in life than just leading a well off life???

of course FAMILY~ =D next on family?? are friends... everyone needs a life..even robinson crusoe needs a friend...nobody live in this world without friends..nobody love the word lonely... a friend in deed is a friend in need... =)

i read an email by swee yen...and it makes me cry...here is the email :

One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.

It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students was killed in VietNam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature. The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin. As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. 'Were you Mark's math teacher?' he asked. She nodded: 'yes.' Then he said: 'Mark talked about you a lot.' After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher. 'We want to show you something,' his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket 'They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it.'

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him. 'Thank you so much for doing that,' Mark's mother said. 'As you can see, Mark treasured it.' All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, 'I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home.' Chuck's wife said, 'Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album.''I have mine too,' Marilyn said. 'It's in my diary'. Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. 'I carry this with me at all times,' Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: 'I think we all saved our lists'. That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be. So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

to get a friend, is nt an easy...to get a friend who understand us, for us to rely on, it is even harder... it takes fate and destiny for 2 person to know each other and be friends... while someone struggle to get more friends, some just create drama with their own friends...why could they appreciate the friends that they know they can rely on..to go thru everything together..to go up and down..who can totally understand themselves... i just dont get it~

anyway, to all my friends, i am really thankful for your presence...thank you so much..and i love you all...i promise i will continue to be...as who i am...a person who u can rely on~ thank you!!!! =D

처음 사랑하는 연인들을 위해

2011-01-14T00:19:00.002+08:00

yay!!!!! so yonghwa version of BAN MAL song is out!!!! =D and as i expected, it will be my next favourite song...and it really is!! i am soo addicted to the song already!! =D happy for yonghwa!! =) happy for yongseo!! XD here is the song...please do support uri yong-seobang~ =D he is really a talented person...or maybe because he puts his heart into this song..after all, this song is for seohyunnie... =D whatever, DATE REAL ALREADY!! =D

Buy at : http://music.bugs.co.kr/album/257862?wl_ref=new_ab

Korean (hangul) Lyrics

맨처음 너를 보던 날
수줍기만 하던 너의 맑은 미소도
오늘이 지나면 가까워 질거야
매일 설레는 기대를 해
무슨 말을 건네 볼까
어떻게 하면 네가 웃어줄까
손을 건네보다 어색해질까봐
멋쩍은 웃음만 웃어봐

우리 서로 반말하는 사이가 되기를
아직 조금 서투르고 어색한데도
고마워요 라는 말투 대신
좀 더 친하게 말을 해줄래
우리 서로 반말하는 사이가 될거야
한걸음씩 천천히 다가와
이젠 내 두눈을 바라보며 말을 해줄래
널 사랑해
너와의 손을 잡던날
심장이 멈춘듯한 기분들에
무슨말 했는지 기억조차 안나
마냥 설레는 기분인걸
우리 서로 반말하는 사이가 되기를
아직 조금 서투르고 어색한데도
고마워요 라는 말투 대신
좀 더 친하게 말을 해줄래
우리 서로 반말하는 사이가 될거야
한걸음씩 천천히 다가와
이젠 내 두눈을 바라보며 말을 해줄래
널 사랑해

우리 서로 사랑하는 사이가 되기를
잡은 두손 영원히 놓지 않을꺼야
바라보는 너의 눈빛속에
행복한 미소만 있길 바래
우리 서로 사랑하는 사이가 될꺼야
아껴주고 편히 기대면 되
너를 보는 나의 두 눈빛이
말하고 있어
널 사랑해

English Translations

The day when I first saw you
Your bright smile full of shyness
we’ll get closer after today
every day, I have heart-fluttering expectations
what to say to you
how to get you to laugh
I fear it’ll get awkward when I try to hold your hand
all I can do is smile shyly

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
even though it’s still awkward and unfamiliar
instead of saying ‘thank you’
talk to me in a friendlier way

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
you walk towards me slowly, step by step
now look at my two eyes and tell me
I love you

The day when I held your hand
I felt my heart stop beating
I don’t even remember what I said
All I feel is a flutter in my stomach

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
even though it’s still awkward and unfamiliar
instead of saying ‘thank you’
talk to me in a friendlier way

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
you walk towards me slowly, step by step
now look at my two eyes and tell me
I love you

Hopefully we can fall in love with each other
I’ll never let go of your two hands from my grasp
the light of your eyes, gazing at me
I hope there will only be joyful smiles

Hopefully we can fall in love with each other
We can lean on one another and take care of each other
Looking into your eyes, my two eyes
they’re talking to you
I love you

cr.DCgallery (Korean lyrics); rough translation by Faith @ sweetpotatodays chatbox; current translation by Mountainmadman and wishwash @ soompi

saranghae!!!! oppa jeongmal saranghae!! =D

horoscope??

2011-01-09T22:14:00.002+08:00

my friend ask me suddenly, if i trust the existence of zodiac sign or horoscope..well, to say i believe in it, i actually dont..bt sometimes, what they describe someone, it do sound similar to who i am... after thinking a while, i come up to a conclusion..to nt trust or over-indulge in what the horoscope say..to pick what suppose good for us...=)

like when they say we are someone who cheerful, then continue to live up to its name...when it say we are someone bad temper, then dont just follow silly~ =) change our temper...=D to pick up what is good and change what is bad~ so we could be a better person...dont the world look prettier with prettier person living everywhere around u...then be the same for others... =D

my horoscope is cancer...pynic unnie recently show me a site...talking bout zodiac sign...well, i shall past what they say bout me~ =D here is cancer :

Symbol: The Crab
Ruling Planet: Moon
Quality: Cardinal
Element: Water
Basic Trait: I Feel
Closest Metal: Silver
Lucky Day: Monday
Lucky Colors: Green, Silver-Grey, Cream and White
Lucky Gems: Opal, Pearl and Moonstone
Lucky Flowers: Daisies and Wallflowers

Cancer zodiac sign has the symbol of 'The Crab'. One of the basic characteristics of a Cancerian is that he is very prone to mood swings, which are matched by changing emotions. At one point of time, you may have seen him in a typical party mood, enjoying himself and laughing at other people's jokes. He may come across as the most extroverted member in the entire group. However, another time, he may be completely introverted, sitting in a corner and lost in his own world. This single personality trait can help you in identifying a Cancer very easily.

A Cancerian will never run behind fame and publicity, but if he ever gets it, he definitely knows how to bask in the limelight. In a melancholic mood, he can become the coldest person on this earth and drown you in his bottomless depression. Cancerians are prone to pessimism and usually hide their fears behind a veil of humor. They love to dream and for them, sky's the limit. When he cries, it is because he is deeply hurt from inside. A harsh glance or a rough tone can easily break Cancer's vulnerable heart.

When he is hurt, he will either cry his heart out or retreat into a silent spell. However, it is rare that he takes revenge from the one who has hurt him. If a Cancer retreats to his shell, you can be sure he will become completely unreachable. He won't pick his phone, answer the doorbell or even check his mail. Another mood that can engulf a Cancer is a snappy one, or you can say a crabby one. He will hate the world and snap at anything and everything. However, you can be sure he is not angry with you and will soon be his normal self again.

While in a conversation, the facial features of a crab will change a number of times, displaying his numerous moods. He has a vivid imagination and at times will drown you in his moods too. Each and every experience affects him and gets engraved in his memory. Cancerians remember everything life has taught them and are true patriots. Past intrigues them and they love to collect antiques, old treasures and ancient relics. They are the perfect keepers of secrets and people automatically confide in them.

However, their own thoughts and secrets are strictly off limits for everyone. A typical cancer will never discuss his personal life with anyone. Compassion and intuition gel perfectly with the Cancer profile. He seldom judges people, just soaks up what comes his way and reflects the same. He will never ever give up an object he cherishes, be it a gift from a lover or the worn jeans he loves wearing. Cancerians have a soft heart; they care about people and are quite helpful. However, they wait to see if someone else is helping.

If the answer is yes, they will sit back and let the other person be the savior. In case no one comes forward; they will be there to rescue you. A Cancer person may come at the last minute, but he will save you just before you are about to drown. He is not selfish, it just that he never wants to be impulsive. But, he will save you nonetheless. Before he makes any move, a Cancerian must be sure of strong backing. Without it, he hates to venture on his own. He does not forget mistakes easily, especially his own.

He will brood over them and take a long time before moving ahead again. Cancerian loves, rather reveres, his home and his loved ones. Too much is not even enough for him. He needs more, more security, more love and more care. Insecurity may lead him to depression and weaken him physically. However, Cancerians have this amazing quality of self-healing. All they require is happiness, optimism and laughter in large doses. They are prone to negative thoughts and are always preparing for the unseen future.

The maxim 'Old is Gold' fits perfectly to a Cancer, whether it is the case of people or things. He is also very good at making as well as managing wealth. He has a large heart and will share willingly if his loved ones are in need. However, wastage, especially of food, is sure to tick him off. All the sensitivity of a crab is hidden beneath his hard shell and it will take much care and love to bring him out of his shell and close to you!

i think this is very true for me... hahaha~ well, my friend agree this is true for me...=D

p/s: i tried to change what they say up there...bt actually it fail~ dont be sad though..stick to be who u are..nobody is perfect~ hahahah..so ironic to what i say just now..bt yeah, we dont change ourself for others... hahahahaha... and having some weakness prove we are human~ ahahahhaha

KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN

2011-01-09T14:38:00.002+08:00

i promise a post on the latest song by TVXQ.. =D
so here is...KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN!!! since they ARE TVXQ, so yea, posting their comeback in both mu bank and mu core~ =D enjoy~

THE MV

performance from their 1st comeback - music bank

music core - 2nd comeback

lyrics to WHY? KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN.
credit: MelOn + thelapan + moonlightunes
Translation: allkpop
TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDIT

HANGEUL + ROMANIZATION

Keep your head down U-Know time (Max)
Keep your head down U-Know time (Max)

You know what time it is?
You know what time it is?

This is return of the king
This is return of the king

(모두 끝나버렸다) 난 시작도 안 해봤는데
(modu kkeutnabeoryeotda) nan sijakdo an haebwanneunde

(헤어져 버렸다) 난 이유조차 못 듣고
(heeojyeo beoryeotda) nan iyujocha mot deutgo

주변 사람들 모두 하나같이 날보고 너 왜 그래
jubyeon saramdeul modu hanagachi nalbogo neo wae geurae

왜 그래 왜 그래 난 이미 나쁜 놈
wae geurae wae geurae nan imi nappeun nom

(죄라면)널 사랑한 게 죄라면
(joeramyeon)neol saranghan ge joeramyeon

(그게 죄라면)진실 했다는게 죄라면
(geuge joeramyeon)jinsil haetdaneunge joeramyeon

(나는 Keep it low 나는 Keep it low)
(naneun Keep it low naneun Keep it low)

난 참아내고 내 자릴 지켜
nan chamanaego nae jaril jikyeo

(Keep your head down)
(Keep your head down)

넌 정말 예쁘지만 너무 다른 너의 속이 난 너무 두려워
neon jeongmal yeppeujiman neomu dareun neoui sogi nan neomu duryeowo

(Keep your head down)
(Keep your head down)

사랑했다 하지만 난 이제 널 놓겠다
saranghaetda hajiman nan ije neol noketda

(왜?) 날 그렇게 쉽게 떠났니
(wae?) nal geureoke swipge tteonanni

(왜?) 내가 쉬워 보였던 거니
(wae?) naega swiwo boyeotdeon geoni

(왜?) 내 가슴은 찢어지잖아
(wae?) nae gaseumeun jjijeojijanha

(왜?) 모두 한 순간의 꿈이었다면
(wae?) modu han sunganui kkumieotdamyeon

(왜?) 바로잡을 시간이 있었다면
(wae?) barojabeul sigani isseotdamyeon

(왜?) 제발 네가 행복하길 바랬다
(wae?) jebal nega haengbokhagil baraetda

나, 언제나 언제나 너를 가진 걸로 충분했고
na, eonjena eonjena neoreul gajin geollo chungbunhaetgo

세상이 뭐래도 같은 꿈을 꿔서 행복했고
sesangi mworaedo gateun kkumeul kkwoseo haengbokhaetgo

지금은 널 보내게 됐지만 어차피 내 길을 갈뿐이고
jigeumeun neol bonaege dwaetjiman eochapi nae gireul galppunigo

Now I’m just chillin’ Feel like I’m healing
Now I‘m just chillin‘ Feel like I‘m healing

늦어버렸다, 넌 다시 돌아갈 수 없단다
neujeobeoryeotda, neon dasi doragal su eopdanda

네가 없다면 난 무너질 거라 믿겠지 예전부터 넌
nega eopdamyeon nan muneojil geora mitgetji yejeonbuteo neon

그건 착각이라고 내가 왜 그래 왜 그래 왜 그래 널 타일렀잖아
geugeon chakgagirago naega wae geurae wae geurae wae geurae neol tailleotjanha

Hey 난 정말, 정말 슬펐다 철이 없던 네가
Hey nan jeongmal, jeongmal seulpeotda cheori eopdeon nega

혹시라도 나쁜 사람 만날까 Why? baby
hoksirado nappeun saram mannalkka Why? baby

(Keep your head down)
(Keep your head down)

넌 정말 예뻐 근데 그뿐이야 네 가슴에 중요한게 없는걸
neon jeongmal yeppeo geunde geuppuniya ne gaseume jungyohange eomneungeol

(Keep your head down)
(Keep your head down)

사랑의 아픔을 참는 가슴에 못 박고
sarangui apeumeul chamneun gaseume mot bakgo

(왜?) 날 그렇게 쉽게 떠났니
(wae?) nal geureoke swipge tteonanni

(왜?) 내가 쉬워 보였던 거니
(wae?) naega swiwo boyeotdeon geoni

(왜?) 내 가슴은 찢어지잖아
(wae?) nae gaseumeun jjijeojijanha

(왜?) 모두 한 순간의 꿈이었다면
(wae?) modu han sunganui kkumieotdamyeon

(왜?) 바로잡을 시간이 있었다면
(wae?) barojabeul sigani isseotdamyeon

(왜?) 제발 네가 행복하길 바랬다
(wae?) jebal nega haengbokhagil baraetda

하~ 그렇게 너 사람 갖고 장난, 장난 치지 마라
ha~ geureoke neo saram gatgo jangnan, jangnan chiji mara

내 앞에선 요래조래 거짓말만을 늘어놓고
nae apeseon yoraejorae geojitmalmaneul neureonoko

누가 봐도 누가 봐도 넌 정말 이중적이야
nuga bwado nuga bwado neon jeongmal ijungjeogiya

(왜왜왜)수정 같던 마음들이 언제 그렇게 탁해졌니
(waewaewae)sujeong gatdeon maeumdeuri eonje geureoke takhaejyeonni

사랑을 끝냈다 널 보낸 가슴이 텅 비워졌다
sarangeul kkeutnaetda neol bonaen gaseumi teong biwojyeotda

하지만 내 미래는 마치 일어나서 웃으라고 손짓한다
hajiman nae miraeneun machi ireonaseo useurago sonjitanda

너를 보낸다 정말 행복하게 살아(왜왜왜)
neoreul bonaenda jeongmal haengbokhage sara(waewaewae)

먼 훗날에 먼 훗날에 그냥 편하게 웃고 싶다 하하
meon hutnare meon hutnare geunyang pyeonhage utgo sipda haha

(왜?) 왜~~~~~~~~
(wae?) wae~~~~~~~~

(왜?) 사랑을 그렇게 쉽게 놔버리는 너를
(wae?) sarangeul geureoke swipge nwabeorineun neoreul

(왜?) 누군가 걱정할거란 생각은 해봤나
(wae?) nugunga geokjeonghalgeoran saenggageun haebwanna

(왜?) 니가 놔 버린 게 너는 뭔지
(wae?) niga nwa beorin ge neoneun mwonji

(왜?) 아직 모르는 것 같아
(wae?) ajik moreuneun geot gata

(왜?) 그대로 머물러 나를 지켜봐
(wae?) geudaero meomulleo nareul jikyeobwa

(Keep your head down)
(Keep your head down)

지워졌다, 사라졌다 내 가슴에 니가 죽어 모두 타버렸다
jiwojyeotda, sarajyeotda nae gaseume niga jugeo modu tabeoryeotda

(Keep your head down)
(Keep your head down)

지워졌다, 사라졌다 내 가슴에 니가 죽어 너는 이제 없다
jiwojyeotda, sarajyeotda nae gaseume niga jugeo neoneun ije eopda

TRANSLATION

Keep your head down U-Know time (Max)
You know what time it is?
This is return of the king

(Everything has ended) I didn’t even start yet
(We broke up) I haven’t even heard the reason yet
Everyone around me keeps asking me why I’m like this
Why are you like that, why are you like that? I’m already the bad guy

(If it’s a sin) If loving you was a sin
(If that was a shin) If being genuine is a sin
(I’ll keep it low, I’ll keep it low) I’ll hold it in and stand my ground

(Keep your head down)
You look pretty, but inside you’re so different, that’s what I’m afraid of
(Keep your head down)
I said I loved you but I’ll let you go

(Why?) Did you leave me so easily
(Why?) Did I look easy to you?
(Why?) My heart is ripping to shreds
(Why?) If every moment was a dream
(Why?) If only I had the time to set it right
(Why?) I prayed for your happiness

I was always satisfied with having you
I was happy to dream the same dream as you no matter what they said
I had to let you go, but I’m just walking my path anyway
Now I’m just chillin’, Feel like I’m healing

It’s too late, you said you can’t come back
You’ve always believed that I’d crumble without you
That’s a misunderstanding, why would I do that? why, why, I told you I wouldn’t

(Hey) I was really, really sad, because you were so immature
and I was afraid you’d meet someone bad (Why? baby)

(Keep your head down)
You’re really pretty, but that’s all there is to you, there’s nothing important inside of you
(Keep your head down)
A nail is driven into the heart that is holding in the pain of love

Ha~ Don’t play with people like that
In front of me, all you do is speak of lies
You’re such a two-faced person
(Why why why) Since when did our crystal-like feelings become so opaque?
Our love has ended, I’ve let you go, and now my heart is empty
But my future is gesturing towards me to get up and smile
I’m letting you go, live happily (why why why)
One day far from now, far from now, I want to just smile comfortable

(Why?) Why
(Why?) You let go of our love so easily
(Why?) Did you ever think that someone would get worried?
(Why?) I don’t think you know yet
(Why?) Exactly just what you let go of
(Why?) Just remain there and watch me grow

(Keep your head down)
Erased, disappeared, you’ve burned to death in my heart
(Keep your head down)
Erased, disappeared, you’ve died in my heart and you no longer exist

other song translation available in tohosomania~ thx to jeelim!! =D
anyway ENJOY!!! =)

the last of me..the new of 2011

2011-01-06T00:34:00.003+08:00

am i being pathetic???
what the fork is happening to me?!!! == am i being a self-pity again??? darn!!

why am i being so stupid/ridiculed on everything that happen?? is it that important to take in account of whatsoever thing that happen???

i must be crazy to be start being depressed....i had a bunch of friends who i can count on..why am i self-pitying again?! stupid me...

whatever!!! just STOP...i seriously think i should just stop caring on whatsoever happen to others..maybe being a little selfish is..sometimes good to myself... =) i shall...try nt to be used by others...so much...being nice wasnt even easy...ppl never care, they just take advantage... ppl just cant shut..they take it as hypocrisy.. just stop already..as long as nt being over mean...bt dont be over nice...is just dont worth it when u did everything and end up having all the shit~

yah myself, wake up already!! == a new change for 2011..just~

banmal?

2010-12-31T15:20:00.003+08:00

banmal? ban mal relationship??
have you ever speak formally to anyone u like?? being hard to speak informal to that person...well, uri seohyunie is the one.....it is so hard for her to speak banmal to her nampyeon, yonghwa~ =D bt then they are cute though~~

probably she got used to speaking formal to him...is hard to speak informal..nevertheless, both are just too cute~ and yes, they are real!! =D

here is the banmal song, written by both of them...remember to catch the new episode of them tomorrow...oh, is 31st december today...so, how is 2010 to all my qingu?! =D mine going steady n nt much noise..bt i think i am going to make my 2011 GREAT!! =D saranghae!!

lyrics : havent found a full one..will post up later~ =D

WHY?!!!!

2010-12-30T20:17:00.003+08:00

keep your head down!!!

yea...TVXQ (homin) ask you to KEEP UR HEAD DOWN!!! =) their new single...a comeback~
i shall post up when they release the mv and live~ =D
HOMIN is soo freaking hot!!! =D

anyway i do still wish all of them comeback for this hot song...
well, it is a wish~ =D

here is the mv teaser

first JYJ has W as japanese single
and now HOMIN has WHY... hmmmmm!!!!!

S.E.V.E.N

2010-12-28T17:41:00.000+08:00

7 years anniversary...7, more than half a decade~
remember the 6 years anniversary back then? i wrote i wish, i wish for a comeback..wishing for the thunderstorm to pass...so the thunderstorm has been here for a year...

from my twitter : 5 years...5 years i have been with the boys..of everything i heard from them....i wish..i do wish they comeback as 5...bt in reality it wasnt even like that!!! bt even though i know it wasnt like that, i still faithfully wishing for the comeback...from all the waiting..and waiting, do i hurt myself more??? i hold my fist tight, continue to walk forward..with the silent wish, with unknown future...even though with dark future,which hurts would be deep, i continue...continue to walk forward because i believe...every word from you is nt a lie~

yea, been a fans for 5 years already..half a decade...i am so proud..to be a fans for a long time..from rising sun...to o jung ban hap...to ur success in japan to mirotic..till the split...all those lies...all those trash~ all those news...coming one by another...each and every one of u debuting as actors/musical actor...winning award,receiving compliments.. i am happy..i am proud... as a fans, i know u guys give in just everything to stand on the stage..u did u very best in everything..excel everything..why i am NOT surprise by all this..because as a cassiopeia, i know oppa, u did everything well...u do everything well...and i am very sure all fans knew it...those hardwork...those efforts...why we never leave because we know.....and to leave is never an act of cassiopeia~

it's 7 years anniversary of TVXQ...i wish there is 5 of you standing...saying ha chul shi, anyounghaseyo, dongbang shinki imnida~ can i heard it once again??? is it even possible?? conscious telling me it is nt possible...but foolishly, i wanna pray for a miracle to happen once again...even it need me to wait for another 3 years where u guys celebrate 10 years anniversary...bt hey miracle do happen right?!!!! =D

even it's foolish...even when everyone saying i am stupid~ even when everyone is saying stop waiting, they literally disbanded..i still with my silent hope...

hoping for the return of the god~ because ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH...i know...i know waiting wouldnt be a waste...it will fruit~ =D

oppa, hwaiting!!!!!!!!!

오빠 사랑해요

my story

2010-12-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

BEAST IS RETURNING WITH A SINGLE, MY STORY!! =D with 3 songs..from the famous pairing..

1. WHEN DOOR CLOSES - DOOJUN and DONGWON
2. THANKS TO - JUNHYUNG and YOSEOB
3. LET IT SNOW - KIKWANG and HYUNSEUNG

=D
out of 3, i love thanks to the most.. no!! not because i am biased!! not because of junhyung and yoseob~ i love all the 3 songs~ =) anyway here is the perf of all 3 songs.. yay BEAST!!

1. WHEN DOOR CLOSES

마지막 인살 내게 건네기 전에
majimak insal naege gŏnnegi jŏne
Before saying your last farewell to me

아주 잠깐만 멈춰서 날 보며 웃어줘
aju jamkkanman mŏmchwosŏ nal bomyŏ usŏjwo
Please stop for just a moment and look at me while smiling

잠시나마 나에게 빛을 준 네게
jamshinama na'ege bichŭl jun nege
Stay for just a bit, you who had given light to me

끝이라도 눈물 따윈 보이기 싫어서 나
kkŭtirado nunmul ttawin boigi shirhŏsŏ na
Even if it's the end, I don't want to show you my tears, so you

(너에게 웃음 지으며) 고맙다고 행복한 추억 내게 만들어줘서
(nŏege usŭm jiŭmyŏ) gomabdago haengbokhan chuŏk naege mandŭrŏjwosŏ
(While putting on a smile for you) I say thank you, for making these happy memories

(어색한 미소를 비추며) 널 이렇게 보내지만
(ŏsaekhan misorŭl bichumyŏ) nŏl irŏhke bonaejiman
(Shining with an awkward smile) I'm sending you away like this but

[CHORUS]
이 문이 닫히면 네 모습이 사라지면
i muni dathimyŏn ne mosŭbi sarajimyŏn
When this door closes, when the image of you disappears

하루를 눈물로 살겠지만 너와의 추억 때문에 혼자 남아
harurŭl nunmullo salgetjiman nŏwaye chuŏk ttaemune honja nama
I'll probably spend the day in tears, because of the memories with you, I'm left alone

행복을 더 바랄게
haengbogŭl dŏ baralge
I wish that you'll be happier

나 지금 이 손을 놓치면
na jigŭm i sonŭl nohchimyŏn
When I let go of this hand now

이제 또 웃을 일 없겠지만 다른 사람의 품에서
ije tto usŭl il ŏbtgetjiman darŭn sarame pumesŏ
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but when I see you smiling

http://monsterlyrics.blogspot.com/2010/12/beast-b2st-when-door-closes-lyrics.html

웃고 있을 널 보며 나 웃어 볼게
utgo issŭl nŏl bomyŏ na usŏ bolge
in another's embrace, I'll try to smile
[/CHORUS]

그 사람과의 길던 인연의 끝에
gŭ saramgwaye gildŏn inyŏne kkŭte
At the end of your long relationship with him

서서 기다리고 있던 나란 걸 알아줘
sŏsŏ gidarigo itdŏn naran gŏl arajwo
Please know that it'll be me standing there, waiting

잠시라도 그 사람 생각이 날 때
jamshirado gŭ saram saenggaki nal ttae
Even if you ever get flashes of memories with him

그때보다 웃게 할 널 약속해보지만 너
gŭttaeboda utge hal nŏl yaksokhaebojiman nŏ
I'll try to promise that I'll make you smile even more than those times but you

(나에게 눈물 보이며) 힘들다고 그 사람 곁에 이별만 남겨줘서
(na'ege nunmul boimyŏ) himdŭldago gŭ saram gyŏte ibyŏlman namgyŏjwosŏ
(If you show me your tears) And say that it's difficult, because there is only farewell by that person's side

(멍하니 네 손 잡으며) 널 이렇게 붙잡지만
(mŏnghani ne son jabŭmyŏ) nŏl irŏhke butjapjiman
(While I hold onto your hand with a blank expression) I'm holding onto you like this but

[CHORUS]

마음이 약해져서 다시 널 잡기 전에
maŭmi yakhaejyŏsŏ dashi nŏl japgi jŏne
My heart has become weak, before I can be with you again

눈물 흘릴 날 보지 않게 돌아보지 말고가
nunmul hŭllil nal boji anhge doraboji malgoga
So that you won't see me while my tears come out, please don't look back and just go

[CHORUS]

이 문이 닫히면
i muni dathimyŏn
When this door closes

Read More: http://monsterlyrics.blogspot.com/2010/12/beast-b2st-when-door-closes-lyrics.html#ixzz191i6CnBX

2. THANKS TO

Romanization

[Yeoseob] Nuhaegae kok hagoshipeun hanmadi
Unjaena We always singing just for you
Komawo nul woori geotul jikeojoon
[Y] You
[Junhyung] You
[Y] You
[J] It’s you
[Y] Thank you
[J] Thank you
[Y] For you

[J] Just thank you everybody, Thanks to ma fans
Uhdun malreul haeya nae mami poyeonie dwelji moreulgetjiman
Hangeulja hangeulja jeokgo ddo jeokuhsuh eejalbun track ahnae siluhsuh jeonhaeroreogo hae
Geudaeduel bateun, jigeumdo numcheo hulreul jungdoro batgo it nun
Sarang ddo kwanshimreul 100% da dolreol julsoonun uptgaejiman
Geulreado gogeumeenama nugill soo itgill

Yeah Bojal gut upduh yeosut motnanitduel moodae weero ollreo saewoahjoon
Mouhtboda gapjin mic sonae geewoah joon geudaeduel itgied
Oh neul do still rockin` this stage I`m flying like a g6
Ha neulreul nanun gibooniya nan matchi
Haengbokhan goom ssok eh bajin aheegatchi son japgo nalahga geudae deulkwa katchi

[Y] Nuhaegae kok hagoshipeun hanmadi
Unjaena We always singing just for you
Komawo nul woori geotul jikeojoon
[Y] You
[J] You
[Y] You
[J] It’s you
[Y] Thank you
[J] Thank you
[Y] For you

[J] mani jichiduhrago nuhwa hamgaerahmeon
[Y&J] It`s alright, It`s alright.
[J] mulri duluhjeo itsuhdo seororeul nulgill soo itdameon
[Y&J] It`s all good, It`s all good
[J] mani jichiduhrago nuhwa hamgaerahmeon
[Y&J] So fly, so fly
[J] Jigeum nae noon aphae dangshinae mami jinshimirameon
[Y&J] Thank you, Thank you
BEAST (B2ST) – Thanks To Lyrics found on http://www.originalyric.info/beast-b2st-thanks-to-lyrics
[Y] Like a paper and pen and beat and mic
[J] mulri dduluhjeo itsuhdo neugeojinun mameun
[Y] Dangshindeulae so unconditional love
[J] Japtgodo gill uhtdun illmeoneeran shigan dongan nuhwaswoorin chan mani gagawojin geot gateh
[Y] Ddaeron nall gamsajoonun damyogatea
[J] jip gateh chingoo gateh gageumeun gajookgatae
[Y] ohraettorok namajo naegeoteh

[J] hamgae together ([Y] Just two of us) boeeji ahnnun gillreul faechukhae Like ([Y] Columbus)
Geudaedulgwa hamgaemeon mothalgae mogaitsuh baekbeon numuhjodo dashi illuhnalsooitsuh
[Y] Always I sing the song for ya uhjaedeun geudaedulee wonhandameon
[J] norea bbulreojoolgae Like a ipod
[Y&J] I always thank you everybody, Let`s go

[Y] Nuhaegae kok hagoshipeun hanmadi
Unjaena We always singing just for you
Komawo nul woori geotul jikeojoon
[Y] You
[J] You
[Y] You
[J] It’s you
[Y] Thank you
[J] Thank you
[Y] For you

[JG] mani jichiduhrago nuhwa hamgaerahmeon
[Y&J] It`s alright, It`s alright.
[J] mulri duluhjeo itsuhdo seororeul nulgill soo itdameon
[Y&J] It`s all good, It`s all good
[J] mani jichiduhrago nuhwa hamgaerahmeon
[Y&J] So fly, so fly
[J] Jigeum nae noon aphae dangshinae mami jinshimirameon
[Y&J] Thank you, Thank you

English Translation

[YOSEOB] The one thing that I want to tell you the most
Always, we always singing just for you
Thank you, the one who’s always been protecting us by our side
[YOSEOB] You
[JUNHYUNG] You
[YOSEOB] You
[JUNHYUNG] It’s you
[YOSEOB] Thank you
[JUNHYUNG] Thank you
[YOSEOB] For you

[JUNHYUNG] Just thank you everybody, thanks to ma fans
What can I say, I don’t know if I’ll be able express my feelings but
I’ll write one word at a time, and keep on writing, and try to fit it into this short track to try to communicate myself to you
The love and care that we have received from you, to the point that it’s even flooding us as of now
I won’t be able to return all 100% of it but
Still, I hope that you will be able to feel a part of it

Yeah, the ones who let the unworthy, six fools stand on stage
The ones who placed the utmost precious microphone into our hands, was you, and so
Today, I’m still rocking’ this stage, I’m flying like a g6
It feels just like I’m flying in the sky
Like I’ve fallen into a happy dream, like a child, flying through the air with our hands clasped you and me together

[YOSEOB] The one thing that I want to tell you the most
Always, we always singing just for you
Thank you, the one who’s always been protecting us by our side
[YOSEOB] You
[JUNHYUNG] You
[YOSEOB] You
[JUNHYUNG] It’s you
[YOSEOB] Thank you
[JUNHYUNG] Thank you
[YOSEOB] For you

[JUNHYUNG] Even if I find myself exhausted, as long as I’m with you
[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] It’s alright, it’s alright
[JUNHYUNG] Even if we’re being separated far away, if we can feel each other
[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] It’s all good it’s all good
[JUNHYUNG] Even if I find myself exhausted, as long as I’m with you
[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] So fly so fly
[JUNHYUNG] If your heart in front of me right now is true
[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] Thank you, thank you

[YOSEOB] Like a paper and pen and beat and mic
[JUNHYUNG] Even if we’re being separated far away, we will feel each other in our hearts
[YOSEOB] Your so unconditional love
[JUNHYUNG] During this one year which has been so long and short, it seems like we’ve become pretty close
[YOSEOB]Sometimes, you’re like a blanket that envelopes me
[JUNHYUNG] You’re like home, you’re like a friend, sometimes you’re like family
[YOSEOB] Please stay forever by my side

[JUNHYUNG] Together, together ([YOSEOB] Just two of us)
[JUNHYUNG] Let’s create a hidden road Like ([YOSEOB] Columbus)
[JUNHYUNG] If I’m with you, is there anything I can’t do ? Even if I fall 100 times, I’ll be able to get up again
[YOSEOB] Always I sing the song for ya [YOSEOB] Whenever, if you want it
[JUNHYUNG] I’ll sing for you like a ipod
([YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] I always thank you everybody, let’s go)

[YOSEOB] The one thing that I want to tell you the most
Always, we always singing just for you
Thank you, the one who’s always been protecting us by our side
[YOSEOB] You
[JUNHYUNG] You
[YOSEOB] You
[JUNHYUNG] It’s you
[YOSEOB] Thank you
[JUNHYUNG] Thank you
[YOSEOB] For you

[JUNHYUNG] Even if I find myself exhausted, as long as I’m with you
[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] It’s alright, it’s alright
[JUNHYUNG] Even if we’re being separated far away, if we can feel each other
[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] It’s all good it’s all good
[JUNHYUNG] Even if I find myself exhausted, as long as I’m with you
[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] So fly so fly
[JUNHYUNG] If your heart in front of me right now is true
[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] Thank you, thank you

*see the line I FLY LIKE G6, he got the idea from the parody by a fan..here is the parody*

3. LET IT SNOW

Let it snow, Let it snow
Let IT Snow , Let IT Snow
Come and hold me come back to me
dagawa anajwo naege dorawajwo
Let it snow, Let it snow
Let IT Snow , Let IT Snow
I slept again, you wait in a dream
nan dasi jamdeureo kkumeseo gidaryeo neol

He was happy to come back to you and not sure of the time
haengbokhaetdeon neowaui sigani dasi ol sun eomneunji
(You can get back that no, you can not afford for me)
(Neo doraol su eomneunji, neol naege jul su eomneunji)
I don `t know why I` m doing this
I Don ` t know Why I ` m doing this
You `re ma sweetie, girl, ma lady
You ` Re milliampere Sweetie , Girl , milliamperes Lady
Cold, hold me my love
NAL chagawojin anajwo My Love

I hope you kiss your lips
neoui ipsureul neoui kiseureul barae
You want your love (I want your love)
neoui sarangneul wonhae (ne sarangeul wonhae)
Your sincerely hope you (yes really want to)
neoui jinsimeul barae (ne jinsimeul barae)
I want you tonight
oneul bam neoreul wonhae
You want all of you and all your
neoui jeonbureul neoui modeun geol wonhae
(Baby love you girl, baby love you girl)
( Baby Love you Girl , Baby Love you Girl )

Let it snow, Let it snow
Let IT Snow , Let IT Snow
Again you reach out your hand
neoege dagaga dasi soneul jaba
Let it snow, Let it snow
Let IT Snow , Let IT Snow
I’m nervous again, and then return to
nan dasi tteollyeowa geuttaero doraga

Can not give you back precious time that no
sojunghaetdeon neowaui siganeul dasi jul sun eomneunji
(Not sure you come back, I sure can not gateul)
(Dasi neo ol sun eomneunji, neol gajeul suneun eomneunji)
I don `t know why I` m doing this
I Don ` t know Why I ` m doing this
You `re ma sweetie, girl, ma lady
You ` Re milliampere Sweetie , Girl , milliamperes Lady
Come back to me my baby
Dasi naegero dorawa My Baby

I hope you kiss your lips
neoui ipsureul neoui kiseureul barae
I want your love (I want your love)
neoui sarangeul wonhae (ne sarangeul wonhae)
Your sincerely hope you (yes really want to)
neoui jinsimeul barae (ne jinsimeul barae)
I want you tonight
oneul bam neoreul wonhae
You want all of you and all your
neoui jeonbureul neoui modeun geol wonhae
(Baby love you girl, baby love you girl)
( Baby Love you Girl , Baby Love you Girl )

Snowing here today
nuni oneun oneuldo i goseseo
I wait for you to come, will come back smiling like you
nega ogil naneun gidaryeo, dasi neo useumyeo ol geot gataseo
Did anyone ever there, I’ll be here in
hoksi an ondedo naneun yeogi isseulge
Baby love you girl, baby love you girl
Baby Love you Girl , Baby Love you Girl
Baby love you girl
Baby Love you Girl

Let it snow
Let IT Snow
Let it snow
Let IT Snow
Let it snow
Let IT Snow

=)
i love u guys!!!!!

ATHENA !!

2010-12-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

hands up! =D HOMIN STARTS THEIR ACTIVITIES ALREADY!!! =D

comeback with ATHENA ost~ =) yes yes yes.. u are nt dreaming.. i can prove it..show me ur face *Slap!* *ouch* see..u are nt dreaming.. =) the tall hot brother is singing for athena ost~ and i love it sooooooo much!!! hahahah~

but my christmas wish is still...5 of them on the stage together.. i miss them so much.. so well well, stop the spam already..now let's fly over to the song.. =)

무섭게 나를 감싸안은 시린 이 회색 공긴
아직도 남은 바램들로 난 쓴웃음만 짓는데
아무렇게 흐트러놓은 길을 잃은 지난 추억들속엔
맞춰지지 않는 퍼즐처럼 난 또 헤매여

차갑게 안아줘 세상에 맞서야 해
저기까지 가면 끝이 보일까 깊이 베인 상천 아물지 않아
신이시여 우릴 구원 하소서 마지막 전쟁에

오직 그대만이 필요해 오직 당신만 알 수 있어
검게 그을린 저 도시엔 눈물의 시가 필요해
미소속에 섞인 탐욕과 꿈을 잃어 눈이 먼 그들에게
다시 날개를 펼 수 있게 당신의 힘을 건네주오

차갑게 안아줘 세상에 맞서야 해
저기까지 가면 끝이 보일까 깊이 베인 상천 아물지 않아
신이시여 우릴 구원 하소서 마지막 전쟁에

태양의 빛이 붉어질 때 그대가
그토록 소망한 기도를 해요
진실의 빛이 가려진대도
멈추진 말아요 파멸된 세상을 깨워줘

뜨겁게 입맞춰 거짓과 싸워야 해
어디까지 가면 끝이 보일까 깊이 베인 상천 아물지 않아
신이시여 우릴 구원 하소서 마지막 전쟁에

The gray space that surrounds me scarily,
Although I smile bitterly about wishes that are still left,
Inside the past memories that lost its way in the messed up road,
I wander again like puzzles that don’t match,
Hug me I have to face the world,
If I go till there will I see the end? The deep wound won’t heal,
Dear god, please save us, in this last war,
I only need you, only you know.
That city that was burned black needs a poem(?) of tears,
The lust that is mixed with my grin and those people that became blind after losing their dream,
Please lend them your strength so that they can spread their wings again.
hug me coldly I have to face the world……in this last war,
When the sun’s light turns red you,
make a prayer so wishful.
Even if the light of wisdom is blinded,
don’t stop, wake the destroyed world.
Kiss me passionately, I have to fight the lies,
how far will I have to go to see the end? The deep wound won’t heal,
Dear God, please save us, in this last war.

Credit: http://www.twitlonger.com/show/7jcu8o

=)

ps : currently #tvxqathena is trending.. be sure to participate!! =D

high high

2010-12-15T19:24:00.000+08:00

kpop 2 most wanted rapper had grp up for a digital single~ okay, they were always in a group..but yeah, GDRAGON and TOP return with a new digital singer - HIGH.. now this turn on my clubbing mode..how nice if mois play the song once~ =D

totally loving this 2 rapper..they are one of a kind rapper!!! =D rap just come out natural in them~ =D BIGBANG ftw!!! =) but mr. YG, im missing BIGBANG already~ can u bring them back already??? =(

[GD]
소 소 소리쳐 알아서 모셔
so so sorichyo araso mosyo
T.O.P class and Mr.G in the the club in ma b-boys's dance
진짜 놀 줄 아는 도 제대로 터진 감 속
jinjja nol jul aneun do jedero tojin gam sok
everybody makin' move makin' move 땡겨줘
everybody makin' move makin' move ttenggyojwo

[TOP]
손꼽아 기다리던 Freedom 정원초과
sonkkoba gidaridon Freedom jongwonchogwa
드센 여우들만의 씨름 일분일초가
deusen youdeulman-ye ssireum ilbon ilchoga
너에게 영원을 약속해 hey come on and make some noise
noege yongwoneul yaksokhe hey come on and make some noise
난 이 밤의 대통령 나의 소녀 yo fly!
nan i bameui detongryong naye sonyo yo fly!

high high I'm so high
high high up in the sky
high high I'm so high
fly fly touch the sky
ha ha ha ha ha say la la la la la
ha ha ha ha ha, ah-

[GD]
ok 콧노래 부르며 마치 Butterfly high
ok kotnore bureumyo machi Butterfly high
번개처럼 높게 뛰어올라 like 닌자
bon-gechorom nopge ttwioolla like ninja
서로 의견은 안 맞지만 결국 뜻은 같아
soro yegyoneun an matjiman gyolguk ddeuseun gata
복장에 미쳐 다 타 하늘로 자유낙하
bokjange micyo da ta haneullo jayunakha

[TOP]
모든 걸 해탈한 듯 즐기는 저 사람들
modeun gol hetalhan deut jeulgineun jo saramdeul
어쩌면 그냥 별 뜻 없이 그저 내숭 없이 다만 순수할 뿐
ojjomyon geunyang byol ddeut opsi geujo nejung opsi daman sunsuhal ppun
날 잡고 놀아봐요 싫다면 도망가요
nal japgo norabwayo sildamyon domanggayo
이 도시 위 중심이 나는 묻지 누군지
i dosi wi jungsimi naneun mutji nugunji

high high I'm so high
high high up in the sky
high high I'm so high
fly fly touch the sky
ha ha ha ha ha say la la la la la
ha ha ha ha ha, ah-

[GD]
baby 잠깐 stop now 시간이 없잖아
baby jamkkan stop now sigani opjana
인생이란 한 방 이유 없는 방황
insengiran han bang iyu opneun banghwang

[TOP]
baby 잠깐 stop now 시간이 없잖아
baby jamkkan stop now sigani opjana
인생이란 한 방 이유 있는 방황
insengiran han bang iyu itneun banghwang

G H E T T O E L E C T R O 미칠지 모르죠
G H E T T O E L E C T R O michilji moreujyo
말리지 마 here we go
malliji ma here we go
G H E T T O E L E C T R O 지칠 줄 모르죠
G H E T T O E L E C T R O jichil jul moreujyo
멈추지 마 here we go (go go go go go go)
momchuji ma here we go (go go go go go go)

ah-, high high I'm so high
high high up in the sky
high high I'm so high
fly fly touch the sky
ha ha ha ha ha, say la la la la la
ha ha ha ha ha, ah-

credit: chacha~

ha ha ha ha ha...ahhhhh~ =D

phailed fans

2010-12-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

haha!! talking to pynic and i type that sentence out..=D junsu's way of saying failed~

junsu...kim junsu...the main vocal of dong bang shin ki...with explosive cuteness... the mood maker in dong bang shin ki~ the second member in tvxq and who is in charged of charisma (according to him) my favourite member of all time...XIAH JUNSU

in the eyes of maknae, choikang changmin :
even though he is older, older by 2 years, in the eye of maknae, he is never the hyung.. playing and joking around just like 3 years old kid~ =D something in them that warms everyone's heart.. =) who can ever forgot about xiahnism..created by the maknae for junsu... maknae just love him despite all the harsh jokes... because to changmin, junsu is just amazing as who he is~ =)

in the eyes of the geminian, micky yoochun :
they are the 2 of the closest~ =) their interaction could be seen in just every second...acting like a wife and husband, both shared just anything... junsu being younger, has been a good pillar for chunnie who werent familiar to his surrounding.. junsu is chun first friend in korea..and till now..they still are close friend....

in the eyes of the mother of the group, youngwoung jaejoong:
jaejoong cares for junsu a lot..because people of surrounding tends to compare both of them, and because junsu cares a lot on what the surrounding had said on him, he look out a lot for his little boy...being the lead vocal, jae and junsu were said to be rival...competing with each other always..but deep in every cassiopeia, we all know..they werent... they were close, nt that compare to yoosu..but at times, junsu becomes a good companion to our jaejoongie~

in the eyes of the leader, uknow yunho
many say there isnt much interaction between this 2...others just love to compare the dance of both.. but their love is just pure like brotherhood~ both being almost identical to each other, they give inspiration to each other... =) to do better in their own goal, both just got to be so similar in their competitive streaks~ =D but even so...yunho once said to junsu, that he loves him...he loves him that he took junsu as part of his family~ =D and once there is a prank on junsu, and he is so sad by it, yunho hug him first...

even sometimes the members deliberately pull pranks on junsu, they always care for him...even when this happen :

youngwoong jaejoong hwaiting,
uknow yunho hwaiting
micky yoochun hwaiting
choikang changmin hwaiting
dongbang shinki hwaiting
khamsahamnida

deliberately missing out junsu in the cheers up, their love for him never decreases...
he is like the sun shinning in the group...his presence in dong bang shin ki just make the group shines~

to xiah junsu:
thank you for being here with us as dong bang shin ki member for the pass 6 years.. even now u were as a part of JYJ, u are still our xiah junsu..the one cassiopeia adores and cares for...this little promise will never change no matter what..here, i would shout all my heart

XIAH JUNSU HWAITING!!!!

saeng ill chuka hamnida jun-chan!!! i love you more than anyone else in kpop~ and i swear it is true!!

saranghae!!!

saranghae yo...naega nomu nomu nomu saranghae!!!

video spam!

2010-12-10T16:38:00.000+08:00

okay over with the love notes~ =D here is some video spam!! yay!!

FROM SMENT channel :

TAEYEON - I LOVE YOU

SM THE BALLAD - I MISS YOU

SNSD - HOOT

BEAUTIFUL DAY - MAD SOUL CHILD

F.CUZ CHANNEL

F.CUZ - WANNA BE YOUR LOVER

FROM CHILD OF EMPIRE

ZE;A - LOVE LETTER

BROWN EYED SOUL - IF IT'S SAME

T-ARA - WHY ARE YOU BEING LIKE THIS

KARA - JUMPING

2AM - LIKE CRAZY

2PM - I'LL BE THERE

ENJOY!! =D
there is a lot but..i think i should stop spamming my own blog~ =D

is this what we call love

2010-12-10T15:55:00.000+08:00

anyone who had facebook, will really come across this news...a stunning news..

this guy, jump down from 14th floor...after broke up with his girlfriend.. but what makes it peculiar is that...he left a few facebook status and also the last notes in his facebook with his last pictures...so this lead to what i wanna write today~

what is love actually...what is so peculiar about love that drives almost everyone mad~ everyone could say the phrase I LOVE YOU...but what is the significant behind the word love...love what does it leads to..happy, sad, bliss or unfortunate??? to give everything when we love someone or to destroy everything when we couldnt??? everyone interpret the same damn effing word differently...

someone make it simple...a simple relationship with no spice..typical love storyline..some people just had it exaggerate..with spice and everything they could put in...some people had it just as complicated as their brain works... different way of bringing in the word love into their life...some people had it silent love...some people pursue the love with all their effort... some people just put it aside..

L.O.V.E

isnt love something beautiful?? isnt the word love meant to make the opposite partner happy?? as long as the opposite partner is happy, as long as that person, himself is happy...isnt this what love mean??? to be too into the word love..to be over greed with the word love, people just deviate from their own world.. between love and hatred, it different only by a line..i say, in love, the word of sane and insanity just differ by a split second..

when a love is gone..everything turns upside down...i know..when someone u adores so much just walk away, it hurts so much that one could just do anything to free himself...i saw his facebook update..he wrote : 我已决定把你放走...也把自己放开 (i decided to let you go..and also to let myself go).. in each person, the way of letting oneself freed from all the pain and hurt, it just differ... for this young boy, he decided to bring it with him forever~ till death separates us apart.. LOVE, something everyone wants...something everyone needs, like a necessity..but nt everyone could handle it...it either brings smile and bliss or it totally destroy a person~ it just differ by a line.. nobody could ever bear the consequences of playing with the game of love..

so what is this so-called human games?? a game everyone had to go true in their life... to taste the happiness of love...or the sourness of the relationship..to the tears...the bittersweet life~ it is so powerful..so magical~ and yet so destructive...isnt it eerie?? and yet, it is something everyone has it naturally...and yet, nobody could just kick it aside saying "i dont need love"..

the sanity in a person...could it be so fragile..lost of determination and motivation to live..bring ones a great courage to die.. to be alive on one minute and dead by another minute, how is it?? i never know..n never want to know..till...that day comes~~

i never had this big courage to even look down from 14 floor...and yet jumping down..and yes, to make such a decision, to climb out from the window..and that every second, it took just tonnes of courage and determination...is a route without a way to turn back...if you had even this effing courage to jump down, why nt bring such a big courage to make a turn in your own life.. i know u couldnt even read on what i wrote here..but u are so young to even bid everyone goodbye.. nt that i am related to you or what but hey, i could feel the pain, the hurt in your family.. why nt even when u sister say i love you too in your facebook could bring you back from what u determine.. why are u soo cruel to make them sad each time they see anything related to you..how could she even felt, when she knew something nt right and yet fail to catch the grip of u...

now that u had gone... is this what u wanted to see (if u could see)... is this the end u ever want??? whatever had done, has been done.....i wish u, REST IN PEACE (RIP).. Alviss Kong, 安息吧~~

and to all...before it is too late, express your love to your loved one~
to my daddy, my mummy..i love you both more than anyone in this world... u brought me to this world and make me who i am today~ thank you for everything and i love you...
to my sister, my brother...even though we fought once in a blue moon (okay, almost all the time if catfight included)..i love u both always!!! u were always my top priority..even though i never did what i should as the eldest in the family, but i promise, no matter what happen, i will always be there..for you~ a promise from me,i will never forget~
to all my friends, i love you and thanks for being with me!! =D u can count on me if there is anything~ =D i dont mind listening..and helping out (within my ability of course).. =)

saranghae!!

crazy love

2010-11-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

crazy love..by young jee..ft junhyung..
how long since i last update this place?? blame it on study~ aii..there is no time for me even to blog...TT.TT beside keeping myself on par with the ever crazy hectic life of 3rd year, i had flu since last wednesday?? by tomorrow it will be a week since i last gt cough and flu!!! how frusfrating!!! hate it!! *thud*

~~

last sunday i fetch my ex-roommate back to sungai petani..ever since i move out, that is the 1st time i pick her...been so long since both of us talk to each other for an hour!! seriously!! we used to talk bout everything, it seems like now, i hardly could talk to her...definitely nt just because we were staying in different place but yeah, we had different posting as well... and it been ages since i eat with her, talk to her, discuss with her..and play around...all those countless time where we creep out and enjoy the view/scenery of sungai petani.. those random trip to everywhere we want...top of all, in front of this ex-roommate of mine, i didnt need to pretend..even by a soft stare, she could understand probably 80% of what i am thinking...

talking bout that, she told me another ex-housemate of ours,hugged her and cried saying she miss all of us a lot..those noisy time....even shouting at each other turn into something i deeply miss....i do miss those time..even at time, when she is nt around in the room, it is even merrier than the place im staying now... im doing a serious honest confession here.. walk into the other room with the notes on my hand, study a while and joke a while..even the sentence "can i pass my exam" which it should be a pathetic question...become something we could laugh at... is just..hostel is really more happening than where i am..i couldnt say it to my mum..i was the one who decided to come out from the place..the place i thought i wouldnt want to spent even a min in it... but it seems like i just jump from a merry place to a graveyard...

here is just creep..and lifeless..

~~
at times..i really wonder..did i really make a very wrong decision?? will it be the same lifeless life if i move in with my roommate?? what if im still in hostel??? i know staring at those 4 walls arent tiring..but to me...it is...nobody could chat the way from medical building to hostel...when gt annoyed by the notes, there is nobody u could complain to...turning back to it..it wasnt human..is just my bookshelf.. those walk around aimst university after an intense revision,i really...really deeply missing it...still remember the time when both of us thought there is something whispering from the anatomy dissection hall and run off like nobody business.. =D or just suddenly on youtube and start singing our lungs out.. =D

just too much of the moment im missing....im just missing the hostel life that i decide to throw away...in which now, it is my top regret...=(

TEOH TSYR XIANG, GAYATHRI, GOMATHY,REKHA and SHEELA, i miss u girls!!!!!! i really do~ TT.TT

midnight sun

2010-11-19T00:32:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD SUN?!!!!
ahahahha..sorry, the name of the vid im going to post remind me of jun-chan, OH MY GOD SUN!! :D :D just forgive me for my addiction on jun-chan... he is my fav of all kpopers.. hahahhahahahaha...

anyway, let's have some shout out to KAN, LEE U, JINON n YEJUN!! welcome back yo!!!! =) =)
recently had their comeback.. MIDNIGHT SUN..in the album GEORGOUS.. and they are freaking hot in it.. hehehehehe... oh, their theme for this *NO MORE THOSE FLASHY CLOTHES AND SAY NO ONE NO ONE NO ONEEE* but suits, tux and VAMPIRE!! whoot!!! they should invite robert pattinson..which is the most influencial clan if not for the CULLENS.. hahahaha.. owh, i wonder what happen when cullen mix with the potters? hahahahaha... anyway back!

so here is MIDNIGHT SUN!!

and next..same time, returning with mini album, is BEAST!! with BEAUTIFUL... owh, one georgeous and one beautiful..hehehe.. what else do we have.. =)

gikwang, junhyung and dongjun makes me smile~ :D :D so yeah, BEAST~~ say beautiful to all beauty~ :D

MBLAQ is coming back for their A+....well, no..NOT HANDSOME,u silly... no info released for now..but they do hint of their return...but they took part in their daddy's drama , FUGITIVE ost.. so here is the OST :

thunder!!!! so many lines... =)
thunder, mir, seungho, lee joon and go..snuggles!! :D :D

sound or need you baby??

2010-11-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

2 new group for today!! =D
a girl group named VNT..and a r&b grp (only guys) named t-blue (okay, nt new..but 2nd single released)... =D
should i proceed girl first or guy?? well, ladies first..so here is VNT :

VNT is a South Korean Girl group from Media Line. Originally named V-92 (V-9-to the 2), VNT was originally scheduled to debut for September with 4 members. Unfortunately due to undisclosed circumstances, one member ended up leaving the group, forcing the new trio to come up with a new name.

Members
So Yumi
Park Ji Yeon (Lil J)
Kim Chae Won (Tina)

Other Information
Origin : Seoul, South Korea
Genres : K-pop, dance-pop
Years active : 2010 – PResent
Labels : Media Line

Songs :
1. Sound/YeYe
2. My Boo

i personally like MY BOO more.. =D anyway..hahaha..up to personal preferences~ :D

and here is T-Blue..=D

티블루 (T-Blue)
Company: True M Entertainment
Naver fan cafe: http://cafe.naver.com/tblue7

Members :
주상빈 (Joo Sang Bin)
Born: August 12, 1992
Physique: 186cm, 62kg
Blood Type: O
Hobbies: Listening to music, watching movies
Cyworld: http://www.cyworld.com/Ribbonnn

신성용 (Shin Seong Yong)
Born: June 15, 1991
Physique: 185cm, 63kg
Blood Type: A
Hobbies: Computer, singing
Cyworld: http://www.cyworld.com/A_19man

박용성 (Park Yong Seong)
Born: July 25, 1992
Physique: 180cm, 68kg
Blood Type: B
Hobbies: Composing word and piano lyrics
Cyworld: http://www.cyworld.com/BESpadol

~~
CO-ED recently released a ballad..so here is their new song :

DBSK International Fansong Project 2009 & DBSK International WWW Project 2010

2010-11-03T18:05:00.000+08:00

This new project is entitled "DBSK International Fans - One Year Later".

FOLLOW THE OFFICIAL TWITTER ACCOUNT AT: twitter.com/IntlFansongProj

WHAT WILL THIS VIDEO BE ABOUT?

A year has passed since our boys have stopped performing together as 5. So this video will be about your thoughts as a fan in the past year. This is not a video meant for any bashing or support for any particular side. It's meant to be a sincere video about how you truly felt as a fan in the past year and your wishes for the future.

Please try to participate and give a REAL INTERNATIONAL representation for this video! If there aren't enough entries, the video will not be completed.

HOW DO WE GET INVOLVED?

1) Register

Email dbskfansongproject@gmail.com with your name and country by 15th November 2010, Monday (Seoul Time) to register. Please register only if you do wish to submit. I had quite a few people who registered and never submitted their videos for the last few projects.

2) Shoot

Once you have registered, take the video by ensuring that you film a clear video of yourself or a group of you talking to the camera about the following:
- How you have felt as a DBSK fan in the past year.
- How you feel about their solo activities in the past year
- What does "Always Keep The Faith" mean to you?
- How would you feel if the 5 get back together someday?
- How would you feel if the 5 do not get back eventually?
- Your wishes for them in future
- Any other words/encouragement

Please take special notice of the following. Videos or submissions that do not adhere to the guidelines may not be used.

1) You can speak in any language though English, Japanese and Korean would be most preferred. If you wish to hold placards with your words instead of talking, it's also acceptable.

For any other languages other than English, please subtitle your video with English translations. The subtitles should be at the bottom (where you usually see subtitles) in a clear, simple font such as Arial. Please avoid complex and curvy fonts.

2) Please limit your whole video to 1 MINUTE. Footage beyond the first 1 minute will not be included for consideration.

3) Please speak audibly and ensure that your words can be heard or seen. Please do not add any effects, logos and graphics to the video as it will complicate editing.

4) Strictly no needless bashing. This project is looking for SINCERE and TRUTHFUL entries. You may not love everything they do and you can express your feelings honestly but please do so in a sincere manner.

5) While I try to include your footage as much as possible, please note that only a segment of your video will be used due to editing necessity. Any videos deemed inappropriate or offensive for public viewing will be excluded.

3) Submit

Please check that your video is clear and can be opened before sending. Send the video to dbskfansongproject@gmail.com using yousendit or mediafire with your name and country on the file name by 22 November 2010, Monday (Seoul Time).

WILL DBSK SEE THIS VIDEO?

I'm afraid that I cannot guarantee if they will see it. If we help each other and get the word out, they might see it. I'll do my best so let's just try our best ok?

For clarifications/enquiries, please email dbskfansongproject@gmail.com.

PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHARE THIS NEWS IN YOUR OWN COUNTRY FORUMS. THE MORE DIFFERENT ENTRIES WE HAVE, THE MORE WE CAN SHOW THE SUPPORT OF INTERNATIONAL FANS!

funny?? ridiculous?? i say..

2010-11-03T16:23:00.000+08:00

oh well..came over with a weird conversation..involving ME and nurses from a private hospital.. =D oh maybe probably more.. hahahah.. what happen? let's check it out.. =D

so i brought my dad to a private hospital after he fell down...from the stairs..thinking it could probably some fracture i had to get him a x-ray..so we went to a private hospital..1st time ever in that particular hospital, i had to help him register.. my dad was at A&E department (aka Accident & Emergency department)... here is scene number 1 :

ME : here is my dad's identity card u asked for just now?
nurse 1 : oh..erm, ms __ (nurse 2), can u help her for the registration..i had something on hand.
nurse 2 : okay. so the dad is at??
nurse 1 : casualty
ME : ermmm..but my dad wasnt..
nurse 2: huh?!!! what???
nurse 1 : yes..casualty
ME : aaa...he fractured his hand only?? *but voice too soft and thus, got ignored!!!*
nurse 1 : casualty!!!! *look at nurse 2*
nurse 2 : ohh!!! casualty department a??
nurse 1 : yes..
ME : * ==ll *

i know..in uk, emergency department also known as casualty department.. but please, make an appropriate sentence please..my dad only probably fractured his hand??? nt dead!! and yea *touchwood*

so here is scene 2..involving ME and nurse 2..

nurse 2 : so, u are the daughter??
ME : yup!! *smile*
nurse 2 : your dad's phone please??
ME : do i need to include mine??
nurse 2 : oh if u want..but since u are younger than 21, put your mother's phone..it would be better..
ME : but im... *the nurse walks into the office ignoring my call*
ME : whatever!! *again, ==ll *

so yea..everyone thought i am...a high school student..i should be proud but then is a bit...whatsoever!! ==ll

so here is scene 3..i had some health study ongoing in my uni, part of community medicine assignment..and since our grp is doing on visual defect..and since here i am in the hospital, i might as well grab some brochure on the visual topic im doing.. so here i am in the ophthalmologist department.. and i shall label the 2 nurses i come across as nurse 3 and nurse 4.. so yea..the scene :

*knock knock*
*ME peeps into the clinic and walk in*
ME : good evening.
nurse 3 & 4 : *look at me with the widest eye they ever had*
ME : i am from AIMST university,my uni had a health study ongoing and i wanted to ask if i could get any brochures for the health study we are doing??
nurse 3 look at nurse 4.. and look at me
nurse 3 : what do you want??
ME : erm, brochures??
nurse 4 : what she want??
nurse 3 : that is what i am asking???!!!! *a ridiculous look*
ME : erm, brochures for visual defects?
----the following conversation is in hokkien since..the nurse start in hokkien----
nurse 3 : for what defect??
ME : oh..just any u had??
nurse 3 * look at me*
ME : ermm..cataract, glaucoma, dry eyes syndrome and refractive error.. thank you
nurse 3 & nurse 4 look thru the brochures..
nurse 4 *in mandarin* : here..this..and this..and..
nurse 3 * in mandarin* : how bout this??
nurse 4 *in mandarin* : ermm...she probably dont know what is it so dont need..*laugh*
nurse 3 : *laugh*
ME *thinking* : are u both taking me for an idiot or what..gossiping me in mandarin..do i look like a total banana to you guys?? and..I AM NOT HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT...==ll
ME : i think that is enough.. thank you for the brochure.. =D
nurse 3 and 4 : *nods and smile*
ME : *bow, and smile and walks out*

--outside--
ME : aiiii~~~~ ==ll

so yea...what a day?? become a joke for all the nurses in the hospital.. =D
well..stupid conversation doesnt just end here..when i reach home, one of my dad client phone..to change something on the invoice..so here is mr **

mr ** : your dad sent me an invoice to my email just now..
me : yea and so?
mr ** : there is some correction i need him to correct..
me : oh...okay, and the correction is
mr ** : *telling the correction*.. (till a point) do you know the total amount i told u
me : err..im not sure..
mr ** : isnt that invoice type by you
me : er..no..nt me..he asked my little brother to do it
mr ** : and why your little brother and not you?
me : er...cuz i just come back to penang??!!!
mr ** : how come?!!!
me : i study in other state?? my brother form 5 and he is in penang???
mr ** : how come u are still studying and not ur bro??
me : er...my bro still studying *thinking - how come this person gt so many HOW COME?!!!!*
mr ** : how come ur brother need to work and not you??
me : i just come back?!!!!!!
mr ** : *obviously ignoring me* u must be living better than ur bro
me : errr...can u just tell me ur phone so when my dad return, he can call you?!!!!
mr ** : but i off my phone after work
me : *thinking - stupid guy!!! what is the use of hp if u off it* then u can call my dad directly.. =D
mr ** : okay~ :D :D

me : SWT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT A DAY!!! ==

你不知道的事

2010-11-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

i wanted to write this post since yesterday..yet i doubt if i should do it..someone talk to me yesterday..content ntg much but friends and decision. i wasnt sure if i had really type something bad..obviously, i know and i know u knew it too, i wasnt standing on the line u wanted me to...im truly sorry for it..

wanna type out things i didnt write when i were talking to you..as i said, it was pointless that i pester u too much..i know u too much...u were hard and stuborn on ur decision.... u said it is ur wrong always, that line..do u know how evil-ish that line is??? to put urself in blame as if all of us blaming on u??? do u know how stunned i am..to how speechless i am???

to make it as if we are blamming on you?? to make it as if, "yes i am because u said it and not because i wanted it!!!" do you know how such a simple sentence could hurt?? i know i said something bad to make u hurt..i am sorry...i now i spit the wrong thing out..and it was even in my conscious i did it.. i said before, it u think it wasnt ur fault, then dont act as if it was urs!! friend isnt something like that!!!! *sigh*

something i wanted to say for a long time..at times, life doesnt go much with what we wanted..what we expected.. disappointment pretty much conquer more than satisfaction in our life, well, at least to me.. but in all those disappointment we had passed, it trained us to become who we are..to be stronger, to be wiser...to not too indulge in the fantasy world we always want..beside making the valuable satisfaction even more valuable... nt everything went along with what we want..nt everyone agree with the same effing idea we had in our mind... when this happen, frusfration, annoyed and anger comes in line..forgetting how much an event, a person had been importance to us..

friends isnt 2 person with same mind, same thought..but friends are someone who agree with who u are, be comfortable for who u are and accept that person.. it doesnt need to be in same thought, same idea and same era... it is just someone who u can talk to..who u can rely on.. and someone who knew what u are up to with just a flash of minute.. that is what we call true friends.. they could freely critics u and yet u know they are for your good.. friends doesnt speak only what u feel nice..they speak freely and hoping u could understand it.. and definately doesnt want the return by doing something for you...

~~
to that person,

do you know why your person didnt accept the reason u gave?? do you ever realise, u use it too much? i could say u use it everytime u reject one person invitation...1st, 2nd, 3rd..oay, we accept the fact you are sick.. but then EVERYTIME??? is it a bit ___?? why nt just directly say,yes, i just dont feel like going because i just dont want...instead of using the same excuse over and over again... and i dont know if u realise it but then, everytime i ask u out, u give me the reason, i am busy... out of 10 times i ask you, u reject me 9 times??? do u realise u been using the same excuses all this while?? to the extent, i know ur excuse even before u answer me?? remember the story we read when we are small, that lies that are used over and over again, lost it's trustability..

my point is..if there is something nt right..if u dont want to go, be direct... be honest instead of saying u are sick or whatever... nobody is going to angry at you..at least nt your friend..at least nt me..but dont use the same goddamn excuse again and again that makes me feel like a fool..in friendship, we dont give and count how much we had given out..if between friend and things were counted till so clear, it isnt friendship afterall... is just 2 individual trying to compromise each other..ntg could be counted..ntg could be weigh... in friendship, smile, happiness and respect is the only element ever exist..others, are just ntg.. =D

just think about it.. =) but if u had to rebut urself, do it.. i dont really mind.. =D is just, i wanted to make myself clear...why i choose to stand there.. =D

hoot hoot hoot!!

2010-10-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

since i said i will make a new post on snsd comeback..so here is it...

welcome back SNSD!!! recently comeback with a new mini album, SNSD presents all SONE with HOOT (훗)... here is the mv and their 1st live in mubank a few hours ago... yay SNSD!!! =) and now wish me luck in learning the dance step..first of all, diet first!! TT.TT

siwon is freagging hot in this mv!! aww..siwon-ie!!! =)

TOUCH

2010-10-29T16:59:00.000+08:00

Touch - new boyband from YYJ Entertainment..makes their surprise debut in music core with I (aka NAN)..=) The group first began their promotions overseas by standing on stage alongside popular Chinese stars this past August and kicked off their Korean promotions through “M! Countdown” on October 21st.

the members are :
Young Hoon.
DOB: 27 November 1991.
Position: Rapper

Jun Yong.
DOB: September 25, 1991.
Position: Main Vocal

Sung Yong.
DOB: December 12, 1989.
Position: Vocal

Sun Woong.
DOB:1 November 1991.
Position: Vocal/Rapper

Min Seok.
DOB: 15 August 1990.
Position: Rapper.

Chris aka Han Joon.
DOB: January 1, 1990.
Position: Leader/Vocal.
Blood Type: B

Choi Da Bin (최다빈)
Position: Vocal, Maknae
DOB: 12 March 1992
Height: 182 cm

the reason i cant say much is that, i havent really know this group..i only come across them yesterday!!! =) anyway, nice addictive song i would say.. hahaha..enjoy~ :D :D

holla~ :D

2010-10-29T16:44:00.000+08:00

yay yay yay...im back yo!! =)
nah..ntg to share...except, snsd recent comeback?? hahahaha...i shall make a post on it when they perform officially.. =)

so yea..finally back to home for deepavali.. *got smack* i do comeback every weekend..pabo me.. =) it is nice to comeback...reason?? home is the sweetest place ever!! no conflict, no faking of myself...top of all, UNLIMITED INTERNET!!!! =) how NICE!! no headache..no trouble..just ntg but warm, sweet, relaxing and it has everything i need.. =)

okay..finish with the grumbling and nagging.. =) supposingly it was a nice day for me..hahahah..except for the books in front of me.. ==ll shall finish my study after this..but...i feel like spamming again for the new song i just downloaded... sulk..never mind..oh what is my purpose for this post??

oh yea...i did a song cover...wait..2 song cover...posting it here...dont laugh at my stupid voice kay... =)

1. Have you Ever? by s club 7

2. 寬恕 by 神木與瞳.. sorry if there is any wrong pronunciation..because im fully a banana..english educated!!! hahahaa!!! =)

oh and i recently found out i had 9 followers here..nt that i am making a big fuss but then, i never dreamt of anyone got interested on my blog..hahahaha..anyway thanks guys!! =)

시끄러!!

2010-10-08T13:52:00.000+08:00

A: shuuu!!!
B:what?!!!!
A: shuu!!!
B: WHY?!!!!!!!!!
A: because U-KISS say 시끄러!!!! :D :D

yes!! 시끄러!! (SHUT UP!!), the latest mini album from u-kiss...whoot!!!! nice song...kevin really can pull off that charismatic look on stage..but considering the fact i knew this guy too well, is a bit #^_^# for me...dongho's oppa really LMFAO me...not really a lot of kpop-ers younger than him..i mean he even had to call taemin hyung!!!! and yeah, he is korea nation little brother... =) alexander,eli and kibums' rap really keng!!! the whole perf i was like "omona!! omona!! mweojitda!!!!!!!" and i think the people behind me must be thinking im crazy...

beside shut up..the other songs are great as well...before yesterday (intro) are good as usual..i remember the intro for man man hani are freakingly addictive and gangsta...now is totally romantic!!! great great u-kiss... =) differ type of song and as usual, u-kiss pull it just perfectly fine!! :D here is their comeback and also their mv!!! =)

^
^poor dongho..too young to watch the video..so here is the sensored version for dongho~

Hangul

오빠는 니가 너무 밉다
오빠는 니말 듣기 싫다

Verse 1)
교만한 사랑 따윈 내앞에서 치워
말도 안되는 소리 그만 집어 치워
앞뒤도 맞지 않고 자기 밖에 모르는 걸(Girl)
반복된 그거짓말 이젠 그만 치워

Hook)
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!

Verse 2)
교활한 입술 따윈 내앞에서 치워
야릇한 눈물 따윈 그만 집어 치워
달콤한 속임수도 더이상은 속지않아
사랑한단 그말조차 이젠 듣기 싫어

Hook)
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!

Chorus)
Cause your life, Cause your mind,
내 앞에서 사라져 (제발 사라져)
Cause, your life. I'll Just Say
더이상 네가 변할 기대는 절대 못해 Good Bye!

오빠는 니가 너무 밉다
오빠는 니가 이제 싫다

(싫다) (싫다)

Hook2)
왜 자꾸 나를 붙잡으려해
왜 자꾸 눈물은 흘리는데

Rap)
Yea this is how it goes / Here we go again / Let’s do it
Hey yo check the way that you speak and the way you sound
Being like a freak invading my soul
너는 이제 싫어 Girl you’re pissin me off
난 이제 너 때문에 지쳤어
삐꺽삐꺽삐꺽삐꺽 나나 / 삐꺽삐꺽삐꺽삐꺽 대지
오빤 네게네게네게 지쳤어 너무 / 너무너무 한다 그만 사라져
그만사라져 이제 disappear 그만사라져 Get away 그만사라져
No more lies Get out! (shut out!) get off (shut off!) 시끄러!!

Chorus)
Cause your life, Cause your mind,
내 앞에서 사라져 (제발 사라져)
Cause, your life. I'll Just Say
더이상 네가 변할 기대는 절대 못해 Good Bye!

Hook)
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!
시끄럿!!

Ending)
왜 자꾸 나를 붙잡으려해
왜 자꾸 눈물은 흘리는데

오빠는 니가 너무 싫다
오빠는 나쁜 여잔 싫다

Romanization
oppa neun ni ga neo mu mip da
oppa neun ni mal deud gi sil da

Verse 1)
gyo man han sarang dda win nae ap-eh seo chi weo
mal do an dweh neun so ri geu man jib-eo chi weo
ap-dwi do mat ji an go ja gi bakk-eh mo reu neun girl
ban bok dwen geu geo jit mal ee jen geu man chi weo

Hook)
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!

Verse 2)
gyo hwal han eep-sul dda win nae ap-eh seo chi weo
ya reut han nun mool dda win geu man jib-eo chi weo
dal kom han sok im soo do deo ee sang eun sok ji an ah
sarang han dan geu mal jo cha ee jen deud gi sil-reo

Hook)
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!

Chorus)
Cause your life, Cause your mind,
nae ap-eh seo sa ra jyeo (jeh bal sa ra jyeo)
Cause your life. I'll Just Say
deo ee sang ne ga byun hal gi dae neun jeol dae mot-hae Good Bye!

oppa neun ni ga neo mu mip-da
oppa neun ni ga ee jeh sil-da

(sil-da) (sil-da)

Hook 2)
wae ja ggu na reul but jab eu ryeo hae
wae ja ggu nun mool eun heul ri neun deh

Rap)
Yea this is how it goes / Here we go again / Let’s do it
Hey yo check the way that you speak and the way you sound
Being like a freak invading my soul
neo neun ee jeh sil-reo Girl you're pissin me off
nan ee jeh neo ddae-moon-eh ji chyeo-sseo
bbi ggeok bbi ggeok bbi ggeok bbi ggeok na na / bbi ggeok bbi ggeok bbi ggeok bbi ggeok dae ji
oppan neh ge neh ge neh ge ji chyeo-sseo neo mu / neo mu neo mu han da geu man sa ra jyeo
geu man sa ra jyeo ee jeh disappear geu man sa ra jyeo Get away geu man sa ra jyeo
No more lies Get out! (shut out!) get off (shut off!) si ggeu reo!!

Chorus)
Cause your life, Cause your mind,
nae ap-eh seo sa ra jyeo (jeh bal sa ra jyeo)
Cause your life, I'll Just Say
deo ee sang neh ga byun hal gi dae neun jeol dae mot-hae Good Bye!

Hook)
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!
si ggeu reot!!

Ending)
wae ja ggu na reul but jap eu ryeo hae
wae ja ggu nun mool eun heul ri neun deh

oppa neun ni ga neo mu sil-da
oppa neun na-bbeun yeo jan sil-da

English

Oppa really hates you,
Oppa doesn't want to listen to you anymore.

Verse 1)
Throw away that useless love
Throw away your useless words
Your unmatching stories, your selfish love,
The repeating lies, throw them away

Hook)
Shut Up!! Shut Up!!
Shut Up!! Shut Up!!

Verse 2)
Take away those teasing lips
Throw away your tears full of hatred and desire
I won't fall for your sweet "I Love You's"
I don't want to hear your fake lies

Hook)
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!

Chorus)
Cause your life, cause your mind
Walk away (Please leave) from me
Cause your life, I'll just say
I don't anticipate change from you
Goodbye
Oppa really hates you
Oppa hates you now (Hates Hates)

Hook 2)
Why do you keep holding on
Why do you keep spilling tears

Rap)
Yea this is how it goes / Here we go again / Let’s do it
Hey yo check the way that you speak and the way you sound
Being like a freak invading my soul
I don't like you, Girl you’re pissin me off
I'm tired and sick of you
Creak creak creak creak I, I/ Creak creak creak creak creaking
Oppa's tired of you you you you / You're really too much, disappear
Hurry and leave, disappear, leave my sight, Get away, leave me
No more lies Get out! (shut out!) get off (shut off!) Shut Up!!

Chorus)
Cause your life, Cause your mind
Run away from me (Leave, leave)
Cause your life, I'll just say
I don't anticipate change from you, Good Bye

Hook)
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!
Shut Up!!

Ending)
Why do you keep holding on
Why do you keep spilling tears
Oppa really hates you
Oppa doesn't like bad girls

Credit: ppband7 + Official U-Kiss Fan Cafe + Melon + UkissmeSG ('Shut Up!!', 'Rock Ya' Body' & 'Avatar' romanisation) + Pigger @ Rocketboxx.net ('Shut Up!!' & 'Light It Up' Translations)

~~
recently debut : 남녀공학 (Co-Ed) - Too Late

addictive song...but yeah~~ i feel it sound like some songs..but nt mentioning it...say it for yourself.. =)

and going to debut 20STAR...20 in a group...=) beside, i think i saw a kyuhyun,kim bum, wooyoung and mika look alike... =) 18 confirmed and another 2 yet to confirmed...lazy to upload their pictures and profile so here is the link ..

http://kpophotspot.blogspot.com/2010/07/new-upcoming-boyband-with-20-members.html

BREATH

2010-10-01T02:26:00.000+08:00

recently comeback...B2ST!!! =) whoot!!!

nice song..they are great..in live too...so yeah, breath aka soom by beast!!!

lyrics of breath :

Okay, 2010 마지막 흐름을 쥐고 흔들어
Okay, 2010 majimak heureumeul jwigo heundeureo
지휘봉 대신 mic를 들어 check it up now
jihwibong daesin micreul deureo check it up now

거부할 수 없을 정도로 강력한 무언가를 가지고 돌아와 다시 이곳을 뜨겁게
geobuhal su eobseul jeongdoro gangnyeokhan mueongareul gajigo dorawa dasi igoseul tteugeopge
더 뜨겁게 달궈 다 나에게 맡겨 I’m the mastermind, untouchable joker
deo tteugeopge dalgwo da naege matgyeo I’m the mastermind, untouchable joker

시간이 또 갈수록 더 빠져들어
sigani tto galsurok deo ppajyeodeureo
다 지금 이 순간에도 Do you feel me now
da jigeum i sunganedo Do you feel me now

너에게 또 갈수록 더 스며들어
neoege tto galsurok deo seumyeodeureo
바로 이 시간에도 그냥 나를 믿어봐 oh yeah
baro i siganedo geunyang nareul mideobwa oh yeah

따라와 We’re the mastermind (mastermind)
ttarawa We’re the mastermind (mastermind)
느껴봐 We’re the mastermind (so ‘beast)
neukkyeobwa We’re the mastermind (so ‘beast)
비교 따윈 하지 마 우릴 느껴봐 모두
bigyo ttawin haji ma uril neukkyeobwa modu
movin movin say! movin movin hey!
movin movin say! movin movin hey!

mastermind (mastermind)
mastermind (mastermind)
Oh yeah just feel my heart (so ‘beast)
Oh yeah just feel my heart (so ‘beast)
지금부터 따라와 너를 맡겨봐 모두
jigeumbuteo ttarawa neoreul matgyeobwa modu
do it do it say! do it do it hey!
do it do it say! do it do it hey!

그 어떤 말도 필요가 없어 이 순간 이 시간
geu eotteon maldo pillyoga eobseo i sungan i sigan
그냥 더 크게 소리쳐봐
geunyang deo keuge sorichyeobwa
어떤 것도 막을 수 없어 점점 더 내게 더
eotteon geotdo mageul su eobseo jeomjeom deo naege deo
조금 더 빠져봐 baby
jogeum deo ppajyeobwa baby

master mastermind master mastermind
master mastermind master mastermind
[Yo! you ready for this? keep moving keep grooving hhh welcome to ma world]
[Yo! you ready for this? keep moving keep grooving hhh welcome to ma world]
so so so ‘beast
so so so ‘beast
master mastermind master mastermind
master mastermind master mastermind
so so so ‘beast
so so so ‘beast

TRANSLATION:

Okay, 2010 Grab on to the last feel and shake it
Hold up the mic, not the baton check it up now

Coming back to this place with strong power to an undeniable extent, heating up the place
Burning the place even hotter, just leave it up to me I’m the mastermind, untouchable Joker

You will fall into us as time passes by more
Everyone even at this moment
Do you feel me now

Closer we move towards you, we smear into you
Even at this moment just trust us
Oh yeah

Follow us We’re the mastermind (Mastermind)
Feel us We’re the mastermind (So Beast)
Don’t try to compare, but instead feel us
Everyone movin movin say! movin movin hey!

Mastermind (Mastermind)
Oh yeah just feel my heart (So Beast)
Follow us starting now, lend yourself to me
Everyone do it do it say! Do it do it hey!

This moment, this time doesn’t need any words
Just scream louder
Nothing can stop you, slowly, just a little bit more
Fall in to us a bit more baby

Master mastermind master mastermind
(Yo! you ready for this?)
So so so Beast
(Keep moving keep grooving)
Master mastermind master mastermind
(Welcome to ma world)
So so so Beast

Translation Credits: b2strising.com

^_^

~~
recently shinee come back with repackage album - HELLO...
here is a peak of the mv..

aiigooo!!! my shinee baby!!! ^^

如果

2010-09-24T19:47:00.000+08:00

manyageh...if..is there anything like if??? ever done something and then think of, if i were to choose this? if i were to go there?

ever turn right and think what might be waiting at the left turning?? everything happens in a split of time...a flash of light and a tick of a minisecond...every decision we made bring us to next level...ever think, what will our life be when we pick the unchoosen pathway...

things happen for a reason...but is the reason happen because we choose the route ourselves??? i remember saying this to someone when he asked why am i sad...past 2 days, out of blue, out of sudden, i feel emo..depressed in a simpler language...he ask "why emo??" ..i replied "emo over something i regretted"..yes, something i regretted...nt something but someone..

i actually think what if...like super junior's song..what if..what if i told u what i feel, will we be the same like who we are now??? what if, i told u, to hold u in my arms..will u be just a simple friend of mine?? i regretted why i never take up what ange told me, to express myself..will i be who i am now??? what will happen in between both of us....i think some of you know who i am referring to...py, if is that person u were thinking, yes...him..

i havent talk to him for a time...a time for both to cool things off...is it right??? for not letting things continue??? i been thinking, is he really someone for me?? is it worth for me to wait?? are we suitable for each other..is he...someone i ever wanted???

a lot of question..a lot of doubt...is it a wise choice??? i think a lot...too bad, i nver ask any...neither do i did any...i type out those words i wanted to say..instead of the button sent, i click on delete....let alone to be in my heart...let those fire to die off....

to that person who ask me why i am emo...im sorry for nt telling the truth...u say, to do what is the best and not to regret...i agree...it wasnt the decision i make that i regretted...but the decision not to face the real feeling of mine...for that person, it is too late to say anything..let just be friends...i wish u..all the happiness u ever needed...

"to you,

stop doubting..stand up and face what ur heart ever wanted..find that little happiness..that little happiness u ever need for ur life...=) even though it will hurts, but it worth the time it makes u happy... =)

from,
ME!!"

sarang hae dwel gga yo???

2010-09-23T12:13:00.000+08:00

again...ntg to do with my post..is just, i love putting the song im listening when i start to write in this blog...this is a song from yurisanja and been my fav song for the past 2 years.. =) never fail to make me smile even though it is slow...and sound sad...yurisangja ftw!! =)

owh and it just changed to Let's Not (super junior)...ahahah..dont bother bout the song..so yeah, why am i here now..owh yea...i found out a picture which surprised me!! =) and i asked around using this pic..let me show u.. =)

who is it???!!! =)

Answer :
A. KARAM (DAE GUK NAM AH; THE BOSS)
B. TAEMIN (SHINee)
C. KIM JAEJOONG (DONG BANG SHIN KI ; TVXQ)
D. KIM HEECHUL (SUPER JUNIOR)

hahahahha!!

~~~
well, someone complained to me, i seldom wrote about myself..actually i plan to write on the Miri trip but then....better not..i think im going to complain more..=) i think i wasted my 1 month holiday though...ntg special..let me think...hmmm...shopping, eat, sleep...ahh...went to sports (badminton, swimming), watch drama..stalks...download song, dance..went to miri...whatelse?? ah..went to red box (as if i never went but then sing like crazy..3 hours..and only 4 ppl..but they charge us around rm10 per person..=) )..oh last but nt least..clubbing..went to the newly open voodoo...sound system nt bad..drinks, i dont know since i didnt touch at all but i had to pay rm30..== deejay nt bad..but it is over crowded!!!! saturday were packed with 800+ people!!! == the day i went, they say there is a fight..too bad i see ntg..== oh something, it is freezing cold like hell!!!! == unless u climb up the 1m stage and dance there..or u will be shivering by just standing and looking... went to moist too...and everything in there...is USUAL..ntg special... =)

anyway, got any idea who is it...it is karam from dae guk nam ah... =) many guessed kim jaejoong from tvxq...but yeah..it isnt him...it is my karam-ie!!! =) suddenly miss my nijishima takahiro...hahahaha...shall look what happen to AAA... awww...so boring recently..ntg to do....

at times i really miss them..

who are the fool??!

2010-09-18T00:08:00.000+08:00

eotteoke???

i guess many knew what happen between the oh-not-so-saint-avex and also JYJ...
=) dont blame me for putting that name for avex...ever since their mistreat for homin, i hated them... XD beside they never fair..just some people were so blind to see it... ^^ saying this doesnt mean i agree i am clever to see it...all i wanna say is just BIASED really can close one person sense.. =) like how i used to biased for tvxq, super junior, u-kiss, shinee and the list goes on... =) *seems like i have no biased since i biased for all..and i used to say i might not like ze;a but well now, i think i am accepting them..only certain girl bands makes me @@ now..*

well, a lesson to teach...dont ever think a bussinessman is sincere.. profit is what in their mind...ah, my daddy is bussinessman...but then is true...daddy, mianhae!!!!!

it makes sense actually...for avex to pick sme over jyj..afterall, jyj might end up in sme!!! no point going against sme..avex has more to lost than sme...snsd debut in a very smooth journey in japan...their single were well accepted..super junior already have established their position in japan...shinee fanmeeting in japan are also a success...homin, i dont think i need to say more..same goes to boa...if u were avex, who will u pick???

but what makes me hate avex isnt their tactics in bussiness but their stupid lies!!!!!!!! to make everyone sound like a fool..to gain sympathies...to kick homin on their ass and then to foolishly accepting them back..avex u are so low..u are so pathetic to gain back all those money makers that u make urself sound like a fool....

stop pretending that u are the real victim..like i had been abandoned by the 3...oh holy molly..save that for the fool...im not~~ :D :D to me, u are making a fool out of urself..i shall see what drama are up for u guys, avex!! :D :D nicee drama..since i dont have much drama to watch recently..such a bunch of foolish clown~ :D

and sme...dont smile...u are nt anywhere better... =) u too are a clown..just that u ended ur show..is avex's turn...or maybe i can see smexavex circus...=) nicee~~ double!! ^^

and to end this...i never trust c-jes too...=) that mr.baek is kwon sang woo ex-manager.. his infamous history, search it!! ^^ his dirty works everywhere...=)

conclusion : i never trust any words of the entertainment company...i trust what i believe and what i choose to believe...in short, i believe in myself~ :D :D

owh...beast (b2st) new single..part of MASTERMIND...this song is 주먹을 꽉 쥐고(Clenching a Tight Fist)..=) nice one!!! funny..i always like beast...but then, i cant recognise any of the member..i only remember popping dragon and also doojoon...=) and funnily i can recognise child of empire (ze;a)...maybe one day i will write a post on beast, introducing the member...and also for child of empire.. =) i did it for u-kiss...owh, i didnt do it for mblaq...woah!! busy day!! =)

i shall wait~

2010-09-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

remember this fanvideo??? it even up in the korea media when it first shared...those who involved never knew they would get so much response...
the unition that once seen..is it still there..

there in this fandom??? i myself admit..i seldom enter the soompi forum..but last few days..i went back..back to tvxq official forum...one simple reason, they are really still my fav..my top favourite grp...

and they still there..those fans is still there..despite everything happen, the forum still move..carry on...230++ pages now..5th thread..who can move as fast as them..despite lack of news..lack of updates and performance..they still moving..even with a simple question..a silly question..

oppa..micky oppa,u say u saw this video...u saw us...but oppa, do u see us here..still waving the red balloon...for those many times i say i would just walk away...in state of denial for nearly 2 month..i still back...oppa, do u see our determination to wait..do u know, we havent give up??? i hope u never give up...because we will be like u..waiting..waiting for the suitable time where separation becomes unition...we shall wait..even it takes a lot of tears and energy and time...we will never give up~~ because

for you it's separation, for me it's waiting~~

いつだって君に ~~

2010-09-13T14:11:00.000+08:00

いつだって君に

another beautiful masterpiece..but sadly only 3 out of 5...
nevertheless..is still nice song~

i couldnt help but notice the stare of the 3...it look sad...
the missing of the other 2 member..it feel empty right??? but no worries...we were here to help all of u guys to pass the this storm..TVXQ HWAITING!!!!!
youngwoong jaejoong hwaiting!
uknow yunho hwaiting!
micky yoochun hwaiting!
choikang changmin hwaiting!

xiah junsu hwaiting! (never will kick duckie out!!)
dong bang shin ki HWAITING!!!!!! saranghae!!!

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2010-09-13T12:45:00.000+08:00

laa..is bout SM TOWN!! ^^

not really...just want to spam my own blog for THE TRAX!!! =) recently make their comeback for OH MY GODDESS...yeah...so here is the trax!!!

the trax with shinee :

the trax with super junior and changmin (tvxq)

Jay of TRAX is guest rapping, Jungmo of TRAX in on guitar, Heechul is on the drums, and of course, Changmin is guest vocals

the trax and heechul

my fav song!! paradox!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYEktML9L0w

the trax with seohyun

the trax with heechul and fx victoria

the trax on cover of snsd

the trax and siwon (super junior)

the trax and other
Vocal : Super Junior Sungmin + IRIS Juni ;
Guitar : The TraX Jungmo ;
Rapper : Super Junior EunHyuk + Outsider ;
Keyboard : 2PM Nickkhun ;
Special Guitar : Boohwal Kim Tae Woo

the trax and CSJH

last but not least
THE TRAX AND TVXQ!!

SM TOWN (the trax,TVXQ,super junior, csjh and boa)

lecturer...or not

2010-09-09T19:53:00.000+08:00

lecturer...a person with high knowledge...

or

maybe not...

so yea, why do i say this??? am i out of my brain??? challenge the wisdom of the oh brilliant lecturers who had so much knowledge to stand in front of hundreds student, giving them the facts that help them in their future...but do all, i stress here ALL, lecturer has the ability to be one??? is all lecturer qualified to be the role model of students??

some might say yes...some might say NO..to me, YES but to certain lecturer..some are just urgh....lecturer/teacher/principles were supposed to have noble personality, wide knowledge and all the characteristic needed to be one...but what had happen to our education nowadays..principle being racist, teacher with bad knowledge to an extend that some teacher couldnt teach the right fact (and i mean it..i seen one but i dont wish to pinpoint) and now what..lecturer in hit and run with the lamest reason i ever seen..what had ever happen to our education system..teachers had once seen as one of the most noble occupation...teacher is the person who form everyone in this world..but with this, to who do we put our hope on??

why do i have the idea on writing this..on teachers??? well, because i come across with this :

http://allyssalwt.blogspot.com/2010/09/incident-which-i-would-like-to-share.html

and

http://thenumerologyofour.blogspot.com/

to those who lazy to click in the link, it says that a UTAR lecturer hit a student and run off with the excuse : she has to go for lunch (== but story havent end), but then, she has no appetite to eat and thus drive back the spot where she hit the student in which she thought the student will be lying there still waiting for her (some good passerby had bring the student to the uni clinic for treatment..poor girl had a shock and external injuries..lucky for the idiotic lecturer, she has no serious injury)..well, this "good" (sarcasm..ahem ahem) lecturer did not even follow the victim to the hospital when she were asked to..and appearantly she say the insurance will cover for the damage....oh well, let just hope it is true because there is a few times, she did not turn up on time..=)

well the funny story did not just end...so yea, when the shocked poor student says that her parents will come (which is normal..who wouldnt rush there if their son/daughter involved in accident..is normal though), she too say she will bring her parents (oh well, the problem here is that she is in her early 30 and and how old will be her parents?? 60?? or probably more??)..and well, when the parent of the student went to her house (yes!! she reluctant to come over and choose to hide in her nest), she refuse to come out from her home and she even reported to police that..HER SAFETY is THREATENED!! oh what the f is in her brain..who is so uncivilised and brainless compare to her...act like she is so clever when all she could think of/act is a piece of big fat shit!!

well to all UTAR student..becareful of this so-called lecturer of urs..because definately an idiotic baboon could think better than she does...i wonder how the whole drama is settled but based on my feeling, it would settle without a sound..anyway...who is the lecturer?? i think the UTAR student knew it better...not going to pinpoint the name because i feel if she read this or anyone who knew the story will be super clear who is it..no need to point out the name...

~~
lecturer??? yeah RIGHT!! u just gotta BE KIDDING!! =)

Confession Of A Friend

2010-08-30T21:55:00.001+08:00

yea..writing this confession with an apple stuck between my upper and lower vestibule..XD

okay..let me start...=) not really much as a confession but rather a rant...i know u will know who im pointing this to but well,this is something i couldnt slap it on your face so...forgive me but at times...at times it really kills my mood...

i didnt slap it on your face but sometimes, it totally kills my mood....makes me go "whatever" mood and sometimes i really wanna slap it on your face by saying "i never ask for your opinion..im just telling so shut it!"...

like when im telling u about the new song i heard of or the group that just debut, cant u just listen like how i used to listen to all your prob??? i probably never shared my worst day or the worst nightmare so if im going to say something, couldnt u just put ur ears on and listen?? rather than going "im not interested" "it doesnt even sound nice" "whatever, im going to sleep" ... sometimes, i really regretted that i told you something i feel there is a need to share among my qingu...

but the respond i got...totally slap me across my face...totally goes like "u are so lame to tell me all this" "i had 0 interest in this mentally retarded stuff..keep it to yourself"..at times, am i really a qingu to a qingu??? or im just a stone where ppl spill their sadness and trouble, to walk away after they feel better...i dont mind listening...but dont make me feel like im just a pabo...a tool to make one feel better....

i seriously doubt myself before...do i really...had a good friend...a friend who never think of using me...a friend who care to listen...a friend who cheers me up when im down...a friend who never ask why im sad but quietly sit beside me and makes me feel better.....

i actually found...not someone i see everyday (face to face) but...someone who i never see before..a friend who i know randomly...even just with words...she become a place where i depend alot on...a friend who never push me away...a friend who corrects me when im wrong..a friend who know im not alright when i insist im okay....a friend who is there to make me smile, even to a point, agree she is old...thank you unnie..thank you...at least i know....i know i had such a friend..thank you unnie!!! unnie, jeongmal khamsahamnida!!

is alright that i only had one...it would be better to have more...but even with this one, unnie, u had give me much strength to go on...last 2 days, i never feel so bad, so sucked up in the whole 2010...but u were there to make me feel better....rather than being a cold stone, u make some senseless jokes u would never will say it....i appreciate it..i really do~

and top of all, im happy that i could be who i am in front of you...rather than being a puppet or a clown...감사합니다 !!!

=)

2010-08-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

now that i realised.....i post too much of video and picture spam in my blog~ XS

well, apart from complaining and grumbling and posting video, it seems like i have totally 0 idea on what to spill here..here in my own blog...hahahahahahha...sad things are meant for words while happy things are meant for????? scream??? shout??? talk??? well basically for sound?? okay, it sound weird...

anyway, yea, what i wanna say...wait....*think hard*
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still blank...aaaaa!!!! :D :D i really..i really really wanna say something instead of posting video, writing all my crazy complain but, i really had ntg in my brain...so i guess this will be my post for now...

oh, and im actually mourning for lee choong wei, lin dan and bao chun lai defeat in yonex championship...and if im not mistaken, kien kiet - boon heong also bow out in final...so well, DOWN!!!!!!!!! :D

100828 Shawol Fan Account - SMTown Live '10

2010-08-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

This is a fan account by a SHINee fan, but it's completely relevant because it's mainly about HoMin and Cassiopeia.

After everything that happened yesterday, the shock of being at the live concert, the heartache, the wonderful heartwarming moments, and then seeing all the photos and videos, there are so many emotions that I honestly dont' know how to express. I wanted to start writing something last night, but I really didn't know how to start. That night, I was in awe, not only by our kids, but also Yunho and Changm and the wonderful Cassiopeia and Shawols. Looking back on the videos from 2 years ago, I suddenly realized that our kids have really grown up. They used to run after their hyungs like their beloved dongsaengs, or perhaps they were a source of motivation...

I've always really admired Yunho, the past few years in Korea, everything about him, from his personality to his reputation, everything about him made people who loved him proud. That is why, when I saw the 8 whole banners dedicated to him at the stadium, I wasn't surprised at all. Even when the entire stadium erupted with screams of 'JUNG YUNHO', I wasn't surprised. Someone like him is totally deserving of that kind of love. I really like him as well, because I know that Yunho loves our SHINee, he buys them food and goes to watch their performances to give them support and encouragement, and he and Changmin always play basketball and go bowling with Minho. He brought Jonghyun and Key to dinner to watch the World Cup together, and went to Taemin's dance training sessions despite having to work on his own CFs, magazine shoots and rehearsals. He helped our kids make the perfect 2nd album. He was even their for their comeback stage, going to the venue with them and staying with them backstage...

Knowing that the kids have a hyung like that makes me really happy and completely content. Everything that Yunho endured as the leader of TVXQ, he's spoken to Onew about. He's taught him so much, yes, he's always trying his best to help Onew become an even greater leader than he is. At the same time, he also knows about the burdens and responsibilities he has to shoulder as a leader, and that is why, compared to the 4 other members, he is especially kind to Onew. Only because he knows too well how difficult it is to be in that position and how important it is to show him love and support. Onew, being younger and softer than Yunho needs extra love and protection. This hyung has put so much effort into protection our kids, in the hope that his personal experience will help get them further and make them a better group. This is why, last night, when I saw a tired, quiet and expressionless Yunho exchanging glances with the 5 members; when I saw Onew by his side, Taemin putting his arm around his waist, Minho tugging him along and Jonghyun and Key walking past him over and over again to help cheer him up, I felt content and proud. Huuhuu, I don't know whether it's because I'm too much like a mother, everytime I see the SHINee members showing love for their hyung, I feel a rush of pride. They're kids who really know the meaning of being grateful. Hyung's time and love hadn't been wasted, it's no wonder he likes you all so much.

Yesterday, in the hearts of Cassiopeia who had been waiting for over a year by now, there was bitterness and pain, but more than that, they were proud. Anyone who sees them would be in awe by the love and devotion they've shown towards their idols. Of course, this is because their idols really have made themselves worthwhile of their sacrifices, yet what amazed me most was that whether it be this year's Dream Concert or last night's SMTown concert, Cassiopeia gave TVXQ the same red ocean. Last night, when the big screen started to pay the VCR of HoMin, most of the fanlights had been switched off and I was almost a little shocked. However, in less than a minute, when HoMin descended from above, the stadium which had previously been a sea of various different colours completely transformed in to a red ocean. This kind of scene, whether you're a Cassiopeia or not, it really leaves people completely awestruck or even in tears. I saw lots of Cassiopeia noonas holding onto each other as tears poured out of their eyes. So many of them continued to wave their glow sticks and fan signs even as they were overcome with emotion.

That night, I should've been really happy because SHINee really delivered an amazing performance, they were so adorable and they had such a great time. Yet as I sat amidst the Cassiopeia noonas, I really couldn't help myself from screaming and crying with them. When HoMin's performance ended, they really lost control. If the tears from before had been the result of a year's worth of waiting, of pain, of controversy and of happiness over HoMin's return, then this time, it was simply because they'd lost it. They were in so much pain that they had all completely broken down. We've never heard the two talk about the pain and torment they've endured over the past year, yet we all understand, and that is why so many fans from all over the world have come to support them. In the end, the Yunho fans who were sitting next to me were still mumbling 'what to do what to do, (we) really want to go to the US, to China, to Japan, even if it's only for 6 minutes, 6 minutes is better than nothing, (we) have to go with him.' Some also said that seeing the fans with Bigeast towels who'd come all the way from Japan really hurt them more than anything. At the end of the concert, some of the Yunho fans came over to us Shawols and ELFs and bowed as they thanked us. Eventually, we all started crying with them, aish.

When I got home, I really wanted to see how the fans from China had reacted, of course, everyone was shocked and angry at first, but people slowly started to comfort one another, and I saw lots of words of encouragement from the fans. I was so touched! 'We'll treat it as though the purpose of their appearance was not to dance or to sing, but simply to see those who've missed them and to tell us that they're still protecting TVXQ, it's completely worthwhile.' 'Even though it only lasted 6 minutes and we waited 7 long hours, as long as we're able to catch a glimpse of them and see that they're well, it's enough.' There were lots of messages like that, and each and every single one of them touched me. All of a sudden, I remembered a conversation I'd had with a Yunho fan last night. I asked her why she loved Yunho so much and whether it was hard or tiresome for her. She replied 'I do get tired, of course I get tired, I get tired, bitter and angry. He really is a a fool, but there's really nothing we can do, we'll stay by his side and help him through the hard times because compared to everything he's been through, our suffering and our exhaustion is nothing.' After last night, I suddenly had a newfound love for these noona fans, I really really like them, they're definitely the most lovable fans I've ever seen.

Thinking about how good the oppas are to our SHINee and how nice the Cassiopeia noonas are to us, I really hope that one day, SHINee World will become just like Cassiopeia, so that our boys will be proud of us as well.

'Hello everyone, we are Dong Bang Shin Ki'
'Hello everyone, we are Cassiopeia'

This was the first time I've personally heard the exchange between TVXQ and their Cassiopeia and I was truly touched. I hope SHINee World and our boys will be able to achieve the same kind of perfect connection one day. I know we're not far from it…

Credits: TVXQBaidu + SHINeeBar
Trans by: dorfehh@DBSKnights
Shared by: DBSKnights

heart breaking....who were there...there to be in their shoe...to express their feeling...to understand of what they went thru...

nobody but themselves....

between TVXQ and CASSIOPEIA...enough said~~~ =)

for me, i will work hard..just like tvxq and cassiopeia..while waiting for the boys, i will definately continue to wave my red glow stick...red had become one of me~

superstar~

2010-08-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

super star....
let's learn this dance step~ :D :D

whoot..gimme 3 days! :D

i did wrong

2010-08-27T17:31:00.001+08:00

like 2AM's song..am i really did wrong??? did i really did something wrong???

did i mess up everything n caused everyone in the worst state ever??but..it wasnt even my prob in the first effing place.....i dont know!!!! i hate it..i really do~~ why cant just understand my pov??!!!! why am i the one had to understand?!!!!!

why am i the one stuck in the middle and sucked up everything?!!
i hate it..im doing my very best to make everyone happy..and why it is sooo hard to make everyone feel happy for the decision...

to accommodate with it, i really did my best..but how come i feel like i fucked up everything???? and i think i really fucked up everything..== a decision to make everyone happy, is it that hard??? i really...i really....i dont know what else i can do...

i really dont know...and to get scolded for something that is out of my concern, it is really....i dont know..the whole thing makes me @@ from the moment i open my eyes in the morning...

i understand everyone's position...but may i ask, who understand my stand????

to everyone, im sorry i couldnt fulfill ur condition...i did my very best...and i hope u could understand...to karen and adrian, im sorry..if i could just confirm the blm house, i wouldnt put u guys in such condition...

like the song..

i really did wrong..and i really sorry...mianhae~

대국남아

2010-07-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

(from left : Hyunmin (현민), Injun (인준) Jay, Karam (가람), Mika (미카).)

and so here comes the 2nd TVXQ...not complaining about them...because i do like them!! ^^ well, first of all, they are really good in vocal...second the boys can dance..and thirdly, the boys do has good look..ahem ahem...i know i know..appearance shouldnt cheat but HEY, everyone judge a person from 1st impression!!! :D :D and beside, the boys really have good look!!! saying this shouldnt give them any negative mark...my baby TVXQ are superb good looking also...hahahahahha...

anyway, D-NA (in short) were said to be 2nd tvxq..debutting themselves as acapella group..recently comeback with a fast beat song...but well...they are good..okay, i am repeatiting this sentence for so many times...and yeah, i know u knew what i am going to say next..IS A FACT..LOL!!! *py should start saying bout KARAM..* and oh, TVXQ is indeed their role model....good one, D-NA....i shall bring hopes to see 5 of u guys to sing with the other 5~~ and the wish will be coming soon!! ^^ karam and jaejoong..woah!!!! but i still feel mika look like sungmin and ingun look like young thin kangin...XD

profile :
Stage Name: MIKA
Position: Leader
Real Name: Lee Suhoon 이수훈
Birthdate: 1990.06.28
Height: 1,78cm
Bloodtype: B
Cyworld: http://cyworld.com/ooff
- Can play the piano.
- Former Xing and Singing in the Rain member (both under Xing Entertainment)
- Used to go by the name of WHITE
- Thinks Hyunmin is the most interesting member
- Envies Garam for being handsome

Real Name: Woo Hyunmin 우현민
Birthdate: 1991.07.22
Height: 1,81cm
Bloodtype: O
Cyworld: http://www.cyworld.com/tob205
- Former Xing and Singing in the Rain member (both under Xing Entertainment)
- Used to go by the name of HUSKY
- Nicknamed himself as Mallang Mute
- I also concluded he loves hugging people. Really.

Stage name: KARAM
Real name: Park Hyuncheol 박현철
Birthdate: 1991.06.28
Height: 1,78cm
Bloodtype: B
Cyworld: http://minihp.cyworld.com/pims/main/pims_m...sp?tid=60434007
- Former Xing member
- Used to go by the name of RISING
- He's bffs with Jay and Injoon

Real Name: Lee Injoon 이인준
Height: 1.75cm
Bloodtype: O
Cyworld: http://www.cyworld.com/injun0001
- Former Xing member
- Used to go by the name of SOUL
- Is a fan of SG Wannabe and Mariah Carey
- Can beatbox
- Has a younger sister
- I am a Legend is his favorite movie
- Extremely addicted to The Simpsons.

Stage Name: JAY
Real Name: Jeon Jihwan 전지환
Birthdate: 1994.03.31
Height: 1,70cm
Bloodtype: A
- Former Xing member
- Used to go by the name of KIPARANG
- Has an older brother
- He says he's persistent but very timid
- His ideal type is just a nice girl

since all of them former XING..i wonder if there is any possible for them to sing with UKISS...kevin, kibum.....XDXD and also..popping dragon (aka joonhyung) in BEAST..
but then....there is a lot of generation and i doubt if they had been in the group together before...XD kevin should know all of them..^^ he stayed for the longest time in xing...

anyway BACK!!!
here is the video of the boys debut...and also new song...well im sharing TVXQ as well..they well, not really but kinda walk the same pathway as TVXQ..check it out..and for the last time : they are REALLY good... ^^

=)

a song worth a smile~

2010-07-02T20:45:00.001+08:00

at times do we ever realised a smile is so easy to form that it can even come with just a song or simply a sentence???? i found 3 songs that make me laugh without any reason..

4 minutes of happiness at times enough to make the day bright and cheerful~ :D

of happiness and of sadness....is the way we view things that happen...
to make the world more bright, stop viewing the world with only black and white.. ^^

beside, when there is happiness there will be sadness...is just a cycle of life..without sadness, what is the meaning of happiness...without happiness there is no sadness...

but it doesnt mean we should cry the whole day or fake the smile the whole day...when we feel like crying, cry it..when we feel happy, smile it~~ ^^ after the moment, make the next moment a brand new moment...things that happen should remain as past...make present as present..

live today like there is no tomorrow..

tap tap tap

2010-07-01T13:48:00.000+08:00

been so long since i last write a word here..well, i dont have anything in mind to spill...

now posting this show i had something to say...well, i was on my way back (when i find my way back to your arm again..but untill that day, u know u are the QUEEN OF MY HEART..), suddenly -- ask me bout wan teng...well, is a topic about friendship..

bout how i realised, -- is someone like me...i always thought i am so emotional (^^ say this) that i could cry over someone who is angry and dont want to talk to me..but well, thean sim is the same...in the end, it seems like both of us couldnt take it if someone who is so close to us, could suddenly ignore us...

simple reason for this...we couldnt stand the fact someone ignore us and well, could it be our mistake?? our fault for all this ignorance..for all this sudden change??? i dont deny the fact that i always blurt out something subconsciously that hurt someone..i hated that side of me too...but well, if u guys are to about leave this stupid friend (i mean myself) could u guys at least tell me what happen?? so that at least i know i did something bad and it is unforgiven???

in friends, i try to be nice..but at times, i feel like ppl think im doing it for the sake of doing to a point it look so fake!! when i try to be bad, it makes me look so bad that i become the jerk!! sometimes it is so tiring...what should i do??? is like...

we try to make something stupid out of ourself when u guys are sad..and it makes us sound like stupid when there is ntg from u...the fact that getting ignored and doesnt know what the hell did i did wrong it is soo....hell~ seriously~

but im happy that at least someone in this world understand how i feel...i been feeling emo last night...not really much but then...when i say something, i dont really mean it...i know that stupid mouth of mine...mulut celupar bukan...i try to be queit and yet u guys tot im sad or angry or bad mood...what should i do???

i try not to show my bad point to u guys..i try my best to stay cheer..i remember isaiah say my name jolyn goes well with jolly..i just smile...park yong ha death really open my eyes...how much a person can stand hurt and sadness...

someone say that if i had something i can just tell him/her...but if my happy stuff u are nt interested..how much would u listen for my sad story?????

in friendship, i just wanna be happy..like -- say, she just want to be happy..why there is so much things in a frienship..shouldnt this relationship should stay simple instead of complicated..a friend where we divide the pain to lesser amount and multiply the happiness to infinity??? is so tiring to make the clown out of myself and yet what i got from everything i give is....this~

ONE BETTER DAY ~

Yeah Listen to this
Even though darkness wraps around me
Even though I can't see one inch before me because it's so dark
The hurt heart heart heart of hers that got wounded
I will wrap around I promise I'm gonna be down

Her that is getting tired of the repeated times
If you have no place to lean then come and lean on me
For you we will be together call us
Start again right now

Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you
I'm going in

Thoughts that you're by yourself The worlds that have no answer
the days tic tok like the hands of a clock
All the hard times just cut them up
This light has waited for you

Her that is getting tired of the repeated times
If you have no place to lean then come and lean on me
For me I came here call us
And again start right now

Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you

My heart is running
Whenever with me
Now let's start baby yeah it is

Now again one better day~ one better day~
A bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Now again one better day~ one better day~
I'm here I will go together with you

태연하게 당연하게

2010-06-20T03:06:00.000+08:00

Amu geoto anilgeoya shigani jinaga myeon neo eopteon yejeon cheoreom jalhalsu isseul geoya
Geureonde naega isanghae gyesok neol chago isseo, neol jiwo bwado neoman boyeo
Taeyeon hage ijeo boryeo haesseo geojimal cheoreom
Geureol surok deo geuriwo jyeo

*I'll be missing you, every time, and I will pray for you every night, amu il eobseo teon geocheoreom
Nal sogyeodo, nado mollae apeun gaseumi tteollyeo, nothing is everything

It was nothing amu geoto aninde ijeul suga eopneunde, naega neomu isanghae
Aju jamkkanira do neol majuchi gil gidohae, I wanna see you, I'm gonna miss you

Neol manhi joha haenabwa jakku ni saengagi na haruwedo myeo beonsshik nunmuri naryeo gohae
Niga isseul ttaen mollasseo eolmana sojung hanji apeuge haeseo cham mianhae
Dangyeon hage ijeo boryeo haesseo heunhan ilcheoreom
Geureol surok deo geuriwo jyeo

Cause I'll be missing you, every time, and I will pray for you every night, amu il eobseo teon geocheoreom
Nal sogyeodo, nado mollae apeun gaseumi tteollyeo, nothing is everything

Naye jageum mame neomuna keobeorin
Naye sarangi baro neoya

REPEAT *

English Translation:

*If the thing which will not be also anything the time passes by, you like before was not the thing which will be the possibility of doing well however me the strange continuous board to be to be seeking the board tries to erase, only you is visible, calmly, tries to forget like to lie to be like that, more longed for become,

I'll be missing you and every time, AND I will pray for you every night and anyone one like without being day to deceive and the secretly sick breast to tremble, nothing is everything

It is not also was nothing anything there not to be a possibility of forgetting to and moment the board encountering quite I to be too strange, to intend, I wanna see you and I'm gonna miss you

The board in order likes a lot to try and your thought to be born to be born a some tear repeatedly in one day, when there is you to do, does not know, how many probably is valuable, to be sick the truth is sorry and naturally, tries to forget to do like the thing is common to be like that, more longed for become,

I'll be missing you and every time, AND I will pray for you every night and anyone one like without being day to deceive and the secretly sick breast to tremble, nothing is everything

Me too big my sweetheart rightly to small mind you